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Saturday, May 31, 2008





its posting time again!!! =D these few days nv post cos was busy making my new skin.... wow, i spent e longest time doing it compared 2 e previous 2 times..... so hectic..... hav decided to get rid of e flying ghost cos sum say its quite irritating.... i cudnt make up my mind 2 choose e pics i really wanted 4 quite a long time cos there is juz too many tt r nice!!.. oh yea, & when i was looking 4 pics, came across tis website: http://www.nataliedee.com/ tt has really cool comics... so cute *o* though sum r quite porn LOLS....

i hav selected 2 tt i really lyk & placed them on my blog.... click e link 2 c more!! =P hmmm, quite glad tt everythg is decided & i believe i wunt really hav time 2 chge my blogskin 4 a really long period of time (too busy!! =( )


oso decided 2 go penang thx 2 esp lihui.... cos she said sumthg tt i totally agree so i really had e urge to go.... & i really hav 2 thk her cos im now quite certain i really wanted 2 go..... & perhaps i mite regret nt gng... cos i duno y but i feel useless in CO & i dun1 2 continue 2 hav e feeling.... i tink gng penang makes me hav a sense of commitment & i feel more motivated 2 attend e pracs too.... so im certain now tt i hav made e right choice! =))


though tt, i wud nt say i 1 2 b super commited 2 CO... lyk attending music camp???? oh gosh, wat is tis man??? my hols is so ruin.... thx arh..... music camp = practising songs non-stop 4 2 days.... tis is mad ok?? yes, i luv CO & CO music but nt 2 tis extend ba???? though i understand we really nit time 2 practise 4 e concert tt is coming in less than 3mths time.... haix.... but lyk tt i hav no much time left 4 myself??? yea bla bla bla....


& yes, hols shi shao bu liao hwk de!!! arhhh... i nit 2 finish up sum hwk b4 i go penang ba??? cos rite after i come bck den music camp den nt much time left sia?? luckily tis time, there isnt as much hwk.... ohh yes, here's e hwk list....

1. Lang Arts compre
2. Lang Arts research paper

3. Read hong lou meng (gt test when sch reopens)
4. write zuo wen (bao zhang bao dao)
5. Read DC circuit notes
6. Read Nuclear Physics notes
7. Do nuclear physics asg
8. Mths june hol. asg
9. Mths WS 2G
10. Mths remedial WS
11. Chem Planning expt WS
12. Hist readings on nationalism
13. Read e bk "As it was lived" (case studies)
14. 2 news articles every wk (1 international, 1 local) + short summary
15. Edit E.O.M (hand in by 14-7-08)
16. Continue giving out CID surveys

Reminders:

1. Study physics (revise all topics)
2. Study Chem (revise all topics from yr3 to 4)
3. CCA selection
4. Signing of result slip
5. Logging into eportfolio thru IVLE
6. Exercise regularly!!


haha, juz realised i hav winnie e pooh craze.... heehee, its juz too cute!! =D juz bought a winnie e poh note bk 2 write chem notes ^^ ok la, gtg... byebye!


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thedreamer.
5/31/2008 02:58:00 PM





Sunday, May 25, 2008





hehe, I now hav 2 more sisters!!!! It quite nice hahaha =D 1 of wich is my junior & e other is my sis’s fren…. Hehe, I duno y im so excited…. LOLS, yes, having more sis mins I can spread more love to others!! Lols im nt tt wei da though….. its nice 2 hav more ppl calling u jie i guess.... summore dey so cute hahaha =) i duno y, juz feels great!! =DDD hmmm, m i getting crazy?

went to j.e wif my mama on sat.... juz 2 chge e skirt i juz bought lols.... i actually bought e wrong design... i tink i was blurred out tt day.... oso went popular..... den my mama xin xie lai chao & bought sum wang wang ruan tang & tidbits 4 me & my sis.... den there was these 2 little girls who saw e sweets & wanted their mother to buy 4 them.... dey were lyk saying its 3 for $1 oly but their mum insisted nt 2 get them 4 them.... i really felt 4 them when i saw e disappted looks on their faces.... dey so poor thg but yet i cant help them (lyk buying 4 them) cos im too afraid of their mama.... sum parents r juz so strict, i min its juz sweets wat?

though hols had come, its nv e time 2 totally relax, i guess..... we still hav 2 kip revising & studying bcos 4 us, its consistent effort & nt lyk 1 shot exams...... mayb we can play~ but nt 4 long..... but i tink its hard 4 me 2 contrl once i start cultivating e habit of playing games again..... but i juz cant relax.... my physics gt 2 improve loads..... in order to get a b3 for overall... i hav to get A1 4 e rest of e 50%...... WOW, is it even possible?

i noe i cant gif up but its quite depressing.... e amt of effort tt i put in 4 physics is abt e same as e others or even more, but y dun i c e result of my labour?? i cant help but 1 2 condemn physics 4eva.... & im oredi 80% determined nt 2 take up physics even if i did get A1 4 e rest of e 50%..... its making me suffer lyk crazy cos i hav totally no clue on wat i shud do....

but i consistently reminding myself i cant gif up totally on physics cos it will pull down my gpa totally..... yes, so SI LIN, DUN GIVE UP!!! & 2 e rest who hav bin greatly pulled down by physics too, nv nv give up no matter how small e hope is!! we muz do it tgt!!!! =D even if we didnt manage 2 do so, we noe we did our best & so we can b proud nonetheless! =)


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thedreamer.
5/25/2008 06:32:00 PM





Thursday, May 22, 2008





when i was playing tis song.... i felt so sad or rather i duno how 2 describe e feeling lehs.... its lyk past scenes juz kip flashing in my mind..... from when i was stl a sec1 until now.... its kinda weird..... yr after yr, u c them leaving & now its gng 2 b ur turn..... its feels lyk u hav grown up.... aiya, i duno how to describe la... its fei bi mo suo neng xing rong de.... LOLS..

& i feel so lost..... perhaps its cos i luv u all too much tt im feeling so super depressed over tis.... how can i let u all c it..... there muz b sum1 2 guide & lead e rest.... ur attitudes shud nt b lyk tis but u all juz dun c it & tts y im v worried..... we cant chge ur tinkings even if we put in my best effort, if u all dun wish 2? i juz wish 4 simple thgs from u all lyk nt disappting us wif such irresponsible actions..... u are all tt we hav left & tis cant continue on...

i feel useless cos i juz cant do anythg abt it... i wunder, when will e day tt u all realised tis will come? last time, we did nt really c e need 2 work hard too until dey left.... tts y we felt lost at 1st but we hav gt 2 go on.... we hav learnt & u all nit to too.... sumtimes i juz wish tt i can luv u all less so i wunt b so sad... i can juz heck care cos its none of my business but its nt e case, is it??

ytd's cross ctry was rather ok.... & we did went 4 cls outing though nt evy1 went.... almost evy1 chged in2 cls tee wich was quite cool =D went 2 kfc 4 lunch & walked ard in e shopping centre.... when i went in 2 tis particular shop, was disappted cos it juz proves 2 me tt 4 all tis while i hav juz bin tinking too much in2 it.... yea wadeva i guess..... went in2 arcade 4 awhile..... drank bubble tea (yes, its green apple green tea again!).... i tink im overly crazy over tis flavour but it was nt as nice as e j.e de.... bcos e pearl wasnt as nice =/

tt day, on e way home, saw sum1 tt has e same name as u do..... was greatly reminded of e sadness..... yea, evytime i saw anythg related 2 u, i wud feel so sad..... cos i had lost u as a fren & its nt cos we quarelled but it was due 2 i wud call it environmental factor..... isnt tis even more depressing??? im forced 2 lose u as a gd fren.... i really miss teasing u haha =D its so ke xi tt i cudnt kip up wif u anymore.... our frenship is thus lost & sadly, i duno how 2 get it bck.... cos it mite oly hav bin wishful tinking on my part to maintain it.... i really treasure tis true & pure frenship tt we once shared though many may tink its nt possible 2 exist...


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thedreamer.
5/22/2008 08:51:00 PM





Thursday, May 15, 2008





hehe, hav 2 bcktrk.....

on sat, went out wif sinyee, chingxin, xinyu & lihui!! we went 4 breakfast at j.e. mac.... waited 4 sum time 4 e ppl 2 leave, it was juz too crowded.... saw sum1 yea humphs..... aft e breakfast, we went 2 play arcade lols..... we thot 4 quite long, didnt noe where 2 go.... in e end juz went up 2 e arcade hahaha =D

saw 2 boys "dancing" on a platform (wif those 4 left, right, up, down arrows).... yea, cudnt tink of wat its called rite now.... dey were quite pro.... fast reaction & legs!! we stood there awhile 2 watch them while w8ing 4 chingxin 2 finish her grilled foldover.... aft tt, we started playing e games.... yea, i tried racing cars 4 e 1st time LOLS.... yes, im nt those arcade type of ppl...... my car came in last T.T cos i didnt noe how 2 accelerate LOLS... oly steered e wheel left & right -.-

den we played basketball too!! =) haha so fun, i totally zi high diao.... although at 1st quite dun dare too play cos its quite high & im too short.... didnt tink tt e ball will get in... but it did!! =D at 1st, i was quite ok in getting it in, but soon i kept missing due 2 i duno y..... its lyk i throw 1 time oredi use so much strength cos of my height....but wadeva, i stl enjoyed playing it!! den we tried those pressing coloured buttons games.... & started 2nd rd of racing car (wich i gt 4th) & basketball (wich i missed so many times).... hands quite tired lols (& they ached 4 e nxt 2 days -.-) chinxin left early to mit her other frens.... & of cos lyk oways, we decided 2 take neoprints:


it was quite a disaster i guess.... we chose a machine & found a $1 coin on e floor..... we were tinking if we shud take it or nt.... den xinyu said, later we take den sth bad happ how? but in e end we stl took it LOLS.... den lihui came bck aft chging a $10 note in2 10 $1 coins den we gave e $1 coin to her..... den wat happ aft was kinda strange cos all of a sudden lihui dropped 4 of e coins & we oly managed 2 get bck 2.... e other 2 was stuck sumwhere at e side of e machine.... we went 2 seek help but e person was unable 2 get them bck..... poor lihui lost $1 & e coin we took was gone too..... we were lyk tinking is it a punishment cos we were greedy & wanted 2 kope e coin? LOLS.... perhaps ba....

aft we took e shots, we realised tt 1 of e decorating pens of e machine cudnt work, den we went 2 seek help again but e person was unable 2 fix it =( we had 2 chge to another machine D= e 2nd rd of shots wasnt as nice as e 1st cos e time interval btw e shots were quite shot.... & we lost a quite creative shot where evy1 pointed at e same direction.... it was quite cool lo... but haix.... too bad i guess....

den we continued on to eat ice cream..... i 4gt e name but i tink its sum italian icecream tt is quite high cls de.... 1 icecream 4 $3.20 leh!!! (e store in front of e neoprint shop)...... i ordered tiramisu (copying lihui) & it was nice but i tink too sweet & nth special actually..... aft tt, decided 2 go shopping at imm..... on e way, we all ganged up 2 try 2 make lihui let down her hair.... xinyu successfully took down her rubber band but lihui held on 2 her hair so her hair was nt let down in a way... poor lihui, gt bullied by us! hahaha, we so mean... lihui, i help u say out le!!! (lyk wat u wanted to do) LOLS.....

went to look ard in daiso & found nice beads & alot of other nice stuff... we had e chong dong to start making bracelets cos e beads r too beautiful & we wanted 2 hav sumthg nice 2 do aft exams (wich aft tt, we realised tt we dun really hav much time)... i had 2 go my grandma's hse so i left early.....

yea, i guess tts all 4 e nice exp wif frens hahaha..... lols, writing up 2 tis pt, im stl tinking abt green apple green tea.... its too nice 2 drink le but i cant drink now, so sad =( ok, im random.... gtg... byebye!!


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thedreamer.
5/15/2008 05:33:00 PM





Sunday, May 11, 2008





it's feels great 2 b blogging again!! =D yes, haha im nt deprived of having entertainment anymore bcos EXAMS R OVER! wahahaha.... i totally lyk 2 zi high alot bcos there's e taste of freedom!!! YES WE R FREE!!!! ok, i tink we totally too high den in e end kuang use $$$.... although i dun really hav much 2 spent anws =( but feel a bit xin tong 4 my $ cos im nt those who wud spend $$ so quickly de T.T but nvm, who cares, i happy jiu hao! =) anws, oso once in a while oly....

on fri.... after e last paper, we (lihui, sinyee, ching xin n me) after v long, decided to go cineleisure bcos we wanted 2 watch hansel n gretel.... den we spend most of e time there i guess.... when we reached there, we realised dun hav hansel & gretel so went 2 eat... wanted 2 eat koba but it was nt open for lunch yet... waaa so hungry @.@ so we went 2 look ard in e korean shop bside koba.... e stuff in e shop were quite interesting... i wanted 2 get sth but duno wat 2 buy T.T sinyee, lihui and chingxin bought ice cream but i didnt.... wanted 2 make sure i can finish e da can at koba....

juz as dey were eating e icecream, koba opened -.- den i tink we really had a da can cos e meal so much thgs (rice, a small plate of meat, a cup of ice lemon tea, a strawberry cheesecake).... waaa, eat until so full..... & yes, while writing up till tis pt, i wanted 2 find a pic of e set i ate on google den i came upon tis website:

http://www.hungrygowhere.com/singapore/kobayashi_eastpoint/

lols, i feel tt e comments were kinda funny... i was LOLing when i read thru them.... but i agree, e food is quite salty n i tink dey arent e real zheng pai de jap/korean food.... but im stl ok wif it though.... at least nt as ji dong as e two ppl who commented.... LOL... after e da can, we went ard cineleisure 2 look at stuff... we went in2 an accessory shop n bought 6 pairs where earring wich were in a set.... so we decided it 2 b our grp earring or wadeva u call tt...


as shown, each of us gt 1 round shaped n 1 heart shaped earring to be a pair (but dey r e same colour) cos e orginal was 3 pairs of heart shaped 1s & 3 pairs of round shaped 1s with pink, blue, orange... to be kind of fair, we hav 2 split it in tis way!! lols =D i tink its quite cool la~

den we went on to take neoprints.... yes, tai high le! but it was fun =D


continued on looking at stuff in e shops.... there was tis shop wif really nice braclets, necklaces & earrings.... & i promised myself i wud get 1 4 my mum! (lols, mayb her nxt yr's bday or mothers' day?) den we oso went mini toons & saw quite a lot of cute stuff... lyk bread shaped & pizza shaped pens & chocolate shaped mirrors & pencil cases.... sinyee bought sum 4 her bro & sis, making me feel tt perhaps i shud buy sth useful 4 my sis as well... n yea, i bought 2 files 4 my sis n myself ( e yellow pooh de is mine & e pink piglet de is my sis's)....


i tink its bcos we were all too happy cos up till tis pt, we hav brought quite sum stuff.... LOLS tts wat life is 4 - spending $... ok, no la, its nt true... but when u r happier, u wud 1 2 spend more $?

den after tt, left cineleisure cos lihui & sinyee planned to go sembawang juz 2 watch hansel & gretel cos there is e oly place left tt has tis movie.... me, of cos wanted to join them but i gt a v impt mission 2 accomplish.... LOLS, ok its juz making cookies 4 my mum cos it's her birthday!!! =DD so i went home.... actually in e morning, my sis & i oredi gave our mama a present...

guess wat isit??? its a handphone pouch!! =P so cute rite? hahahaha.... ok, im crazy....

but then, of cos tis is nt enuf.... we've gt 2 do more stuff.... so yea, we planned 'well'.....

to make sure tt evythg will work well, we te di draw up tis wunderful plan & tis is our secret manual to making e cookies.... dey r nt juz normal cookies ok?? its v special & unusual de!!! cos we came up wif e idea ourselves...

& bought e ingredients.....

& of cos equipment..... ok, dey r juz to contain e cookies, but nt to make e cookies hav e nice shapes (lyk wat their original function suppose 2 b) lols, cos we were yes, unable to make them turn out thses shapes, except 4 a few =( but its ok! =)

THE FINAL PRODUCT!!! yippeee!!!! =D v nice rite???? YES, i totally agree! muahahaha...

its a HEART shape if u cud c it..... (might nt b v obvious...) but wadeva, i stl proud of it anw..... even though it mite nt hav turned out as well as i thot....

yes, see i so happy so zi high -.- i kip telling myself tt i shud juz cherish tis period of time where i can b free & happy... tis is 2 mi bu wat i hav been deprived of 4 e past few wks..... & soon, i wud b down again bcos u noe y.... den pia again... den enjoy again.... den unhappy again.... e "vicious" cycle continues on....although im v happy rite now, but i cant help but tink how long will tis happiness last?? nt 4eva, i guess..... (i dun disagree tt im pessimistic...)

oh yes, im here wishing all mothers happy mothers' day!! =D



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thedreamer.
5/11/2008 10:36:00 AM




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Si Lin, 16, born on 23/10/92 & has the personalities of
A mixture of Libra & Scorpio -ians.


She loves RVCO, especially Guan Yue and the SuoNa section.


She always belongs to the HAPSBURG family.


& of cos, she feels super cosy in 5K (:


Chocolates, Sushi



& tangyuan are the most wonderful food that she ever tasted & She would definitely want to be involved in cool activities like reading, playing badminton, singing & listening to music.


Her day can be easily brighten up by Yellow, Purple, Blue & White.



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*travel ard e world!! (yeay!!)
*get good results
*(super long term de) get a car!!! =D
*learn to play e violin =p
*design a dress of my own =^o^=
*write a xiao shuo! =D
*have a guanyue tee!! ^.^V
*be a volunteer! (join me!)

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