Tuesday, March 25, 2008





maybe u may tink i juz making a BIG fuss out of it.... but im telling u rite now tt im NOT.... u r nt in my situation den how cud u make such assumptions n accusations..... u cant imagine how its lyk so u hav absolutely no right to say tt im in e wrong..... 2 me, its juz a LAME excuse by u 2 chge sumthg tt u dun lyk ba..... AND im nt letting go till i gt a gd ans.... its juz CORRUPTION! when u r a * but u r surrounded by many other #, wud u feel happy??? furthermore, e rest of e * family is so far away from u.....nt oly tt, e grp of # ard u r totally...... (*no comments*) u feel so lonely being e oly * n u cant even open ur mouth to speak cos there's no other * 2 listen 2 u..... if u hav at least 1 * to tok to, it wud stl b ok.....YOU juz DUN understand n CANT understand....

AND frenz r nt lyk tis..... frenz DO NT IGNORE e fact tt u r unhappy..... frenz DO NT make LOUSY n WEAK attempts to call u 2 b happy when dey noe u cant..... frenz DO NT ACT lyk dey care abt u when dey juz don't.... BECOS frenz WUD LISTEN as dey care.... frenz WUD try to provide solutions to HELP even if dey feel tt dey cant do much.... all tt ur doing rite now juz makes me feel tt u r nt my true fren.... to contrast wif e fren who is always by my side..... as least i can feel e care from her n it makes me feel better when i c her making an effort to help.... how abt u? seriously, HOW ABT U?

now i truly understand i wanted sum1 so badly juz by my side.... its bcos i really nit sum1 to help me shine lyk a star and assure me tt i hav e ability to.....how i wish tt i cud b lyk a porcupine, with all e SPIKES covering my body..... perhaps tts how u cud really protect urself from harm..... i wud rather u b straight4ward to me..... if i really did sth so seriously wrong n tt u dislyk..... i really duno y n wish 4 ur enlightenment.... at least when i feel really hurt once, i wud nt feel as hurt again.... pls let my heart bleed juz tis once rather than torturing me lyk tis, letting my heart bleed again n again and there's no end to it..... or shud i put it in another way?? why muz u juz make life so difficult 4 me?? i beg u to let me go.... i beg u nt 2 torture e seriously wounded me anymore....

i hav always believed tt a person doesnt nit 2 b 2 well dresssed or wear make up or do anythg 2 urself 2 seem more sort of attractive BCOS OF U..... its juz ur natural self tt makes u beautiful...... u make me feel tt plain might nt b nt gd.... i omost wanted u 2 become my "be natural" de dai yan ren...... LOLS... but i guess now i dun believe in it anymore.... i hav chged my mind oredi bcos i noe tis claim of mine has lost..... i duno y, but its juz nt e same anymore....


& some thgs were left unsaid...


thedreamer.
3/25/2008 08:57:00 PM




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