perhaps the past can be forgotten (hopefully) & next year would be different & better!
i just realised little things (or quite big?) can tell alot about what kind of person you are & how popular you are...
maybe im quite lag to have known it only now?
or maybe it's that people are afraid to tell you the truth?
but, just a announcement to make? i will step down from being a regular (quite?) blogger from next yr onwards.... (wich is lyk 2mr?)
change is great! so i'll work towards reaching this goal! =D
many things should be kept properly away....
so.... i will blog only when i have e strong (v.v.) urge to & when i really have too much time to....
the rest would belong to my dearest only.
at least this will not hurt.....
this is called being "gao ming" haha...
or byebye old, hi-ee new! lol.
i hope there's still chance given....
to start afresh & 2009 would b just great!
im still as hopeful :) & i hope i will always be....
zhe yi qie zhi neng shuo shi ming zhong zhu ding... bu neng qiang qiu....
though someone wise told me, we should not bow down to fate, but i tink letting things go their way might be one way to lessen stress & agony....
lol, nt forgetting hw i v amused that making notes can actually destress! (ya, trust me, i believe you.)
lastly, bye blog~ i dunno if i would ever come bck again~ mayb it will face e same fate as my 1st blog (closedown) or maybe it will be just left here to rot haha...
p.s. my shortest post ever.
thedreamer.
12/31/2008 03:26:00 PM
wrapping paper~
winnie the pooh cup
bear bear coinbank
xmas tree~ 
shopping centre~ 
claypot rice.... special taste! (v diff from sg de) 
chao guo tiao... diff but nice! =D dinner was at a hongkong restaurant... but it wasnt as nice as we thought it would be.... conned by e beautiful pics on e menu..... we spent alot (73RM) but it was not worth it leh... we rather go back to e food junction where we had our lunch....
menu
bread with cheese, chicken cocktail & mushroom... (quite ok la...) 
chocolate lava... (very sweet....) 
chips, bread, durain cake, dou sha bing, ruo mi crackers.....
currently, only tried their bread.... quite nice lo... & i still want to say the skirt is very nice la!! but its too ex le ba o.o lyk branded gds sia... i can only say byebye then....
what was actually unbearable? the attitude? the insentivity? the lack of respect? i wish it was easy to be gao ming.... i just noe tt die ru gu di de feeling is horrible... can i just dun be such a hopeful person everytime? no feel is better than got feel ba.... at least u wunt face disappointment.... mei you qi dai dui zi ji cai shi zui hao de? tis is not what i believe in, but i will work towards believing in it.... but i still wish ur e best.... cos i dunwan to see sumthg so precious break so easily.... it not easy tog et, so yao zhn xi o! even if i cant get involved, its ok, i just wan to noe all is well... or rather, i wd b thkful if e past is over...
thedreamer.
12/28/2008 11:07:00 AM
Maybe I was avoiding all tis? & I juz realized sth…. If you bother to write down or say out hw u feel abt sth, e sth definitely mins alot to u...
Nv nv planned to say so so so much…. If nt for ur encouragement I wunt even wan to say u noe? Yet, it seems lyk i was e one who forced u to listen to so so much….
I know I am over all tis oredi, if not wunt hav nt thot abt tis... I nv noe tt i hav to face such kun rao once again…. Y did u appear again? Juz go way pls, cos I dunwan to be reminded of you…. Juz dun speak to me pls, cos I dunnit to be reminded of all this…. Or shud I say hw stupid I was…. B4 tt, I was tinking, tis might e v last chance to let me do sth… but aft I understand more, thr was only much disapptment…. I was really angry at myself 4 hav made such a mistake… u were juz a person so so different from I thot… summore, u belong to e category tt I nv wud wan to noe abt… wow, juz great…. But I gt swayed again… AGAIN! Oh no feeling super irritated… I saw this n that (I suddenly hate my eyes a lot)….i gt reminded… im gng to take sum more time to get all this away… sum1 juz help me pls T.T I duno hw long I gona nit to take AGAIN…
i nv say doesn’t min im not touched ok? Actually I was really v touched lo… juz duno hw to express ma… a little paiseh n rou ma lol… tt was when I feel tt I was really very impt to sum1…. Mayb tt is juz sth I always wanted fr u all but fail to get…. I feel tt I m really ur friend, cos wat I say n my rxn is gonna b is sth tt u will consider abt…. To me, tts quite a WOW… thks, I really treasure tt… (i really hope u see this LOL.)
here r e pics i took on e flight to beijing.... i 1st time sit aeroplane ma, dont laugh hor...
e san lun che ride was fun!! =) my 1st exp tooo ^^
nice scenery: e sun n balding trees LOL.
the place tt we get to see Mao zedong!
the meal tt we hav thr... (duno wich one) i oly took 1 photo of e food thr lo.
e very pro man juggling wif sticks...
ride up e great wall....
nice scenery seen when on e great wall XD
black bear! o.o
staircase in a hutong
classroom where we hav lecture.. (i really lyk e movable chalkboard! =P)
students doing mass exercise!
i tink it's e emperor's seat?
lots of weird looking rocks ard.
dumpling! so yummy lo =)
nice bridge!
beautiful scenery again!
weird specs to wear during e 3D movie (though it is not at all -.-)
Chinese painting lesson!
artisitic! it's supposed to be moving... unfortunately, i didnt capture e most artisitic p.o.v =(
i luv this display! *o*
cool book tt flips its page according to where u touch it....
many swans! =)
big big big bell!
olympics stadium!!!
fu WAs... (Huan Huan's bck view & NiNi) my poor huanhuan pic gt ruined! ;(
tts all le ba... i tried my best T.T my whole aftnn uploading e pics & blogger kip gt prob.... sian, i feel v relieved & quite du diao nw....
even though i may b upset, angry & disappointed bcos of you, I realized tt thr’s nv a time tt I can dao u forever… tts bad, cos tis mins I can nv let go, even when it’s e time to….
it has been bt 2 yrs tt i haven thot abt all tis.... it feels rather strange 2 start tinking nw.... but juz wan to say tt u will oways form part of my tong nian no matter hw long after.... as e memories flash thru, i thot tt being small n young is really great... evythg seem so pure n innocent.... but when we start to grw up, thgs chge n we noe e differences... mayb wat ppl say is really true ba.... being tian zhen is really v kuai le n i noe e memories will oways b most beautiful.... even if there's no future to it.... even if we cant regconise each other nxt time (lyk how u wish 2 b?) mayb u were kidding tt time? i noe i wunt b able to get an ans 4 tis ba?
tis is my shi shang zui long post ba LOL.
tink end here le ba.... too long for its own gd...
thedreamer.
12/19/2008 10:57:00 AM
to ordinarymiie.blogspot.com! =)
This is the site of a girl who will never deny that one learns through experiences even if they are just blogging experiences...
family.
in 5K (:
& Dolphins. 
