im really wundering when i can let down my hair n play all i wan..... it seem so nt possible until lyk wat mr tan say: end of e yr??? omg, how can i cheng so long???? nt exactly v looking 4ward to march hols.... cos i noe i wunt hav much time to slack too..... haix, hav been planning to go out wif my fren on wkends but after so many wks couldnt find a time slot when im really free to go kbox for 4-5hrs? i miss all tt fun u noe..... i noe i nit to buck up so there isnt any time to song xie xia lai??? 10% of my overall results oredi gone le, if u see my test results....

i feel so hopeless n evythg.... i min i did study n i juz couldnt do it??? kiping up wif a gpa of 2.0 oredi seem tough.... my results dropped so much lo n i dun noe y?? its lyk last time i was much closer to gpa 3.0 n i thot i cud finally get nearer to it tis yr..... but in e end i drifted further n further away =(( i really dun noe wat to do rite now??? i cant see how i can do well 4 e rest of e 90% since its oly e 1st term n my results r oredi so bad..... so im getting myself mentally prepared 2 stay bck a yr to study yr4 again or get kicked out of rv..... its nt tt im tinking too much but its gd 2 get myself prepared 4 it in case da ji tai da?? nightmares r nt ending yet..... mths test 2mr, hist essay writing on tues (muz get at least 9/12 to pass my 10% cos i failed sbq...) n ss test on thurs..... tis is MADNESS ok? T.T

for e mths test i really juz hope i can pass lo.... at 1st i really understood wats gng on but as we study more n more trigo i really cant take e amt, i dun really understand???? for hist ar, dun really noe wat to write 4 each factor though i gt lots of info???? i juz cant ATQ la..... how to get 9/12???? arhHHHHHhhHHHHh.... ss test ms yang say gng 2 b as difficult as hist..... im nt tinking abt it rite now cos its on thurs..... after mths n hist test den tink....

i tink im crazy or sth? i gt lyk sudden likenesss 4 running???? i feel so enthu to run?? -.- lols.... i tink i kept tinking abt my jian fei plan so im quite motivated???? ok, i tink i a gd sign??? had 1st C.O pt session wif juniors.... we were singing while walking rd e field.... lols hope no1 xcept my juniors heard my nt exactly nice singing..... ohya, gave junwen present on his birthday (29th feb) n xinyu too (1st march) ..... happy bdae to both of ya!!! ^^ hahaha, gratz JUN WEN 4 being finally FOUR yrs old..... hahaha =)) ok la, its quite special ma..... ok, gtg le....byebye!

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thedreamer.
3/02/2008 02:49:00 PM