Zhi yin is over! suddenly feel very relaxed haha... im really glad we made it =D though i wud say i did nt do my best, sadly =( i actually did better in e aftnn than nite O.o cos at nite, saw my parents & others whom i noe & became more nervous & panicky.... of wich in e process of panicking, i actually blanked out for sum parts & didnt noe wat notes i was playing T.T & nt 4getting e ulcer... tt really sucks esp if its at e side of ur tongue & u r playing suona... its really hurts alot & i kept struggling thru... sum parts i managed but e other parts nt really :( i cant believe im so stressed out tt i even cried for tt b4 e performance... & it still hurts now... WHAT THE, when will it get well? =x
i really wanna gratz all CO members! =PP we came so far to make e performance possible =) & i wan to especially gratz my junior Kee Heng cos he has shown tt suona is nt oways noisy.... those who had heard him play wud say tt he did well (: even e conductors said he did so.... im really proud of you!!! ok, maybe im being kinda bias but seriously, it was a gd job done! =D Also, thanks to all e ppl who come to support & of cos enjoy! (: though i wud say tt sum ppl r quite rude 2 hav came to sleep....
i kinda enjoyed myself during e encore part... but i was a bit stiff i guess... but it was kinda embarrassing to do tt in front of so many ppl can?? pls forgive me.... though i felt it was kinda fun & it made guanyue known!! (even if its oly dizi & suona doing it) & also our enthusiasm was shown... thankyou thankyou. lols.... hope no1 regconised me LOL.
ok, now, i shall be a little crazy & post sum pics....
a picture of the zhi yin concert booklet...
a picture of my idol & description of his achievements.... heys, dun LAUGH k??? he's really my idol sia.... so pro... hahahaha....
i had a shock tt day.... abt my craziness... oh no, save me sum1!!! i cant believe i wud b lyk tt o.o i didnt even feel i was myself anymore..... wat i wanted was only secretly & silently.... but in end, it was openly & nosily... i was overly excited i guess & i hope no1 noticed... tts really special & i nv thot i wud feel tt so strongly... how i was really angry, worried, concerned & sad.... e phrases are really true sia... i really cant believe it... or at least i didnt tink it wud happen to me.... tt moment, i knew wat was impt to me.... besides my sis, i didnt know i cared for anyone else so much.... shit, im really bursting le.... can sum1 can pull me out? i wud thk you for saving me, really....
WOOHOO! nxt tues is qing gong yan & also, yr 4s wud hav a long long long~ break from cca.... thk you so much, im loving it! ^^
p.s. makeup totally sucks.... i duno y sum ppl enjoy putting so much on their faces @.@ it gonna ruin my face! =(
& some thgs were left unsaid...
thedreamer.
8/31/2008 03:55:00 PM