Maybe I was avoiding all tis? & I juz realized sth…. If you bother to write down or say out hw u feel abt sth, e sth definitely mins alot to u...
Nv nv planned to say so so so much…. If nt for ur encouragement I wunt even wan to say u noe? Yet, it seems lyk i was e one who forced u to listen to so so much….
I know I am over all tis oredi, if not wunt hav nt thot abt tis... I nv noe tt i hav to face such kun rao once again…. Y did u appear again? Juz go way pls, cos I dunwan to be reminded of you…. Juz dun speak to me pls, cos I dunnit to be reminded of all this…. Or shud I say hw stupid I was…. B4 tt, I was tinking, tis might e v last chance to let me do sth… but aft I understand more, thr was only much disapptment…. I was really angry at myself 4 hav made such a mistake… u were juz a person so so different from I thot… summore, u belong to e category tt I nv wud wan to noe abt… wow, juz great…. But I gt swayed again… AGAIN! Oh no feeling super irritated… I saw this n that (I suddenly hate my eyes a lot)….i gt reminded… im gng to take sum more time to get all this away… sum1 juz help me pls T.T I duno hw long I gona nit to take AGAIN…
i nv say doesn’t min im not touched ok? Actually I was really v touched lo… juz duno hw to express ma… a little paiseh n rou ma lol… tt was when I feel tt I was really very impt to sum1…. Mayb tt is juz sth I always wanted fr u all but fail to get…. I feel tt I m really ur friend, cos wat I say n my rxn is gonna b is sth tt u will consider abt…. To me, tts quite a WOW… thks, I really treasure tt… (i really hope u see this LOL.)
here r e pics i took on e flight to beijing.... i 1st time sit aeroplane ma, dont laugh hor...
e san lun che ride was fun!! =) my 1st exp tooo ^^
nice scenery: e sun n balding trees LOL.
the place tt we get to see Mao zedong!
the meal tt we hav thr... (duno wich one) i oly took 1 photo of e food thr lo.
e very pro man juggling wif sticks...
ride up e great wall....
nice scenery seen when on e great wall XD
black bear! o.o
staircase in a hutong
classroom where we hav lecture.. (i really lyk e movable chalkboard! =P)
students doing mass exercise!
i tink it's e emperor's seat?
lots of weird looking rocks ard.
dumpling! so yummy lo =)
nice bridge!
beautiful scenery again!
weird specs to wear during e 3D movie (though it is not at all -.-)
Chinese painting lesson!
artisitic! it's supposed to be moving... unfortunately, i didnt capture e most artisitic p.o.v =(
i luv this display! *o*
cool book tt flips its page according to where u touch it....
many swans! =)
big big big bell!
olympics stadium!!!
fu WAs... (Huan Huan's bck view & NiNi) my poor huanhuan pic gt ruined! ;(
tts all le ba... i tried my best T.T my whole aftnn uploading e pics & blogger kip gt prob.... sian, i feel v relieved & quite du diao nw....
even though i may b upset, angry & disappointed bcos of you, I realized tt thr’s nv a time tt I can dao u forever… tts bad, cos tis mins I can nv let go, even when it’s e time to….
it has been bt 2 yrs tt i haven thot abt all tis.... it feels rather strange 2 start tinking nw.... but juz wan to say tt u will oways form part of my tong nian no matter hw long after.... as e memories flash thru, i thot tt being small n young is really great... evythg seem so pure n innocent.... but when we start to grw up, thgs chge n we noe e differences... mayb wat ppl say is really true ba.... being tian zhen is really v kuai le n i noe e memories will oways b most beautiful.... even if there's no future to it.... even if we cant regconise each other nxt time (lyk how u wish 2 b?) mayb u were kidding tt time? i noe i wunt b able to get an ans 4 tis ba?
tis is my shi shang zui long post ba LOL.
tink end here le ba.... too long for its own gd...
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12/19/2008 10:57:00 AM
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