Sunday, August 10, 2008





tis yr's national day celebration in RVHS is considered nt bad ba i thot.... but i tink i was really too affected by e videos.... i really felt sad n i kinda realised tt i really luv s'pore alot! =D was quite zi high at sum moments n i really luv singing too =) 4H guys behind were really funny, adding on to e zi high qi fen LOLs... but i felt quite ke xi tt at sum parts cudnt really c e ppl performing on e stg.... hmmm, missed e olympics opening though.... anws, my sis said it wasnt too interesting tooo...

was really struggling too.... i really felt so eva lost... didnt wat 2 do, wat 2 expect n so on.... cos i really feared.... i shud juz hav been more determined rather than relying on others' to make e decision 4 me? its kinda hard too... e more i understand, e more i feel lost.... wrying how 2 react if tt happens.... i really so scared nw..... dun u tink its scary if tt concerns u? i really dun1 2 do tt.... seriously... it nt fun.... there's no pt tooo.... arhhhh... stop.

was oso tinking hw dumb i was... hahaha, i actually thot tt was it.... was convincing myself tt i shud accept tt (sadly) but its seriously juz a misunderstanding.... was happy n relieved 2 noe tt e "truth" i believed wasnt really e truth.... but tt fact came rite aft e happiness of tt realisation tt i was kinda stunned n nt really happy? but aft sum thot, nt tt sad le... cos i hav oways sincerely thot tt i wud too b lyk u, even as a girl.... den it hit me tt i shud b happy instead cos im having faith in sum1 who tinks tt way... yet sad at e same time cos tts too far from wat i can b... i really cant make myself to gif up w/o a fight n stop tinking abt u...

was happy abt my 1st record of being really awake for 24 hrs! (: ok, mayb tts nth.... but nvtheless, i congratulate tt.... hahahaha... ok, im a little crazy.... aft all tt, i realised im nt all alone, feeling tt e 1st trial shud b coming real soon.... but its kinda ke yu bu ke qiu ba... putting myself in ur shoes 4 sumtime, tinking how i wud react 2 tt, i gathered tt most possibly i will more impulsive in my decision....

angel n mortal game... oh wells, i hope i hav bin a nice angel to u, mortal... haha, hopefully u haven found out its me.... tinking of more unique surprises for u ^^ though i wud say tt e game hav nt bin too successful...

i really thot tt i shud really appreciate all tt i hav now aft all tis... cos i mite nt b too fortunate compared 2 sum ppl but being avgly fortunate can b oredi a nice thg... i promise 2 do my best 2 b as nice as i can be, nt tinking/asking 4 more or comparing e lvl of fortunateness wif others anymore... impt pt to note: self management!!! asking too much juz make u an unhappy person....

on e last note, JIAYOU everyone for e common tests tts coming up in a few days' time! do 4H proud man!! =DD


& some thgs were left unsaid...


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8/10/2008 01:04:00 PM




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