Thursday, May 22, 2008
& i feel so lost..... perhaps its cos i luv u all too much tt im feeling so super depressed over tis.... how can i let u all c it..... there muz b sum1 2 guide & lead e rest.... ur attitudes shud nt b lyk tis but u all juz dun c it & tts y im v worried..... we cant chge ur tinkings even if we put in my best effort, if u all dun wish 2? i juz wish 4 simple thgs from u all lyk nt disappting us wif such irresponsible actions..... u are all tt we hav left & tis cant continue on...
i feel useless cos i juz cant do anythg abt it... i wunder, when will e day tt u all realised tis will come? last time, we did nt really c e need 2 work hard too until dey left.... tts y we felt lost at 1st but we hav gt 2 go on.... we hav learnt & u all nit to too.... sumtimes i juz wish tt i can luv u all less so i wunt b so sad... i can juz heck care cos its none of my business but its nt e case, is it??
ytd's cross ctry was rather ok.... & we did went 4 cls outing though nt evy1 went.... almost evy1 chged in2 cls tee wich was quite cool =D went 2 kfc 4 lunch & walked ard in e shopping centre.... when i went in 2 tis particular shop, was disappted cos it juz proves 2 me tt 4 all tis while i hav juz bin tinking too much in2 it.... yea wadeva i guess..... went in2 arcade 4 awhile..... drank bubble tea (yes, its green apple green tea again!).... i tink im overly crazy over tis flavour but it was nt as nice as e j.e de.... bcos e pearl wasnt as nice =/
tt day, on e way home, saw sum1 tt has e same name as u do..... was greatly reminded of e sadness..... yea, evytime i saw anythg related 2 u, i wud feel so sad..... cos i had lost u as a fren & its nt cos we quarelled but it was due 2 i wud call it environmental factor..... isnt tis even more depressing??? im forced 2 lose u as a gd fren.... i really miss teasing u haha =D its so ke xi tt i cudnt kip up wif u anymore.... our frenship is thus lost & sadly, i duno how 2 get it bck.... cos it mite oly hav bin wishful tinking on my part to maintain it.... i really treasure tis true & pure frenship tt we once shared though many may tink its nt possible 2 exist...
& some thgs were left unsaid...
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5/22/2008 08:51:00 PM
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