Saturday, June 28, 2008
juz 1 fine day, i came upon tis particular pg.... was touched by u actually.... quite a lot too... u didnt seem lyk such a person..... but u are... tts a WOW 2 me, LOL.... juz 1 2 say jiayou jiayou, u hav me supporting u! (although i tink u won't even noe it).... i juz feel tt she is juz so fortunate yet she duno it... if there's really sum1 lyk tt 4 me, i wud b super super touched ba!! or mayb we r juz tt same type of ppl tts y i can feel exactly how u felt & sympathise wif u.....
coming 2 e most recent happenings, wud b Li Hui's bdae!! (: heehee, pleasant surprise rite? its feels great 2 hav frenz tt luv u so much hor??? hahaha..... actually i guess we as organizers had as much fun too.... though i tink there shud another such chance den i can change roles? (*hints*) it is my 1st exp of doing such thg & i wud say i totally enjoyed e whole process.... juz to emphasize again, ppl, U ROCK!!! =PP we really had a greta time doin all tis.... if any1 of u interested in more details n pics, u can visit xinyu's, sinyee's, sylvia's or chingxin's blogs.... i bet there wud b lot more... haha ^^ so sad, i dun hav a camera tt day LOL....
many sorries 2 many ppl.... evythg was juz so unexpected i guess.... & i noe, u dun deserve 2 get tt..... but im nt tt relaxed & free either..... all tis juz adds up to alot of zui e gan..... its scary too, nt knowing how 2 face all tis....
when i came 2 noe abt tis, i didnt feel happy but instead more sad than b4??? wat i hav bin wishing 4 2 come true is finally gng 2 come true..... but y, do i now prefer tt i can juz keep tt v precious memory sumwhere & hope tt im nt 2 b reminded of it??? 2 many, i seem lyk i dun bother, lyk tis to me, does nt matter..... but isnt true, cos u r so impt tt i hav bin trying so hard 2 kip tis memory away (although i hav bin failing all e way T.T) but i.... i really cant face it.... pls dun let me c u again.... cos it werent b e same... yea, im nt showing it, but its nt cos i dun care.... cos i dint dare to.... i dun1 2 let u noe??? actually i dun understand tis type of feeling either..... im so troubled bcos i dun understand my own feelings? i thot tt it was so pure.... but perhaps nt so?? I REALLY DUNO LA..... juz wanna say, dose who appear 2 b concerned mite nt b really concerned, but dose who appear 2 act lyk a stranger mite b dose who really care.....
& some thgs were left unsaid...
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6/28/2008 02:59:00 PM
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