Friday, November 14, 2008
i was struggling hard wif wat to do.... how to make an impt decision... den.... so surprisely, u didnt even came into e pic & was nt within my concern.... i was tinking to myself aft tt, wow, i did it.... e one who once occupied so much of my thots juz vanished into thin air o.O does tt min i hav succeeded/is 1 step closer to success? but den i was wundering aft tt i shud b happy cos it was an early success or sad tt it was not difficult to succeed? perhaps i already noe tt it yi chen le ding ju ba, tts y i didnt she wang tai duo?
i thot i was tinking too much tt day~ but it wasnt~ it seems lyk a joke to me though... tt time, i kept having hallucinations tt i saw u on e streets.... but its lyk nt possible cos u r nt even here o.o but tt day, thot i saw u when i was on e bus (& u were on e road)... i was lyk... omg, m i hallucinating again? den when i alighted e bus, really saw u & u were waiting for sum bus.... i was lyk heng ar, im nt hallucinating... den u kept turning ard but didnt c me.. wich was strange i thot... tts when i knew tt fr e moment u turned away, my fren was 4eva lost... our yuan fen juz ended there....
oh no.... i tink im gng to condemn cheese for sum time (ok, oly sum types tt tasted bitter).... ewwww, now xiang qi lai stl v scary~ & qian gan dong tears huan gan dong tears ok? hahaha.
juz made a list of things to be done for tis hols ytd.... hoping tt e list wud kinda motivate me to get thgs done, rather than juz slacking all day or mapling.... later really become maple addict lyk sum1 oways suan me.... NO im not ok....
cant believe now is lyk abt 1wk away fr beijing trip.... hav to start packing lo, da jia!
& some thgs were left unsaid...
ohh yes! finally gt this song in imeem le~~ tt time after watching high sch musical 3 wanted to chge to tis song, but cudnt find =( now so happy~ nice song lo & so romantic =D lols, still nv forget "its a new ball game" lo.... though i now then put a bit lag time, but u noe, wadeva la~
i really not zi kua-ing ok.... but i really feel tt i can write quite well!! =) oly in chinese though~ esp when i have super roaster-coaster like emotions? i duno la, juz xin xie lai chao type words on microsoft word den felt these rush of emotions though my body.... e chunks & chunks of chinese words on e word document juz look lyk yi pian ge ci & its looks pro LOL... i cant believe i actually broke down while typing & i tried hard to see what i was typing cos of my eyes were blurred~ u will see it if you are meant to see it...
aiyo, actually i really like writing in chinese a lot lo~ i wanted to write all my posts in chinese lo, but i tink sumtimes cant see e words, den i feel so fedup cos a lot of alien looking stuff make my blog look so ugly... zzz...
really really realised that for all this while, i was just attempting to have this imaginary figure to yi kao zhe.... it's amusing tt i realised so much later rite? lyk after 8 mths or so... well done, Si Lin! u shud b leaving already no matter how hard i wud want to try to hold you back.... i noe i just cant say byebye nicely, with a sweet smile or anythg till there's another.... just lyk last time isnt it? i was hoping tt that was it u noe, as simple as last time~ but for all i noe, tis time i mite hav fallen deeper... but i wud still insist tt i wunt cross e line, or i pray tt i better not...
unlike most ppl, i tink im not feeling fan over this at all? cos i noe what i wan... but why isit that i dun hav e courage to put tt down? so weird~ maybe deep down, im really scared ba?
nonono! i cant stand myself lo~ y do i keep trying to put myself in her shoes leh! T.T thinking of how it wud feel lyk to be as lucky as her... aiya, its juz a show mah, oso nt reality~ but e sad part is exactly tt! :( emos~ i must agree that books & shows really can corrupt teenagers' minds.... e mass media is mean!!! #$%@# but u noe, its still nice to gan shou tt type of xing fu de re zi (although its fake =( ) ~~ but no worries cos, a wise man once said that as long as you are willing to wait, e happiness that belong to you will come! =D lets b hopeful abt tis!! =PP
so much stuff to do actually~ duno how to go about doing them~ $$$! i nit you... lols.... its holidays le but is till feel occupied leh? i guess tts a gd thg ba... better than being bored all e way.... kaes, tis post is getting too long~ jiu dao zhe li le!
thedreamer.
11/14/2008 03:42:00 PM
Sunday, November 9, 2008
i really not zi kua-ing ok.... but i really feel tt i can write quite well!! =) oly in chinese though~ esp when i have super roaster-coaster like emotions? i duno la, juz xin xie lai chao type words on microsoft word den felt these rush of emotions though my body.... e chunks & chunks of chinese words on e word document juz look lyk yi pian ge ci & its looks pro LOL... i cant believe i actually broke down while typing & i tried hard to see what i was typing cos of my eyes were blurred~ u will see it if you are meant to see it...
aiyo, actually i really like writing in chinese a lot lo~ i wanted to write all my posts in chinese lo, but i tink sumtimes cant see e words, den i feel so fedup cos a lot of alien looking stuff make my blog look so ugly... zzz...
really really realised that for all this while, i was just attempting to have this imaginary figure to yi kao zhe.... it's amusing tt i realised so much later rite? lyk after 8 mths or so... well done, Si Lin! u shud b leaving already no matter how hard i wud want to try to hold you back.... i noe i just cant say byebye nicely, with a sweet smile or anythg till there's another.... just lyk last time isnt it? i was hoping tt that was it u noe, as simple as last time~ but for all i noe, tis time i mite hav fallen deeper... but i wud still insist tt i wunt cross e line, or i pray tt i better not...
unlike most ppl, i tink im not feeling fan over this at all? cos i noe what i wan... but why isit that i dun hav e courage to put tt down? so weird~ maybe deep down, im really scared ba?
nonono! i cant stand myself lo~ y do i keep trying to put myself in her shoes leh! T.T thinking of how it wud feel lyk to be as lucky as her... aiya, its juz a show mah, oso nt reality~ but e sad part is exactly tt! :( emos~ i must agree that books & shows really can corrupt teenagers' minds.... e mass media is mean!!! #$%@# but u noe, its still nice to gan shou tt type of xing fu de re zi (although its fake =( ) ~~ but no worries cos, a wise man once said that as long as you are willing to wait, e happiness that belong to you will come! =D lets b hopeful abt tis!! =PP
so much stuff to do actually~ duno how to go about doing them~ $$$! i nit you... lols.... its holidays le but is till feel occupied leh? i guess tts a gd thg ba... better than being bored all e way.... kaes, tis post is getting too long~ jiu dao zhe li le!
& some thgs were left unsaid...
thedreamer.
11/09/2008 05:32:00 PM
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