Thursday, September 18, 2008





its feels to me lyk a v long time nv post~ for these days really tinking abt wat i was so occupied abt for these 6mths.... its seems to me lyk i was really really being too i-duno-how-to-describe... for all of these times, i hav been so concerned bt tt & now its suddenly all lost.... lyk it vanished into thin air w/o me knowing at all.... i hav bin recalling wat it was to me.... if it was really tt impt, cud it b so easily lost?? i duno actually~ really confused... half hoping tt its bcos i hav too much other stuff to b bothered abt... was i oly trying to find sum meaning to all these from e start? or its cos i hav successfully brainwashed myself nt to believe in it anymore? i dun feel much now anymore unlyk last time when i was really crazy... its kinda of saddening to noe...

i realised wat all these was all abt.... or i hoped tt it wasnt really.... i cant believe tt they can b so unbothered abt tis... juz imagine e no. of ppl who were really kind but tt was sum poison thg tt they gt.... does $ min so much more than others' welfare?? tinking abt tis juz makes me feel sick.... i didnt even 1 2 continue e enthusiasm for i was too disappted... i really dun wan 2 endanger ppl's lives & believe me, we r innocent cos we didnt noe... but i was really happy abt tangyuan+shang yue! =) i'll rmb tt moment 4eva *o*

i noe it may sound scary 2 actually hear tt... but i really lyk those styles of writing, nt tt i wud do tt anw.. dun hav enuf yong qi... it allows ppl to b in suspense & e way they write make ppl tink or at least wonder.... i kinda hope i can write lyk tt.... its really cool & both reading & writing r really FUn! =D

i believe wat u believe in... yes, really... when u said tt, i noe u didnt care if tt hurts... but e harm is done anw & i cant juz erase it from my mind... e worst thg is tt i hav 2 try to 4get & fake up a smile when i c u (wich is omost evyday)... but i noe i cant, cos its gng to follow me for e rest of my life, isnt it? i dunit u 2 tell me tt cos i noe its luck too... & i noe i cant survive on luck 4eva... or mayb its all used up & i dun hav anymore left... i cant stop tinking its e case... bcos oly i noe how much i really went for it...

it may seem tt it was abrupt... but i really dun1 to b selfish... i hav no right 2 hold u bck 4 wat u want to do.... but perhaps its time 4 me 2 ctrl myself so tt thgs will go accordingly...

& here's a quote wich i really like *o* & i saw it while searching abt Helen keller:

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us."

tts all for today~~ (still tinking dou pi sushi though...)


& some thgs were left unsaid...


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9/18/2008 04:29:00 PM




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