Saturday, March 29, 2008
lyk wat she said, i totally agree.... she saw it cuming n told me: y shud we bother abt ppl we do nt care for?? oly those tt u actually care for can hurt u deeply..... but if 2 u, tt person is juz a stranger, y bother abt him/her? esp if tis person juz dun lyk (or hate) u, does it matter? e ans is no cos u noe u stl hav ppl ard tt u treasure tt will b supportive of u..... i guess tis was wat really triggered my action.... i bothered so much abt tt other's thots n actions (last time i was even more afraid n bothered).... evyday i juz spend so much time tinking abt how ppl c tis, c tt, isit really tt impt? juz go ahead as long as u dun hurt e ppl tt u care 4.....
NAPFA test... started 2.4 run on fri.... i tink i ran e fastest in my entire sec sch life.... it wasnt v gd, but at least i improved.... duno 2 run again nxt wk.... perhaps if i dun get 2 run in e morning, i will go run 2.4 again, though its impossible 4 me to hit 14mins n below to get an A, but it definitely helps me 2 jian fei! =D thx 2 all tt gratz me for my improvement.... as 4 those others tt were lyk.... , its ok cos lyk i said juz tt, y bother abt strangers? jiayou all for e upcoming NAPFA test! =))
seriously, i admit tt i m v biased.... but isit oly my prob? i guess nt, bcos sum1 unexpected totally feel e same... i was quite shocked tt he actually made such a comment? now i duno isit cos im biased tts y my reaction so ji dong? yes? no? i juz cudnt stand it when u cud take out ur own notes den y u dun do so? when evy1 took out theirs n wrote quietly, u were turning ard peeping at others' ans.... cant u kip ur eyes to urself ? summore it was suppose to b sort of a mini test..... i ended up trying hard to cover my script n trying nt 2 b too bothered.... it was juz too quiet n i cudnt make any noise to disturb others.... i hav 2 ren, ren, ren thruout! n tis period is nt gng 2 b short huh?
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maybe u may tink i juz making a BIG fuss out of it.... but im telling u rite now tt im NOT.... u r nt in my situation den how cud u make such assumptions n accusations..... u cant imagine how its lyk so u hav absolutely no right to say tt im in e wrong..... 2 me, its juz a LAME excuse by u 2 chge sumthg tt u dun lyk ba..... AND im nt letting go till i gt a gd ans.... its juz CORRUPTION! when u r a * but u r surrounded by many other #, wud u feel happy??? furthermore, e rest of e * family is so far away from u.....nt oly tt, e grp of # ard u r totally...... (*no comments*) u feel so lonely being e oly * n u cant even open ur mouth to speak cos there's no other * 2 listen 2 u..... if u hav at least 1 * to tok to, it wud stl b ok.....YOU juz DUN understand n CANT understand....
AND frenz r nt lyk tis..... frenz DO NT IGNORE e fact tt u r unhappy..... frenz DO NT make LOUSY n WEAK attempts to call u 2 b happy when dey noe u cant..... frenz DO NT ACT lyk dey care abt u when dey juz don't.... BECOS frenz WUD LISTEN as dey care.... frenz WUD try to provide solutions to HELP even if dey feel tt dey cant do much.... all tt ur doing rite now juz makes me feel tt u r nt my true fren.... to contrast wif e fren who is always by my side..... as least i can feel e care from her n it makes me feel better when i c her making an effort to help.... how abt u? seriously, HOW ABT U?
now i truly understand i wanted sum1 so badly juz by my side.... its bcos i really nit sum1 to help me shine lyk a star and assure me tt i hav e ability to.....how i wish tt i cud b lyk a porcupine, with all e SPIKES covering my body..... perhaps tts how u cud really protect urself from harm..... i wud rather u b straight4ward to me..... if i really did sth so seriously wrong n tt u dislyk..... i really duno y n wish 4 ur enlightenment.... at least when i feel really hurt once, i wud nt feel as hurt again.... pls let my heart bleed juz tis once rather than torturing me lyk tis, letting my heart bleed again n again and there's no end to it..... or shud i put it in another way?? why muz u juz make life so difficult 4 me?? i beg u to let me go.... i beg u nt 2 torture e seriously wounded me anymore....
i hav always believed tt a person doesnt nit 2 b 2 well dresssed or wear make up or do anythg 2 urself 2 seem more sort of attractive BCOS OF U..... its juz ur natural self tt makes u beautiful...... u make me feel tt plain might nt b nt gd.... i omost wanted u 2 become my "be natural" de dai yan ren...... LOLS... but i guess now i dun believe in it anymore.... i hav chged my mind oredi bcos i noe tis claim of mine has lost..... i duno y, but its juz nt e same anymore....
thedreamer.
3/29/2008 12:35:00 PM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
AND frenz r nt lyk tis..... frenz DO NT IGNORE e fact tt u r unhappy..... frenz DO NT make LOUSY n WEAK attempts to call u 2 b happy when dey noe u cant..... frenz DO NT ACT lyk dey care abt u when dey juz don't.... BECOS frenz WUD LISTEN as dey care.... frenz WUD try to provide solutions to HELP even if dey feel tt dey cant do much.... all tt ur doing rite now juz makes me feel tt u r nt my true fren.... to contrast wif e fren who is always by my side..... as least i can feel e care from her n it makes me feel better when i c her making an effort to help.... how abt u? seriously, HOW ABT U?
now i truly understand i wanted sum1 so badly juz by my side.... its bcos i really nit sum1 to help me shine lyk a star and assure me tt i hav e ability to.....how i wish tt i cud b lyk a porcupine, with all e SPIKES covering my body..... perhaps tts how u cud really protect urself from harm..... i wud rather u b straight4ward to me..... if i really did sth so seriously wrong n tt u dislyk..... i really duno y n wish 4 ur enlightenment.... at least when i feel really hurt once, i wud nt feel as hurt again.... pls let my heart bleed juz tis once rather than torturing me lyk tis, letting my heart bleed again n again and there's no end to it..... or shud i put it in another way?? why muz u juz make life so difficult 4 me?? i beg u to let me go.... i beg u nt 2 torture e seriously wounded me anymore....
i hav always believed tt a person doesnt nit 2 b 2 well dresssed or wear make up or do anythg 2 urself 2 seem more sort of attractive BCOS OF U..... its juz ur natural self tt makes u beautiful...... u make me feel tt plain might nt b nt gd.... i omost wanted u 2 become my "be natural" de dai yan ren...... LOLS... but i guess now i dun believe in it anymore.... i hav chged my mind oredi bcos i noe tis claim of mine has lost..... i duno y, but its juz nt e same anymore....
& some thgs were left unsaid...
sunday went to watch Chinese Orchestra performance at UCC.... but b4 tt was sort of a suona outing.... hmm, we went to collect our SUONA keychains!!! =)
thedreamer.
3/25/2008 08:57:00 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
*1st is front view, 2nd is to show a clearer pic of e liang pian (but dey r both nt clear -.-)
finally yeay =D it is quite nice hehe ^^ i tink nicer than last time mel n i gave veng de cos e liang pian nv sink all at e bottom lyk e beads =( , so it looks nicer =D thx veng for letting us learn e lesson of nt putting beads anymore... LOLS..... den we went to take neoprint..... tis yr lyk kip taking neoprint wor..... but tis is definitely e 1st time more than half of e section is in e picture..... but sadly, oly 6 of us were present (shud b stl gt 2 more) but i tink there wud sure b e chance to come...
but keeheng..... aiyo, take neoprint wif us v dui lian meh, y dun1 b in e neoprint =(( u see gao gao trying 2 make an effort rite?? muz learn from him hehe =) we muz try to bond better!!! i insist! n mel n i r determined 2 find another boy nxt yr 4 gao gao cos keeheng go wif other CO frenz!! =(
our dinner was at pepperlunch....
hmmm, 1st time eating at tis restaurant.... thgs r nt cheap wor.... e lowest price is lyk $8.50???!!! ok la, 1st time eat so nvm lo n mel recommended it cos it is quite nice.... i ordered salmon pepper rice wich is $9.90..... its quite ok la.... n its special cos u hav gt yi diu butter covered by e rice wich is to spread on e salmon wich is nt totally cooked..... n there's tis really nice sauce.... hmmm, mel's called de gt hao bao dan n dou ya n she sits in front of me make me so JEALOUS... aiyo, but tt meal gt beef wich i dun eat so.... TOO BAD! =( but e oly thg im unhappy abt is tt there is v SWEET corn all over.... i actually dun really dun lyk corn de but i tink mix wif e rice taste v weird? i struggled eating it until abt halfway den i couldnt take it... ended up picking out e rest of e corn.... n sum part of e rice is too salty.... but if given a choice, i will eat tis meal again but i sure will call e person chge e corn to dou ya 4 me!!! ^^ (hopefully can...)
den we rushed to UCC, saw sum other CO members n sum supporters of mr wong lols.... lucky we did reach there sort of in time..... hmmm, i juz dun understand y ppl r wearing such weird clothes to a concert???? it juz seemed sort of dai kua zhang lyk u gng to a prom -.- wif make up its even worse T.T but kristie looked v pretty heehee =) waited for fu en to gif him e rose..... hmmm, wait from close to 10pm till 11pm.... lols, after tt den realised it was quite long o?? hehe, when jing qing came out wif fu en, he was so jealous can.... kept saying y his juniors nv w8 4 him.... haha gd 4 him, at least he now noes he has absolutely no mei li ^^
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hohoho! tis wk has been an interesting n entertaining wk!! (considering oly up till 2day! so gonna b a super LONG post...) hmmm, 1stly, its juz a totally unbelievable thg!!! i saw 2 LESBIANS....... (ok, trying to remain calm).... at 1st, i really really thot it was juz 2 girls behaving lyk super super close..... i min when dey sit, their faces r lyk less than 10cm away... n surprising dey can actually tok in so near dist??? i min when u tok can so near de ma??? at 1st seriously oly tink tt im tinking too much..... but its nt cos wat happens nxt convinced me tt dey r LES -.- one girl nt oly lie on e other girl's shoulder, e girl who let tt girl lie on her shoulder actually turn to KISS e other girl's lian jia n ear???!!! den she kept whispering softly in2 her ears lyk sum guy seducing a girl??? but RMB, dey r both GIRLS.... me n my fren omost chi bu xia fan cos e scene was just too.... ICKY? how i wish i cud take pics or videotape it down, or at least draw it out to gif u all a clearer pic, but my drawing cant make it, so too bad =((
thedreamer.
3/23/2008 04:14:00 PM
Thursday, March 20, 2008
2ndly, took result slip on wed.... ohh so happy (lyk real T.T)..... wadeva, juz feel so sian diao when actually 5 of my subjs scores drop n 2 went up n den e comment i got was "her results has shown much IMPROVEMENT".... *men* its called DEPROVEMENT ba, i suppose? ehh.... feeling totally SIANZ... zzz.... started to emo 4 no reason n cried in sch.... wa nt bad, go home le cry another rd n much longer.... i tink i can go b an actress (if im prettier) since i can cry so much n so easily T.T
3rdly, today! went out to eat wif li hui, xin yu, kelly, ching xin, yan yi, sylvia n jie ren.... but actually i didnt eat cos i scared i cant eat dinner.... so juz sat there to tok tok for e whole time..... den we went to take neoprint... lols, 8 ppl take wor.... so interesting....
yea e pic was crowded.... den took sum time to decorate.... when we were happily cutting the neoprints, suddenly we realised 2 strange guys trying to get our attention.... den 1 of e guys started to say tt he wanted to tok 2 jie ren n muz go outside tok so as to nt let him "lao kui".... den of cos jie ren did nt 1 to tok to them la.... den he called e police while e boys were cursing wadeva under their breaths..... i felt quite shocked by his braveness cos i tink i wud nt b as calm to call e police?? when we told e boys we called e police den dey stl say dey nt scared of police O.o but den dey went out of e neoprint shop n say tt dey will w8 4 jie ren outside.... in e end, dey disappeared.... but we purposely go find them LOLS den dey went to e neoprint shop to hide lo..... aiyo, stl act until so beng n brave actually so COWARD... e police did came n dey bought jie ren away 2 tok to him, when e public saw dey were lyk a bit shocked.... but it looks lyk jie ren is e one in wrong LOLS.... den dey went to sort of "catch" e boys lo n make them apologise.... wats scares me is tt dey r juz sec1s students!!!! aiyoyo =(( wat has e world come to??
but i was tinking lyk y did dey do tis in e 1st place??? lols, i guess lyk sylvia say tt dey r bu shuang tt jie ren is surrounded by seven mei nv (actually hav 2 exclude me)..... haha... tis is so amusing.... anws, jec so many rvians, we can get support easily if dey really wan to fite LOLS.... 1st time encountering tis so was quite tramautised at 1st.... lucky we r in such a big grp.... we were lyk stl joking tt if we hav 2 rite a zuo wen "yi ci you jing wu xian de jing li".... we all wud hav scored v well.... but anws, e whole process was sort of entertaining n FUN?? it juz added colours to my life.... lols, perhaps i hav 2 thk them??
& some thgs were left unsaid...
haix.... saddening~ its e last day of hols (OR NOT).... looking really 4ward to go bck to sch (lyk real -.-) yi xiang dao 2mr gt mths test jiu stressed.... i min i duno wat to study??? e topics oso no nit study de juz nit rmb formula n rules.... life is so STRESSFUL (quotes from phyllis).... eeyer, i muz score well 4 mths but i duno how to leh.... zzzz..... n history, i felt so STRESSEd over e SEQ tt i didnt dare to start on it until today although i researched on it a few days ago.... stl struggling~~ n 2day is "my girl" de last episode!!!! muz watch!!! =D but stl gt history esaay... *sighs*
went to my cousins' hse ytd 2 c my grandma.... my cousins gt 2 new pets (hamsters! =^o^=) dey r so small n KAWAII!!! hehe, how i wish dey cud b mine lo...... n my cousin who went to china during tis hols 4 SEVEN days (when we oly gt 9 days hols)ngave me n my sis panda postcards she brought from China..... e pandas look cute too!! =)
thedreamer.
3/20/2008 11:04:00 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
hehe, if u noticed, i hav added a bouncing image on my blog.... heehee, as quote from my sis "a flying ghost".... WADEVA, i tink its quite nice lor... but if its too iritating 4 readers lyk u, i may consider taking it away.... but muz FDBCK ma!! =) n i chge e frenz links thg tt my sis say its gd cos its more fun!!
wahoo! ytd went running again... (1st time on Mon) i tink i did quite ok ba?? its much better compared to wat i normally do anw..... when i went on Mon, i ran e 3rd lane cos gt tis mini soccer match gng on n e spectators r all over 1st n 2nd lane @.@.... so no choice.... time was 17:26.... quite slow..... cos i did walked =x 1st 3 rds was abt 7mins de lo.... den last 3 rds xun diao.... but ytd was 15:13 leh!! (i took e 1st lane) =DDD ok mayb its nt gd to u but it is to me at least.... n i perserved thru SIX rds.... tts a wunderful accomplishment 4 me.... cos i nv did tt b4 T.T yeay!! hope i will do better if e nxt time =)) i was tinking if e lane matters at all.... mayb sum1 cud enlightened me ^^
went to my cousins' hse ytd 2 c my grandma.... my cousins gt 2 new pets (hamsters! =^o^=) dey r so small n KAWAII!!! hehe, how i wish dey cud b mine lo...... n my cousin who went to china during tis hols 4 SEVEN days (when we oly gt 9 days hols)ngave me n my sis panda postcards she brought from China..... e pandas look cute too!! =)
here's e cute panda postcard (smaller version):
haix, bcos i went to my cousins' hse den lost e chance to see ytcc de CO performance n mr wong conduct!!! :((( actually wanted go c n take photo den put here as "feature of e day" LOLS.... but lost e chance.... SAD =(, but im sure there wud b another chance!! heehee, mr wong, be prepared to get shoot by me! hohoho *o*
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yeay!!! xp 2nd blogskin tt i made =)) lols... finally i chge blogskin again lo...... if nt v sian leh, evytime see e same skin.... n i specially put tt song cos juz lyk it so much after watching L..... heeheee, tis may b a sign of MADNESS leh.... oOo wadeva.... nth much to say wor.... so tis post will most probably b e shortest out of all.... life has been BORING even if its during e hols.... juz kip doing hwk den play play while oso nth much de leh =(( i wud prefer to go out wif frenz!!! haix, but dey r all too busy for me i guess...
hmmm, tok abt sum topic ba.... if nt tis post is lyk gng 2 be 1 paragraph oly???!!! i really felt quite guilty n i tink tt its really my fault to bring u thru tis.... perhaps without me, u wud nt hav made tis choice..... although u may wan to pursue tis on even if it may b hard, but do u tink its really worth it???? i min its really 4 a long period of time if u really wan to continue on lyk tis, wif sum idiotic ppl..... i juz felt so sad n felt lyk crying wheneva i thot abt tis.... tis is most probably e 1st time i felt so heartbroken 4 sum1.... as sum1 so close to u, i wud really lyk 2 do sth to help, but yet i cant..... i feel so useless n helpless.....
i really really dun1 u to suffer e same thg i suffered.... its really a VERY sad =(( thg....
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3/16/2008 05:37:00 PM
Friday, March 14, 2008
hmmm, tok abt sum topic ba.... if nt tis post is lyk gng 2 be 1 paragraph oly???!!! i really felt quite guilty n i tink tt its really my fault to bring u thru tis.... perhaps without me, u wud nt hav made tis choice..... although u may wan to pursue tis on even if it may b hard, but do u tink its really worth it???? i min its really 4 a long period of time if u really wan to continue on lyk tis, wif sum idiotic ppl..... i juz felt so sad n felt lyk crying wheneva i thot abt tis.... tis is most probably e 1st time i felt so heartbroken 4 sum1.... as sum1 so close to u, i wud really lyk 2 do sth to help, but yet i cant..... i feel so useless n helpless.....
i really really dun1 u to suffer e same thg i suffered.... its really a VERY sad =(( thg....
& some thgs were left unsaid...
went to jurong east popular awhile den went to e customize thgs shop at je.... wadeva e name is.... i dun rmb -.- i can foresee tt suona keychain is coming real soon!!! =) cos we buying 8 so e tube (wif silver text) plus sum liang pian n a little "family" symbol cost abt $5.30 each.... its within all our budgets... yay!!! hope we get it done soon~~ xp
thedreamer.
3/14/2008 10:13:00 AM
Monday, March 10, 2008
woked up at 8am today.... was considered quite early to me.... i tink im juz too excited.... lols =) finally went out with hui en, melissa and veng yi!!! =p wore e really nice blue star earrings tt lihui gt 4 me for valentine's day n actually wanted to wear a nice skirt but e zip was spoiled so cant wear =( aiyo, i v cu lu lo.... tt skirt oly wear b4 twice (if im nt wrong)... so fast spoil le??? when i reached yew tee, chionged for e marina bay train wich is coming in 2mins... while i was chionging in my heels, didnt bother to notice any1... but then, heard a guy call me lols, thot was from 4H de.... in e end,was fu en....sort of unexpected cos he doesnt live at yew tee?! anws, we planned to mit at orchard mrt at 11.15am n watch e movie at 11.55am.... its was sort of too rushed.... so me n mel went ahead to cineleisure 1st den mel told hui en e way thru e phone.... i didnt noe anythg tt mel say cos i simply hav no sense of direction.... but actually wat mel say was v clear 2 hui en n veng yi.... heng ar!!! if nt we cant reach there in time....
mel n i went 1st cos we 1 get e tickets 1st den we realised tt as long as u present a student pass, e ticket is oly $6!!! ^^ so cheap leh *o* so in e end we did nt buy e ticket 1st....
mel n i went 1st cos we 1 get e tickets 1st den we realised tt as long as u present a student pass, e ticket is oly $6!!! ^^ so cheap leh *o* so in e end we did nt buy e ticket 1st....
'L' is really v nice to watch leh.... aside from sum bloody scenes.... but i really cant stand his way of doing thgs.... L look so retarted lols =) he juz uses 2 fingers to take evythg -.- ok wadeva..... n there r sum parts tt r rather sad n oso touching.... its really a great show!! but i tink bcos we watch it a bit late le, so nt much ppl in e cinema... at 1st there were oly lyk 10 of us, den it kips adding to abt 25.... i stl consider tis quite little lor..... but it doesnt matter how ppl watch it!! i juz enjoyed e show xp....
den went to take neoprint:
den went to take neoprint:
after tt, we went ard to find sakae sushi... at 1st went to heeren cos e sakae website say there hav den in e end we couldnt find it.... walao, felt lyk sueing e website can..... den we continued walking for quite sum time, reached wheelock.... at 1st thot there oso dun hav but heng, its there! oredi dying of hunger can plus all e walk~ we decided to eat buffet lo.... but i was quite sad e mel's plan failed cos sakae is juz too clever.... u cant hav 1 person buffet, e rest dun buffet de.... sobs.... we ate away abt $19 each plus gst 7% n service charge 10% ..... its lyk nt v zhi de cos we oly ate a bit but oredi quite full??!! we actually to hav it as lunch but then it became breakfast cum lunch cum dinner.... its lyk so full can??! oh but i drank a bottle of vitagen as dinner? ok nt really, its juz to quench my thirst.... n i wan to complain abt a waitress lor.... she showed chou lian 4 e whole time n lyk atttitude v bad =((( aiyo, excuse me, is tis how u treat ur customers??? den it was time for us to go, cos veng has piano lessons....
went to jurong east popular awhile den went to e customize thgs shop at je.... wadeva e name is.... i dun rmb -.- i can foresee tt suona keychain is coming real soon!!! =) cos we buying 8 so e tube (wif silver text) plus sum liang pian n a little "family" symbol cost abt $5.30 each.... its within all our budgets... yay!!! hope we get it done soon~~ xp
& some thgs were left unsaid...
hmmmm, the FUN is nt ending yet.....
17. Study for tests!!! =(
- Term 2 wk 1: Math (Circular measure, Angle properties of circles and Modulus function)
- Term 2 wk 2: Language Arts essay
- Term 2 wk 2: Chemistry (The Periodic Table)
18. Run at least twice or thrice in this whole week to keep up wif my jian fei plan!! lols =0
Calender of events:-
*8th March (Sat) - Ting rong's birthday!! no events~ (time to relax+play+do research for essay)*16th March (Sun)- No special events~
jiu zhe yang, e hols will b gone..... haix.... oh yea u may wunder y i nv include doing hwk in e calender..... its bcos i will try to squeeze in sum time each day to do.... n for e no events days mayb gt changes cos mayb gng out wif 4H girls....
oh yea im looking 4ward to such an EXCITING hols.... again, i wan to emphasize tt RVIANs hav No LIFE lyk wat xinyu, lihui n i concluded during cid lessons.... so depressing =((
thedreamer.
3/10/2008 07:10:00 PM
Saturday, March 8, 2008
hehe.... a list of all the things to be done during this March yeay! o.0.....
1. Language Arts: essay (6 paragraphs) by Mon, 10/3/08
2. Language Arts: reading file (tt is really thin now T.T)
3. CID survey (type n given out)
4. CID research (internet n library) n start of forums
5. Complete Meet the Parents form on IVLE
6. Math: hols asg (27 qns!)
7. Physics asg 2 on Magnetism
8. Physics 2007 Mid yr papers 1 n 2
9. History SBQ (might be graded) n SEQ (draft)
10. Singapore and Comparative Studies: 4SBQs!
11. Chemistry: The Periodic Table asg
12. Physical Education: complete soccer quiz on IVLE
13. Higher Chinese: 青年文摘读后感每期两篇（两期）
14. Higher Chinese: IVLE 练习 - 单元三：美文鉴赏（荷塘月色；四下，我的空中楼阁；四上）
15. 强化班: draft out 大纲 for 作文练习前两道题
16. 强化班: take a grp photo! =)
1. Language Arts: essay (6 paragraphs) by Mon, 10/3/08
2. Language Arts: reading file (tt is really thin now T.T)
3. CID survey (type n given out)
4. CID research (internet n library) n start of forums
5. Complete Meet the Parents form on IVLE
6. Math: hols asg (27 qns!)
7. Physics asg 2 on Magnetism
8. Physics 2007 Mid yr papers 1 n 2
9. History SBQ (might be graded) n SEQ (draft)
10. Singapore and Comparative Studies: 4SBQs!
11. Chemistry: The Periodic Table asg
12. Physical Education: complete soccer quiz on IVLE
13. Higher Chinese: 青年文摘读后感每期两篇（两期）
14. Higher Chinese: IVLE 练习 - 单元三：美文鉴赏（荷塘月色；四下，我的空中楼阁；四上）
15. 强化班: draft out 大纲 for 作文练习前两道题
16. 强化班: take a grp photo! =)
hmmmm, the FUN is nt ending yet.....
17. Study for tests!!! =(
- Term 2 wk 1: Math (Circular measure, Angle properties of circles and Modulus function)
- Term 2 wk 2: Language Arts essay
- Term 2 wk 2: Chemistry (The Periodic Table)
18. Run at least twice or thrice in this whole week to keep up wif my jian fei plan!! lols =0
Calender of events:-
*8th March (Sat) - Ting rong's birthday!! no events~ (time to relax+play+do research for essay)
*9th March (Sun)- Mel's birthday!! no events too~ (relax+play+running+complete essay)
*10th March (Mon)- Gng out with mel,en n veng to watch L n sakae sushi..... yeay!! miss it so much!~
*11th March (Tues)- CO practice from 2.30pm to 6.30pm
*12th March (Wed)- Gng out wif fren again (kbox! haha :p) cancelled! =(
*13th March (Thurs) - No special events~ running!!! cancelled =(
*14th March (Fri)- CO practice from 2.30pm to 6.30pm
*15th March (Sat)- No special events~ running!!
jiu zhe yang, e hols will b gone..... haix.... oh yea u may wunder y i nv include doing hwk in e calender..... its bcos i will try to squeeze in sum time each day to do.... n for e no events days mayb gt changes cos mayb gng out wif 4H girls....
oh yea im looking 4ward to such an EXCITING hols.... again, i wan to emphasize tt RVIANs hav No LIFE lyk wat xinyu, lihui n i concluded during cid lessons.... so depressing =((
& some thgs were left unsaid...
thedreamer.
3/08/2008 03:42:00 PM
Friday, March 7, 2008
i duno y evytime xin qing bu hao den i lyk to scribble/draw on my foolscap lyk sum zi bi zheng person... what i scribbled today:
i really duno wat to say anymore
cos i cant do anythg to make my feelings known
e harder i tried to ctrl myself, e harder it is for me to do so
i'm really glad all these is coming to an end
whereby i can get a "new" life....
ok, promised to blog abt tis.... lols, duno y cid lessons r so entertaining?!!! lihui, xinyu n i juz went crazy during cid lesson....we juz kept laughing for a gd whole 10mins or more... nt bad, beneficial to my jie fei ji hua??? lols...... duo y juz felt lyk laughing n laughing when there's actually nth much to laugh abt??? perhaps we r really deprived of laughter, lyk wat we concluded during cid lesson: "rvians lead sad lives".... but i nt tt depressed now though nv get As but at least gt lots of Bs so stl nt v can.... muz strive to succeed, cant gif up now!! =)
veng yi's bithrday ytd! n ss test! wishing her happy birthday again ^^ lols, i was really quite shocked when u said "can hug?".... felt rather sad tt i didnt really hug u cos i was sweating lyk mad n didnt dare to b too close..... ss test was rather ok, at least it wasnt as tough as i expected.... but i reckon tt tt is bcos i hav been tramaed by e hist test tt nth cud already b too shocking any more? T.T but e essay qns really came as a surprise cos its lyk a tinking qns... n e atq part actually dunit....den we were memorising tt part lyk mad.... so wasted, but stl was glad tt we dun hav to atq to conflict... n ss is lyk my oly hope left le.... haix....
i can feel tt im having weaker n weaker ctrl over my tears.... last time i can really ctrl quite well de leh, but now its quite tough to stop them from falling..... i muz master e art of fighting bck my tears in order to show others im nt emo.... but sumtimes dey r juz so insensitive tt dey always tink tt i dun talk/look angry cos i m angry at sum small little thgs wich is usually nt e case..... if u noe me well u shud noe tt i appear emo cos im really hurt n upset nt angry...... dey juz dun understand or rather dun bother to understand.... little thgs dey do really make me realise how small n unimpt i m to them... after being 4 so long as frenz (or mayb its oly tinking on my side), im nt even comparable to sum1 new..... tis is really hurful to noe..... its an awful feeling tt i m trying to get myself to b numb to.... but im really glad tt even if i dun hav them, i stl gt u 3.... u all cant leave me or i will b all alone..... u all r always e ones gifing me support mentally although u may unconcious of it.... im gng on cos i noe i hav u all...
veng yi's bithrday ytd! n ss test! wishing her happy birthday again ^^ lols, i was really quite shocked when u said "can hug?".... felt rather sad tt i didnt really hug u cos i was sweating lyk mad n didnt dare to b too close..... ss test was rather ok, at least it wasnt as tough as i expected.... but i reckon tt tt is bcos i hav been tramaed by e hist test tt nth cud already b too shocking any more? T.T but e essay qns really came as a surprise cos its lyk a tinking qns... n e atq part actually dunit....den we were memorising tt part lyk mad.... so wasted, but stl was glad tt we dun hav to atq to conflict... n ss is lyk my oly hope left le.... haix....
i can feel tt im having weaker n weaker ctrl over my tears.... last time i can really ctrl quite well de leh, but now its quite tough to stop them from falling..... i muz master e art of fighting bck my tears in order to show others im nt emo.... but sumtimes dey r juz so insensitive tt dey always tink tt i dun talk/look angry cos i m angry at sum small little thgs wich is usually nt e case..... if u noe me well u shud noe tt i appear emo cos im really hurt n upset nt angry...... dey juz dun understand or rather dun bother to understand.... little thgs dey do really make me realise how small n unimpt i m to them... after being 4 so long as frenz (or mayb its oly tinking on my side), im nt even comparable to sum1 new..... tis is really hurful to noe..... its an awful feeling tt i m trying to get myself to b numb to.... but im really glad tt even if i dun hav them, i stl gt u 3.... u all cant leave me or i will b all alone..... u all r always e ones gifing me support mentally although u may unconcious of it.... im gng on cos i noe i hav u all...
& some thgs were left unsaid...
thedreamer.
3/07/2008 10:20:00 PM
Sunday, March 2, 2008
im really wundering when i can let down my hair n play all i wan..... it seem so nt possible until lyk wat mr tan say: end of e yr??? omg, how can i cheng so long???? nt exactly v looking 4ward to march hols.... cos i noe i wunt hav much time to slack too..... haix, hav been planning to go out wif my fren on wkends but after so many wks couldnt find a time slot when im really free to go kbox for 4-5hrs? i miss all tt fun u noe..... i noe i nit to buck up so there isnt any time to song xie xia lai??? 10% of my overall results oredi gone le, if u see my test results....
i feel so hopeless n evythg.... i min i did study n i juz couldnt do it??? kiping up wif a gpa of 2.0 oredi seem tough.... my results dropped so much lo n i dun noe y?? its lyk last time i was much closer to gpa 3.0 n i thot i cud finally get nearer to it tis yr..... but in e end i drifted further n further away =(( i really dun noe wat to do rite now??? i cant see how i can do well 4 e rest of e 90% since its oly e 1st term n my results r oredi so bad..... so im getting myself mentally prepared 2 stay bck a yr to study yr4 again or get kicked out of rv..... its nt tt im tinking too much but its gd 2 get myself prepared 4 it in case da ji tai da?? nightmares r nt ending yet..... mths test 2mr, hist essay writing on tues (muz get at least 9/12 to pass my 10% cos i failed sbq...) n ss test on thurs..... tis is MADNESS ok? T.T
for e mths test i really juz hope i can pass lo.... at 1st i really understood wats gng on but as we study more n more trigo i really cant take e amt, i dun really understand???? for hist ar, dun really noe wat to write 4 each factor though i gt lots of info???? i juz cant ATQ la..... how to get 9/12???? arhHHHHHhhHHHHh.... ss test ms yang say gng 2 b as difficult as hist..... im nt tinking abt it rite now cos its on thurs..... after mths n hist test den tink....
i tink im crazy or sth? i gt lyk sudden likenesss 4 running???? i feel so enthu to run?? -.- lols.... i tink i kept tinking abt my jian fei plan so im quite motivated???? ok, i tink i a gd sign??? had 1st C.O pt session wif juniors.... we were singing while walking rd e field.... lols hope no1 xcept my juniors heard my nt exactly nice singing..... ohya, gave junwen present on his birthday (29th feb) n xinyu too (1st march) ..... happy bdae to both of ya!!! ^^ hahaha, gratz JUN WEN 4 being finally FOUR yrs old..... hahaha =)) ok la, its quite special ma..... ok, gtg le....byebye!
i feel so hopeless n evythg.... i min i did study n i juz couldnt do it??? kiping up wif a gpa of 2.0 oredi seem tough.... my results dropped so much lo n i dun noe y?? its lyk last time i was much closer to gpa 3.0 n i thot i cud finally get nearer to it tis yr..... but in e end i drifted further n further away =(( i really dun noe wat to do rite now??? i cant see how i can do well 4 e rest of e 90% since its oly e 1st term n my results r oredi so bad..... so im getting myself mentally prepared 2 stay bck a yr to study yr4 again or get kicked out of rv..... its nt tt im tinking too much but its gd 2 get myself prepared 4 it in case da ji tai da?? nightmares r nt ending yet..... mths test 2mr, hist essay writing on tues (muz get at least 9/12 to pass my 10% cos i failed sbq...) n ss test on thurs..... tis is MADNESS ok? T.T
for e mths test i really juz hope i can pass lo.... at 1st i really understood wats gng on but as we study more n more trigo i really cant take e amt, i dun really understand???? for hist ar, dun really noe wat to write 4 each factor though i gt lots of info???? i juz cant ATQ la..... how to get 9/12???? arhHHHHHhhHHHHh.... ss test ms yang say gng 2 b as difficult as hist..... im nt tinking abt it rite now cos its on thurs..... after mths n hist test den tink....
i tink im crazy or sth? i gt lyk sudden likenesss 4 running???? i feel so enthu to run?? -.- lols.... i tink i kept tinking abt my jian fei plan so im quite motivated???? ok, i tink i a gd sign??? had 1st C.O pt session wif juniors.... we were singing while walking rd e field.... lols hope no1 xcept my juniors heard my nt exactly nice singing..... ohya, gave junwen present on his birthday (29th feb) n xinyu too (1st march) ..... happy bdae to both of ya!!! ^^ hahaha, gratz JUN WEN 4 being finally FOUR yrs old..... hahaha =)) ok la, its quite special ma..... ok, gtg le....byebye!
& some thgs were left unsaid...
thedreamer.
3/02/2008 02:49:00 PM
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