Monday, September 8, 2008





DEAR blog, u muz b really touched & appreciative of what i did cos i hav xi sheng so much & put in so much effort & time for you!! LOLs.... sounds rou ma.... but true enuf, i hav struggled to launch tis new skin using a short period of working time aft i made e decision on sat to make one.... feeling kinda high & proud now... LOL. but bcos of tis mission, i had to push all my posts till today & make sure tt there will b a 1st post wif tis skin.... so rewinding now~~

last mon, went to watch movie with my family.... its qian bu gou yong II... outing wif my family isnt really often so i hoped tt we'll enjoy ourselves... but to say e truth, i was sian diao when i noe we watching tis show... i didnt tink tt it was nice & wunt v interested....BUT.... aft i watched it, i nv regret watching it! =D its quite entertaining & yet touching.... i cried quite alot compared to e prev time i watched "10 promises wif my dog".... but it wasnt too embarrassing cos many ppl cried too! & oh my, e fan ban "we r s'pore" is really funny! =P i cudnt stop laughing...

disapptment is really an unbearable thg :( wasnt too prepared for tis.... or shud i say i expected way too much?? i sort of thot it will kinda help, but it didnt.... no diff, sadly )= i was quite da ji-ed for e whole wk & thot tt i had lose it cos it didnt occupy my mind at all lyk it oways did.... but thankfully (OR NOT), it came bck... i duno if i shud b happy tt i stl hav sum form of motivation or worried abt how my brain cant take it.... & it is a fact tt i hav oways treated these as tests of fate.... but e rules r nt fixed & it chges to make sure i pass wif flying colors... e most amusing part is tt i'll use e results 2 eassure myself tt YES, tis is present & im actually right.... isnt tt silly?

i cant understand y i hav to b so KPO... its none of my business & i cant care.... if u dun, y shud i? i duno y i shud put so much pressure.... currently im stl struggling to continue to believe tt u r who u r, e person i noe... but im losing it.... my mind is telling me its nt e same.... but i dun hav any right at all... though im oso suspecting my own intention... isit to prevent u from getting hurt? or isit tt im being selfish?

i really lyk 2 run away when i feel confused.... cos i 'll choose to avoid rather den sort it out lyk i shudnt.... haix... i dun1 2 become ur pressure & i dun1 to chge anythg bcos of my own tinking.... its feels really bad & i really dunno how to hande thgs e right way...

& for gdness sake, they are juz cold hard figures! rather than spend e time toking nonstop abt them, y nt use e time 2 show ur concern 4 those who nit it?? tts juz so lyk rubbing salt on their wounds & its really insensitive....

ok, gtg 4 dinner....


& some thgs were left unsaid...


thedreamer.
9/08/2008 06:18:00 PM




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Si Lin, 16, born on 23/10/92 & has the personalities of
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