Saturday, February 23, 2008





e long awaited blogskin is finally done! lols.... 1st time making my own blogskin so v excited abt it ma =) did it for quite long le cos im noob at html...... but i feel tt i still can improve on it ba!! gif me sum suggestions? :D really happy tt its finally done! i will continue to work on more de ^^

perhaps sum thgs r nt meant to said......
perhaps i thot knew me well but actually u dun.....
perhaps i shud nt hav put my hopes so high.....
perhaps i wud rather b alone....

i duno wats wrong but i feel so sad n down evytime im wif e ppl i thot i wud b happy wif.... i really really cant convince myself to b happy when im actually nt..... i hav pretended 4 so long so long~ although i noe i m juz so insignificant n nt part of wat i thot im part of..... im losing my real self..... i juz cant b myself cos my true self is too horrible? i really dunno..... if im really tt horrible can u at least tell me straight in e face? i wud so much prefer tt u do so.... i dun1 to b treated lyk im part of it on e surface but actually in ur heart im nt regarded as anythg to u.... it feels horrible to noe it..... its lyk u thot u r included but e truth is u r nt n dey juz dun tell u abt it although in their hearts dey noe it.... if u dun tell me how can i chge to become nt so horrible?

pls!!! all i wan is u to b truthful to me n dun hide anythg..... i feel more hurt if u dun tell me e truth.... act according to ur heart, dun pretend pls....
p.s. really wan to say sry to lihui, xinyu n chingxin.... im sry 4 dampening ur mood! =(


& some thgs were left unsaid...


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2/23/2008 04:33:00 PM




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