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Sunday, April 27, 2008





hmmm, guess i wunt b posting until 2 wks later! MID YRS! =( yea i'll try my best 2 do wat i promised myself 2.... to believe in my 1st ans always n hav more confidence! its so impt, as u can c how much it affects my results when actually i gt it right but cancel it away :(( wadeva, it cant b undone so i juz hav 2 look 4ward n make sure it doesnt happen anymore T.T

hohoho! i luving tis more n more by e moment.... i nv knew i cud actually do it huh? cos although i oways quite hav e passion 4 it.... dun really bothered to try cos i dun tink tt i'll make it de la!!! but i did it... YEAYEAYEA!! ohh so zi high... hehe, actually its nt tt difficult la cos im lyk so near.... im sure i will pursue it nxt time... wait 4 me!! =D if there cud b sum1 wif me, tt wud b great-er!! =)

hehe, no comments 4 hse miting cos its juz tooo.... i juz cant stand it... yeayea... oways so sian de la... do nth much juz sit there lo... but i tink its quite unfair 2 force ppl who r nt willing 2 do it 2 do it... it shud b volunteery i thot? ok, dun wish 2 comment further @.@ but i really v tong qing them....

its quite sad 2 noe tt im nt e 1 tt u tok 2 when u r sad.... i noe i cant force u 2 tell me evythg but i juz wish i cud b there 4 u when u nit e comfort n help... i feel lyk im such a bad fren cos i cant help u..... rmb, i'll oways b there 4 u =D

im trying juz nt 2 b so affected.... im juz tinking how long i can continue 2 ctrl myself ! i nit to WAKE UP! yes, wake up n dun tink of thgs tt r nt possible!! pls juz stay away so tt i can do it.... i MUZ make myself do it no matter how hard it is cos i juz cant fall into it!!

ok, let's all learn 2 distress in tis jin yao guan tou!!! midyrs~ let's do it tgt!! =D


& some thgs were left unsaid...


thedreamer.
4/27/2008 08:50:00 PM





Saturday, April 19, 2008





went 2 pulau semakau on thurs.... at 1st, didnt noe wat tis island is for n nt v interested but its actually quite a NICEE =) place!! e scenery is nice n e wind too ^^ (although when we went its a bit too sunny) i esp lyk e boat ride hehe.... we went up 2 e deck (thx god cos i tink i will get sea sick at e cabin).... its juz too nice at e deck tt it gets a bit crowded lols.... n i ate my lolly 4 so so long.... so long nv eat le~~ im quite glad it kinda helped me 4get abt e sickness... we played concentration lots of time hehe.... n i learnt how to play "qing ni gen wo zhe yang zuo".... oh yes, i agree im a slow learner, duno practise how long den learnt it -.- but im a bit sad tt nv c dolphins leh =( but im +ve tt stl will come de la!!!!

Aerial view of semakau

when we reached there, went on a bus ride to tour ard e island.... saw a big patch of lalangs... WOW so nice lo... e guide even say tt there r wedding couples tt come to take their bridal photo.... SO COOL!!! imagine doing tt on a landfill LOLS.... n there's lots of cool thgs to do lyk: star gazing, watching out 4 fireflies at night n even having a cls outing/chalet there..... tt will b 2 thgs off my wishlist wors!!!! i promised myself to go again hahaha....

see~ so nice *o* (haha of cos nt i take de)

den we took cls foto at a small shelter n played summore concentration lols.... n of cos there is e survey form... many of us commented tt e trip was excellent (wich it totally is) its educational n fun!!!~~~ hohoho, a bit tai high le.... when we went bck, didnt go bck up to e deck cos didnt 1 2 disturb e ppl sleeping.... felt quite sick at 1st cos cudnt go 2 sleep n 4get abt e sickness.... in e end we started playing "jie zi you xi" (or wadeva u call tt) its was quite fun n XINYU IS A QIANG ZHE... her brain can work so fast!!!

ok, conclusion: SEMAKAU ROCKS!!! =D

lies, lies n more lies... they r so unstoppable n i cant do anythg abt them.... i didnt noe y i was angry to e pt of sadness... i was disappted... if ur nt interested, y cum bck?? i tried 4getting abt e past..... u tink we were willing??? but we dun hav a choice, do we?? n u too, ur nt any different...... juz accept wat is there 4 u?? cos we did gave in b4, but u ran away n gave up ur chance.... n now its juz too late to get it bck.....


& some thgs were left unsaid...


thedreamer.
4/19/2008 10:49:00 AM





Sunday, April 13, 2008





hmm... two punishments tis wk (pain sia).... i guess lao tian oso kan bu xia qu le?? LOLS.... im juz too mean n unkind ba.... i dunno if my decision was rite or wrong but i guess i didnt go against wat i believed in....

wrong choices made so many times..... i feel so dumb n stupid =( sian, i shud juz trust my 1st decision always.... yea, lyk a great man once said (hope u rmb who u r) , "believe in ur 1st decision as it is always e 1 tt u really want".... i shud juz cultivate tis habit once again.... r u touched tt i stl rmb after so long??? LOLS....

im so sry 2 evy1 present i guess i really spoiled e whole thg.... it was supposed 2 b happy, its juz e consequence of another wrong choice made by me.. SRY!

i so happy finally gt e chance 2 tok to ms chia.... heeheeheee, i tink i really shudnt tink so much n juz do wadeva i can.... there's really no pt 2 tink so much yet i guess.... n i really nit more confidence.... ok, i'll try! n if i really cant do, at least i noe i tried.... too much worries wunt help anw.... i muz stop myself from playing, mid yr exams coming!!!!

sumtimes i wish dreams cud come true juz lyk tt... when u r experiencing it, its so real.... tinking abt u again since e dream.... i will always rmb e place.... its juz too sad to go.... i tink i may juz break down there lyk sum mad person.... but apparently i gt no much chance to go there too... wich is gd i guess, at least i dun hav 2 tink abt e scene tt is really really sad..... ohh now so emo....

whereva u r, i 1 2 b juz a turn away~

waaa, watch guardian angel until cry.... i thot 1st time watching but actually nt lo.... its juz too touching n sad le la... its so romantic to hav a guardian angel watching over u..... but e v sad part is tt he can oly b ur angel but u cant b 2gt wif him 4eva..... haix.... tis is so saddening...


& some thgs were left unsaid...


thedreamer.
4/13/2008 12:16:00 PM





Saturday, April 5, 2008





wow.... NAPFA is finally over + physics test + chinese test!!! yeay!!! zhe shi zhi de kai xin de wors.... free of tests until nxt nxt wk... yipeeyaya =) i cant blief i omost failed my sit n reach.... all tis yrs, i nv failed any NAPFA items or omost failed any.... haix, i thot its oways 2.4 tt is haiing me but its actually sit n reach tis time.... not 2 4get to thk loads of ppl.... n e list starts now:

THX~
Pearly, Candy, Sharman, Phyllis, Rou Si, Kristie
for ur encouragement....

THX~
Xin Yu, Sin Yee (kelly), Sylvia
for ur concern....

THX~
Li Hui
for letting me fan u oways on how to do sit n reach (sry!)....

THX~
Yan Yi
for e push tt i really needed.....

THX~
Melissa
for ur mental support....

dun tink i missed out any1 hehe =D thx again plus *bow* in e end, i tink i stl gt a bronze cos of my sit n reach -.- but i can try again nxt yr perhaps :) hmm, toking abt e chinese n physics test.... HAIX! e zong he tian kong really v tough leh, dun tink i'll do well =( sobs.... my oly hope gone.... physics was nt exactly easy too.... HAIX again... but tis 1 stl ok cos within my expectation, i juz cant do physics la.... evytime so miserable, even mr tan oso can sense it can.... he ask me y i during physics evytime look so sad i said yea cos i dun really understand ma.... wo bu shi study physics de liao la!!!! :(((

but at least now i feel more carefree after taking e tests... its lyk song le yi ku qi.... n e best part is tt dunnit to tink abt test for 1wk!!! hahahaha.... hmmm, chose e trips tt we 1 go on fri.... hohoho, sinyee (kelly) is influencing 2 b enthu abt beijing hehe.... cos of e abundance of e chinese bks over there!!! =P imagine we can come bck wif a lot of nice bks leh..... haha, read dao siao oso nvm!! wahooo!! zi high-ing.... LOLS.... so decided on beijing, shanghai, taiwan n qingdao.... quite looking 4ward to e trips!!

my dear junior is so nice =) luv her... haha, actually is i go n fan her in a way but really thx 4 it cos i really lyk it a lot wors!!!! look!:





e black base is shaped lyk a heart!!! its juz too beeautiful heeehee~ thx alot, i will definitely do sumthg for u 2! =D sry my photographic skills nt v gd but if u c it personally, really hen mei de!!!!

heehee, i tink we juz nit more entertainment sumtimes..... since our cid proj is abt singlish, xinyu researched n found a website tt has stories based on singlish n hokkien n ya its quite funny...... any1 interested can go take a look, but e hokkien mite b juz too much 4 u n u may nt understand every single part.... Click it:

http://pachome2.pacific.net.sg/~xygirl/singlish/index.html

hopes it does entertain u in sum ways!~ =DD LOL, i really xiao dao du zi tong 4 sum part.....



& some thgs were left unsaid...


thedreamer.
4/05/2008 01:12:00 PM




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