Monday, February 25, 2008
lols i seriously tink tt girls play soccer v hao xiao.... cos we will all run after e ball n start screaming... lols..... nvm, i actually quite enjoy to play it.... but i prefer to watch it.... see ppl play lyk v fun, but ownself play a bit cannot make it.... fell while playing soccer... lols, actually expected tt cos i omost fell b4 we start e game while practising but lihui sort of caught me so ok didnt fall... but after i fell, while i was getting up, e ball hit my head -.- lols, so dao mei..... den after tt tis girl kicked e ball n it hit my stomach T.T she didnt even say sry la.... its quite painful u noe..... i tink e least tt she shud do is say sry rite? so rude.... ok wadeva....
ok chge of topic... e pic below was taken while attending my cousin's wedding dinner last yr.... it came late cos i gt e fotos oly after new yr.....
tis is if im nt wrong, e 2nd time i attended a wedding dinner.... e 1st time was lyk when i was 6 or 7..... so i cant really rmb wat happened..... i lyk attending dinners.... cos of e food? lols e food is really nice..... high cls u noe.... its seldom tt i get chance to eat such food... oly nt oly tt, stl gt free keychain n a bottle of chocolates for evyone.... n i lyk e atmosphere... so nice *o* its supposed to b a happy occasion but e bride actually cried.... i tink she felt quite sad cos she is sort of leaving her parents 2 stay wif her husband... im quite sure evy girl will feel sad de lo.... i min 4 so many yrs, u live wif ur parents n suddenly u r leaving them, its kind of sad....n there's tis sweet little video made 4 e couple.... there's tis part where e video maker put e fotos of e bride n groom when dey r young together.... its so cute!!! =) although im nt directly involved in tis, but i really can feel e "sweetness" of 2 ppl in luv getting married n evythg..... its lyk so xing fu..... lols.... im a bit carried away....
ok gt to run.... go eat dinner le....
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e long awaited blogskin is finally done! lols.... 1st time making my own blogskin so v excited abt it ma =) did it for quite long le cos im noob at html...... but i feel tt i still can improve on it ba!! gif me sum suggestions? :D really happy tt its finally done! i will continue to work on more de ^^
i duno wats wrong but i feel so sad n down evytime im wif e ppl i thot i wud b happy wif.... i really really cant convince myself to b happy when im actually nt..... i hav pretended 4 so long so long~ although i noe i m juz so insignificant n nt part of wat i thot im part of..... im losing my real self..... i juz cant b myself cos my true self is too horrible? i really dunno..... if im really tt horrible can u at least tell me straight in e face? i wud so much prefer tt u do so.... i dun1 to b treated lyk im part of it on e surface but actually in ur heart im nt regarded as anythg to u.... it feels horrible to noe it..... its lyk u thot u r included but e truth is u r nt n dey juz dun tell u abt it although in their hearts dey noe it.... if u dun tell me how can i chge to become nt so horrible?
pls!!! all i wan is u to b truthful to me n dun hide anythg..... i feel more hurt if u dun tell me e truth.... act according to ur heart, dun pretend pls....
thedreamer.
2/25/2008 06:57:00 PM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
perhaps sum thgs r nt meant to said......
perhaps i thot knew me well but actually u dun.....
perhaps i shud nt hav put my hopes so high.....
perhaps i wud rather b alone....
i duno wats wrong but i feel so sad n down evytime im wif e ppl i thot i wud b happy wif.... i really really cant convince myself to b happy when im actually nt..... i hav pretended 4 so long so long~ although i noe i m juz so insignificant n nt part of wat i thot im part of..... im losing my real self..... i juz cant b myself cos my true self is too horrible? i really dunno..... if im really tt horrible can u at least tell me straight in e face? i wud so much prefer tt u do so.... i dun1 to b treated lyk im part of it on e surface but actually in ur heart im nt regarded as anythg to u.... it feels horrible to noe it..... its lyk u thot u r included but e truth is u r nt n dey juz dun tell u abt it although in their hearts dey noe it.... if u dun tell me how can i chge to become nt so horrible?
pls!!! all i wan is u to b truthful to me n dun hide anythg..... i feel more hurt if u dun tell me e truth.... act according to ur heart, dun pretend pls....
p.s. really wan to say sry to lihui, xinyu n chingxin.... im sry 4 dampening ur mood! =(
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1 step closer to depression....
i duno y i cant ctrl my emotions...... it didnt used to b lyk tis last time, i was really always happy~ but now, its all lost...... im emoing almost evyday..... sianz.... i become lyk a crybaby u noe..... always so weak n wan to cry at every little thg...... i nt lyk tt last time.... isit tt i cried too little lyk time tt now i have to bu hui qu? lols ok, im toking crap..... i tink i juz nit sum1 who can cheer me up n care 4 me..... im always so happy wif tis particular fren but nt e others.... i duno y? i actually feel v sad when im wif them? but when im wif her, we keesiao togther n im always laughing so much lyk a crazy girl.... but i really rather lyk tis u noe..... it so much more "free"n nt stressful ? n i feel rather entertained haha.....
i tink its oso bcos of tests n GPA 3.0 making me so depressed..... i min its lyk u do quite a no. of hwk evyday.... n u nit to consistantly study bcos of tests.... n more imptly, each subj must get at least a B3..... its lyk when i screwed up e MATH retest i felt so miserable..... partly bcos i did well in e prev 1 so i feel e pressure..... i feel v yi han if i tis time get lower marks (wich is gng to come true soon)..... but wat can i do? i juz hav to accept e bu xing tt i gt bcos of wat other dishonest ppl did..... i really duno y i cant do tis mth test since i can do e prev 1 =(
ok, n e other subjects.... PHYSICS - disappointing results (no B3) but i really tried v hard....... CHINESE - pls help me, if nt i die le..... LANG ARTS - dun tink can make it cos i cant do e application qns la..... CHEM - hmmmm, hopefully nt too disappointing..... HISTORY - nt much bao wo..... SS de test haven come yet..... eh still gt mths n physics test again zzzz.... i really feel v stressed leh.... lyk u cant do any qns wrong, if nt no 3.0......
ARGHHHHhhh.... 3.0, 3.0, 3.0, 3.0, 3.0..........(x infinity) ok i siao le....
ok, gtg do hist n ss hwk le.... i spent so much time on other stuff tt now no time -.-
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2/23/2008 04:33:00 PM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
i duno y i cant ctrl my emotions...... it didnt used to b lyk tis last time, i was really always happy~ but now, its all lost...... im emoing almost evyday..... sianz.... i become lyk a crybaby u noe..... always so weak n wan to cry at every little thg...... i nt lyk tt last time.... isit tt i cried too little lyk time tt now i have to bu hui qu? lols ok, im toking crap..... i tink i juz nit sum1 who can cheer me up n care 4 me..... im always so happy wif tis particular fren but nt e others.... i duno y? i actually feel v sad when im wif them? but when im wif her, we keesiao togther n im always laughing so much lyk a crazy girl.... but i really rather lyk tis u noe..... it so much more "free"n nt stressful ? n i feel rather entertained haha.....
i tink its oso bcos of tests n GPA 3.0 making me so depressed..... i min its lyk u do quite a no. of hwk evyday.... n u nit to consistantly study bcos of tests.... n more imptly, each subj must get at least a B3..... its lyk when i screwed up e MATH retest i felt so miserable..... partly bcos i did well in e prev 1 so i feel e pressure..... i feel v yi han if i tis time get lower marks (wich is gng to come true soon)..... but wat can i do? i juz hav to accept e bu xing tt i gt bcos of wat other dishonest ppl did..... i really duno y i cant do tis mth test since i can do e prev 1 =(
ok, n e other subjects.... PHYSICS - disappointing results (no B3) but i really tried v hard....... CHINESE - pls help me, if nt i die le..... LANG ARTS - dun tink can make it cos i cant do e application qns la..... CHEM - hmmmm, hopefully nt too disappointing..... HISTORY - nt much bao wo..... SS de test haven come yet..... eh still gt mths n physics test again zzzz.... i really feel v stressed leh.... lyk u cant do any qns wrong, if nt no 3.0......
ARGHHHHhhh.... 3.0, 3.0, 3.0, 3.0, 3.0..........(x infinity) ok i siao le....
ok, gtg do hist n ss hwk le.... i spent so much time on other stuff tt now no time -.-
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happy valentine's day all! ok la, for me, its happy friendship day haha..... went to sch abit earlier than usual cos i wanted to gif mel, veng, en, pam n my dear juniors valentine's day gift....... b4 i went in2 cls saw yanyi..... she was saying tt there's sth cute on my table.... didnt tink too much.... but was quite shocked when i saw it cos i didnt really expected a present lyk tis? i juz burst out laughing, lols..... ok its a frog holding a bag of cookies..... its cute la =) thx my secret valentine 4 such a nice gift!! its really nt often tt i get thgs lyk tis.... so its a nice way to start e day? after tt, i forced lihui pei wo qu find my frenz haha (she's so ke lian)..... went to find mel n en 1st.... den my juniors all nt in cls so sad~ =(( after sch oso didnt find them..... guess i hav to gif during cca 2mr le although i feel it kind of lose e pt le....
gave out quite a lot of chocolates n gt bck many too!! =) actually i wasn't exactly lyk elated abt it though.... i min of cos its nice to hav them but i dun really hav e habit of eating chocolates evyday or more than 2 per day? so im wundering when i can actually finish them myself lols...... anws, last yr my sis helped me ate n sum were lyk in my fridge so long bcos she dun really eat a lot of tis thgs too..... so gif me lyk v lang fei?? errr i shall try my best? but i seriously tink will get fatter n fatter la..... no thx~ =p i omost wrote a note for evyone but sum ppl i didnt im so sry cos i hav gt no time although i started wrapping e thgs at 5.30pm? i took all e time to 9pm to do all tis (including eating time) den after tt muz prepare to sleep le..... so im so sry..... didnt min to b bias or anythg =x
had hist test today~ eh didnt hav time to complete e 3 qns? im really too slow can? when ms chia said 15mins left, i oly did qns b n halfway thru c..... i gt lyk 15 mins to do part of c n e whole of qns a..... aiyo, aiyo...... i muz really improve on my speed.... actaully didnt really feel tt e test is v hard, but i tink i juz cant work under time n STRESS.... i kept panicking abt e time den i kip losing my train of thots lor..... evyitme i tried to speed up, i will 4get wat i wan to write.... haix...... lols saw mel n yimin today.... they r so funny la..... i laughed 4 e hardest 2day bcos of them.... so entertaining~ =D bcos of hist test, abit depressed... but i really brighten up when i saw them being so gao xiao.... thx so much! ^^
thoughts!~
1.JUz lyk A dream come true. TT's e feeling i gt... it seem so nt possible to happen in tis way but it juz did :D
2.quite disappointed abt tis but i guess it cant b chge n i cant do anythg anw..... juz didnt wan to believe u were tt sort of ppl but u r juz tt.... trying nt to hav any hope abt it anymre cos i juz thot it in too nice a way..... u r juz nt e way i thot n wan u to b.....
signing off~
p.s there no link btw tt two thots....
thedreamer.
2/20/2008 08:13:00 PM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
gave out quite a lot of chocolates n gt bck many too!! =) actually i wasn't exactly lyk elated abt it though.... i min of cos its nice to hav them but i dun really hav e habit of eating chocolates evyday or more than 2 per day? so im wundering when i can actually finish them myself lols...... anws, last yr my sis helped me ate n sum were lyk in my fridge so long bcos she dun really eat a lot of tis thgs too..... so gif me lyk v lang fei?? errr i shall try my best? but i seriously tink will get fatter n fatter la..... no thx~ =p i omost wrote a note for evyone but sum ppl i didnt im so sry cos i hav gt no time although i started wrapping e thgs at 5.30pm? i took all e time to 9pm to do all tis (including eating time) den after tt muz prepare to sleep le..... so im so sry..... didnt min to b bias or anythg =x
had hist test today~ eh didnt hav time to complete e 3 qns? im really too slow can? when ms chia said 15mins left, i oly did qns b n halfway thru c..... i gt lyk 15 mins to do part of c n e whole of qns a..... aiyo, aiyo...... i muz really improve on my speed.... actaully didnt really feel tt e test is v hard, but i tink i juz cant work under time n STRESS.... i kept panicking abt e time den i kip losing my train of thots lor..... evyitme i tried to speed up, i will 4get wat i wan to write.... haix...... lols saw mel n yimin today.... they r so funny la..... i laughed 4 e hardest 2day bcos of them.... so entertaining~ =D bcos of hist test, abit depressed... but i really brighten up when i saw them being so gao xiao.... thx so much! ^^
thoughts!~
1.JUz lyk A dream come true. TT's e feeling i gt... it seem so nt possible to happen in tis way but it juz did :D
2.quite disappointed abt tis but i guess it cant b chge n i cant do anythg anw..... juz didnt wan to believe u were tt sort of ppl but u r juz tt.... trying nt to hav any hope abt it anymre cos i juz thot it in too nice a way..... u r juz nt e way i thot n wan u to b.....
signing off~
p.s there no link btw tt two thots....
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wahoo! jus finished 2 gong hans..... arhhhh n i left my redox wksheet in sch! lucky i did e qns in pencil oredi..... i so so believe in yuan fen.... i min its lyk if u hav yuan fen wif tis thg, nv matter how far u throw it away, it will still come bck to u...... so i now oredi quite si xin cos e truth has prove tt we hav no yuan fen n i shudnt continue to tink abt it anymore.... i'll try but i really nit time.... ok now shud tok abt cny le ba!!!
i can foresee tt i will be gaining wght cos i tink i ate a lot of new yr stuff.... v nice ma.... haix..... ok chu yi..... im lyk wearing a skirt tt is nt v my style but nvm, a change might b gd =) lols.... eh reached my uncle's hse at abt 12plus..... we r lyk e 2nd family who reached although we r nt exactly considered early..... oh well didnt really do much there..... ate buffet food wich is ok la..... i did do sum PROBABILITY PRACTICALs... lols y m i getting so lame?? it was fun cos i really miss it..... so long nv do..... eh actually spent quite so time reading.... wich is kinda weird u noe.... but nvm, i lyk!! lols.... i shook hands wif 3 of my cousins to wish them happy cny.... lols cos my uncle forced them to do so.... there's tis cousin wich i saw oly once a yr.... he was lyk so funny cos when he saw me he said, "do u noe i m ur cousin?" lols i wanted to lol cos a bit tai kua zhang le ba? i sure can regconize him as my cousin la....dinner ate e same buffet food T.T most imptly, gt lots of hongbao, tis yr gt 1 more xtra cos my cousin juz gt married last yr... haha so happy :D
chu er.... wore jeans lyk always n a new style de shirt wich is quite special..... there's even a tie but in e end didnt wear e tie cos i nt quite used to it..... so tis shirt was reduced to a v normal shirt..... oks wadeva..... ate lunch at my grandma's hse too.... den spent so much time watching tv programmes n more tv programmes.... n oso continue to read e bk i read ytd..... so didnt really do much..... den more hongbaos!!! HAHAHA!!. sry a bit keesiao le -.- looking to more hongbaos today n 2mr lols..... haha feeling rich again.... but really 1 to save them in my bank..... dunwanna use all up..... aiya, after all e bai nian its hwk time! zzz so sian..... y my ming so ku de? haix..... i juz feel lyk slacking..... nxt nxt wk tests coming up again... i gt to postpone e yue hui wif my dear fren again..... argh, so irritating! =(( evytime i tink of tis, i will rmb how much i miss singing wif my dear fren..... now there isnt actually sum fren who can sing wif me..... tts so so sad! =( nvm, no matter wat, i'll make sure we mit up!! oks la, i gtg liao.... byebye!
thedreamer.
2/14/2008 07:43:00 PM
Saturday, February 9, 2008
i can foresee tt i will be gaining wght cos i tink i ate a lot of new yr stuff.... v nice ma.... haix..... ok chu yi..... im lyk wearing a skirt tt is nt v my style but nvm, a change might b gd =) lols.... eh reached my uncle's hse at abt 12plus..... we r lyk e 2nd family who reached although we r nt exactly considered early..... oh well didnt really do much there..... ate buffet food wich is ok la..... i did do sum PROBABILITY PRACTICALs... lols y m i getting so lame?? it was fun cos i really miss it..... so long nv do..... eh actually spent quite so time reading.... wich is kinda weird u noe.... but nvm, i lyk!! lols.... i shook hands wif 3 of my cousins to wish them happy cny.... lols cos my uncle forced them to do so.... there's tis cousin wich i saw oly once a yr.... he was lyk so funny cos when he saw me he said, "do u noe i m ur cousin?" lols i wanted to lol cos a bit tai kua zhang le ba? i sure can regconize him as my cousin la....dinner ate e same buffet food T.T most imptly, gt lots of hongbao, tis yr gt 1 more xtra cos my cousin juz gt married last yr... haha so happy :D
chu er.... wore jeans lyk always n a new style de shirt wich is quite special..... there's even a tie but in e end didnt wear e tie cos i nt quite used to it..... so tis shirt was reduced to a v normal shirt..... oks wadeva..... ate lunch at my grandma's hse too.... den spent so much time watching tv programmes n more tv programmes.... n oso continue to read e bk i read ytd..... so didnt really do much..... den more hongbaos!!! HAHAHA!!. sry a bit keesiao le -.- looking to more hongbaos today n 2mr lols..... haha feeling rich again.... but really 1 to save them in my bank..... dunwanna use all up..... aiya, after all e bai nian its hwk time! zzz so sian..... y my ming so ku de? haix..... i juz feel lyk slacking..... nxt nxt wk tests coming up again... i gt to postpone e yue hui wif my dear fren again..... argh, so irritating! =(( evytime i tink of tis, i will rmb how much i miss singing wif my dear fren..... now there isnt actually sum fren who can sing wif me..... tts so so sad! =( nvm, no matter wat, i'll make sure we mit up!! oks la, i gtg liao.... byebye!
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ytd cca ended early at abt 4pm lyk tt..... went to vivo wif mel.... ahhh so happy..... dunno y i always feel tt gng out wif mel so funny de..... i can lyk kip laughing lyk sum mad girl n ppl r lyk staring at me....... i juz went crazy n abnormal (or normal?)???? LOLs.... we went to page one, daiso n mini toons to shop n seesee lo...... den we went to eat at sum gao ji food court?! e food so ex de la, i cant stand it..... i bought almond jelly den its lyk e jelly so little de, cheat my $$ lehs.....
we went to toysrus too.... waaa so funny can..... i really cant stand it..... i laugh until i spained my waist?!!! gao xiao can???? ok la, we saw lots of lego, barbie dolls, spongebob soft toy n all those lo..... there is even fake diapers sold for u to replace e old ones tt e doll "used".... whoev4 buy is lyk so rich la??? u buy fake doll diapers (wich is actually juz paper) for ur dolls n summore its nt exactly cheap can? e funniest part is coming... but i cant really put it in words well so it may nt seem funny to u... u gt to see his actions ok? me n mel wanted to zhuan sum keychain den we saw e store personel (who is 20plus yrs old) playing sum kiddy keyboard la.... he looks a bit gay n to add on to his gayness, he is wearing PINK! n he is lyk smiling to himself while playing e keyboard.... oh pls~ i really xiao dao du zi tong n niu dao yao..... i cant help laughing at him for lyk so long~ oh no..... he is lyk sum guy who is "young at heart" n enjoying his music....
2dae chu xi le..... e cny concert tis yr is much more interesting n nice..... i really quite enjoyed it n even became more high lols.....my dear juniors really did well! im so proud of them =) jyjy luv u all always..... went out wif lihui n chingxin... we went kfc den there's tis irritating girl kip saying our sch copy their uniform.... diao e skirt is different can? theirs so many folds ours oly one ma.... same colour=copy meh? anws, even if we copy, its e sch's choice oso nt our problem.... she juz kips repeating argh!!! went to buy valentine's day stuff.... i can foresee tt there will b a large hole in my pocket.... im so glad im getting $...... e reunion dinner i had is so nice (steamboat) =D its so nan de lo! trying to kip myself awake... duno y so tired... looking 4ward to wearing all my new stuff 2mr!!
p.s. its really cool to b blogging at 12plus at nite (or morning?) ok im being lame but its my 1st time ma.....
thedreamer.
2/09/2008 04:25:00 PM
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
we went to toysrus too.... waaa so funny can..... i really cant stand it..... i laugh until i spained my waist?!!! gao xiao can???? ok la, we saw lots of lego, barbie dolls, spongebob soft toy n all those lo..... there is even fake diapers sold for u to replace e old ones tt e doll "used".... whoev4 buy is lyk so rich la??? u buy fake doll diapers (wich is actually juz paper) for ur dolls n summore its nt exactly cheap can? e funniest part is coming... but i cant really put it in words well so it may nt seem funny to u... u gt to see his actions ok? me n mel wanted to zhuan sum keychain den we saw e store personel (who is 20plus yrs old) playing sum kiddy keyboard la.... he looks a bit gay n to add on to his gayness, he is wearing PINK! n he is lyk smiling to himself while playing e keyboard.... oh pls~ i really xiao dao du zi tong n niu dao yao..... i cant help laughing at him for lyk so long~ oh no..... he is lyk sum guy who is "young at heart" n enjoying his music....
2dae chu xi le..... e cny concert tis yr is much more interesting n nice..... i really quite enjoyed it n even became more high lols.....my dear juniors really did well! im so proud of them =) jyjy luv u all always..... went out wif lihui n chingxin... we went kfc den there's tis irritating girl kip saying our sch copy their uniform.... diao e skirt is different can? theirs so many folds ours oly one ma.... same colour=copy meh? anws, even if we copy, its e sch's choice oso nt our problem.... she juz kips repeating argh!!! went to buy valentine's day stuff.... i can foresee tt there will b a large hole in my pocket.... im so glad im getting $...... e reunion dinner i had is so nice (steamboat) =D its so nan de lo! trying to kip myself awake... duno y so tired... looking 4ward to wearing all my new stuff 2mr!!
p.s. its really cool to b blogging at 12plus at nite (or morning?) ok im being lame but its my 1st time ma.....
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ytd went bugis shopping wif my mama to buy new yr thgs..... i FINALLY gt two full sets of new clothes for new yr...... yea so happy~ cos i was rather worried i couldnt get any.... n e pair of shoes tt i mentioned e other time, i didnt get it..... ok la, duno y dun feel v sad abt it leh?? nt bad la, we oly spent 2 hrs den i got 2 shirts n 1 skirt liao, so fast~ actually i wanted to get a new bag.... tt bag so nice, e oly sad part abt it is tt it is ORANGE!!! pls la, i really dislike ORANGE!!! so too bad lo =(( anws, upon tinking abt new yr coming i so happy =D lols cos gt 4 days hols!! YES!! =) aiya actually wanted to go out wif my fren de but no choice gt to buy new yr stuff so gt to wait till after cny le lo.....
eh our cls cny mv is so funny.... i look so stupid in it.... lols 4get it la cos anw i cant e fact tt i look stupid..... we spend quite sum time on it.... its lyk xi sheng le study mths de shi jian leh!!! in e end i didnt read my mths ex bk den i 4gt how to do sum qns in e test paper.... its lyk all in e ex bk lo!!! bcos no time den i juz did e practice qns n i didnt really read thru e ex bk..... feeling so regretful rite now..... i shud hav chosen to read e bk..... n its lyk tt qns if u part b get wrong, part c n d will wrong too! arhhhhhhhhhhhHHH!!! pls juz let me pass tis time!!! =(
sumtimes i juz wish i m more perfect..... mayb nt 100%, but at least close to tt..... nt lyk now when i m so far so far away from it..... perhaps my life cud b better if i m more perfect or when others tink tt i m perfect...... rite now, im juz sumone who is bad, irritating n wadeva negative adjectives there r.... to them, i juz sum1 who is easily angered n sensitive..... i noe i cant chge ur view of me so i wud nt 1 to try to..... i juz wish i wasnt so concerned abt how others tink of me..... being overly concerned abt tis, i feel so unhappy n small.... i shud believe tt wat others tink of me is nt impt bocs e most impt thg is how i c myself.... but i really couldnt rite now..... i really nit to xiu lian duo ji nian to succeed..... i tried to believe tt i was tinking too much last time, but it really isnt e case..... wat is rite in front of me is true n i shud nt continue to deceive myself anymore...... nvm, i hav juz less than a yr to go..... by tt time, i hope tt i will nt b affected by tis anymore.... by then, i will be able to protect myself from getting hurt again....
i really nit sumwhere to say all tis if nt i dunno how im gng 2 go on..... gtg le.... signing off....
thedreamer.
2/06/2008 11:53:00 PM
Sunday, February 3, 2008
eh our cls cny mv is so funny.... i look so stupid in it.... lols 4get it la cos anw i cant e fact tt i look stupid..... we spend quite sum time on it.... its lyk xi sheng le study mths de shi jian leh!!! in e end i didnt read my mths ex bk den i 4gt how to do sum qns in e test paper.... its lyk all in e ex bk lo!!! bcos no time den i juz did e practice qns n i didnt really read thru e ex bk..... feeling so regretful rite now..... i shud hav chosen to read e bk..... n its lyk tt qns if u part b get wrong, part c n d will wrong too! arhhhhhhhhhhhHHH!!! pls juz let me pass tis time!!! =(
sumtimes i juz wish i m more perfect..... mayb nt 100%, but at least close to tt..... nt lyk now when i m so far so far away from it..... perhaps my life cud b better if i m more perfect or when others tink tt i m perfect...... rite now, im juz sumone who is bad, irritating n wadeva negative adjectives there r.... to them, i juz sum1 who is easily angered n sensitive..... i noe i cant chge ur view of me so i wud nt 1 to try to..... i juz wish i wasnt so concerned abt how others tink of me..... being overly concerned abt tis, i feel so unhappy n small.... i shud believe tt wat others tink of me is nt impt bocs e most impt thg is how i c myself.... but i really couldnt rite now..... i really nit to xiu lian duo ji nian to succeed..... i tried to believe tt i was tinking too much last time, but it really isnt e case..... wat is rite in front of me is true n i shud nt continue to deceive myself anymore...... nvm, i hav juz less than a yr to go..... by tt time, i hope tt i will nt b affected by tis anymore.... by then, i will be able to protect myself from getting hurt again....
i really nit sumwhere to say all tis if nt i dunno how im gng 2 go on..... gtg le.... signing off....
& some thgs were left unsaid...
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2/03/2008 10:58:00 AM
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