Wednesday, January 23, 2008
ahhhhhhHHHH!!! finallly gt time to blog liao.... i hope i will get to blog abt once a wk ba..... ok now tok abt physics test 1st.... i tink its okay ba.... cos i really really expected it to b v v tough but in e end it wasnt as hard lyk last yr's tests..... at least i cud do most of e qns n nv panic so much compared to last time.... at 1st i was rather unhappy tt we hav e test 2dat whereas others can hav it 2mr wich gives them more time to study, but now i m really RELIEVED i took e test oredi... at least i m nt as stressed up as b4 le..... tts a YAY ba!!! =)) i hope my hard wk will pay off lo.... if it doesnt i oso duno wat to say???? sianzzz.... although i quite happy tt e test is over, i still feel sad now cos gt a lot of HWK la.... i wanna rest well after e test de leh.... oso no chance -.-
2dae went bck home de shi hou.... gt tis girl ar, duno yr 2 or 3 ba (hopefully nt yr1?), she was lyk so damn excited abt fei lun hai when she saw their photo in e magazine..... i was so leng diao by her.... i min ya la they r v shuai (except u noe who) but no nit so ji dong rite? they r juz guys rite? T.T evytime hear ppl ard me so excited abt them i will feel so pissed -.- wats there to b so exctied abt??? v irritating leh... kip saying "fei lun hai leh!!!" den gif those hua chi look... oh pls~~~ den when her fren say tt they oly shuai but dun sing nice (wich is true) she was ly saying "dun wu ru my ou xiang"... diao, its true wat???!!! den she was proudly saying how she nv do hwk den juz lyk call her fren den her fren will lend e hwk to her..... omg she can b so proud of it????!!! tts y i hope is nt yr1 student if nt lyk v hopeless le ba??? go sch 4 less than a mth oredi dun1 do hwk summore copy n dun feel guilty abt it? waaa, i cant accept it lo....
den i was tinking abt u..... i really CANT accept it leh!!!!! pls, pls i really dun believe u wud do tis rite? can u tell me u did nt do it??? omg omg! i was lyk so affected by it.... these few days i put all tis abt u aside bcos i wanted to concentrate on e physics test but i couldnt now..... i couldnt juz 4get abt it n dun care u...... e biggest problem is i dun tink tt person has a reason to lie abt u, so wat she says is most probably true? i tink u didnt tell me oso partly bcos i didnt really ask much abt u? but its oly half a yr.... cud evythg juz chge so quickly within tis period of time? u told me evythg was ok but its nt e case..... i smsed u u didnt reply wich is so nt lyk u.... i called ur hse but ur sibling was hiding sth from me..... i really do care... im sry if i neglected u as a fren.... but i really really nit u to tell me tt u did nt do all tis..... i will continue to "investigate" abt tis de until i noe wat happened.....i really believe u lyk wat u said, u wunt b so stupid to do such thgs....
ahhhhhhhHHHH again! i really wish i cud control my dream can.... y do i kip dreaming abt tis? i noe its lyk nt possible de den i stl kip dreaming n think abt it.... so irritating!!! =((( i m convinced tt i m tinking in2 tis too much n tis is nt gng to happen in my entire life!!! bcos i m juz an insignificant being ba..... i really tink too much le juz lyk last time..... tts y i felt so hurt when it isnt true.... aiya but i juz cant do it... i hav been telling myself oredi..... mayb sth hav to happen juz lyk last time for me to feel hurt n realise e truth again.....
ok tis post is getting too long le.... byebye!
& some thgs were left unsaid...
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1/23/2008 05:52:00 PM
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