Thursday, July 24, 2008





had e strong urge 2 come home 2 blog... perhaps tt feeling was too overwhelming..... did sth "proud" in public again... was too uncontrollable... though there were already N times lyk tt, still wasnt too heck care abt others.... i tried my best 2 act n manage well.... hope it was successful.... tt word was used too many a times tt i cudnt feel anythg from it anymore.... whether or nt it really meant tt, to me, it didnt matter at all... it's juz a word, nth more....

starting 2 regret saying tt.... cos i dun 1 2 do it anymore.... juz dun feel lyk it.... most probably was due 2 fear.... fear of losing sth....im nt prepared 2 do it though i hav been tinking lyk abt 3 wks whether 2 do it or nt.... it was juz a moment of impulsiveness 2 say tt out.... can i now fan hui??? i noe it's has bin bothering u these days cos i promised i wud do it.... so it is nt fair 4 me 2 bck out now.... but, i 1 2 chge my mind now... can i take bck my words? but it can't b undone anymore? im juz v afraid if i really do tt, i mite regret even more?

juz 1 a bao bao now from sum1.... boo... my sis nt in =( she's lyk e oly 1 i can hug when im low.... i really really nit her alot cos i noe i can rely on her.... hmm, i tink my xin lin is getting more n more cui ruo by e day... i wasnt lyk tt last time, nt such a crybaby n nt so easily down... ( i shall double confirm wif my fren LOL) i hope i can chge tt n return 2 e happy happy me... im suppose 2 b cheerful de leh?

but im sumhow afraid, if 1 day, im nt sad anymore, it is most probably cos i dun care anymore.... tis mins tt u r nth 2 me n u dun affect me... at least when im sad, it meant to me, u r v v impt.... cos i dun tink its worth it being sad over sum1 u dun care... if tt day really comes, i'll juz b so cold n icy cos there's no pt anymore...

oways tinking of u as my fairy godmother... cos wheneva i 1 2 complain or m v upset, i wish tt u cud turn up in front of me.... cos u care n u can really comfort me well... im oways so entertained tt i 4gt y im depressed.... but haix, u do nt hav such powers tt wheneva i need u, u'll appear... but its ok, cos no matter wat, i noe tt i'll oways hav u =D thx so much 4 wat u hav done, might b nth to u, but mins a great deal 2 me! <33


& some thgs were left unsaid...


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7/24/2008 06:31:00 PM




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