Sunday, August 31, 2008
i really wanna gratz all CO members! =PP we came so far to make e performance possible =) & i wan to especially gratz my junior Kee Heng cos he has shown tt suona is nt oways noisy.... those who had heard him play wud say tt he did well (: even e conductors said he did so.... im really proud of you!!! ok, maybe im being kinda bias but seriously, it was a gd job done! =D Also, thanks to all e ppl who come to support & of cos enjoy! (: though i wud say tt sum ppl r quite rude 2 hav came to sleep....
i kinda enjoyed myself during e encore part... but i was a bit stiff i guess... but it was kinda embarrassing to do tt in front of so many ppl can?? pls forgive me.... though i felt it was kinda fun & it made guanyue known!! (even if its oly dizi & suona doing it) & also our enthusiasm was shown... thankyou thankyou. lols.... hope no1 regconised me LOL.
ok, now, i shall be a little crazy & post sum pics....
a picture of the zhi yin concert booklet...
a picture of my idol & description of his achievements.... heys, dun LAUGH k??? he's really my idol sia.... so pro... hahahaha....i had a shock tt day.... abt my craziness... oh no, save me sum1!!! i cant believe i wud b lyk tt o.o i didnt even feel i was myself anymore..... wat i wanted was only secretly & silently.... but in end, it was openly & nosily... i was overly excited i guess & i hope no1 noticed... tts really special & i nv thot i wud feel tt so strongly... how i was really angry, worried, concerned & sad.... e phrases are really true sia... i really cant believe it... or at least i didnt tink it wud happen to me.... tt moment, i knew wat was impt to me.... besides my sis, i didnt know i cared for anyone else so much.... shit, im really bursting le.... can sum1 can pull me out? i wud thk you for saving me, really....
WOOHOO! nxt tues is qing gong yan & also, yr 4s wud hav a long long long~ break from cca.... thk you so much, im loving it! ^^
p.s. makeup totally sucks.... i duno y sum ppl enjoy putting so much on their faces @.@ it gonna ruin my face! =(
& some thgs were left unsaid...
i gt e 1st kinda branded thg in my life 2day.... WOW. lols.... cos i dun really look for them... but juz wanna say a big THANK YOU to my angel =) & e short msg was a little funny LOLs... its really nice, e present :) but i feel a bit ps 2 receive it though....
2nd thg to b happy abt is e fact tt all e 13 of us gt into beijing..... i feel so happy =) i tink its gonna b really fun & im really looking 4ward to it..... ok, maybe its a bit early now, but u noe, being happy for gd thgs dun hav to wait.... but i stl wanna say, NZ, WAIT FOR ME!!!! =DDD i'll b sure to go there at least once in my lifetime i hope, wif u-noe-who-u-are LOLs.....
baking is really fun!!! =D i wanna force my mama buy an oven for me hahaha (= but anws, she said yes oredi.... i hope she'll keep her promise =P den i can bake all i wan when i hav e free time... (hopefully i'll hav....) den e ppl ard me jiu you kou fu le hahaha =D actually i really lyk doing such stuff v long ago but u noe, my mum juz dun1 buy an oven until now & im so happy abt it...
2mr's tcher day celebrations..... im a little excited abt it cos gt e party n evythg.... & im glad i cud do my part to contribute.... juz wait n see 2mr! =) nt forgeting phyllis's special order LOL...... & i really hope SHE wud smile radiantly 2mr after seeing our present!!! =P maybe i shudnt b tt greedy??? ok, a little smile wud do!! hahaha.... *awaits wif an excited look* but we really put in a lot of effort sia, so muz reward us wif a SMILE ma!!!
it feels kinda of lousy nt being able to noe wats e most right thg to do at times.... i muz say im really bad at speaking, & i really tink writing is e way for me..... && i muz really emphasize on tis phrase tt i saw wich i thot was v meaningful : "Don't be sad if u can't reach the sky, because you can at least reach the clouds..." its really a nice & cool phrase.... also, there is really more to life.... let's all be strong! i noe i cant really b in ur shoes, but i hope tt i can at least play a part in encouraging u wif my ways.... i duno if tis is helpful, but i hope u can see tt i tried! if u really nit me, b sure tt i'll juz b by ur side.... tt really hurts me, u noe??
closer & closer.... i really hope we'll do a great job! =) pls b doing ur part & dun disappt me k? its reaching & we hav e responsibility, really.... tts y im really squeezing notes into my brain (wich is nt exactly big...) pls, i hope u treat tis seriously & put in ur best effort....
& here, i wan to wish PEARLY happy birthday again ^^ i gt to go mug for CO now....
p.s. juz randomly placed an ad for Eggo kitchen.... pls feel free to click on the link & relax ur stressed up minds =)
thedreamer.
8/31/2008 03:55:00 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2008
2nd thg to b happy abt is e fact tt all e 13 of us gt into beijing..... i feel so happy =) i tink its gonna b really fun & im really looking 4ward to it..... ok, maybe its a bit early now, but u noe, being happy for gd thgs dun hav to wait.... but i stl wanna say, NZ, WAIT FOR ME!!!! =DDD i'll b sure to go there at least once in my lifetime i hope, wif u-noe-who-u-are LOLs.....
baking is really fun!!! =D i wanna force my mama buy an oven for me hahaha (= but anws, she said yes oredi.... i hope she'll keep her promise =P den i can bake all i wan when i hav e free time... (hopefully i'll hav....) den e ppl ard me jiu you kou fu le hahaha =D actually i really lyk doing such stuff v long ago but u noe, my mum juz dun1 buy an oven until now & im so happy abt it...
2mr's tcher day celebrations..... im a little excited abt it cos gt e party n evythg.... & im glad i cud do my part to contribute.... juz wait n see 2mr! =) nt forgeting phyllis's special order LOL...... & i really hope SHE wud smile radiantly 2mr after seeing our present!!! =P maybe i shudnt b tt greedy??? ok, a little smile wud do!! hahaha.... *awaits wif an excited look* but we really put in a lot of effort sia, so muz reward us wif a SMILE ma!!!
it feels kinda of lousy nt being able to noe wats e most right thg to do at times.... i muz say im really bad at speaking, & i really tink writing is e way for me..... && i muz really emphasize on tis phrase tt i saw wich i thot was v meaningful : "Don't be sad if u can't reach the sky, because you can at least reach the clouds..." its really a nice & cool phrase.... also, there is really more to life.... let's all be strong! i noe i cant really b in ur shoes, but i hope tt i can at least play a part in encouraging u wif my ways.... i duno if tis is helpful, but i hope u can see tt i tried! if u really nit me, b sure tt i'll juz b by ur side.... tt really hurts me, u noe??
closer & closer.... i really hope we'll do a great job! =) pls b doing ur part & dun disappt me k? its reaching & we hav e responsibility, really.... tts y im really squeezing notes into my brain (wich is nt exactly big...) pls, i hope u treat tis seriously & put in ur best effort....
& here, i wan to wish PEARLY happy birthday again ^^ i gt to go mug for CO now....
p.s. juz randomly placed an ad for Eggo kitchen.... pls feel free to click on the link & relax ur stressed up minds =)
& some thgs were left unsaid...
finally its time to post again.... after all these days of torture n wadeva.... i cant even rest yet i guess.... there's more to cope jus when others r having fun oredi.... but i guess, it will b fine though =) cos tts a special moment to work hard for, nt only for me, but for us.... let's do it tgt CO! =D aft many consecutive days of cca, i guess i hav been more bonded to it than i oredi was n e ppl too.... we muz do well, ppl!! kinda looking 4ward n hope tt evythg will nt b screwed.... *impt thg to note: try to expand memory space!! LOL.
tt day, left me kinda of a weird feeling.... evythg felt lyk it was a scene from drama series.... wif e escalators (1 up 1 down)..... well, i dun really noe if u saw me though.... n for me, its lyk when i reached e bottom of e escalator and looked up den i realised u went up.... it lyk those "cha sheng er guo" thgy tts so..... but i guess it has oredi felt diff from last time.... n its kinda sad, i realised.....
Olympics rocks!! n im so gng to blame my poor results on it..... yea,too much a distraction!!! :( sadly, lack of self-discipline~~ but gratz to s'pore's TT team for doing well!! =) im proud (: i hav oredi watched: TT, badminton, BB, diving, swimming, hockey, running, soccer n a bit of beachball n gymnastics too..... n i feel lyk i hav learnt a lot more abt sports! hohoho. its nt oly abt it being interesting.... THAT is oso quite a motivation for me to watch leh.... haha, i tink u noe wat i min =D
MOre, More & more.... thx ya.... tis is juz so great T.T i duno y, but its juz comes to me..... tts really sad cos i nit to juz b ?.... tinking when i may burst one day if u were nt there..... too bloated le la =( wats a gd way to get out of tis? curently -none- but sumtimes, tt is juz sth u cant forget easily.... stop coming n juz bounce off me, thx so much...
i tink im quite learning to b ok oredi?? evytime abt to succeed den sth will come along.... haix. & mayb i shudnt b too superstitious, but when bad thgs come tgt as a grp, u cant stop urself from tinking tt more bad stuff will follow.... feeling kinda depressed abt e common tests, juz hope my gpa wont b pulled down too badly... sobs.
on a lighter note, YAY, im excited! XP planning sth special for HER *hearts+luvs* i bet she'll lyk it ^^
thedreamer.
8/28/2008 05:10:00 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
tt day, left me kinda of a weird feeling.... evythg felt lyk it was a scene from drama series.... wif e escalators (1 up 1 down)..... well, i dun really noe if u saw me though.... n for me, its lyk when i reached e bottom of e escalator and looked up den i realised u went up.... it lyk those "cha sheng er guo" thgy tts so..... but i guess it has oredi felt diff from last time.... n its kinda sad, i realised.....
Olympics rocks!! n im so gng to blame my poor results on it..... yea,too much a distraction!!! :( sadly, lack of self-discipline~~ but gratz to s'pore's TT team for doing well!! =) im proud (: i hav oredi watched: TT, badminton, BB, diving, swimming, hockey, running, soccer n a bit of beachball n gymnastics too..... n i feel lyk i hav learnt a lot more abt sports! hohoho. its nt oly abt it being interesting.... THAT is oso quite a motivation for me to watch leh.... haha, i tink u noe wat i min =D
MOre, More & more.... thx ya.... tis is juz so great T.T i duno y, but its juz comes to me..... tts really sad cos i nit to juz b ?.... tinking when i may burst one day if u were nt there..... too bloated le la =( wats a gd way to get out of tis? curently -none- but sumtimes, tt is juz sth u cant forget easily.... stop coming n juz bounce off me, thx so much...
i tink im quite learning to b ok oredi?? evytime abt to succeed den sth will come along.... haix. & mayb i shudnt b too superstitious, but when bad thgs come tgt as a grp, u cant stop urself from tinking tt more bad stuff will follow.... feeling kinda depressed abt e common tests, juz hope my gpa wont b pulled down too badly... sobs.
on a lighter note, YAY, im excited! XP planning sth special for HER *hearts+luvs* i bet she'll lyk it ^^
& some thgs were left unsaid...
tis yr's national day celebration in RVHS is considered nt bad ba i thot.... but i tink i was really too affected by e videos.... i really felt sad n i kinda realised tt i really luv s'pore alot! =D was quite zi high at sum moments n i really luv singing too =) 4H guys behind were really funny, adding on to e zi high qi fen LOLs... but i felt quite ke xi tt at sum parts cudnt really c e ppl performing on e stg.... hmmm, missed e olympics opening though.... anws, my sis said it wasnt too interesting tooo...
was really struggling too.... i really felt so eva lost... didnt wat 2 do, wat 2 expect n so on.... cos i really feared.... i shud juz hav been more determined rather than relying on others' to make e decision 4 me? its kinda hard too... e more i understand, e more i feel lost.... wrying how 2 react if tt happens.... i really so scared nw..... dun u tink its scary if tt concerns u? i really dun1 2 do tt.... seriously... it nt fun.... there's no pt tooo.... arhhhh... stop.
was oso tinking hw dumb i was... hahaha, i actually thot tt was it.... was convincing myself tt i shud accept tt (sadly) but its seriously juz a misunderstanding.... was happy n relieved 2 noe tt e "truth" i believed wasnt really e truth.... but tt fact came rite aft e happiness of tt realisation tt i was kinda stunned n nt really happy? but aft sum thot, nt tt sad le... cos i hav oways sincerely thot tt i wud too b lyk u, even as a girl.... den it hit me tt i shud b happy instead cos im having faith in sum1 who tinks tt way... yet sad at e same time cos tts too far from wat i can b... i really cant make myself to gif up w/o a fight n stop tinking abt u...
was happy abt my 1st record of being really awake for 24 hrs! (: ok, mayb tts nth.... but nvtheless, i congratulate tt.... hahahaha... ok, im a little crazy.... aft all tt, i realised im nt all alone, feeling tt e 1st trial shud b coming real soon.... but its kinda ke yu bu ke qiu ba... putting myself in ur shoes 4 sumtime, tinking how i wud react 2 tt, i gathered tt most possibly i will more impulsive in my decision....
angel n mortal game... oh wells, i hope i hav bin a nice angel to u, mortal... haha, hopefully u haven found out its me.... tinking of more unique surprises for u ^^ though i wud say tt e game hav nt bin too successful...
i really thot tt i shud really appreciate all tt i hav now aft all tis... cos i mite nt b too fortunate compared 2 sum ppl but being avgly fortunate can b oredi a nice thg... i promise 2 do my best 2 b as nice as i can be, nt tinking/asking 4 more or comparing e lvl of fortunateness wif others anymore... impt pt to note: self management!!! asking too much juz make u an unhappy person....
on e last note, JIAYOU everyone for e common tests tts coming up in a few days' time! do 4H proud man!! =DD
thedreamer.
8/21/2008 08:10:00 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
was really struggling too.... i really felt so eva lost... didnt wat 2 do, wat 2 expect n so on.... cos i really feared.... i shud juz hav been more determined rather than relying on others' to make e decision 4 me? its kinda hard too... e more i understand, e more i feel lost.... wrying how 2 react if tt happens.... i really so scared nw..... dun u tink its scary if tt concerns u? i really dun1 2 do tt.... seriously... it nt fun.... there's no pt tooo.... arhhhh... stop.
was oso tinking hw dumb i was... hahaha, i actually thot tt was it.... was convincing myself tt i shud accept tt (sadly) but its seriously juz a misunderstanding.... was happy n relieved 2 noe tt e "truth" i believed wasnt really e truth.... but tt fact came rite aft e happiness of tt realisation tt i was kinda stunned n nt really happy? but aft sum thot, nt tt sad le... cos i hav oways sincerely thot tt i wud too b lyk u, even as a girl.... den it hit me tt i shud b happy instead cos im having faith in sum1 who tinks tt way... yet sad at e same time cos tts too far from wat i can b... i really cant make myself to gif up w/o a fight n stop tinking abt u...
was happy abt my 1st record of being really awake for 24 hrs! (: ok, mayb tts nth.... but nvtheless, i congratulate tt.... hahahaha... ok, im a little crazy.... aft all tt, i realised im nt all alone, feeling tt e 1st trial shud b coming real soon.... but its kinda ke yu bu ke qiu ba... putting myself in ur shoes 4 sumtime, tinking how i wud react 2 tt, i gathered tt most possibly i will more impulsive in my decision....
angel n mortal game... oh wells, i hope i hav bin a nice angel to u, mortal... haha, hopefully u haven found out its me.... tinking of more unique surprises for u ^^ though i wud say tt e game hav nt bin too successful...
i really thot tt i shud really appreciate all tt i hav now aft all tis... cos i mite nt b too fortunate compared 2 sum ppl but being avgly fortunate can b oredi a nice thg... i promise 2 do my best 2 b as nice as i can be, nt tinking/asking 4 more or comparing e lvl of fortunateness wif others anymore... impt pt to note: self management!!! asking too much juz make u an unhappy person....
on e last note, JIAYOU everyone for e common tests tts coming up in a few days' time! do 4H proud man!! =DD
& some thgs were left unsaid...
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8/10/2008 01:04:00 PM
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