Wednesday, February 20, 2008
i duno y i cant ctrl my emotions...... it didnt used to b lyk tis last time, i was really always happy~ but now, its all lost...... im emoing almost evyday..... sianz.... i become lyk a crybaby u noe..... always so weak n wan to cry at every little thg...... i nt lyk tt last time.... isit tt i cried too little lyk time tt now i have to bu hui qu? lols ok, im toking crap..... i tink i juz nit sum1 who can cheer me up n care 4 me..... im always so happy wif tis particular fren but nt e others.... i duno y? i actually feel v sad when im wif them? but when im wif her, we keesiao togther n im always laughing so much lyk a crazy girl.... but i really rather lyk tis u noe..... it so much more "free"n nt stressful ? n i feel rather entertained haha.....
i tink its oso bcos of tests n GPA 3.0 making me so depressed..... i min its lyk u do quite a no. of hwk evyday.... n u nit to consistantly study bcos of tests.... n more imptly, each subj must get at least a B3..... its lyk when i screwed up e MATH retest i felt so miserable..... partly bcos i did well in e prev 1 so i feel e pressure..... i feel v yi han if i tis time get lower marks (wich is gng to come true soon)..... but wat can i do? i juz hav to accept e bu xing tt i gt bcos of wat other dishonest ppl did..... i really duno y i cant do tis mth test since i can do e prev 1 =(
ok, n e other subjects.... PHYSICS - disappointing results (no B3) but i really tried v hard....... CHINESE - pls help me, if nt i die le..... LANG ARTS - dun tink can make it cos i cant do e application qns la..... CHEM - hmmmm, hopefully nt too disappointing..... HISTORY - nt much bao wo..... SS de test haven come yet..... eh still gt mths n physics test again zzzz.... i really feel v stressed leh.... lyk u cant do any qns wrong, if nt no 3.0......
ARGHHHHhhh.... 3.0, 3.0, 3.0, 3.0, 3.0..........(x infinity) ok i siao le....
ok, gtg do hist n ss hwk le.... i spent so much time on other stuff tt now no time -.-
& some thgs were left unsaid...
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2/20/2008 08:13:00 PM
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