Thursday, October 30, 2008
haix, i certainly hoped tt u hav done well tis time leh!!! cos i didnt lo =( i tink muz b i spread too much luck to you rite?? i certainly hope so... if nt, v sad leh, cos i nv do well, u oso nv do well, den where did all e luck go to??? such a failure lo this plan.... but at least i tried ba? anws, i will regret not being able to succeed too.... cos this is lyk 1 of e last few thgs i can really do for you.... dao shu-ing to e day when there's nth i can do to change sth...
i thot everything is oredi over... but apparently its not.... really thot i would lyk juz embrace thgs lyk they are & tt i was prepared to let thgs past.... maybe we r us, tts y it was so easy, wasnt it? i tried to convince myself of lao tian ye, but more thinking = more neagative thinkings, unfortunately... or maybe i was oredi in a way jian chi in e 1st place... without any definite plan or aim.... tt was really convincing i tell you... so convincing tt a dictionary is e oly way to prove it not....
heys i noe its hard on you too... tts y i really bu xiang zai wei nan ni le....i tried accepting it le but i juz cant... one has to be able to influence others positively.... one must not have the desire to achieve power or personal gains.... oh pls~ i really dun tink much ppl hav tis thinking lo... perhaps oly a few was really tt nice ppl.... therefore, assess suitable candidates accurately, not just based on past impressions of them (& their academic performance).... seriously, i hav no choice but to believe tt many others deserve it more, juz not discovered yet....
hoho, juz a random joke?? i promised someone to have it featured... lalala~
mou ren Y: i knew it man, mou ren X, u totally hav wu dao xi bao lo....
mou ren X: har? me? nonono!!! i have no xi bao la....
mou ren Y: .... *stuns* huh? u not human meh??? how come no xi bao leh?
mou ren X: .... *lags time* oh ya hor, no, i gt xi bao leh... haha =D
mou ren Y: got xi bao v funny meh? o.O
mou ren X: *laughs non-stop*
its ok if u dun get it.... cos muz yan chu lai more funny u noe... dang shi ren zui qing chu ba! =) yay! i fulfilled my promise le *twists* & thk you for e entertainment....LOL. (dun u feel tt tis person feels rather familiar?)
ohh... i gtg le...
& some thgs were left unsaid...
haha today must blog cos today's a special day!! =D wishing all born on 23 oct happy birthday! =) im quite excited abt today cos im finally 16... o.o actually there's nth much 2 b happy abt la? juz can watch NC-16 shows? @.@ ok, i tink im getting lame... but seriously, i really v happy i turned 16 lo =DD
hmm, i tink i shud start thking all tt hav wished me happy birthday & gave me presents! ^^ shud i list them down?? hmmm, i tink u all noe who u are ba... so juz say THANK YOU ALL ba! ohhh & i muz say sth sia, "ni men de zhu fu shi zhi de de!" LOL. i muz admit i cant stand myself being so chou pi too.... but i reading de bk make me wan to emphasize on e usage of tis statement LOL.
i really luv e wrapping paper of e present tt mel, en en & veng gave! =D yan guang so hao lo =P & e box so beautiful (& heavy oso..haha) i wud lyk 2 say tt e paper with our pictures tt chingxin, xinyu, sinyee & lihui gave was erm too stunning? omg, i look so dumb.... & e book rocks!!! (although i haven even open it... LOL....) e earrings tt sylvia gave also v nice (musical note leh!!!) & my teacher's taste oso nt bad ! & my sis stress relief gift is oso v thotful! =) heehee... but u all dun so nice la~~ later i feel guilty leh.... but i hope i have successfully spread sum joy to u all lo.... though i wud say 2day's nt a gd day cos thgs fall short of expection, haix....
but i wud still lyk 2 say tt im inevitably disappointed by tt... cos wat i didnt expect to happen happened... where r u really? i didnt had much hope, but i still cant help feeling sad over tis... omg, im so stupid! nvm, i believe wat lao tian is trying to tell me... time will show me...
no matter wat, i really hope that u dun give up!!! maybe i dun understand, but i tink as long as u are willing to try, things may not turn out like how u perceive it to be.... it really feels horrible to be doing nth to try to alleviate ur pain when i juz so near T.T but unfortunately, i dun have e ability to cheer u up in e best possible way =( only until i successfully become a counsellor i guess....
but i tink i shud end tis post in a happy mood ba? so... lame joke? .....i cant do it sry =( ok la, gtg.... XXXOOO to all my bestmates! =D
thedreamer.
10/30/2008 05:58:00 PM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
hmm, i tink i shud start thking all tt hav wished me happy birthday & gave me presents! ^^ shud i list them down?? hmmm, i tink u all noe who u are ba... so juz say THANK YOU ALL ba! ohhh & i muz say sth sia, "ni men de zhu fu shi zhi de de!" LOL. i muz admit i cant stand myself being so chou pi too.... but i reading de bk make me wan to emphasize on e usage of tis statement LOL.
i really luv e wrapping paper of e present tt mel, en en & veng gave! =D yan guang so hao lo =P & e box so beautiful (& heavy oso..haha) i wud lyk 2 say tt e paper with our pictures tt chingxin, xinyu, sinyee & lihui gave was erm too stunning? omg, i look so dumb.... & e book rocks!!! (although i haven even open it... LOL....) e earrings tt sylvia gave also v nice (musical note leh!!!) & my teacher's taste oso nt bad ! & my sis stress relief gift is oso v thotful! =) heehee... but u all dun so nice la~~ later i feel guilty leh.... but i hope i have successfully spread sum joy to u all lo.... though i wud say 2day's nt a gd day cos thgs fall short of expection, haix....
but i wud still lyk 2 say tt im inevitably disappointed by tt... cos wat i didnt expect to happen happened... where r u really? i didnt had much hope, but i still cant help feeling sad over tis... omg, im so stupid! nvm, i believe wat lao tian is trying to tell me... time will show me...
no matter wat, i really hope that u dun give up!!! maybe i dun understand, but i tink as long as u are willing to try, things may not turn out like how u perceive it to be.... it really feels horrible to be doing nth to try to alleviate ur pain when i juz so near T.T but unfortunately, i dun have e ability to cheer u up in e best possible way =( only until i successfully become a counsellor i guess....
but i tink i shud end tis post in a happy mood ba? so... lame joke? .....i cant do it sry =( ok la, gtg.... XXXOOO to all my bestmates! =D
& some thgs were left unsaid...
donno y nowadays so restless.... i tink its time i put all my plans in action? i've gt quite sum plans but it looks lyk im nt all tt enthu abt executing them huh? but i juz made new plans too &.... u all will noe it soon! =D v nice de hor & i put in so much effort lehs! & ya, 1 thg to do is seriously do my hwk.... im lagging in e cls... nono, later my tcher v fed up wif me le (believe me, im trying to mug le)... LOL.
hehe, been tinking whether to believe e horoscope bk or nt.... cos it says tt its time to have short hair for all libra-ians (i duno y 4 nxt yr, i become libra le).... i juz wan to cut my hair but mayb nt from long to short?? a bit too extreme liaos? & i haven gt over e fact tt 2 particular ppl who saw my ezlink card said tt i look lyk an auntie lo.... (i last time short hair de) hmm, mayb u 2 hav 4gtten bt it but i haven k T.T & den hor, wat e bk say abt wat i wan 2 do & nv do is too true.... haix.... but sum parts r totally tai kua zhang la @.@
oh no, tt day was feeling super weird.... i hav to pretend again.... great.... & i totally hav a pic in mind.... tts y sumtimes i wish i cud really draw well den i can put my thots into drawings..... i tink tts e best i can do:
http://www.123bee.com/play/family-restaurant
hope u all go try it &enjoy urself!!! =D
O LvL's main papers starting soon.... i sincerely wish all taking it gd luck! juz wait 4 my sms, dear frenz =D
i tink i hav overreacted ba.... but really, i cant help feeling really sad.... but i oso duno y i so sad leh? o.O confused.... mayb it juz e mood swing ba....
thedreamer.
10/23/2008 08:08:00 PM
Sunday, October 19, 2008
hehe, been tinking whether to believe e horoscope bk or nt.... cos it says tt its time to have short hair for all libra-ians (i duno y 4 nxt yr, i become libra le).... i juz wan to cut my hair but mayb nt from long to short?? a bit too extreme liaos? & i haven gt over e fact tt 2 particular ppl who saw my ezlink card said tt i look lyk an auntie lo.... (i last time short hair de) hmm, mayb u 2 hav 4gtten bt it but i haven k T.T & den hor, wat e bk say abt wat i wan 2 do & nv do is too true.... haix.... but sum parts r totally tai kua zhang la @.@
oh no, tt day was feeling super weird.... i hav to pretend again.... great.... & i totally hav a pic in mind.... tts y sumtimes i wish i cud really draw well den i can put my thots into drawings..... i tink tts e best i can do:
thk you thk you.... now u all noe i cant draw well de ba! during e whole time, i felt so uncomfortable but i believe i can overcome it as time pass by.... cos time can drain it away & i WILL 4get bt all this....
i tink i abit sian diao these few days cos there's nt really much new & nice stuff in maple leh? last time i oways after exams le den will play maple, but now, nt too interested le?? cos im quite stuck at tt lvl & i feel so noob playing cos i duno how to play e new quests.... v v sian diao T.T but luckily, my sis found tis website wif really nice games.... personally i recommend tis game cos its super fun! =D u can make ur own icecream & UNLEASH UR CREATIVITY! (grpmates, rmb tis phrase?) here's e site! ^^http://www.123bee.com/play/family-restaurant
hope u all go try it &enjoy urself!!! =D
O LvL's main papers starting soon.... i sincerely wish all taking it gd luck! juz wait 4 my sms, dear frenz =D
i tink i hav overreacted ba.... but really, i cant help feeling really sad.... but i oso duno y i so sad leh? o.O confused.... mayb it juz e mood swing ba....
& some thgs were left unsaid...
waa... so long nv blog le.... its lyk gng to b dead? (tts y im bck here to revive it, kind of...) actually i wanted to blog ytd de so to give my blessings to all taking EOYs.... mayb a little late now tt its after e 1st paper but nvm, cos there's more to come.... yea so, gd luck everyone, we can do it! =D LoLs. & i noe im nt exactly disciplined now cos im actually blogging.... therefore, i will wait till e end of exams den post again....
things have happened again in tt way... i wud say exactly e same kind of cycle.... the one tt led me into believing all of these... they are crap really.... now tt it happened juz lyk before, im more convinced tt what i once so strongly believed in is just rubbish =x yea, its sad to noe, but i tink tt its gd to noe.... its gd to realise it so tt i can give it up & not b affected by this anymore.....
i really feel very irritated to know that i have been so influenced by such stuff.... it juz stays in my head so long & it cant go away no matter how hard i try to chase it away.... it makes me angry, so angry tt i feel lyk kicking the person can.... how could you?! wo hen bu de abuse this person ok.... i really hate you for occupying so much of my brain & life.... go away! i dun1 to c you again la.... BUT after much thought, i feel tt mayb i cant blame you, but myself ba, so maybe i was juz being angry at myself....
its not all too nice to be reminded of tt.... e amt of hurt i once felt.... how i was insulted by you.... mayb i shud thk you for reminding me of tt, bcos i feel much stronger after e breakdown..... now i only noe tt i shud prove tt & i wunt b so easily hurt e nxt time.... but unfortunately, though i gt over tt, im still bias nonetheless... & i guess it wunt change.... & i have to thank xinyu & sinyee for eventually making my day... thx, my mood totally changed for e better! =P & maybe you too... (for e really really little thg)
although i really felt tt i hated you alot at tt moment, i have failed to continue e hatred already... i guess i cant bring myself to do it.... tts y i had secretly & silently prayed for you.... i really hoped u have received my blessings! ^^
oh no, im contradicting myself again =(( who was e one who said she wanted to forget abt all this in e early part of e post? ohs, wadeva?
thedreamer.
10/19/2008 01:45:00 PM
Friday, October 3, 2008
things have happened again in tt way... i wud say exactly e same kind of cycle.... the one tt led me into believing all of these... they are crap really.... now tt it happened juz lyk before, im more convinced tt what i once so strongly believed in is just rubbish =x yea, its sad to noe, but i tink tt its gd to noe.... its gd to realise it so tt i can give it up & not b affected by this anymore.....
i really feel very irritated to know that i have been so influenced by such stuff.... it juz stays in my head so long & it cant go away no matter how hard i try to chase it away.... it makes me angry, so angry tt i feel lyk kicking the person can.... how could you?! wo hen bu de abuse this person ok.... i really hate you for occupying so much of my brain & life.... go away! i dun1 to c you again la.... BUT after much thought, i feel tt mayb i cant blame you, but myself ba, so maybe i was juz being angry at myself....
its not all too nice to be reminded of tt.... e amt of hurt i once felt.... how i was insulted by you.... mayb i shud thk you for reminding me of tt, bcos i feel much stronger after e breakdown..... now i only noe tt i shud prove tt & i wunt b so easily hurt e nxt time.... but unfortunately, though i gt over tt, im still bias nonetheless... & i guess it wunt change.... & i have to thank xinyu & sinyee for eventually making my day... thx, my mood totally changed for e better! =P & maybe you too... (for e really really little thg)
although i really felt tt i hated you alot at tt moment, i have failed to continue e hatred already... i guess i cant bring myself to do it.... tts y i had secretly & silently prayed for you.... i really hoped u have received my blessings! ^^
oh no, im contradicting myself again =(( who was e one who said she wanted to forget abt all this in e early part of e post? ohs, wadeva?
& some thgs were left unsaid...
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10/03/2008 01:33:00 PM
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