Saturday, October 24, 2009
part of my happiness has oways come from u all, really!
thanks for all the love and care you all have showered me!
bcos of that, i can do better and will do better!
also thanks for all the efforts put in!
oh mann, i will have to work harder so that i will beat the amt you guys have put in, haha =D
yups, i really appreciate evything ok? =D
all the stuff are really nice...
& now i duno hw to use all at 1 go?
okay, i'll try my best der!! =p
& woohoo!!!
cls outing rocks!!
i realised i am loving 5K more than i thot i did! ^^
it was fun being wif you all! <3
must have more bonding sessions o! hahaha =D
(hopefully you all are reading this part heehee :D)
yups, hope we can laugh, play, study & go thru all the stressful moments tgt!
jiayous 5k! =)
here comes the *struggling* part!
it feels weird i duno y
i feel blessed to have had this chance
but i duno how to deal with
this its a really gd thing
but i dunwan to waste it this way
what is the best way, really
i kept thinking
did i get it cos i have lost sth?
or isit that,
i will have to lose sth after getting it?
i definitely hope its not the latter!
itstimetostopworryingbeforeanythinghappens!
okay i ehm accidentally came across this part
ehm, i dint noe tt was so hurtful 4 u
we didnt have any lyk e yi der...
yups, its juz lyk sth prviate
so it wasnt meant to b shared?
it wasnt on purpose
we dint want to hurt u =(
im sorry if we did...
it wasnt supposed to b lyk tt de ehh..
misunderstandingsaremeanttobeclearedup!
okay okay, i shall stop here for today le... its getting too long!
& some thgs were left unsaid...
just felt like blogging today...
was really very happy n touched
thanks "wo men"
cos i tink u'all r juz 2 nice
really
seriously
thank you
i feel loved =)
loveyouallloads.
i duno
was i happy
was i relieved
what was the thought actually
i duno
or am i just afraid to know
i feel evil
yesiam.
im useless
i cant help
how i wish i can do sth
& not juz leaving u lyk tt
i need more skills
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
my heart sank hard
when i know im nt gd enuf
as a fren
asyourfriend.
it seems limited
what i can do
i really duno y im so bad at this
i will learn
& i must
formeforyou.
thedreamer.
10/24/2009 03:18:00 PM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
was really very happy n touched
thanks "wo men"
cos i tink u'all r juz 2 nice
really
seriously
thank you
i feel loved =)
loveyouallloads.
i duno
was i happy
was i relieved
what was the thought actually
i duno
or am i just afraid to know
i feel evil
yesiam.
im useless
i cant help
how i wish i can do sth
& not juz leaving u lyk tt
i need more skills
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
my heart sank hard
when i know im nt gd enuf
as a fren
asyourfriend.
it seems limited
what i can do
i really duno y im so bad at this
i will learn
& i must
formeforyou.
& some thgs were left unsaid...
hah =D, went to the peranakan museum tt day...
it's quite cool i would say =p
mayb cos im like 1/8 a peranakan or sth...
feels kind of special...
anyone interested can visit the link below!!:)
http://www.peranakanmuseum.sg/home/home.asp
its really nice the exhibits!! =p
go down to the place if the website did interest u!
& cos rv is like affliated or sth so its free =)
(though e place alittle ulu o.o)
went for shf cip twice..
quite like it actually =)
but what i did was really v little
there's still lots of ppl who i cant reach out to
i hope nxt time i can help more
met wif this lady who donated blood 4 44 times a yr n gt some award
felt really proud of her
i dun tink i will eva do tt
cos i so scared of pain =(
haiyo, but it's a rather selfish thot
cos like she said, "u nv noe hw many ppl ur blood can save"
hmmm, mus really overcome the fear of pain
juz as wif the cambodia cip
i really felt lyk gng for it
but im too xiao jie & pampered
i dun tink i can take e hardship
i really nit to chge
so that i can do alot more to help others
since i want to be a volunteer nxt time
i shud start training myself for all these!
*mentally notes this to myself*
hmmm....
some things are really hard to accept
i thot i can be prepared for it
but im not, even when its not me
i dunno what would be best
but if i can help, i really will
believeme,andyourselftoo.
realised some more links
felt a sinking feeling
i should have realised earlier, i guess
then i would not have thot so much
its seems a little late now
but i know im overcoming it
ireallyamireallyam.
have to make myself more motivated ho T.T
less addicted to pets society and girlsense, aiyo =(
i cant continue like that
won't be able to cope
not even thinking about doing well
whyamiinthisstate.
finally...
"Keep your face to the sunshine and you will never see the shadow.”
helen keller.
(a nice quote a day, keeps emoness away!LOL :D)
thedreamer.
10/15/2009 08:41:00 PM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
it's quite cool i would say =p
mayb cos im like 1/8 a peranakan or sth...
feels kind of special...
anyone interested can visit the link below!!:)
http://www.peranakanmuseum.sg/home/home.asp
its really nice the exhibits!! =p
go down to the place if the website did interest u!
& cos rv is like affliated or sth so its free =)
(though e place alittle ulu o.o)
went for shf cip twice..
quite like it actually =)
but what i did was really v little
there's still lots of ppl who i cant reach out to
i hope nxt time i can help more
met wif this lady who donated blood 4 44 times a yr n gt some award
felt really proud of her
i dun tink i will eva do tt
cos i so scared of pain =(
haiyo, but it's a rather selfish thot
cos like she said, "u nv noe hw many ppl ur blood can save"
hmmm, mus really overcome the fear of pain
juz as wif the cambodia cip
i really felt lyk gng for it
but im too xiao jie & pampered
i dun tink i can take e hardship
i really nit to chge
so that i can do alot more to help others
since i want to be a volunteer nxt time
i shud start training myself for all these!
*mentally notes this to myself*
hmmm....
some things are really hard to accept
i thot i can be prepared for it
but im not, even when its not me
i dunno what would be best
but if i can help, i really will
believeme,andyourselftoo.
realised some more links
felt a sinking feeling
i should have realised earlier, i guess
then i would not have thot so much
its seems a little late now
but i know im overcoming it
ireallyamireallyam.
have to make myself more motivated ho T.T
less addicted to pets society and girlsense, aiyo =(
i cant continue like that
won't be able to cope
not even thinking about doing well
whyamiinthisstate.
finally...
"Keep your face to the sunshine and you will never see the shadow.”
helen keller.
(a nice quote a day, keeps emoness away!LOL :D)
& some thgs were left unsaid...
thedreamer.
10/11/2009 03:09:00 PM
to ordinarymiie.blogspot.com! =)
This is the site of a girl who will never deny that one learns through experiences even if they are just blogging experiences...
family.
in 5K (:
& Dolphins. 
