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Wednesday, January 30, 2008





actually i wanted to blog ytd cos gt more thgs to tok abt but no time ytd so.... i was lyk home at 8pm or later..... zzzz cca day jiu shi zhe yang......i tink im really funny trying to pretend tt i didnt noe ur presence...... i min its lyk so obvious but i juz pratically ignored it..... ok la, oly biao mian de, but nt xin li mian..... so im lyk zi qi qi ren??? errr wadeva la so fan u noe..... im still trying to get over it n i tink i can ba? hopefully juz nit a bit more time =x

aiyo, i felt so pissed on sunday lo..... its lyk 8plus at nite so my parents decided tt we shud take a taxi home cos e nxt day gt 2 go sch..... den we went into a taxi wich stinks lyk hell cos gt smoking smell..... at 1st me, my mum n my sis all thot is my father who is e culprit.... in e end its e driver who is e one who smoked in his taxi!!!!! walao, can one meh? he wan to die den die alone la.... y muz hai wo men??? i felt so irritated thruout e whole taxi trip.... i kept complaining n blablabla.... eeyer, i really hate tt smell can? summore we gt aircon de leh, mins e smell will stay there n wunt go away... i tried v hard nt to breath in too much (wich is v stupid, cos it does nt make any difference).... too bad cant complain cos i wasnt observant enuf to note e taxi's driver name n all those stuff to complain him =(

i gt a bad feeling for tis yr.... perhaps i believe in those xin zuo n zodiac predicts too much le ba..... they say i wish too high tis yr n i will most probably nt get wat i wan...... but its oredi reflected le la..... cos i seriously tink tt i didnt do too well for physics although i felt tt it wasnt too tough...... e definiton of well is at least a b3 n abv? cos all e A's is e boys take le so nt much hope le ba.... summore i haven hav a complete set of new clothes (wich is oly lyk 2shirts, 1 skirt n 1 pair of jeans) 4 new yr... dun even hav time to buy le cos my mum nt free..... duno how leh =( mayb i too mi xin or wadeva la, but i tink these r bad signs 4 e new yr...

i suddenly agree tt "a hungry man is an angry man" zhe ju hua 2day..... im sry 4 being rude to u all cos i really v hungry le la den easily frustrated..... so sry *bows* =( i didnt do it on purpose..... juz too fed up bcos i cant eat at e time i expected n wan to..... OOps, i chao shi le, suppose to oly use until 8pm to blog cos i nit to chiong out my stupid jian bao =(( ok byebye....


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thedreamer.
1/30/2008 07:50:00 PM





Wednesday, January 23, 2008





WARNING: tis post is gonna b v random lols.... cos i will juz suddenly change topic de la.....

ahhhhhhHHHH!!! finallly gt time to blog liao.... i hope i will get to blog abt once a wk ba..... ok now tok abt physics test 1st.... i tink its okay ba.... cos i really really expected it to b v v tough but in e end it wasnt as hard lyk last yr's tests..... at least i cud do most of e qns n nv panic so much compared to last time.... at 1st i was rather unhappy tt we hav e test 2dat whereas others can hav it 2mr wich gives them more time to study, but now i m really RELIEVED i took e test oredi... at least i m nt as stressed up as b4 le..... tts a YAY ba!!! =)) i hope my hard wk will pay off lo.... if it doesnt i oso duno wat to say???? sianzzz.... although i quite happy tt e test is over, i still feel sad now cos gt a lot of HWK la.... i wanna rest well after e test de leh.... oso no chance -.-

2dae went bck home de shi hou.... gt tis girl ar, duno yr 2 or 3 ba (hopefully nt yr1?), she was lyk so damn excited abt fei lun hai when she saw their photo in e magazine..... i was so leng diao by her.... i min ya la they r v shuai (except u noe who) but no nit so ji dong rite? they r juz guys rite? T.T evytime hear ppl ard me so excited abt them i will feel so pissed -.- wats there to b so exctied abt??? v irritating leh... kip saying "fei lun hai leh!!!" den gif those hua chi look... oh pls~~~ den when her fren say tt they oly shuai but dun sing nice (wich is true) she was ly saying "dun wu ru my ou xiang"... diao, its true wat???!!! den she was proudly saying how she nv do hwk den juz lyk call her fren den her fren will lend e hwk to her..... omg she can b so proud of it????!!! tts y i hope is nt yr1 student if nt lyk v hopeless le ba??? go sch 4 less than a mth oredi dun1 do hwk summore copy n dun feel guilty abt it? waaa, i cant accept it lo....

den i was tinking abt u..... i really CANT accept it leh!!!!! pls, pls i really dun believe u wud do tis rite? can u tell me u did nt do it??? omg omg! i was lyk so affected by it.... these few days i put all tis abt u aside bcos i wanted to concentrate on e physics test but i couldnt now..... i couldnt juz 4get abt it n dun care u...... e biggest problem is i dun tink tt person has a reason to lie abt u, so wat she says is most probably true? i tink u didnt tell me oso partly bcos i didnt really ask much abt u? but its oly half a yr.... cud evythg juz chge so quickly within tis period of time? u told me evythg was ok but its nt e case..... i smsed u u didnt reply wich is so nt lyk u.... i called ur hse but ur sibling was hiding sth from me..... i really do care... im sry if i neglected u as a fren.... but i really really nit u to tell me tt u did nt do all tis..... i will continue to "investigate" abt tis de until i noe wat happened.....i really believe u lyk wat u said, u wunt b so stupid to do such thgs....

ahhhhhhhHHHH again! i really wish i cud control my dream can.... y do i kip dreaming abt tis? i noe its lyk nt possible de den i stl kip dreaming n think abt it.... so irritating!!! =((( i m convinced tt i m tinking in2 tis too much n tis is nt gng to happen in my entire life!!! bcos i m juz an insignificant being ba..... i really tink too much le juz lyk last time..... tts y i felt so hurt when it isnt true.... aiya but i juz cant do it... i hav been telling myself oredi..... mayb sth hav to happen juz lyk last time for me to feel hurt n realise e truth again.....

ok tis post is getting too long le.... byebye!


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thedreamer.
1/23/2008 05:52:00 PM





Wednesday, January 16, 2008





RV is 52 yrs old today!!!! (lol tai enthu le ba?!) anw, ytd gt grd breaking de rehearsal.... haix, nit 2 leave at 12pm den i missed MATH n HISTORY lessons leh.... i really pity myself -.- its lyk miss e 2 v impt lessons la.... ying liao lo T.T ahhhhhhh..... i dun wanna miss lessons again anymore =x

today.... e actual grd breaking ceremony.... aiyo, miss lessons again -.- nit to leave at 11pm den missed PHYSICS n MATHS (again!!).... omg la.... i oredi so lan at PHYSICS le stl miss e lesson... sian zzzz =((( ok i shall tok abt e anniversary celebration... i tink wushu n dance ppl did v well.... haha so nice lo dance~~ =D ji xu jyjy!! i m so glad we cud sit at e 1st row in e gallery lo... if nt can oly see heads T.T e food tt e sch gif was lyk.... ok no comments....

actuali today had abt 20 mins of physics lesson... WAAAA i get bck my asg see so many CROSSES lo!!! started to get all stressed up n emo -.- juz wanted to cry cos i lyk duno anythg???? den mr tan stl say e asg shud b easy de... oh no die le lo =(( n den nxt wk PHYSICS TEST le!!! i can foresee.....(dun1 to add on le) ok at ard 11pm went 2 canteen eat den went to chge into perform de costume n shoes.... cos i wanted to go home rite after e ceremony so gt to bring bag n all e other stuff den v mah fan but no choice mah.... started to rehearse again lyk ytd.... ok la evythg went fine lo.... lucky CO gt 2 eat in e end.... i thot we r gng to yan zheng zheng c other ppl eat n we nv eat... but anws, didnt eat much cos i was too full =S lols den my meimei came to tok to me when i was eating den unknowingly more ppl realise we r sisters??!!! mr tan was lyk asking me "she's ur sis arh?" i nodded... den he say "look alike leh" LOLS... i oredi xi guan le..... its ok la.... n alot of CO ppl oso noe my meimei... now she become so famous oredi (more famous den me haha! =p)

den went to jp after e ceremony to chge bck to uniform..... lols a lot of ppl staring at me n mel lyk we r aliens or wat??!! nvm la i understand... cos we r lyk wearing so chinese n traditional de costume..... ok wadeva.... lols.... after changing feel so free n nt restricted cos e costume is lyk weighing me down.... i duno la... AHHHH i really tink e costume is too big 4 me can... eeyer dun care la anw nt much chance to wear... ok tt's all le.... byebye! ^^


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thedreamer.
1/16/2008 07:48:00 PM





Monday, January 14, 2008





ytd went shopping for new yr clothes n shoes..... err..... went to yishun cos my mama wan go..... in e end there gt nth to buy -.- but last time, wich is lyk 1 yr ago or wat there gt clothes shop de now all dao bi le??!! LOLS..... quite disappointed lo... but yi fang mian i nt v slim so oso difficult to find new clothes -.- but shoes i saw a very nice pair but didnt buy it T.T it has 2 colours, white n pink.... i luv WHITE de!!! =) lolslols.....cos i m nt girly @.@ but actually i hav gt a new wan oredi so i tink buy 2 quite lang fei $$$..... although i really really lyk it a lot.... these 2 pairs of shoes totally different type de so my mama say i cud get it if i want... but i bu hao yi si cos lyk v waste my mama's $ =x.... ok nvm, i still considering whether to buy or nt..... see 1st lor.... n coincidentally the branch tt i go dun hav my size if i wan white (oly pink hav), i had to go other branches if i really wan buy.... isit hinting to me tt i m nt fated to buy it?? lols i tink too much....

today watched e japanese band performance.... its really gd!! ^^ they so pro can..... they can lyk play their instru, den can sing and dance tooo!!! imagine me doing all 3 thgs.... i really cant make it T.T esp lyk they blow their instru halfway den bring it up n down de... WAAAA so LI HAI la... i dun tink i can do it wif my suona LOLS.... its lyk i sit down still play oredi nt nice le, if move ard even worse la.... i will zou yin all e way -.- i tink their performance v entertaining lo!!! =) cos its lyk ppl will totally sian diao if u juz sit there n play lo..... they did nt ma so its gd.... lyk v lively lyk tt n it makes e audience feel more interested watching it (i feel)....

CONTINUED.... when i went home, i thot 2 myself: 2day is a fine day cos i can go home early!!! yeay so happy~ i was tinking on bus 100 tt i wud hav time to blog den my blog wunt die so fast..... den aft tt i was tinking haix, duno wat to blog abt leh, nt much thg gng on den i discovered I DID NT PUT MY HISTORY ESSAY INTO MS CHIA'S PIGEON HOLE!!! (sry i abit ji dong) walao =(( how can i forget la???!!!! i was lyk stl editing after sch n i actually 4got...... waaa forgetful until zhe zhong di bu is lyk only one word to describe, HOPELESS!!! i tink i was too hungry cos recess nv eat tts y short term memory loss v yan zhong =x..... Ms chai say we gt 2 hand it in by 4pm.... i waited at commonwealth there for bus 100 so to get bck to sch... errrr its lyk quite dumb la.... i te di go bck to sch juz to hand in an essay wich is lyk 1 paragraph long??!! but its v impt wat so i guess i dun hav any other choice?? lucky i handed on time..... oh pls can sum1 who is kind bless me nt 2 b so forgetful??? haix.... ok guess tts all le~ byebye!

p.s. actually tis post cud hav ended long ago.... as u can see, my forgetfulness caused another paragraph....


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thedreamer.
1/14/2008 04:57:00 PM





Saturday, January 12, 2008





waaaa i m oredi feeling tt i hav nt much time to blog le zzzz..... i really can foresee tis blog is gng to die soon..... start to hav quite a lot of hwk le..... den wk 4 gt test liao T.T hao ming ku o =( aiyo, i feel so stressed by cid.... its lyk e grouping is oredi a problem lo..... y cant i juz enjoy sum peace??? i agree tt its quite tough to hav oly 3 ppl in a grp but we dun really hav a choice do we? i min its lyk i believe we 3 ppl can do it de..... i rather tis than to get myself all fed up and wan to slap ppl again..... history shud nt repeat itself, at least i tink so...... i dun1 to face it all over again..... i feel so tired n helpless evytime, having to suffer all tis n no1 can actually help?? i hope i will i will nt b disappointed again n i m baoing a positve attitude rite now =) pls pls let me tis little hope of mine come true..... muz believe 这一秒不失望,下一秒就有希望...

er..... i m stunned.... duno wat to say lia0 -.- i juz feel tt u shud nt take thgs 4 granted.... u tink tt u can easily get it without much effort? e ans is NO cos there r still others tt will overtake u sum day..... mayb u dun care but i juz telling u if u really get it, u shud b feeling guilty cos u did nt put much effort but by luck u gt it.... its lyk totally unfair to me cos i m actually at a disadvantage.... oly 1 person can b chosen but e person is nt me cos i agree i m nt gd enuf..... i juz hope u can WAKE UP now, pls dun take thgs for granted.... evyone is trying hard xcept u.....
ohhh lols.... i duno y i feel lyk tt...... m i embarrassed of it or wat???? its juz a weird feeling tt i feel wheneva tt happens..... i really feel i m v bad cos it lyk nth is wrong but i juz feel totally uncomfortable and i will be pissed off???!!! i m so mean =x evytime i tink abt wat i did i will lyk totally regret it but i juz so afraid, afraid of ppl's views n comments abt tis..... its actually sth tt is quite normal n ok but i juz dun lyk it???!!! i m such a confusing person -.- i m so sry if i hurt u in any way, but trust me, i dun hate u!!! ^^

waaaaaa, i lyk duno wat to say lyk tt lo..... nvm juz kip it short ba!! =) nxt time den post duno is how long after le, i lyk tt drag e posting time bcome nth much to tok liao lols.....


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thedreamer.
1/12/2008 01:00:00 PM





Friday, January 4, 2008





aiya sch reopen liao.... er... nt v looking 4 ward to it @.@ cos i noe i will miss MAPLE n all tt SLACKING!! haix... no choice lo.... ok la, at least e 1st day was quite ok... juz tt i really really v TAO YAN tis uniform can..... slim ppl wear nvm, looks quite e same.... lyk me tis type of fat de ren wear liao look even FATTER!!! now nobody will see tt i oredi lost weight from last yr until now -.- zzz, wat can i do??? oly can b stuck wif tis uni 4 3 yrs lo T.T but i a bit suay la...reach sch quite late so i ended up sitting alone at 1st.... heng ar!~ i so happy gt seating arrangement if nt i hav 2 sit alone 4 e whole yr???!!! will die of boredom de leh @.@ we played sum teambuilding games wich i thot was nt neccessary... i min we nv chge cls wat, bond oredi v gd haha =)) oh ya we learnt tt all for one dance.... eh yr 4s all nt v enthu de... LOLS lyk my cls de gals so sian diao..... sun dance more nice la!!! ^~^ den when me n my meimei go home tt time, so many ppl see us walking 2gather den starting saying "eh, they look lyk sisters" i feel so paiseh, cos lyk a lot of ppl stare at us T.T we look ok alike la, nt v v alike wat??!! i tink tts all 4 1st day ( cos i lag le 2 days den write den cant rmb evythg... LOLS)

i tink 2nd day quite bored de nth much to rite cos lessons start le ma n there's nth much 2 tok abt.... so i shall skip to 2day!!

2day during p.e. we played soccer LOLS cant imagine gals playing leh so gao xiao.... cos lyk we all run after 1 ball trying to kick it.... but den due to skill nt gd, sumtime wan kick oso miss... lyk me hor, kick le lyk move abt 1 m or lesser oly -.- i tink i will go e beginner grp n i wish i will too... er... i oly lyk to see ppl play soccer but myself go play a bit.... i cant do it T.T den after reccess went for cid.... haix, nit to split into grps de shi hou i felt lost..... but lucky i hav nice frenz =)) after sch, went home wif mel cos we two no cca ma... we went 2 eat n tok tok lo... yeay!! i so happy haha ^^ we go lot one den i fa xian there de food court (duno wat name) oso zhang jia le... aiyo!!! so unhappy =(( evywhere oso zhang jia.... in e end we went 2 long john n i ate skin-on potato chips as usual..... i tink i addicted to it liao lo.... all mel's fault!!!! LOL today sounds lyk a v nice day rite, but its nt lo if u see wat happ after tt T.T

i decided to take stairs home as wat i do normally when i quite free n its nt too dark..... btw, my hse at 17th floor..... but ok la, i quite happy climbing cos u noe i nit more exercise if u see my size -.- but when i reach my hse le, i realise i nv bring key -.- den after climb stairs quite tired wanted go home rest now cant le... i went bck to yew tee again to mit my mama to take key from her to get home...... i felt so fed-up la!!! =(( cos 2day no cca den wanted go home play maple... lyk tt waste my time leh T.T finally gt home le den wanted play maple den gt new patch.... tried patching but couldnt work until after quite sum time... aiyo!!! waste more time -.- sian zzzz
ok i complain finish liao, now go do homewk haha =))) mth ROCKS!! ^^ btw, hope u enjoy e new song tt i put... i feel its quite romantic lo de lyrics but its v sad =( i TOTALLY fell in luv wif tis song ^^ tis song is by a guy who participate in e s-pop writing song competition de.... if u lyk tis song too, can go vote 4 him!!! haha =)

p.s if u notice, my previous post n tis post both lag diao le cos no time to post on e rite day, in e end i post e thg happening on mon on wed n 2day post wed onwards happ de stuff T.T


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thedreamer.
1/04/2008 07:50:00 PM





Wednesday, January 2, 2008





duno y my hols lyk 2wards e end more interesting than at e beginnning de? monday went out wif RV frenz!!! WE went to bugis cos one of my fren wanted to buy bag.... but we went to eat lunch 1st la.... u noe e bugis food junction food oso v ex lo dunno y -.- we went to e korean stall and e starting price of e food there is $5 leh T.T my fren wanted to eat kimchi noodles n i copy her too lols.... nv eat b4 ma, try try see nice or nt =)) i tink it was quite nice despite e price.... e spice was juz nice for me too!! ^^ yeay, i luv spicy food LOLs......

den we went ard e shops to look for nice bags.... we went to a shop i 4gt wat name liao @.@ tink its converse? duno la, go so many (BHG, OG, the wallet shop...) i oso dun rmb le =x short term memory loss -.- OOO at there saw 3 RVIANS!! duno y so qiao leh, oso nt lyk there v nice wat?!! toked awhile (really v awhile) den we went away to other shops to continue bag-hunting..... after tt, we felt thirsty so we went to find sweet talk.... i bought strawberry ice blended, actually i wanted milk tea but tink strawberry + milk mayb a bit guai? at there we saw 2 more RVIANS.... lols bugis really v nice meh? mayb its really a "hip n trendy" place -.- quoted from veng yi.... we saw sum handmade bags after tt.... i tink really v nice lo got those soft toy dog on e bag so cute de ^^ wanted to buy one but for a relatively small bag it cost abt $40 @.@ yao yun la.... after tt we went to cross e road to e other side... WA siao so many ppl can?! although e middle platform of the traffic is a long stretch but it totally filled wif ppl and summore nit to b 2-way de -.- we juz suqeezed the ppl and had to w8 4 a few traffic lights b4 its our trun 2 cross T.T while crossing e road, i saw 1 more RviAn.... lols recap yi xia, we saw a total of 6 rvians at bugis, a "hip n trendy" place (i dun tink so)

disappointed by bugis, we decided after a long struggle to go IMM shop shop seesee..... wanted to sit e bus to IMM de cos we oredi walked v long at e bugis there liao... leg so pain -.- but we juz missed e bus nt long ago so had to w8 4 sum time 4 it to come.... in e end we walked... (nvm, i nit more exercise!!) go le imm oso nt many shops tt sell bags.... we went to look at e directory to see if we missed out any shop den we realised OOOO got fila!!! we went to find it den guess what happ? FILA oredi dao bi le -.- den e directory nv update... walao waste my energy u noe... jiao hen suan de leh T.T after tt we wan go home le lo.... my fren so disappointed i oso feel sad 4 her =(( but really no nice bags so cant buy 4 e sake of buying ma... den we went to find e shuttle bus to go bck je cos leg tired, in e end we walked 1 big rd to find it cos we didnt notice e sign T.T waaaa!!! so tired leh.... found e bus stop le, in e end nv take cos nit w8 v long... LOLS we chose to walk bck to je finally... wa so tired but i enjoyed myselves!!! thx 4 coming out =)) i really treasure it haha ^^ ok, gtg le....


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thedreamer.
1/02/2008 05:42:00 PM




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