last day of 2009!

hmm....

so i decided i muz blog today haha.

new year = changes!

things will change...

& i will change...

hopefully all for the better! :D

new year, new aims...

#1: to be who i really am...

no more acts...

#2: to be braver...

no more runaways...

#3: to be in control...

no more random emos.

#4: to be fitter than fit...

no more extra weight...

okay okay, 1st muz tok abt the fun experiences i had in the last few days of dec!

Xmas!

thanks for the present from my cousin! (xmas exchge)

i still duno hu u are.. LOL.

yups, i hv been enthu-ly the stuffs u gave!

Boxing day~

went to plaza sing...

alvin & the chipmunks2 <3

i so hou hui never take photo of the 3D wan!!! :(

nice scene of the trees thr bcos of xmas!

& my wonderful fotography skills =p

woohoo!! nice lanterns on the trees!
& do u see the "shooting stars" like stick lamps?
so nice mann...
maybe should hav took video instead...
then can see the "shooting star" feel~

& thanks to those who were there of cos!!
& ur presents :)
ehh, whr are the photos ah, Ms photographer?
i wan to see them!! LOL.

PA outing..
@ marina barrage...
went thr for the 1st time in my entire life...
waa feel noob..
i lyk the wind thr hehe :)




we walked up this thing to picnic!

i duno if this is illegal or anythg...
couldnt resist & took a pic of this adorable rabbit!!
it's pa-ing down on the floor...
& its actions so cute!
my sis n i totally stared at it so so long~
i tink it's of a special breed or sth - called netherland dwarf~
anws, it's just so adorable!! :D

okay... now chge topic haha.
scorpio horoscope book 2010!
why!!!
u make me depress! :(
& i duno y i chge horoscope again!
i tink alternate year ba...
hmm... now i can only choose to believe...
命运掌握在自己手里!
yes, everything will be well!
regardless of what u say! T.T

summore...
i realised it's nt going to be tt way...
u are not waiting like i am...
but it's okay...
sum1 would surely b there to see how nice you are...
i dun believe no1 saw, in the 1st place!!
how could tt be?! :O
i wunt b the only one...
yups, sum1 nice & suitable will come along soon!
那，就是你的快乐 :)

& i have a great ambition!
that is to keep a diary which wunt b thrown aside AGAIN when i become too bz..
im sorry dear diary :(
every yr oso gt this aim but oso fail...
i'll try my best nxt year...

waa, just minutes away from 2010!
quite excited about it eh!!
lols duno y...
it would be great next year!
i stongly believe!!
no matter what happens!

只要抱着乐观的态度，一切都会变得美好!
these words are for all my dear friends, esp those facing A levels 2010!
omg, tough year ahead!
let's all be brave!
we can do it :)
no matter how hard it would be, dun 4get to smile! =D

hah, i realise i oways very hopeful when it comes to a new year!
new year, new beginning mah!
everyone begins on a fresh new page again :D
yaa.. so...
2010, im coming for you! hahaha :D

& some thgs were left unsaid...

thedreamer.
12/31/2009 10:23:00 PM

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

woohooo!!!
just had the long awaited suona outing!!!! :DDD

lol... i was like so excited mann.

anws, i had a greattt time hehe.

thanks rv suona-ists!!

all of you rock mannn.
we shall hav more outings! :DD
we went to sentosa! to picnic...

beehoon, sandwiches, fried rice, nuggets, fishballs, seaweed chicken, soft drinks, potato chips. (not all captured ps >< )

we were lyk so damn funny.
we played card games (daidi)...

& toked crap...

& xxx & xx started to xin shang sum guys....

lol u know who u are!!! =p
instead of shai-ing the tai yang...

den we see other ppl ard us play ball games...

hmmm.... nxt time i muz bring ball mann.

den we can own the bao lu guys ard us...

LOLLL.

it rained for awhile..

but luckily we managed to go cycling! aft tt...

& ohh my goshhh..

i actually climbed onto tt 2-wheel thgy...

& stepped on the peddles...

lyk for the 1sttt time!!!!

i cudnt belive it mann...

i oly screamed awhile den calmed dwn.

okay okay i admit i screamed sum more times aft tt..

just nt as much i thot i wud. LOL.

waa... thot i wud cry...

hmm see i so so trust xxx lehhh.

my di yi ci lehh~~~

LOLLL.

xxx, pls feel honoured now!!! heheheh.

xxx & me hahahahahaha.
(we did stupid stuff LOL)

& now u noe xxx :)
(we were just bai pose-ing LOL)

ohh den we ride ride ride until quite long...

den we saw the roller coaster!!

quite nice sia...

but i dun tink my heart can take it...LOL.

tink it's gng to be built finish nxt yr...

The Suona-ists!

(Not full attendence, but at least gt 70%...

i will try to use man li to force evy1 to come LOL =p)

then we went to vivo to finish up our food..

& i forced all of them (except 1 :( ) to eat donuts...

hohoho...

too bad, it's xmas!! hehe =p

ohh they are from donut factory...

i gt fdbck frm them it's nt bad... (mayb bcos i force them to say tt)

hmm i dun really know cos i condemn donuts...

but... i ate one bcos of them also...

aiyo! see my sacrifice...

be thankfull okaaayy...

okay okay, decided to provide the DF website for interested parties...

lol actually it's just: http://www.donutfactory.com.sg/

then left Melissa & me go shop ard...

cos my invitation is torn!! =( (not literally)

we went to daiso...

& bought this wonderful drink :)

lols...

Mel said my hand look "manly"... (on the left)

really meh?!

ohhh & sry to innocent parties who gt fotoshoot into the pic too.

hahah.

i really recommend this drink!

& i gt gd taste =p

it's mild chocolate flavour...

so it's a little sweet & a little little bit bitter oly...

quite special :)

& it's nt ex...

2 cans for $2 from daiso...

okay self reflection.

im crazy.

im mad.

& i hope u dun ever find out bt what i did.

i tink im so scheming can...

& crappy...

oh dear...

hope u havent seen thru my ying mou gui ji...

i had some thoughts abt the future suddenly..

of what is a family...

gosh i siao liao.

i lose control liao lahh.

it's lyk worse than last time.

i tell myself to stop dreaming.

it doesnt work. really.

im becoming more radical nowadays.

i so scared i hav too much courage...

trying to go both ways at the same time.

im sorry if i tried too hard...

i wan it to work...

but i duno the right way...

i tink it's nt working...

i tink i get what u mean...

& i will convince myself about it...

i shall survive this hols..

& when sch reopen...

i hv no time for anythg...

except sch...

mustnumbmyself.

OOO... lastlly... after such a long naggy reflection....

happy dongzhi to everyone!!

have u eaten ur tangyuans??

if haven muz go eat...

gng to be 2mr & 2day will be over!!!

tangyuans rock mann.

so sweet and nice~~

my favourite! <33

& some thgs were left unsaid...

thedreamer.
12/22/2009 10:03:00 PM

Sunday, December 13, 2009

每一张照片都有属于它自己的故事。

hmm back from DVC!

shalll share sum thoughts & fotos! :)

RGPS.

Class of A5 Dec 2009 :)

The1st class of my DVC journey!

Lower Peirce reservoir.

1st trip there.

Tiger prawns...

yummy hoho.

Frogggg.... euuu.

sorry ><

but im really scared of you all :(

(duno y the pic gt abit of prob)

Me and the twins! (chloe & Dylan)

They really have beautiful eyes!! (unlike mine)

Me and Julia.

she's cute hehe.

Chloe Nicole!

Me and Ms Aida :)

hmm, my 1st experience jiu zhe yang xian gei you ppl le...

hohoho...

sounds wrong.

hints to u all to be honoured =p

felt really fortunate to have this chance...

was it bcos we were fated to meet?

or bcause my prayers were heard...

hmm... thanks alot to whoever tt helped :)

thefeelingofbliss.

ohhh & thanks kids for making me speak English better...

haha, there was really the need to be so much more fluent being ard with u all....

yups, & im stl having the gd habit of speaking standard english now...

maybe i will revert back to my rojak language soonn...=p

without all ur influences..

&itwasbecauseofyou.

but didnt tink i do well at the camp this time though =(

sorry, i'll be better nxt time :)

yups, i'll learn.

try to chge my personality...

yaaa, more open, more open..

theneedtobreakthrough.

i felt sad leaving actually..

emo-ed b4 evythg ended.

cos i was seriously tinking if this will my 1st & also my last?

hmmm & sorry to dear goldfishes mannn.

i felt lyk i killed all of u...

ohhh mannn..

my big mouth & "great" suggestions.

dun tink i will eva 4get tt scene...

feelingbad.

anws, i will treasure all these memories...

cos they are really special to me!!!

hope i will gather enuf courage to strike back again nxt yr haha.

iwantoborrowyourstrength.

sidetrack.

oh no...

thinking too much all these few days..

i can see the whole cycle coming back...

i need to clear my head of such thoughts AGAIN...

entangled in my huan xiangs...

the images and scenes and even sounds...

just kept echoing in my head...

how how how??

sumtimes i just blame my name for this...

haix...

i will get over it....

yups, my goal is to psycho my brain evyday!

similaritiesdokill.

side side track.

i found a game tt i tink quite nice to play hehe.

its called santa blast.

link:

www.shockwave.com/gamelanding/santalaunch.jsp

i find it quite fun lehh.

but play too long quite sian..

cos keep repeating derr...

finally.

on an emo note.

horrified to realise we only have 1month left till sch reopens...

i need to buck up mannn...

if not nxt yr how...

hope i can be stronger!

cos' it's gng to b tough nxt yr...

cant bear to tink of it...

nxt yr is my largest obstacle!

ahhhHHHhhh..

okay i will calm down & relaxx..

hmm okay... guess i shall stop here for today..

& some thgs were left unsaid...

thedreamer.
12/13/2009 12:37:00 PM