tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21906464117393094462011-07-08T05:11:23.607+08:00*DrEAm Land - dream along with me!! =)*dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.comBlogger691100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-62430054785190244392009-12-31T22:23:00.011+08:002009-12-31T23:45:10.707+08:00<span style="color:#336666;">today is 31st decmber 2009!<br /></span><div><div><span style="color:#336666;">last day of 2009!</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">hmm....</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">so i decided i muz blog today haha.</span></div><div><br /><span style="color:#336666;">new year = changes!</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">things will change...</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">& i will change...</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">hopefully all for the better! :D<br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">new year, new aims...</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">#1: to be who i really am...</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">no more acts...</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">#2: to be braver...</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">no more runaways...</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">#3: to be in control...</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">no more random emos.</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">#4: to be fitter than fit...</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">no more extra weight...</span></div><div><br /><span style="color:#336666;">okay okay, 1st muz tok abt the fun experiences i had in the last few days of dec!</span></div><div><br /><span style="color:#336666;">Xmas!</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">thanks for the present from my cousin! (xmas exchge)</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">i still duno hu u are.. LOL.</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">yups, i hv been enthu-ly the stuffs u gave!</span></div><div><br /><span style="color:#336666;">Boxing day~</span></div><div><div><span style="color:#336666;">went to plaza sing...</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">alvin & the chipmunks2 <3</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">i so hou hui never take photo of the 3D wan!!! :(</span></div><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/Szy1Ms8DfvI/AAAAAAAAATE/r6L3TR20Z74/s1600-h/26122009085%5B1%5D"><span style="color:#336666;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 166px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 249px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5421407281273339634" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/Szy1Ms8DfvI/AAAAAAAAATE/r6L3TR20Z74/s320/26122009085%5B1%5D" /></span></a><br /><br /></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">nice scene of the trees thr bcos of xmas!</span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;">& my wonderful fotography skills =p<br /><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;"><br /><br /><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#336666;"></span></div><span style="color:#336666;"></span></div><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><br /><p><br /><br /><span style="color:#336666;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 207px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 285px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5421412002361452978" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/Szy5fgXLKbI/AAAAAAAAATc/56Dw1YJn_PQ/s320/26122009083.jpg" /></span><span style="color:#336666;">woohoo!! nice lanterns on the trees!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">& do u see the "shooting stars" like stick lamps?</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">so nice mann...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">maybe should hav took video instead...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">then can see the "shooting star" feel~</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"><br /><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"><br /><br /><br /></span><span style="color:#336666;"></span></p><p><span style="color:#336666;"></span></p><p><span style="color:#336666;"></span> </p><p><span style="color:#336666;">& thanks to those who were there of cos!!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">& ur presents :)</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">ehh, whr are the photos ah, Ms photographer?</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">i wan to see them!! LOL.</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">PA outing..</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">@ marina barrage...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">went thr for the 1st time in my entire life...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">waa feel noob..</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">i lyk the wind thr hehe :)<br /><br /><br /></span><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/Szy3OQ_rYRI/AAAAAAAAATU/_pusBUEj47w/s1600-h/281209m.barrage.jpg"><span style="color:#336666;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 261px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 186px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5421409507155337490" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/Szy3OQ_rYRI/AAAAAAAAATU/_pusBUEj47w/s320/281209m.barrage.jpg" /></span></a><br /><br /><span style="color:#336666;">we walked up this thing to picnic!<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /></p><p><span style="color:#336666;"></span></p><p><span style="color:#336666;"></span></p><span style="color:#336666;"><p><br /></span></p> <p><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/Szy5fw-a1vI/AAAAAAAAATk/9cjqg-EhYOE/s1600-h/28122009090.jpg"><span style="color:#336666;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 297px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 215px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5421412006821025522" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/Szy5fw-a1vI/AAAAAAAAATk/9cjqg-EhYOE/s320/28122009090.jpg" /></span></a></p><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">waaa... do u see the black dots?</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">those are the kites...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">it was a really nice scene...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">all those colourful kites up in the sky...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">i tried v hard to take a beautiful photo liao T.T</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">cos its lyk i cant even see the screen when i took the photo...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">it's too bright...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">so i'm proud of this pic oredi...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">haha =)</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><p><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/Szy2r4tMgjI/AAAAAAAAATM/udvGtnWuA8Q/s1600-h/Photo0196%5B1%5D"><span style="color:#336666;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 198px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 276px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5421408916519813682" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/Szy2r4tMgjI/AAAAAAAAATM/udvGtnWuA8Q/s320/Photo0196%5B1%5D" /></span></a><br /><span style="color:#336666;">Mel & i went into the sustainable sg gallery...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">hah den we call sum1 to take a photo of us...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">lol it's lyk so red lo, duno y?</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">we look lyk in some fire palace...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">LOLLs.</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/Szy2r4tMgjI/AAAAAAAAATM/udvGtnWuA8Q/s1600-h/Photo0196%5B1%5D"><span style="color:#336666;"></span></a><br /><br /><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"><br /><br /><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">& lastly, visit to yewtee pet shop!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">hah the pets so cute mann <3</span><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/Szy6DgbG89I/AAAAAAAAATs/GTN4RVsKXRg/s1600-h/291209petbed.jpg"><span style="color:#336666;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 188px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 268px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5421412620853244882" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/Szy6DgbG89I/AAAAAAAAATs/GTN4RVsKXRg/s320/291209petbed.jpg" /></span></a><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/Szy2r4tMgjI/AAAAAAAAATM/udvGtnWuA8Q/s1600-h/Photo0196%5B1%5D"></a> <span style="color:#336666;">i love this pet bed totally!!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">how i wish it's kid bed..</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">mayb i can try squeezing in then =p</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">it's like pyramid shape n soft soft de!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">nice to touch oso hoho.<br /></span><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/Szy2r4tMgjI/AAAAAAAAATM/udvGtnWuA8Q/s1600-h/Photo0196%5B1%5D"><span style="color:#336666;"></span></a><br /><span style="color:#336666;"><br /></span></p><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><p><span style="color:#336666;"></span> </p><p><span style="color:#336666;"></span> </p><p><span style="color:#336666;"> </p></span><p><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/Szy6D80k77I/AAAAAAAAAT0/SZA3mZJ9ejM/s1600-h/291209netherlanddwarf.jpg"><span style="color:#336666;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5421412628476260274" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/Szy6D80k77I/AAAAAAAAAT0/SZA3mZJ9ejM/s320/291209netherlanddwarf.jpg" /></span></a> <span style="color:#336666;">i duno if this is illegal or anythg...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">couldnt resist & took a pic of this adorable rabbit!!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">it's pa-ing down on the floor...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">& its actions so cute!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">my sis n i totally stared at it so so long~<br />i tink it's of a special breed or sth - called netherland dwarf~<br />anws, it's just so adorable!! :D</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"><br /></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#336666;"></span></p><p><span style="color:#336666;"></span> </p><p><span style="color:#336666;">okay... now chge topic haha.</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">scorpio horoscope book 2010!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">why!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">u make me depress! :(</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">& i duno y i chge horoscope again!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">i tink alternate year ba...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">hmm... now i can only choose to believe...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">命运掌握在自己手里!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">yes, everything will be well!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">regardless of what u say! T.T</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">summore...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">i realised it's nt going to be tt way...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">u are not waiting like i am...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">but it's okay...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">sum1 would surely b there to see how nice you are...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">i dun believe no1 saw, in the 1st place!!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">how could tt be?! :O</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">i wunt b the only one...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">yups, sum1 nice & suitable will come along soon!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">那，就是你的快乐 :)</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#336666;">& i have a great ambition!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">that is to keep a diary which wunt b thrown aside AGAIN when i become too bz..</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">im sorry dear diary :(</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">every yr oso gt this aim but oso fail...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">i'll try my best nxt year...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#336666;">waa, just minutes away from 2010!<br />quite excited about it eh!!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">lols duno y...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">it would be great next year!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">i stongly believe!!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">no matter what happens!</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#336666;">只要抱着乐观的态度，一切都会变得美好!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">these words are for all my dear friends, esp those facing A levels 2010!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">omg, tough year ahead!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">let's all be brave!<br />we can do it :)</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">no matter how hard it would be, dun 4get to smile! =D</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">hah, i realise i oways very hopeful when it comes to a new year!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">new year, new beginning mah!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">everyone begins on a fresh new page again :D</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">yaa.. so...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">2010, im coming for you! hahaha :D</span> </p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-6243005478519024439?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-61537451440370883392009-12-22T22:03:00.019+08:002009-12-22T23:49:26.344+08:00woohooo!!!<br />just had the long awaited suona outing!!!! :DDD<br /><div><div><div>lol... i was like so excited mann.</div><div>anws, i had a greattt time hehe.</div><div>thanks rv suona-ists!!</div><div>all of you rock mannn.<br />we shall hav more outings! :DD<br />we went to sentosa! to picnic...<br /></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SzDUOEXnoHI/AAAAAAAAASc/1QQqFeOY49o/s1600-h/211209picnic.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 307px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5418063689882771570" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SzDUOEXnoHI/AAAAAAAAASc/1QQqFeOY49o/s320/211209picnic.jpg" /></a> </div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>beehoon, sandwiches, fried rice, nuggets, fishballs, seaweed chicken, soft drinks, potato chips. (not all captured ps >< )</div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>we were lyk so damn funny.<br />we played card games (daidi)...</div><div>& toked crap... </div><div>& xxx & xx started to xin shang sum guys....</div><div>lol u know who u are!!! =p<br />instead of shai-ing the tai yang...</div><div>den we see other ppl ard us play ball games...</div><div>hmmm.... nxt time i muz bring ball mann.</div><div>den we can own the bao lu guys ard us...</div><div>LOLLL.</div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div>it rained for awhile..</div><div>but luckily we managed to go cycling! aft tt...</div><div>& ohh my goshhh..</div><div>i actually climbed onto tt 2-wheel thgy...</div><div>& stepped on the peddles...</div><div>lyk for the 1sttt time!!!!</div><div>i cudnt belive it mann...</div><div>i oly screamed awhile den calmed dwn.</div><div>okay okay i admit i screamed sum more times aft tt..</div><div>just nt as much i thot i wud. LOL.</div><div>waa... thot i wud cry...</div><div>hmm see i so so trust xxx lehhh.</div><div>my di yi ci lehh~~~</div><div>LOLLL.</div><div>xxx, pls feel honoured now!!! heheheh.</div><div><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SzDX7ysbPfI/AAAAAAAAASk/JN2wkNg1m9M/s1600-h/Me+on+bike+1st+ep.+Haha..jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 217px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 168px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5418067773947067890" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SzDX7ysbPfI/AAAAAAAAASk/JN2wkNg1m9M/s320/Me+on+bike+1st+ep.+Haha..jpg" /></a><br /><br /></div><div>xxx & me hahahahahaha.<br />(we did stupid stuff LOL)</div><div><br /><br /><br /></div><div>& now u noe xxx :)<br />(we were just bai pose-ing LOL)</div><div><br /><br /><br /></div><div>ohh den we ride ride ride until quite long...</div><div>den we saw the roller coaster!!</div><div>quite nice sia...</div><div>but i dun tink my heart can take it...LOL.</div><div>tink it's gng to be built finish nxt yr...<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SzDZ8VNzTmI/AAAAAAAAASs/NbeqmzPKAwo/s1600-h/Suonaists!.jpg"> </a><br /><br /></div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SzDZ8VNzTmI/AAAAAAAAASs/NbeqmzPKAwo/s1600-h/Suonaists!.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5418069982237118050" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SzDZ8VNzTmI/AAAAAAAAASs/NbeqmzPKAwo/s320/Suonaists!.jpg" /></a></div><div>The Suona-ists!</div><div><br />(Not full attendence, but at least gt 70%...</div><div>i will try to use man li to force evy1 to come LOL =p)<br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /><br /></div><div></div><div>then we went to vivo to finish up our food..</div><div>& i forced all of them (except 1 :( ) to eat donuts...</div><div>hohoho...</div><div>too bad, it's xmas!! hehe =p</div><div>ohh they are from donut factory...</div><div>i gt fdbck frm them it's nt bad... (mayb bcos i force them to say tt)</div><div>hmm i dun really know cos i condemn donuts...</div><div>but... i ate one bcos of them also...</div><div>aiyo! see my sacrifice...</div><div>be thankfull okaaayy...</div><div>okay okay, decided to provide the DF website for interested parties...</div><div>lol actually it's just: <a href="http://www.donutfactory.com.sg/">http://www.donutfactory.com.sg/</a></div><div><br /><br /></div><div>then left Melissa & me go shop ard...</div><div>cos my invitation is torn!! =( (not literally)</div><div>we went to daiso...</div><div>& bought this wonderful drink :)</div><div><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SzDgAyGBtJI/AAAAAAAAAS8/rJbabuX9k3g/s1600-h/My+manly+hand+lol..jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 296px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 218px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5418076655778378898" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SzDgAyGBtJI/AAAAAAAAAS8/rJbabuX9k3g/s320/My+manly+hand+lol..jpg" /></a></div><div>lols... </div><div>Mel said my hand look "manly"... (on the left)</div><div>really meh?!</div><div></div><div></div><div>ohhh & sry to innocent parties who gt fotoshoot into the pic too.</div><div>hahah.</div><div></div><div><br /><br /></div><div>i really recommend this drink!</div><div>& i gt gd taste =p</div><div>it's mild chocolate flavour...</div><div>so it's a little sweet & a little little bit bitter oly...</div><div>quite special :)</div><div>& it's nt ex...</div><div>2 cans for $2 from daiso...</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div><br /></div><div>okay self reflection.</div><div>im crazy.</div><div>im mad.</div><div>& i hope u dun ever find out bt what i did.</div><div>i tink im so scheming can...</div><div>& crappy...</div><div>oh dear...</div><div>hope u havent seen thru my ying mou gui ji...</div><div>i had some thoughts abt the future suddenly..</div><div>of what is a family...</div><div>gosh i siao liao.</div><div>i lose control liao lahh.</div><div>it's lyk worse than last time.</div><div>i tell myself to stop dreaming.</div><div>it doesnt work. really.</div><div>im becoming more radical nowadays.</div><div>i so scared i hav too much courage...</div><div>trying to go both ways at the same time.</div><div>im sorry if i tried too hard...</div><div>i wan it to work...</div><div>but i duno the right way...</div><div>i tink it's nt working...</div><div>i tink i get what u mean...</div><div>& i will convince myself about it...</div><div>i shall survive this hols..</div><div>& when sch reopen...</div><div>i hv no time for anythg...</div><div>except sch...</div><div>mustnumbmyself.</div><div></div><div><br /></div><div></div><div>OOO... lastlly... after such a long naggy reflection....</div><div>happy dongzhi to everyone!!</div><div>have u eaten ur tangyuans??</div><div>if haven muz go eat...</div><div>gng to be 2mr & 2day will be over!!!</div><div>tangyuans rock mann.</div><div>so sweet and nice~~</div><div>my favourite! <33</div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-6153745144037088339?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-1865037386873437632009-12-13T12:37:00.022+08:002009-12-13T15:28:32.293+08:00<span style="color:#6600cc;">每一张照片都有属于它自己的故事。<br /><br /><br /></span><div><div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">hmm back from DVC!</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">shalll share sum thoughts & fotos! :)</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SyR4_DV_cmI/AAAAAAAAAQ8/L5oKHwMQXgM/s1600-h/CIMG1449.JPG"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 146px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 95px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5414585676630815330" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SyR4_DV_cmI/AAAAAAAAAQ8/L5oKHwMQXgM/s200/CIMG1449.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">RGPS. </span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SyR7kwQhAuI/AAAAAAAAARM/OXEQz2y6ZEY/s1600-h/CIMG1431.JPG"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 162px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 108px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5414588523365860066" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SyR7kwQhAuI/AAAAAAAAARM/OXEQz2y6ZEY/s200/CIMG1431.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">Class of A5 Dec 2009 :)</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">The1st class of my DVC journey!</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SyR5wRijLuI/AAAAAAAAARE/-UQ6HznnUf8/s1600-h/CIMG1424.JPG"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 163px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 111px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5414586522255175394" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SyR5wRijLuI/AAAAAAAAARE/-UQ6HznnUf8/s200/CIMG1424.JPG" /></span></a></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /><br /><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">Lower Peirce reservoir. </span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">1st trip there.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /><br /><br /></span></div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SyR7l0Y_zLI/AAAAAAAAARc/kxDTRH_uQSg/s1600-h/CIMG1435.JPG"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 146px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 95px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5414588541655043250" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SyR7l0Y_zLI/AAAAAAAAARc/kxDTRH_uQSg/s200/CIMG1435.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">Tiger prawns...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">yummy hoho.<br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></div></div><div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SyR7lYZaPRI/AAAAAAAAARU/36V6UaLV9mE/s1600-h/CIMG1434.JPG"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 149px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 104px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5414588534140583186" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SyR7lYZaPRI/AAAAAAAAARU/36V6UaLV9mE/s200/CIMG1434.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br />Frogggg.... euuu. </span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">sorry >< </span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">but im really scared of you all :(</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">(duno y the pic gt abit of prob)</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SyR-SdsPzPI/AAAAAAAAARk/c7RWdAME7ro/s1600-h/CIMG1446.JPG"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 158px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 116px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5414591507679137010" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SyR-SdsPzPI/AAAAAAAAARk/c7RWdAME7ro/s200/CIMG1446.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /><br />Me and the twins! (chloe & Dylan)</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">They really have beautiful eyes!! (unlike mine)</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /><br /><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SySER1D9E1I/AAAAAAAAAR8/2sInP6DcJUE/s1600-h/Julia%27s+so+cute!+.jpg"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 125px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 87px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5414598093842486098" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SySER1D9E1I/AAAAAAAAAR8/2sInP6DcJUE/s200/Julia%27s+so+cute!+.jpg" /></span></a><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">Me and Julia.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">she's cute hehe.<br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /><br /><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SyR-TGbq-lI/AAAAAAAAAR0/5scyPtnrrxI/s1600-h/Photo0042.jpg"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 123px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 86px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5414591518615468626" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SyR-TGbq-lI/AAAAAAAAAR0/5scyPtnrrxI/s200/Photo0042.jpg" /></span></a><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">Chloe Nicole!<br /><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SyR-SxigwrI/AAAAAAAAARs/505hF7A35Rg/s1600-h/CIMG1448.JPG"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 163px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 117px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5414591513007014578" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SyR-SxigwrI/AAAAAAAAARs/505hF7A35Rg/s200/CIMG1448.JPG" /></span></a></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">Me and Ms Aida :)<br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /><br /><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div></div><div><br /><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">hmm, my 1st experience jiu zhe yang xian gei you ppl le...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">hohoho...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">sounds wrong.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">hints to u all to be honoured =p</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">felt really fortunate to have this chance...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">was it bcos we were fated to meet?</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">or bcause my prayers were heard...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">hmm... thanks alot to whoever tt helped :)</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">thefeelingofbliss.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">ohhh & thanks kids for making me speak English better...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">haha, there was really the need to be so much more fluent being ard with u all....</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">yups, & im stl having the gd habit of speaking standard english now...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">maybe i will revert back to my rojak language soonn...=p</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">without all ur influences..</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">&itwasbecauseofyou.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">but didnt tink i do well at the camp this time though =(</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">sorry, i'll be better nxt time :)</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">yups, i'll learn.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">try to chge my personality...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">yaaa, more open, more open..</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">theneedtobreakthrough.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">i felt sad leaving actually..</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">emo-ed b4 evythg ended.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">cos i was seriously tinking if this will my 1st & also my last?</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">hmmm & sorry to dear goldfishes mannn.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">i felt lyk i killed all of u...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">ohhh mannn..</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">my big mouth & "great" suggestions.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">dun tink i will eva 4get tt scene...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">feelingbad.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">anws, i will treasure all these memories...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">cos they are really special to me!!!</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">hope i will gather enuf courage to strike back again nxt yr haha.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">iwantoborrowyourstrength.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">sidetrack.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">oh no...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">thinking too much all these few days..</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">i can see the whole cycle coming back...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">i need to clear my head of such thoughts AGAIN...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">entangled in my huan xiangs...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">the images and scenes and even sounds...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">just kept echoing in my head...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">how how how??</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">sumtimes i just blame my name for this...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">haix...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">i will get over it....</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">yups, my goal is to psycho my brain evyday!</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">similaritiesdokill.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">side side track.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">i found a game tt i tink quite nice to play hehe.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">its called santa blast.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">link:</span></div><div><a href="http://www.shockwave.com/gamelanding/santalaunch.jsp"><span style="color:#6600cc;">www.shockwave.com/gamelanding/santalaunch.jsp</span></a></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">i find it quite fun lehh.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">but play too long quite sian..</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">cos keep repeating derr...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">finally.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">on an emo note.</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">horrified to realise we only have 1month left till sch reopens...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">i need to buck up mannn...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">if not nxt yr how...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">hope i can be stronger!</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">cos' it's gng to b tough nxt yr...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">cant bear to tink of it...</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">nxt yr is my largest obstacle!</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">ahhhHHHhhh..</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">okay i will calm down & relaxx..</span></div><div><span style="color:#6600cc;">hmm okay... guess i shall stop here for today..</span></div><div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-186503738687343763?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-26232713887958045282009-11-22T10:55:00.006+08:002009-11-22T17:11:57.921+08:00<span style="color:#339999;">who says xin li ce yans are crap?<br />some are true, really...<br />sobs... why...<br />i should been more decisive der...<br />haix...i lost the chance again...<br />hmmm...maybe it's fate ba..<br />lao tian trying to drop me sum hints...lol.<br />but i'm still stubborn about it leh..<br />should i give up & focus?<br />yessss (my mind says so)<br />butmyheartdoesnot.<br /><br />oh dear yes, i have to tok about this..<br />on mon (16/1/09)... great horror..<br />gosh... maggots (or duno what)<br />they crawled out of this box of rotton food ...<br />hmm... its damn disgusting lo...<br />i have to sweep sum off my shirt...<br />& then moreover watched tt jennifer's body show...<br />link these with all those icky stuff....<br />euuuuu... o.o<br />amemorabledaytonote.<br /><br />finally watched finished 100% senorita...<br />thanks danseurella & ykssky alot!! <3><br />if not i wudnt b able to watch this show at all!!<br />hmm... after i watched le..<br />decided to put sum stuff they say here...<br />hehe :D<br /><br />"The furthest distance in the world"<br />(version in the drama)<br /><br />Wei Xiang to Fei Yang:<br /><br />世上最遥远的距离<br />不是生与死<br />而是我在你的面前<br />你却不知道我爱你<br /><br />世上最遥远的距离<br />不是我在你的面前 你却不知道我爱你<br />而是明明知道彼此相爱<br />却不能在一起<br /><br />世上最遥远的距离<br />不是明明知道彼此相爱 却不能在一起<br />而是明明无法抵挡这股思念<br />却还要假装丝毫没有把你放进心里<br /><br />okayokay, this is the common part that can be found on many websites...<br /><br />take a look at the next one!<br /><br />Fei Yang to Wei Xiang:<br /><br />世上最遥远的距离<br />是两颗永远平行<br />没有交会的心灵<br /><br />agrees totally. hah.<br /><br />okay i'll be putting up songs from the drama that i think are nice hehe...<br />i tink i'm a little crazy over this drama :)<br />hohoho... </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-2623271388795804528?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-24569731554101204882009-11-11T22:21:00.008+08:002009-12-13T15:45:47.850+08:00<span style="color:#6666cc;"><span class="hw1"><span style="LINE-HEIGHT: 115%;font-family:'Arial', 'sans-serif';font-size:12;" ><strong>Respect</strong></span></span><span style="LINE-HEIGHT: 115%;font-family:'Arial', 'sans-serif';font-size:10;" > <span class="pron0x">[r</span></span><span class="pron0x"><span style="LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'MS Gothic'font-family:'MS Gothic';font-size:10;" lang="ZH-CN" >ɪ</span></span><span class="pron0x"><span style="LINE-HEIGHT: 115%;font-family:'Arial', 'sans-serif';font-size:10;" >ˈsp</span></span><span class="pron0x"><span style="LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'MS Gothic'font-family:'MS Gothic';font-size:10;" lang="ZH-CN" >ɛ</span></span><span class="pron0x"><span style="LINE-HEIGHT: 115%;font-family:'Arial', 'sans-serif';font-size:10;" >kt]</span></span><br /></span><p style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="color:#6666cc;"><i><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:10;">vb</span></i><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:10;"> <i>(tr)</i> <?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="color:#6666cc;"><b><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:10;">1.</span></b><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:10;"> to pay proper attention to; not violate </span></span></p><p style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="color:#6666cc;"><b><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:10;">2.</span></b><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:10;"> to show consideration for; treat courteously or kindly</span></span></p><p style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="color:#6666cc;"><br /></span></p><p style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt" class="MsoNormal"></p><p style="LINE-HEIGHT: normal; MARGIN: 0in 0in 0.75pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:10;color:#6666cc;"></span></p><span style="font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:10;"><o:p><p style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 10pt" class="MsoNormal"><a href="http://www.thefreedictionary.com/_/misc/HarperCollinsProducts.aspx?English"><span style="color:#6666cc;">Collins English Dictionary</span></a><span style="color:#6666cc;"> – Complete and Unabridged 6th Edition 2003. </span></p><span style="color:#6666cc;">Is it so hard to achieve?<br />all i wanted was just abit of it...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">it shud not be my concern anws... </span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">there's no point..</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">andsobeit.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">hmmm...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">watched jennifer's body...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">its was... bloody n porn...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">yups...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">cudnt stand at least 50% of e movie...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">though it can be exciting bahhh...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">all those eating up of ppl...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">just dun sound 2 good o.O</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">mybesteffort.</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">heehee, 100% senorita rocks!!! <33</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">penny lin + chen qiao en + wallace huo!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">im so so so hooked on to it mann...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">ahhhh...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">1 day nv watch will feel weird liao...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">though watch online not v clear la ><</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">anws tis show quite old liao...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">but its okay!</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">im just abit laggy.</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">wonderfuladdiction.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">hoho, im getting more greedy i guess...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">a lot of wants! </span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">becoming more n more spendthrift liao...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">die...must control...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">but yups, i will still get some of them haha :D</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">self-disciplineisamust-have.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">kay, shall stop here for this post then...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">getting way 2 sleepy...</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">p.s im so happy abt having new member in the suona family! =D</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span><br /></o:p></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-2456973155410120488?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-73210792298011904422009-10-24T15:18:00.003+08:002009-10-24T15:48:51.023+08:00<span style="color:#ff99ff;">tis part is specially to all that made ytd enjoyable! =D<br />part of my happiness has oways come from u all, really!<br />thanks for all the love and care you all have showered me!<br />bcos of that, i can do better and will do better!<br />also thanks for all the efforts put in!<br />oh mann, i will have to work harder so that i will beat the amt you guys have put in, haha =D<br />yups, i really appreciate evything ok? =D<br />all the stuff are really nice...<br />& now i duno hw to use all at 1 go?<br />okay, i'll try my best der!! =p<br /><br />& woohoo!!!<br />cls outing rocks!!<br />i realised i am loving 5K more than i thot i did! ^^<br />it was fun being wif you all! <3</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">must have more bonding sessions o! hahaha =D</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">(hopefully you all are reading this part heehee :D) </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">yups, hope we can laugh, play, study & go thru all the stressful moments tgt!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"> jiayous 5k! =)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">here comes the *struggling* part! </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">it feels weird i duno y</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"> i feel blessed to have had this chance </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">but i duno how to deal with</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"> this its a really gd thing </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">but i dunwan to waste it this way </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">what is the best way, really </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i kept thinking </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">did i get it cos i have lost sth?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">or isit that,</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"> i will have to lose sth after getting it? </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i definitely hope its not the latter! </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">itstimetostopworryingbeforeanythinghappens! </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">okay i ehm accidentally came across this part</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">ehm, i dint noe tt was so hurtful 4 u </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">we didnt have any lyk e yi der... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">yups, its juz lyk sth prviate </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">so it wasnt meant to b shared?</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"> it wasnt on purpose</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"> we dint want to hurt u =( </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">im sorry if we did... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">it wasnt supposed to b lyk tt de ehh.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">misunderstandingsaremeanttobeclearedup!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">okay okay, i shall stop here for today le... its getting too long!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-7321079229801190442?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-56810446417879881132009-10-15T20:41:00.002+08:002009-10-15T22:15:25.038+08:00just felt like blogging today...<br /><br />was really very happy n touched <br />thanks "wo men"<br />cos i tink u'all r juz 2 nice<br />really<br />seriously<br />thank you<br />i feel loved =)<br />loveyouallloads.<br /><br />i duno<br />was i happy<br />was i relieved<br />what was the thought actually<br />i duno<br />or am i just afraid to know<br />i feel evil<br />yesiam.<br /><br />im useless<br />i cant help<br />how i wish i can do sth<br />& not juz leaving u lyk tt<br />i need more skills<br />ahhhhhhhhhhhhh<br />my heart sank hard<br />when i know im nt gd enuf<br />as a fren<br />asyourfriend.<br /><br />it seems limited<br />what i can do<br />i really duno y im so bad at this<br />i will learn<br />& i must<br />formeforyou.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-5681044641787988113?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-58271695019682056402009-10-11T15:09:00.003+08:002009-10-11T15:51:32.054+08:00hah =D, went to the peranakan museum tt day...<br />it's quite cool i would say =p<br />mayb cos im like 1/8 a peranakan or sth...<br />feels kind of special...<br /><br />anyone interested can visit the link below!!:)<br /><br />http://www.peranakanmuseum.sg/home/home.asp<br /><br />its really nice the exhibits!! =p<br />go down to the place if the website did interest u!<br />& cos rv is like affliated or sth so its free =)<br />(though e place alittle ulu o.o)<br /><br /><br />went for shf cip twice..<br />quite like it actually =)<br />but what i did was really v little<br />there's still lots of ppl who i cant reach out to<br />i hope nxt time i can help more<br />met wif this lady who donated blood 4 44 times a yr n gt some award<br />felt really proud of her<br />i dun tink i will eva do tt<br />cos i so scared of pain =(<br />haiyo, but it's a rather selfish thot<br />cos like she said, "u nv noe hw many ppl ur blood can save"<br />hmmm, mus really overcome the fear of pain<br /><br />juz as wif the cambodia cip<br />i really felt lyk gng for it<br />but im too xiao jie & pampered<br />i dun tink i can take e hardship<br />i really nit to chge<br />so that i can do alot more to help others<br />since i want to be a volunteer nxt time<br />i shud start training myself for all these!<br />*mentally notes this to myself*<br /><br /><br />hmmm....<br />some things are really hard to accept<br />i thot i can be prepared for it<br />but im not, even when its not me<br />i dunno what would be best<br />but if i can help, i really will<br />believeme,andyourselftoo.<br /><br />realised some more links<br />felt a sinking feeling<br />i should have realised earlier, i guess<br />then i would not have thot so much<br />its seems a little late now<br />but i know im overcoming it<br />ireallyamireallyam.<br /><br />have to make myself more motivated ho T.T<br />less addicted to pets society and girlsense, aiyo =(<br />i cant continue like that<br />won't be able to cope <br />not even thinking about doing well <br />whyamiinthisstate.<br /><br /><br />finally...<br />"Keep your face to the sunshine and you will never see the shadow.”<br />helen keller.<br />(a nice quote a day, keeps emoness away!LOL :D)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-5827169501968205640?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-54602578023781517032009-09-21T15:42:00.002+08:002009-09-21T17:25:02.699+08:00<span style="color:#336666;">complicated feeling...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">no idea why...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">puzzles from diff. boxes..</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">tts why...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">maybe...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">imjusttooome.</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">what's not yours...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">is really not yours...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">byebye nice shoes...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">haix...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">plscomeroundagain.</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">not brave enough....</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">but still will have to face it..</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">trying not to think about it..</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">but it will come anw...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">if things go well...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">tt's really lucky of me...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">someoneplsblessme.</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">losing the focal point...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">& unable to find replacement...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">memories, let me go pls...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">stop reviewing the past....</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">n all the meaningless somethings...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">its oredi 9 mths n counting...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">n i'm still failing...</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">stillentangledwithin.</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">hmmmm anws,</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">good luck n jiayou for those taking their last paper 2mr ;D</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">last paper le den can play liao!</span><br /><span style="color:#336666;"></span><br /><span style="color:#336666;">heys, i'm still waiting hah (:</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-5460257802378151703?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-87105777497170789192009-07-24T21:08:00.003+08:002009-07-24T23:15:58.070+08:00it's a mistake.<br />so many years...<br />& it's still made.<br />whats its meaning?<br />how much passion is there?<br />justwalkoutofoverdependence.<br /><br /><br />hope this little thing did help!<br />i tried as promised.<br />noone is alone now...<br />i really really hope...<br />maybe i can do more?<br />i'l try.<br />plsstaytogether.<br /><br />the love for it,<br />is just so real...<br />for them.<br />working togther...<br />to achieve common dream.<br />but not for us...<br />it was a creation...<br />& we thought it was real.<br />perhaps that's the reason...<br />tostaycommittedistolove.<br /><br />No more dwelling on it.<br />it's a regret.<br />but things cant go back.<br />movingonistheonlysoultion.<br /><br /><br />this change is too drastic.<br />isit called being immune?<br />thats scary...<br />being empty.<br />it may be a good thing though.<br />stillpositive.<br /><br /><br />EOYs are coming though mid years like just ended? JiaYous yr 5s =D especially 5K!!!! good luck everyone! no matter what, dont give up :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-8710577749717078919?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-89592969338959353462009-06-19T13:27:00.004+08:002009-06-19T13:53:59.537+08:00<span style="color:#339999;">hmmm...<br />heavy heart...<br />nv realised how hard it was for you.<br />until now.<br />more has to be done..<br />but im not in control..<br />i wish i could change sth..<br />they have to make the effort too..<br />i promise i'll help...<br />to the best that i can.<br />pls don't have that barrier!<br />youallcantjustfallapart.<br /><br />where did the drive go?<br />lost everything.<br />finding it back will be hard..<br />but i just have to.<br />not for you...<br />lyk once ago..<br />for myself.<br />stoppingdoesntbringyoufar.<br /><br />changing for the better...<br />perhaps one day...<br />i wud learn to appreciate..<br />no more complaints.<br />no more misunderstandings.<br />just fun and more fun.<br />thats when the air is cleared.<br />theskywillbeclearblue.<br /><br />its a trend.<br />but i am not "in"...<br />and i cant follow.<br />it may be sad...<br />but it's alrights.<br />thetimecomeswhenitcomes.<br /><br />i cant blame anythg.<br />so i wunt.<br />what was done..<br />not at all sufficient.<br />yougetwhatyouputin.<br /><br /><br />the 3rd week of hols is coming to an end! T.T<br />jiayou people (year 5s), exams are just round the corner.<br />hope that we can all do well.<br />good luck everyone! =D</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-8959296933895935346?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-78469127739414094052009-05-13T18:44:00.010+08:002009-05-13T20:00:05.860+08:00<span style="color:#6666cc;">just feel like posting today.<br /><br /><br />still unable to change. (sad but true.) </span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">no more interference. (not happening.) </span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">resist and run away. (failed.) </span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">still burdening you. </span><span style="color:#6666cc;">(like always.)</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;"> wants to make you happy instead. (struggling to...) </span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">leave. (good idea?)<br />youwouldbebetteroffwithoutme.<br /><br />practical world. (nods!) </span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">things would not be like before. (maybe?)</span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">need to grow up more. (definitely!)<br />realityiscruel.<br /><br />more and more dreadful. (what the?!) </span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">it will be over soon. (really?) </span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">do not give up. (drowning...)<br />justgetitoveranddonewith.<br /><br />memories stay with you forever. (jus great...) </span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">smiles still dazzling as ever. (unresistable) </span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">there is still a place (ohhh my...)<br />ijusthavetogiveitup.<br /><br />reason for choice. (not sure..) </span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">leaving it alone will be just fine. (oh well..?) </span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">willing to embrace challenges. (trying...)<br />givingmyselfachance.<br /><br />was very touched. (yes!) </span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">wants to say thanks. (of course!) </span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">appreciate you being so thoughtful. (yups!) </span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">hopes that you visit and see this paragraph. (yaya, LOL..) </span><br /><span style="color:#6666cc;">you know it's you. (xin lin xiang tong ma! haha. )<br />ireallytreasureyoualot.<br /><br /><br /><br />got to go.<br />jiayou all!!!!!!!! for chem test 2mr :)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-7846912773941409405?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-20944236898336756622009-03-01T11:51:00.006+08:002009-03-01T12:46:43.399+08:00<div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">表达爱 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">作曲：林俊杰 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">作词：林怡凤 林蔚利 林秋离 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">歌手：林俊杰 廖君</span></strong></div><br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">（男） 我们擦身而过 风卷起了沉睡的什麼</span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">情绪在怂恿 撑开了懵懂 有一种冲动yeah </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">（女） 决定不沉默 毕竟有感觉的人不多 我不想就此错过 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">（男） 眼睁睁看爱 （女）就这样过吗 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">（男） 至少我和你 （女）可以说说话 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">（合） 证明刚刚发生过什麼 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">用表白 换一份期待 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">能不能就少一点忐忑 无奈 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">心还 绕著你徘徊 难道 真是爱 </span></strong></div><br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">泪水流过 才明白 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">爱不爱 原来心里早已 存在 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">幸福 不在千里外 让我勇敢 表达爱 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">（男） 眼睁睁看爱 （女）就这样过吗 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">（男） 至少我和你 （女）可以说说话 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">（合） 证明刚刚发生过什麼 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">用表白 换一份期待 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">能不能就少一点忐忑 无奈 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">心还 绕著你徘徊 难道 真是爱 </span></strong></div><br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">泪水流过 才明白 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">爱不爱 原来心里早已 存在</span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">幸福 不在千里外 让我勇敢 表达爱</span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">用表白 换一份期待 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">能不能就少一点忐忑 无奈 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">心还 绕著你徘徊 难道 真是爱 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">泪水流过 才明白 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">爱不爱 原来心里早已 存在 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">幸福 不在千里外 让我勇敢 表达爱 </span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="color:#cc33cc;">让我勇敢 表达爱</span></strong></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-2094423689833675662?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-42401356651278966092008-12-31T15:26:00.007+08:002008-12-31T16:21:05.506+08:00<span style="color:#339999;">today is the last day of 2008! </span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">perhaps the past can be forgotten (hopefully) & next year would be different & better!</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">i just realised little things (or quite big?) can tell alot about what kind of person you are & how popular you are...</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">maybe im quite lag to have known it only now?</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">or maybe it's that people are afraid to tell you the truth?</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">but, just a announcement to make? i will step down from being a regular (quite?) blogger from next yr onwards.... (wich is lyk 2mr?)</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">change is great! so i'll work towards reaching this goal! =D</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">many things should be kept properly away....</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">so.... i will blog only when i have e strong (v.v.) urge to & when i really have too much time to....</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">the rest would belong to my dearest only.</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">at least this will not hurt.....</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">this is called being "gao ming" haha...</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">or byebye old, hi-ee new! lol.</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">i hope there's still chance given....</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">to start afresh & 2009 would b just great!</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">im still as hopeful :) & i hope i will always be....</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#339999;">zhe yi qie zhi neng shuo shi ming zhong zhu ding... bu neng qiang qiu....</span><br /><p><span style="color:#339999;">though someone wise told me, we should not bow down to fate, but i tink letting things go their way might be one way to lessen stress & agony....</span></p><p><span style="color:#339999;">lol, nt forgetting hw i v amused that making notes can actually destress! (ya, trust me, i believe you.)</span></p><p><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">lastly, bye blog~ i dunno if i would ever come bck again~ mayb it will face e same fate as my 1st blog (closedown) or maybe it will be just left here to rot haha...</span> </p><p><span style="color:#339999;">p.s. my shortest post ever.</span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-4240135665127896609?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-380242438952910392008-12-28T11:07:00.010+08:002008-12-28T17:12:34.353+08:00<span style="color:#330033;">i tink tts was a nice 1st outing i had wif u all ba... e food was great! omg~ e satays were so nice! =P though i wud say we took a very long time trying to cook e marshmellow until it is soft in e inside, its stilll quite worth it leh! =) & i 1st time tasted so nice de nuggets la~~~~~ bbq suddenly rocks! LoL. i was so afraid tt i wud fall in luv wif bbqed nuggets & 1 to eat them everyday.... tts so unlike e way i oways tell ppl nt to eat them =X tt dun seem lyk a gd thg wor... but its really nicer than Mac de leh~<br /></span><div><div><div><div><div><span style="color:#330033;"><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;">but sadly & unfortunately, e place was just too gd that it is beside this area tt reminds me of GREAT stuff... well done! i tried not staring, but i cant help not recalling everythg.... but i still hope one day, when i stepped onto this area, i would be happy, cos there's someone tt can make me forget how this place was a misery.... i really love to learn tt & play tt well & there shudnt be this obstacle.... i will try, just try, to get over it huh? but its really tough, when all u look for, is oways focused there, not anywhere else, since quite young.... can i ask for a happy ending at last?? if not na li yong yuan dou shi shang xin di ah....<br /></span><span style="color:#330033;"><br /></div></span><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;">ohhh, & e seniors were v nice oso... so friendly, i lyk, haha =D hope i'll meet sum1 lyk you o....<br /><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;">went over to my uncle's hse for xmas.... watch this video of my cousins they all go hongkong.... im quite sad nv go, to say e truth... they stayed in disneyland for a few days i tink & there was this parade... so nice leh... mickey mouse theme *o* i tink i wud rather go there than beijing ba (oops..) summore, they say e food there was very ncie.... & we got this xchange present thgy.... lols, quite funny cos my uncle said "zui lao de xian" lucky pick.... & im e zui lao de thkyou thkyou....<br /><br /></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;">here are some pics of my present....<br /><br /></span></div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcIgbhobtI/AAAAAAAAAOU/FnFLU93mWW0/s1600-h/CIMG1259.JPG"><span style="color:#330033;"><img style="WIDTH: 160px; HEIGHT: 128px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284702040980221650" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcIgbhobtI/AAAAAAAAAOU/FnFLU93mWW0/s200/CIMG1259.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#330033;"> wrapping paper~</span></div><div><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcIgimXNNI/AAAAAAAAAOc/yuW1hkTinF8/s1600-h/CIMG1260.JPG"><span style="color:#330033;"><img style="WIDTH: 158px; HEIGHT: 129px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284702042879112402" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcIgimXNNI/AAAAAAAAAOc/yuW1hkTinF8/s200/CIMG1260.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#330033;"> winnie the pooh cup<br /><br /><br /></span></div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcIhBzAcVI/AAAAAAAAAOk/VnDCunfVq_0/s1600-h/CIMG1264.JPG"><span style="color:#330033;"><img style="WIDTH: 158px; HEIGHT: 117px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284702051253645650" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcIhBzAcVI/AAAAAAAAAOk/VnDCunfVq_0/s200/CIMG1264.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#330033;"> bear bear coinbank<br /></span><span style="color:#330033;"><br /></div></span><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;">actually one present only but inside got two thgs hehe im so lucky LOL. </span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"><br /></div></span><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;">went to johor for yi ri you! went to city square only...<br /></span><span style="color:#330033;"><br /></div></span><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcu8tCYWzI/AAAAAAAAAPc/m__ffs0dEpw/s1600-h/Picture8.jpg"><span style="color:#330033;"><img style="WIDTH: 77px; HEIGHT: 168px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284744308159175474" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcu8tCYWzI/AAAAAAAAAPc/m__ffs0dEpw/s200/Picture8.jpg" /></span></a><span style="color:#330033;"> xmas tree~ </span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"><br /><br /></div></span><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcsdBJMmmI/AAAAAAAAAO8/kdHdvBRjlI4/s1600-h/CIMG1280.JPG"><span style="color:#330033;"><img style="WIDTH: 167px; HEIGHT: 118px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284741564777405026" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcsdBJMmmI/AAAAAAAAAO8/kdHdvBRjlI4/s200/CIMG1280.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#330033;"> shopping centre~ </span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"><br /><br /></div></span><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;">quite alot of stuff to see lah.... & e action city there rocks! so much more to see compared to singapore...we didnt bring alot of money so nv buy alot of stuff, mostly food only lol... </span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"><br /><br /></div></span><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;">lunch at food junction.... </span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"><br /><br /></div></span><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcsc07hD-I/AAAAAAAAAOs/G4kLSMGcgo0/s1600-h/CIMG1272.JPG"><span style="color:#330033;"><img style="WIDTH: 174px; HEIGHT: 126px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284741561498800098" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcsc07hD-I/AAAAAAAAAOs/G4kLSMGcgo0/s200/CIMG1272.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#330033;"> claypot rice.... special taste! (v diff from sg de) </span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"><br /><br /></div></span><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcsc57z3tI/AAAAAAAAAO0/1Rsv7neRWHg/s1600-h/CIMG1276.JPG"><span style="color:#330033;"><img style="WIDTH: 174px; HEIGHT: 123px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284741562842210002" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcsc57z3tI/AAAAAAAAAO0/1Rsv7neRWHg/s200/CIMG1276.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#330033;"> chao guo tiao... diff but nice! =D </span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color:#330033;">dinner was at a hongkong restaurant... but it wasnt as nice as we thought it would be.... conned by e beautiful pics on e menu..... we spent alot (73RM) but it was not worth it leh... we rather go back to e food junction where we had our lunch....</span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><p align="center"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcukB1RMcI/AAAAAAAAAPU/SRZJ_nWjIzg/s1600-h/Picture7.jpg"><span style="color:#330033;"><img style="WIDTH: 123px; HEIGHT: 170px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284743884244595138" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcukB1RMcI/AAAAAAAAAPU/SRZJ_nWjIzg/s200/Picture7.jpg" /></span></a><span style="color:#330033;"> menu</span></p><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcuj5eb8II/AAAAAAAAAPM/dUusq2GYzhI/s1600-h/CIMG1288.JPG"><span style="color:#330033;"><img style="WIDTH: 174px; HEIGHT: 125px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284743882001346690" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcuj5eb8II/AAAAAAAAAPM/dUusq2GYzhI/s200/CIMG1288.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#330033;"> bread with cheese, chicken cocktail & mushroom... (quite ok la...) </span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"><br /><br /></div></span><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcu8yUnunI/AAAAAAAAAPk/c2NN1IXAtgw/s1600-h/Picture9.jpg"><span style="color:#330033;"><img style="WIDTH: 88px; HEIGHT: 184px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284744309577857650" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcu8yUnunI/AAAAAAAAAPk/c2NN1IXAtgw/s200/Picture9.jpg" /></span></a><span style="color:#330033;"> chocolate lava... (very sweet....) </span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"><br /><br /></div></span><div></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#330033;">den we prepared to go home le.... only bought 2 thgs.... u'll see... den e rest is food....</span></div><p align="center"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcuju7yfiI/AAAAAAAAAPE/bradNGzteDg/s1600-h/CIMG1290.JPG"><span style="color:#330033;"><img style="WIDTH: 158px; HEIGHT: 128px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284743879171669538" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SVcuju7yfiI/AAAAAAAAAPE/bradNGzteDg/s200/CIMG1290.JPG" /></span></a></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#330033;">chips, bread, durain cake, dou sha bing, ruo mi crackers.....</span></p><p align="left"><span style="color:#330033;">currently, only tried their bread.... quite nice lo... & i still want to say the skirt is very nice la!! but its too ex le ba o.o lyk branded gds sia... i can only say byebye then....</span></p><p align="left"><span style="color:#330033;">what was actually unbearable? the attitude? the insentivity? the lack of respect? i wish it was easy to be gao ming.... i just noe tt die ru gu di de feeling is horrible... can i just dun be such a hopeful person everytime? no feel is better than got feel ba.... at least u wunt face disappointment.... mei you qi dai dui zi ji cai shi zui hao de? tis is not what i believe in, but i will work towards believing in it.... but i still wish ur e best.... cos i dunwan to see sumthg so precious break so easily.... it not easy tog et, so yao zhn xi o! even if i cant get involved, its ok, i just wan to noe all is well... or rather, i wd b thkful if e past is over...</span></p></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-38024243895291039?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-72029168948679438402008-12-19T10:57:00.059+08:002008-12-20T19:51:26.312+08:00<span style="color:#993399;">Haven blog for so so long… dunoe to start from where leh?<br /><br />Maybe I was avoiding all tis? & I juz realized sth…. If you bother to write down or say out hw u feel abt sth, e sth definitely mins alot to u...<br /><br /></span><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><span style="color:#993399;">Ok…. I really really dun1 to pretend…. So I shall nt describe further den tt... more thgs juz gt discovered…<br /><br />Nv nv planned to say so so so much…. If nt for ur encouragement I wunt even wan to say u noe? Yet, it seems lyk i was e one who forced u to listen to so so much….<br /><br />I know I am over all tis oredi, if not wunt hav nt thot abt tis... I nv noe tt i hav to face such kun rao once again…. Y did u appear again? Juz go way pls, cos I dunwan to be reminded of you…. Juz dun speak to me pls, cos I dunnit to be reminded of all this…. Or shud I say hw stupid I was…. B4 tt, I was tinking, tis might e v last chance to let me do sth… but aft I understand more, thr was only much disapptment…. I was really angry at myself 4 hav made such a mistake… u were juz a person so so different from I thot… summore, u belong to e category tt I nv wud wan to noe abt… wow, juz great…. But I gt swayed again… AGAIN! Oh no feeling super irritated… I saw this n that (I suddenly hate my eyes a lot)….i gt reminded… im gng to take sum more time to get all this away… sum1 juz help me pls T.T I duno hw long I gona nit to take AGAIN…<br /><br />i nv say doesn’t min im not touched ok? Actually I was really v touched lo… juz duno hw to express ma… a little paiseh n rou ma lol… tt was when I feel tt I was really very impt to sum1…. Mayb tt is juz sth I always wanted fr u all but fail to get…. I feel tt I m really ur friend, cos wat I say n my rxn is gonna b is sth tt u will consider abt…. To me, tts quite a WOW… thks, I really treasure tt… (i really hope u see this LOL.)<br /></span></div><div><div><span style="color:#993399;">Tis part is mostly for chingxin ba…. But sry chingxin, cant put all e pics leh, gt abt a 1000 ba o.o filtered a lot, if nt gona hang lyk siao… they oso nt really in order ba? juz random LOL. </span></div><div><br /><span style="color:#993399;">here r e pics i took on e flight to beijing.... i 1st time sit aeroplane ma, dont laugh hor... </span></div><div><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUxk2gTe_LI/AAAAAAAAAJU/GLHseK2qRok/s1600-h/CIMG0068.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 162px; HEIGHT: 112px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281707350546119858" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUxk2gTe_LI/AAAAAAAAAJU/GLHseK2qRok/s200/CIMG0068.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> </span><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUxk1Ew2hSI/AAAAAAAAAJM/mrGw_WpZJqQ/s1600-h/CIMG0071.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 161px; HEIGHT: 112px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281707325973234978" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUxk1Ew2hSI/AAAAAAAAAJM/mrGw_WpZJqQ/s200/CIMG0071.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> </span><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUxk26jZM0I/AAAAAAAAAJc/UpLZaQrXrds/s1600-h/CIMG0073.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 162px; HEIGHT: 112px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281707357592171330" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUxk26jZM0I/AAAAAAAAAJc/UpLZaQrXrds/s200/CIMG0073.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> </span><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUxo4ZmmyOI/AAAAAAAAAJk/vfyu_GmjnSE/s1600-h/CIMG0075.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 163px; HEIGHT: 112px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281711781153523938" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUxo4ZmmyOI/AAAAAAAAAJk/vfyu_GmjnSE/s200/CIMG0075.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> </span></div><div><span style="color:#993399;">getting higher & higher into e sky!!! =D e last pic lyk reach heaven le haha =P </span></div><div><span style="color:#993399;"></span> </div><div><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></div></span><p align="left"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 167px; HEIGHT: 119px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281711792367467106" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUxo5DYN-mI/AAAAAAAAAKE/CTL3NwRkZpQ/s200/CIMG0125.JPG" /> e san lun che ride was fun!! =) my 1st exp tooo ^^ </span><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></p></span><p align="left"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUxo43c-BhI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/sL38zRrTABA/s1600-h/CIMG0114.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 168px; HEIGHT: 122px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281711789166167570" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUxo43c-BhI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/sL38zRrTABA/s200/CIMG0114.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> nice scenery: e sun n balding trees LOL. </span></p><p align="left"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 168px; HEIGHT: 118px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281711783774854610" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUxo4jXlHdI/AAAAAAAAAJ0/3uy6_HurOCc/s200/CIMG0107.JPG" /></span><span style="color:#993399;"> the place tt we get to see Mao zedong!<br /></span><span style="color:#993399;"><br /><img style="WIDTH: 165px; HEIGHT: 112px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281711786790421570" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUxo4umjBEI/AAAAAAAAAJs/bQ9XcjQ00Qw/s200/CIMG0076.JPG" /> the meal tt we hav thr... (duno wich one) i oly took 1 photo of e food thr lo.<br /></p></span><p align="right"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUxt3VFLxsI/AAAAAAAAAKU/vfgVZEo7_Fs/s1600-h/CIMG0147.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 165px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 117px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281717260317869762" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUxt3VFLxsI/AAAAAAAAAKU/vfgVZEo7_Fs/s200/CIMG0147.JPG" /></span></a></p><p align="right"><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUxt3eDQiNI/AAAAAAAAAKc/mmEJihtTeyU/s1600-h/CIMG0180.JPG"></a><br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">Ren Min da xue...<br /><br /><br /><br /></span></p><p align="right"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUxt3eDQiNI/AAAAAAAAAKc/mmEJihtTeyU/s1600-h/CIMG0180.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 167px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 117px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281717262725712082" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUxt3eDQiNI/AAAAAAAAAKc/mmEJihtTeyU/s200/CIMG0180.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"><br /><br /><br />e very pro man juggling wif sticks...<br /><br /></span></p><p align="left"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></p><p align="left"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></p><p align="left"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></p><p align="left"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></p><p align="left"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></p><p align="left"><span style="color:#993399;"><br /><br />ride up e great wall....<br /><br /></span><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUx0DDqJQ_I/AAAAAAAAALU/SSE72ajjTmQ/s1600-h/CIMG0294.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 162px; HEIGHT: 120px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281724058869253106" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUx0DDqJQ_I/AAAAAAAAALU/SSE72ajjTmQ/s200/CIMG0294.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> <img style="WIDTH: 173px; HEIGHT: 121px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281724043225296258" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUx0CJYVbYI/AAAAAAAAALE/ZkxkO3SWaBY/s200/CIMG0255.JPG" /><br /></p></span><p align="left"><span style="color:#993399;">nice scenery seen when on e great wall XD</span></p><p align="left"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUx0BqE24eI/AAAAAAAAAK0/hKsn4Wf2gic/s1600-h/Picture1.jpg"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 138px; HEIGHT: 129px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281724034822103522" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUx0BqE24eI/AAAAAAAAAK0/hKsn4Wf2gic/s200/Picture1.jpg" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> </span><span style="color:#993399;"></span></p><p align="left"><span style="color:#993399;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUx0CebB3HI/AAAAAAAAALM/MBSK8HNtddE/s1600-h/CIMG0269.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 168px; HEIGHT: 122px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281724048873741426" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUx0CebB3HI/AAAAAAAAALM/MBSK8HNtddE/s200/CIMG0269.JPG" /></span></a><br /></span></p><p align="left"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUyAFz6fTMI/AAAAAAAAALc/Ls0KCxeZ2mw/s1600-h/CIMG0302.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 176px; HEIGHT: 131px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281737300321979586" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUyAFz6fTMI/AAAAAAAAALc/Ls0KCxeZ2mw/s200/CIMG0302.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> black bear! o.o<br /></span><span style="color:#993399;"><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUx0BxsKTdI/AAAAAAAAAK8/B3BcgvuUcBE/s1600-h/Picture2.jpg"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 133px; HEIGHT: 147px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281724036866002386" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUx0BxsKTdI/AAAAAAAAAK8/B3BcgvuUcBE/s200/Picture2.jpg" /></span></a> staircase in a hutong<br /><br /></span><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUyAGrVFdeI/AAAAAAAAALs/k9fKb9Wg-UI/s1600-h/CIMG0322.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 178px; HEIGHT: 132px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281737315197482466" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUyAGrVFdeI/AAAAAAAAALs/k9fKb9Wg-UI/s200/CIMG0322.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> classroom where we hav lecture.. (i really lyk e movable chalkboard! =P) </span><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></p></span><p align="left"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUyAGMD4bMI/AAAAAAAAALk/wMSc05PHBq0/s1600-h/CIMG0320.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 174px; HEIGHT: 134px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281737306803825858" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUyAGMD4bMI/AAAAAAAAALk/wMSc05PHBq0/s200/CIMG0320.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> students doing mass exercise!</span></p><div><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUyDDrz8bPI/AAAAAAAAAL8/xQyfBgZi_SU/s1600-h/CIMG0378.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 183px; HEIGHT: 130px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281740562322189554" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUyDDrz8bPI/AAAAAAAAAL8/xQyfBgZi_SU/s200/CIMG0378.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> i tink it's e emperor's seat?<br /><br /><br /></span></div><p align="left"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 156px; HEIGHT: 115px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281740563888017506" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUyDDxpREGI/AAAAAAAAAME/es8gFK4ya_E/s200/CIMG0392.JPG" /> lots of weird looking rocks ard.<br /><br /><br /></span></p><p align="right"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUyI_BDbN_I/AAAAAAAAAMM/V_Ea7n7Bc7M/s1600-h/CIMG0422.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 166px; HEIGHT: 118px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281747079194687474" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUyI_BDbN_I/AAAAAAAAAMM/V_Ea7n7Bc7M/s200/CIMG0422.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> dumpling! so yummy lo =)</span><span style="color:#993399;"><br /></p></span><p align="left"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUyLwqlYWWI/AAAAAAAAAMc/DB5bO0CBjS0/s1600-h/CIMG0551.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 168px; HEIGHT: 122px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281750131179805026" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUyLwqlYWWI/AAAAAAAAAMc/DB5bO0CBjS0/s200/CIMG0551.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> nice bridge!<br /><br /></span></p><p align="right"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUyLweCu8fI/AAAAAAAAAMU/cRWFgFAWwKo/s1600-h/CIMG0435.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 171px; HEIGHT: 123px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281750127813259762" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUyLweCu8fI/AAAAAAAAAMU/cRWFgFAWwKo/s200/CIMG0435.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> beautiful scenery again! </span></p><p align="left"><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUzAHoprmJI/AAAAAAAAAN8/L8uzTBv_1TE/s1600-h/CIMG0614.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 174px; HEIGHT: 126px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281807700402608274" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUzAHoprmJI/AAAAAAAAAN8/L8uzTBv_1TE/s200/CIMG0614.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> weird specs to wear during e 3D movie (though it is not at all -.-)<br /></span></p><p align="right"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUy284-4EGI/AAAAAAAAAMs/HavEyr-O_jk/s1600-h/CIMG0990.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 167px; HEIGHT: 117px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281797620203262050" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUy284-4EGI/AAAAAAAAAMs/HavEyr-O_jk/s200/CIMG0990.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> Chinese painting lesson!<br /><br /><br /></span><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUy3zMWupmI/AAAAAAAAANE/c7qgarJWa6s/s1600-h/Picture4.jpg"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 116px; HEIGHT: 155px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281798553116517986" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUy3zMWupmI/AAAAAAAAANE/c7qgarJWa6s/s200/Picture4.jpg" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> artisitic! it's supposed to be moving... unfortunately, i didnt capture e most artisitic p.o.v =(</span></p><p align="left"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUy3HCnX6TI/AAAAAAAAAM0/6dMAuOJdr6M/s1600-h/Picture3.jpg"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 133px; HEIGHT: 141px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281797794587732274" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUy3HCnX6TI/AAAAAAAAAM0/6dMAuOJdr6M/s200/Picture3.jpg" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> i luv this display! *o*<br /><br />cool book tt flips its page according to where u touch it.... </span><span style="color:#993399;"> </span></p><p align="left"><span style="color:#993399;"></span><span style="color:#993399;"><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUzBCkTa00I/AAAAAAAAAOE/eNMfKd0Tqs0/s1600-h/CIMG0616.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 151px; HEIGHT: 109px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281808712847774530" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUzBCkTa00I/AAAAAAAAAOE/eNMfKd0Tqs0/s200/CIMG0616.JPG" /></span></a><br /></p></span><p align="left"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 170px; HEIGHT: 124px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281798422713707426" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUy3rmkRq6I/AAAAAAAAAM8/3Jcbhu_uHsM/s200/CIMG0857.JPG" /> many swans! =)</span></p><p align="left"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUy7nUQBLPI/AAAAAAAAANU/C5HM6vCqppA/s1600-h/Picture5.jpg"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 136px; HEIGHT: 156px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281802747123936498" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUy7nUQBLPI/AAAAAAAAANU/C5HM6vCqppA/s200/Picture5.jpg" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> big big big bell!</span></p><p align="left"><span style="color:#993399;">olympics stad</span><span style="color:#993399;">ium!!!</span></p><p align="left"><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUy-N1KDzrI/AAAAAAAAANs/bywO7tELVzM/s1600-h/CIMG0577.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 167px; HEIGHT: 120px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281805607815597746" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUy-N1KDzrI/AAAAAAAAANs/bywO7tELVzM/s200/CIMG0577.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> </span><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUy9r8K2-TI/AAAAAAAAANk/28hmLKghk3c/s1600-h/CIMG0567.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 166px; HEIGHT: 119px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281805025582446898" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUy9r8K2-TI/AAAAAAAAANk/28hmLKghk3c/s200/CIMG0567.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> </span><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUy9GDvlFkI/AAAAAAAAANc/K7iLzvB97Zw/s1600-h/CIMG0562.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 166px; HEIGHT: 118px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281804374780483138" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUy9GDvlFkI/AAAAAAAAANc/K7iLzvB97Zw/s200/CIMG0562.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> </span><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUy_cRENVNI/AAAAAAAAAN0/CtNnczuqto8/s1600-h/CIMG0576.JPG"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 165px; HEIGHT: 118px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281806955337045202" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUy_cRENVNI/AAAAAAAAAN0/CtNnczuqto8/s200/CIMG0576.JPG" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"><br /><br /></span><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUzBRfBrVEI/AAAAAAAAAOM/77PKpCAR1zM/s1600-h/Picture6.jpg"><span style="color:#993399;"><img style="WIDTH: 131px; HEIGHT: 163px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5281808969129219138" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SUzBRfBrVEI/AAAAAAAAAOM/77PKpCAR1zM/s200/Picture6.jpg" /></span></a><span style="color:#993399;"> fu WAs... (Huan Huan's bck view & NiNi) my poor huanhuan pic gt ruined! ;(<br /><br />tts all le ba... i tried my best T.T my whole aftnn uploading e pics & blogger kip gt prob.... sian, i feel v relieved & quite du diao nw....<br /><br />even though i may b upset, angry & disappointed bcos of you, I realized tt thr’s nv a time tt I can dao u forever… tts bad, cos tis mins I can nv let go, even when it’s e time to….</span></p><p align="left"><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">it has been bt 2 yrs tt i haven thot abt all tis.... it feels rather strange 2 start tinking nw.... but juz wan to say tt u will oways form part of my tong nian no matter hw long after.... as e memories flash thru, i thot tt being small n young is really great... evythg seem so pure n innocent.... but when we start to grw up, thgs chge n we noe e differences... mayb wat ppl say is really true ba.... being tian zhen is really v kuai le n i noe e memories will oways b most beautiful.... even if there's no future to it.... even if we cant regconise each other nxt time (lyk how u wish 2 b?) mayb u were kidding tt time? i noe i wunt b able to get an ans 4 tis ba? </span></p><p align="left"><span style="color:#993399;">tis is my shi shang zui long post ba LOL.<br />tink end here le ba.... too long for its own gd...</span></p></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-7202916894867943840?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-89877439270383706812008-11-14T15:42:00.005+08:002008-11-14T16:04:10.933+08:00<span style="color:#ff9900;">waa, was nv so scared of rain b4.... aiyoyo..... i was lyk crossing e area with e v tall shelter & e wind was blowing fr sideways.... so i used my umbrella 2 kinda block e rain (wich was coming sideways) but e wind was simply too strong -.- i gt lyk pushed 2wrds e left side while walking & blocking e wind coming fr e right... oh my la, im lyk so heavy yet e wind pushed me @.@ & i thot my umbrella was gng to duan diao....& summore e umbrella dint really manage 2 block much rain... i was half drenched (on e right side)... thx so much...<br /><br />i was struggling hard wif wat to do.... how to make an impt decision... den.... so surprisely, u didnt even came into e pic & was nt within my concern.... i was tinking to myself aft tt, wow, i did it.... e one who once occupied so much of my thots juz vanished into thin air o.O does tt min i hav succeeded/is 1 step closer to success? but den i was wundering aft tt i shud b happy cos it was an early success or sad tt it was not difficult to succeed? perhaps i already noe tt it yi chen le ding ju ba, tts y i didnt she wang tai duo?<br /><br />i thot i was tinking too much tt day~ but it wasnt~ it seems lyk a joke to me though... tt time, i kept having hallucinations tt i saw u on e streets.... but its lyk nt possible cos u r nt even here o.o but tt day, thot i saw u when i was on e bus (& u were on e road)... i was lyk... omg, m i hallucinating again? den when i alighted e bus, really saw u & u were waiting for sum bus.... i was lyk heng ar, im nt hallucinating... den u kept turning ard but didnt c me.. wich was strange i thot... tts when i knew tt fr e moment u turned away, my fren was 4eva lost... our yuan fen juz ended there....<br /><br />oh no.... i tink im gng to condemn cheese for sum time (ok, oly sum types tt tasted bitter).... ewwww, now xiang qi lai stl v scary~ & qian gan dong tears huan gan dong tears ok? hahaha.<br /><br />juz made a list of things to be done for tis hols ytd.... hoping tt e list wud kinda motivate me to get thgs done, rather than juz slacking all day or mapling.... later really become maple addict lyk sum1 oways suan me.... NO im not ok....<br /><br />cant believe now is lyk abt 1wk away fr beijing trip.... hav to start packing lo, da jia!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-8987743927038370681?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-22730246829306635342008-11-09T17:32:00.002+08:002008-11-09T18:09:23.411+08:00<span style="color:#339999;">ohh yes! finally gt this song in imeem le~~ tt time after watching high sch musical 3 wanted to chge to tis song, but cudnt find =( now so happy~ nice song lo & so romantic =D lols, still nv forget "its a new ball game" lo.... though i now then put a bit lag time, but u noe, wadeva la~</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">i really not zi kua-ing ok.... but i really feel tt i can write quite well!! =) oly in chinese though~ esp when i have super roaster-coaster like emotions? i duno la, juz xin xie lai chao type words on microsoft word den felt these rush of emotions though my body.... e chunks & chunks of chinese words on e word document juz look lyk yi pian ge ci & its looks pro LOL... i cant believe i actually broke down while typing & i tried hard to see what i was typing cos of my eyes were blurred~ u will see it if you are meant to see it...</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">aiyo, actually i really like writing in chinese a lot lo~ i wanted to write all my posts in chinese lo, but i tink sumtimes cant see e words, den i feel so fedup cos a lot of alien looking stuff make my blog look so ugly... zzz...</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">really really realised that for all this while, i was just attempting to have this imaginary figure to yi kao zhe.... it's amusing tt i realised so much later rite? lyk after 8 mths or so... well done, Si Lin! u shud b leaving already no matter how hard i wud want to try to hold you back.... i noe i just cant say byebye nicely, with a sweet smile or anythg till there's another.... just lyk last time isnt it? i was hoping tt that was it u noe, as simple as last time~ but for all i noe, tis time i mite hav fallen deeper... but i wud still insist tt i wunt cross e line, or i pray tt i better not...</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">unlike most ppl, i tink im not feeling fan over this at all? cos i noe what i wan... but why isit that i dun hav e courage to put tt down? so weird~ maybe deep down, im really scared ba?</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"></span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">nonono! i cant stand myself lo~ y do i keep trying to put myself in her shoes leh! T.T thinking of how it wud feel lyk to be as lucky as her... aiya, its juz a show mah, oso nt reality~ but e sad part is exactly tt! :( emos~ i must agree that books & shows really can corrupt teenagers' minds.... e mass media is mean!!! #$%@# but u noe, its still nice to gan shou tt type of xing fu de re zi (although its fake =( ) ~~ but no worries cos, a wise man once said that as long as you are willing to wait, e happiness that belong to you will come! =D lets b hopeful abt tis!! =PP</span><br /><span style="color:#339999;"> </span><br /><span style="color:#339999;">so much stuff to do actually~ duno how to go about doing them~ $$$! i nit you... lols.... its holidays le but is till feel occupied leh? i guess tts a gd thg ba... better than being bored all e way.... kaes, tis post is getting too long~ jiu dao zhe li le!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-2273024682930663534?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-63595385174211743372008-10-30T17:58:00.005+08:002008-10-30T18:48:07.118+08:00<span style="color:#6666cc;">oh no.. 2 embarrassing thgs happened.... tt day, was trying to buy a LJS meal to smuggle into e cinema & den when i was abt 2 pay, i realised i no hav $ T.T cos my purse oways v little $ & summore juz paid 4 e movie ticket.... thk god sinyee was juz at my side & she borrowed me e $... i was totally blushing & so paiseh.... summore e person who serve lian so chou, do scary lo... then ytd, i omost missed e commonwealth mrt bus stop @.@ i totally jumped off my seat suddenly, scaring e person sitting beside me -.- i was juz rerally glad tt while i was being too engrossed reading my bk, i saw some ppl wearing white at e corner of my eye... den i realised they were rvians & i nit 2 alight le.... feeling so despo trying to get down & v diu lian too T.T<br /><br />haix, i certainly hoped tt u hav done well tis time leh!!! cos i didnt lo =( i tink muz b i spread too much luck to you rite?? i certainly hope so... if nt, v sad leh, cos i nv do well, u oso nv do well, den where did all e luck go to??? such a failure lo this plan.... but at least i tried ba? anws, i will regret not being able to succeed too.... cos this is lyk 1 of e last few thgs i can really do for you.... dao shu-ing to e day when there's nth i can do to change sth...<br /><br />i thot everything is oredi over... but apparently its not.... really thot i would lyk juz embrace thgs lyk they are & tt i was prepared to let thgs past.... maybe we r us, tts y it was so easy, wasnt it? i tried to convince myself of lao tian ye, but more thinking = more neagative thinkings, unfortunately... or maybe i was oredi in a way jian chi in e 1st place... without any definite plan or aim.... tt was really convincing i tell you... so convincing tt a dictionary is e oly way to prove it not....<br /><br />heys i noe its hard on you too... tts y i really bu xiang zai wei nan ni le....i tried accepting it le but i juz cant... one has to be able to influence others positively.... one must not have the desire to achieve power or personal gains.... oh pls~ i really dun tink much ppl hav tis thinking lo... perhaps oly a few was really tt nice ppl.... therefore, assess suitable candidates accurately, not just based on past impressions of them (& their academic performance).... seriously, i hav no choice but to believe tt many others deserve it more, juz not discovered yet....<br /><br />hoho, juz a random joke?? i promised someone to have it featured... lalala~<br />mou ren Y: i knew it man, mou ren X, u totally hav wu dao xi bao lo....<br />mou ren X: har? me? nonono!!! i have no xi bao la....<br />mou ren Y: .... *stuns* huh? u not human meh??? how come no xi bao leh?<br />mou ren X: .... *lags time* oh ya hor, no, i gt xi bao leh... haha =D<br />mou ren Y: got xi bao v funny meh? o.O<br />mou ren X: *laughs non-stop*<br /><br />its ok if u dun get it.... cos muz yan chu lai more funny u noe... dang shi ren zui qing chu ba! =) yay! i fulfilled my promise le *twists* & thk you for e entertainment....LOL. (dun u feel tt tis person feels rather familiar?)<br /><br />ohh... i gtg le...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-6359538517421174337?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-17015858271257745672008-10-23T20:08:00.003+08:002008-10-23T20:57:25.467+08:00<span style="color:#cc66cc;">haha today must blog cos today's a special day!! =D wishing all born on 23 oct happy birthday! =) im quite excited abt today cos im finally 16... o.o actually there's nth much 2 b happy abt la? juz can watch NC-16 shows? @.@ ok, i tink im getting lame... but seriously, i really v happy i turned 16 lo =DD<br /><br />hmm, i tink i shud start thking all tt hav wished me happy birthday & gave me presents! ^^ shud i list them down?? hmmm, i tink u all noe who u are ba... so juz say THANK YOU ALL ba! ohhh & i muz say sth sia, "ni men de zhu fu shi zhi de de!" LOL. i muz admit i cant stand myself being so chou pi too.... but i reading de bk make me wan to emphasize on e usage of tis statement LOL.<br /><br />i really luv e wrapping paper of e present tt mel, en en & veng gave! =D yan guang so hao lo =P & e box so beautiful (& heavy oso..haha) i wud lyk 2 say tt e paper with our pictures tt chingxin, xinyu, sinyee & lihui gave was erm too stunning? omg, i look so dumb.... & e book rocks!!! (although i haven even open it... LOL....) e earrings tt sylvia gave also v nice (musical note leh!!!) & my teacher's taste oso nt bad ! & my sis stress relief gift is oso v thotful! =) heehee... but u all dun so nice la~~ later i feel guilty leh.... but i hope i have successfully spread sum joy to u all lo.... though i wud say 2day's nt a gd day cos thgs fall short of expection, haix....<br /><br />but i wud still lyk 2 say tt im inevitably disappointed by tt... cos wat i didnt expect to happen happened... where r u really? i didnt had much hope, but i still cant help feeling sad over tis... omg, im so stupid! nvm, i believe wat lao tian is trying to tell me... time will show me...<br /><br />no matter wat, i really hope that u dun give up!!! maybe i dun understand, but i tink as long as u are willing to try, things may not turn out like how u perceive it to be.... it really feels horrible to be doing nth to try to alleviate ur pain when i juz so near T.T but unfortunately, i dun have e ability to cheer u up in e best possible way =( only until i successfully become a counsellor i guess....<br /><br />but i tink i shud end tis post in a happy mood ba? so... lame joke? .....i cant do it sry =( ok la, gtg.... XXXOOO to all my bestmates! =D</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-1701585827125774567?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-53856671065098168352008-10-19T13:45:00.007+08:002008-10-30T15:17:10.562+08:00<span style="color:#009900;">donno y nowadays so restless.... i tink its time i put all my plans in action? i've gt quite sum plans but it looks lyk im nt all tt enthu abt executing them huh? but i juz made new plans too &.... u all will noe it soon! =D v nice de hor & i put in so much effort lehs! & ya, 1 thg to do is seriously do my hwk.... im lagging in e cls... nono, later my tcher v fed up wif me le (believe me, im trying to mug le)... LOL.<br /><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;">hehe, been tinking whether to believe e horoscope bk or nt.... cos it says tt its time to have short hair for all libra-ians (i duno y 4 nxt yr, i become libra le).... i juz wan to cut my hair but mayb nt from long to short?? a bit too extreme liaos? & i haven gt over e fact tt 2 particular ppl who saw my ezlink card said tt i look lyk an auntie lo.... (i last time short hair de) hmm, mayb u 2 hav 4gtten bt it but i haven k T.T & den hor, wat e bk say abt wat i wan 2 do & nv do is too true.... haix.... but sum parts r totally tai kua zhang la @.@</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;">oh no, tt day was feeling super weird.... i hav to pretend again.... great.... & i totally hav a pic in mind.... tts y sumtimes i wish i cud really draw well den i can put my thots into drawings..... i tink tts e best i can do:<br /><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; DISPLAY: block; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5258757584085776098" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SPrcKR9S9uI/AAAAAAAAAJE/n5_inaapd1U/s200/i+draw+de.png" /></span><br /><p><span style="color:#009900;">thk you thk you.... now u all noe i cant draw well de ba! during e whole time, i felt so uncomfortable but i believe i can overcome it as time pass by.... cos time can drain it away & i WILL 4get bt all this....</span></p><span style="color:#009900;">i tink i abit sian diao these few days cos there's nt really much new & nice stuff in maple leh? last time i oways after exams le den will play maple, but now, nt too interested le?? cos im quite stuck at tt lvl & i feel so noob playing cos i duno how to play e new quests.... v v sian diao T.T but luckily, my sis found tis website wif really nice games.... personally i recommend tis game cos its super fun! =D u can make ur own icecream & UNLEASH UR CREATIVITY! (grpmates, rmb tis phrase?) here's e site! ^^ </span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"></span><br /><a href="http://www.123bee.com/play/family-restaurant"><span style="color:#006600;">http://www.123bee.com/play/family-restaurant</span></a><span style="color:#336666;"><span style="color:#009900;"> </span><br /></span><span style="color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#009900;">hope u all go try it &enjoy urself!!! =D</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#009900;">O LvL's main papers starting soon.... i sincerely wish all taking it gd luck! juz wait 4 my sms, dear frenz =D</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#009900;">i tink i hav overreacted ba.... but really, i cant help feeling really sad.... but i oso duno y i so sad leh? o.O confused.... mayb it juz e mood swing ba....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-5385667106509816835?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-61230188394252723722008-10-03T13:33:00.003+08:002008-10-03T14:23:14.280+08:00<span style="color:#6666cc;">waa... so long nv blog le.... its lyk gng to b dead? (tts y im bck here to revive it, kind of...) actually i wanted to blog ytd de so to give my blessings to all taking EOYs.... mayb a little late now tt its after e 1st paper but nvm, cos there's more to come.... yea so, gd luck everyone, we can do it! =D LoLs. & i noe im nt exactly disciplined now cos im actually blogging.... therefore, i will wait till e end of exams den post again....<br /><br />things have happened again in tt way... i wud say exactly e same kind of cycle.... the one tt led me into believing all of these... they are crap really.... now tt it happened juz lyk before, im more convinced tt what i once so strongly believed in is just rubbish =x yea, its sad to noe, but i tink tt its gd to noe.... its gd to realise it so tt i can give it up & not b affected by this anymore.....<br /><br />i really feel very irritated to know that i have been so influenced by such stuff.... it juz stays in my head so long & it cant go away no matter how hard i try to chase it away.... it makes me angry, so angry tt i feel lyk kicking the person can.... how could you?! wo hen bu de abuse this person ok.... i really hate you for occupying so much of my brain & life.... go away! i dun1 to c you again la.... BUT after much thought, i feel tt mayb i cant blame you, but myself ba, so maybe i was juz being angry at myself....<br /><br />its not all too nice to be reminded of tt.... e amt of hurt i once felt.... how i was insulted by you.... mayb i shud thk you for reminding me of tt, bcos i feel much stronger after e breakdown..... now i only noe tt i shud prove tt & i wunt b so easily hurt e nxt time.... but unfortunately, though i gt over tt, im still bias nonetheless... & i guess it wunt change.... & i have to thank xinyu & sinyee for eventually making my day... thx, my mood totally changed for e better! =P & maybe you too... (for e really really little thg)<br /><br />although i really felt tt i hated you alot at tt moment, i have failed to continue e hatred already... i guess i cant bring myself to do it.... tts y i had secretly & silently prayed for you.... i really hoped u have received my blessings! ^^<br /><br />oh no, im contradicting myself again =(( who was e one who said she wanted to forget abt all this in e early part of e post? ohs, wadeva?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-6123018839425272372?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-62888088226849837032008-09-18T16:29:00.007+08:002008-09-18T18:20:48.740+08:00<span style="color:#993399;">its feels to me lyk a v long time nv post~ for these days really tinking abt wat i was so occupied abt for these 6mths.... its seems to me lyk i was really really being too i-duno-how-to-describe... for all of these times, i hav been so concerned bt tt & now its suddenly all lost.... lyk it vanished into thin air w/o me knowing at all.... i hav bin recalling wat it was to me.... if it was really tt impt, cud it b so easily lost?? i duno actually~ really confused... half hoping tt its bcos i hav too much other stuff to b bothered abt... was i oly trying to find sum meaning to all these from e start? or its cos i hav successfully brainwashed myself nt to believe in it anymore? i dun feel much now anymore unlyk last time when i was really crazy... its kinda of saddening to noe...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">i realised wat all these was all abt.... or i hoped tt it wasnt really.... i cant believe tt they can b so unbothered abt tis... juz imagine e no. of ppl who were really kind but tt was sum poison thg tt they gt.... does $ min so much more than others' welfare?? tinking abt tis juz makes me feel sick.... i didnt even 1 2 continue e enthusiasm for i was too disappted... i really dun wan 2 endanger ppl's lives & believe me, we r innocent cos we didnt noe...</span> <span style="color:#993399;">but i was really happy abt tangyuan+shang yue! =) i'll rmb tt moment 4eva *o*<br /></span><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">i noe it may sound scary 2 actually hear tt... but i really lyk those styles of writing, nt tt i wud do tt anw.. dun hav enuf yong qi... it allows ppl to b in suspense & e way they write make ppl tink or at least wonder.... i kinda hope i can write lyk tt.... its really cool & both reading & writing r really FUn! =D</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">i believe wat u believe in... yes, really... when u said tt, i noe u didnt care if tt hurts... but e harm is done anw & i cant juz erase it from my mind... e worst thg is tt i hav 2 try to 4get & fake up a smile when i c u (wich is omost evyday)... but i noe i cant, cos its gng to follow me for e rest of my life, isnt it? i dunit u 2 tell me tt cos i noe its luck too... & i noe i cant survive on luck 4eva... or mayb its all used up & i dun hav anymore left... i cant stop tinking its e case... bcos oly i noe how much i really went for it...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">it may seem tt it was abrupt... but i really dun1 to b selfish... i hav no right 2 hold u bck 4 wat u want to do.... but perhaps its time 4 me 2 ctrl myself so tt thgs will go accordingly...</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">& here's a quote wich i really like *o* & i saw it while searching abt Helen keller:</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">"When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us." </span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">tts all for today~~ (still tinking dou pi sushi though...)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-6288808822684983703?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-83280299057923587062008-09-08T18:18:00.010+08:002008-09-08T20:01:08.256+08:00<span style="color:#ff9900;">DEAR blog, u muz b really touched & appreciative of what i did cos i hav xi sheng so much & put in so much effort & time for you!! LOLs.... sounds rou ma.... but true enuf, i hav struggled to launch tis new skin using a short period of working time aft i made e decision on sat to make one.... feeling kinda high & proud now... LOL. but bcos of tis mission, i had to push all my posts till today & make sure tt there will b a 1st post wif tis skin.... so rewinding now~~<br /><br />last mon, went to watch movie with my family.... its qian bu gou yong II... outing wif my family isnt really often so i hoped tt we'll enjoy ourselves... but to say e truth, i was sian diao when i noe we watching tis show... i didnt tink tt it was nice & wunt v interested....BUT.... aft i watched it, i nv regret watching it! =D its quite entertaining & yet touching.... i cried quite alot compared to e prev time i watched "10 promises wif my dog".... but it wasnt too embarrassing cos many ppl cried too! & oh my, e fan ban "we r s'pore" is really funny! =P i cudnt stop laughing...<br /><br />disapptment is really an unbearable thg :( wasnt too prepared for tis.... or shud i say i expected way too much?? i sort of thot it will kinda help, but it didnt.... no diff, sadly )= i was quite da ji-ed for e whole wk & thot tt i had lose it cos it didnt occupy my mind at all lyk it oways did.... but thankfully (OR NOT), it came bck... i duno if i shud b happy tt i stl hav sum form of motivation or worried abt how my brain cant take it.... & it is a fact tt i hav oways treated these as tests of fate.... but e rules r nt fixed & it chges to make sure i pass wif flying colors... e most amusing part is tt i'll use e results 2 eassure myself tt YES, tis is present & im actually right.... isnt tt silly?<br /><br />i cant understand y i hav to b so KPO... its none of my business & i cant care.... if u dun, y shud i? i duno y i shud put so much pressure.... currently im stl struggling to continue to believe tt u r who u r, e person i noe... but im losing it.... my mind is telling me its nt e same.... but i dun hav any right at all... though im oso suspecting my own intention... isit to prevent u from getting hurt? or isit tt im being selfish?<br /><br />i really lyk 2 run away when i feel confused.... cos i 'll choose to avoid rather den sort it out lyk i shudnt.... haix... i dun1 2 become ur pressure & i dun1 to chge anythg bcos of my own tinking.... its feels really bad & i really dunno how to hande thgs e right way...<br /><br />& for gdness sake, they are juz cold hard figures! rather than spend e time toking nonstop abt them, y nt use e time 2 show ur concern 4 those who nit it?? tts juz so lyk rubbing salt on their wounds & its really insensitive....<br /><br />ok, gtg 4 dinner....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-8328029905792358706?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-44106670607153061412008-08-31T15:55:00.011+08:002008-08-31T17:33:34.267+08:00<span style="color:#000099;">Zhi yin is over! suddenly feel very relaxed haha... im really glad we made it =D though i wud say i did nt do my best, sadly =( i actually did better in e aftnn than nite O.o cos at nite, saw my parents & others whom i noe & became more nervous & panicky.... of wich in e process of panicking, i actually blanked out for sum parts & didnt noe wat notes i was playing T.T & nt 4getting e ulcer... tt really sucks esp if its at e side of ur tongue & u r playing suona... its really hurts alot & i kept struggling thru... sum parts i managed but e other parts nt really :( i cant believe im so stressed out tt i even cried for tt b4 e performance... </span><span style="color:#000099;">& it still hurts now... WHAT THE, when will it get well? =x</span> <div><br /></div><div><span style="color:#000099;">i really wanna gratz all CO members! =PP we came so far to make e performance possible =) & i wan to especially gratz my junior Kee Heng cos he has shown tt suona is nt oways noisy.... those who had heard him play wud say tt he did well (: even e conductors said he did so.... im really proud of you!!! ok, maybe im being kinda bias but seriously, it was a gd job done! =D Also, thanks to all e ppl who come to support & of cos enjoy! (: though i wud say tt sum ppl r quite rude 2 hav came to sleep.... </span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#000099;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#000099;">i kinda enjoyed myself during e encore part... but i was a bit stiff i guess... but it was kinda embarrassing to do tt in front of so many ppl can?? pls forgive me.... though i felt it was kinda fun & it made guanyue known!! (even if its oly dizi & suona doing it) & also our enthusiasm was shown... thankyou thankyou. lols.... hope no1 regconised me LOL.</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#000099;">ok, now, i shall be a little crazy & post sum pics....</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#000099;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5240591348386713794" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 121px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 160px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="306" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SLpSEMWTUMI/AAAAAAAAAHE/Ef8i5sNdwvs/s320/zhi+yin.jpg" width="211" border="0" /></span></div><div><span style="color:#000099;">a picture of the zhi yin concert booklet...</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#000099;"></span></div><span style="color:#000099;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5240593305105049522" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 121px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 163px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="191" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SLpT2FsTp7I/AAAAAAAAAHM/C4r25Sdqu30/s200/mr+lum.jpg" width="140" border="0" />a picture of my idol & description of his achievements.... heys, dun LAUGH k??? he's really my idol sia.... so pro... hahahaha....<br /></span><div><br /></div><div><span style="color:#000099;">i had a shock tt day.... abt my craziness... oh no, save me sum1!!! i cant believe i wud b lyk tt o.o i didnt even feel i was myself anymore..... wat i wanted was only secretly & silently.... but in end, it was openly & nosily... i was overly excited i guess & i hope no1 noticed... tts really special & i nv thot i wud feel tt so strongly... how i was really angry, worried, concerned & sad.... e phrases are really true sia... i really cant believe it... or at least i didnt tink it wud happen to me.... tt moment, i knew wat was impt to me.... besides my sis, i didnt know i cared for anyone else so much.... shit, im really bursting le.... can sum1 can pull me out? i wud thk you for saving me, really....</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#000099;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#000099;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#000099;">WOOHOO! nxt tues is qing gong yan & also, yr 4s wud hav a long long long~ break from cca.... thk you so much, im loving it! ^^</span></div><div><span style="color:#000099;"></span> </div><div><span style="color:#000099;"></span> </div><div><span style="color:#000099;">p.s. makeup totally sucks.... i duno y sum ppl enjoy putting so much on their faces @.@ it gonna ruin my face! =(</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-4410667060715306141?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-71587781927283537432008-08-28T17:10:00.006+08:002008-08-31T16:58:59.567+08:00<span style="color:#993399;">i gt e 1st kinda branded thg in my life 2day.... WOW. lols.... cos i dun really look for them... but juz wanna say a big THANK YOU to my angel =) & e short msg was a little funny LOLs... its really nice, e present :) but i feel a bit ps 2 receive it though.... </span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">2nd thg to b happy abt is e fact tt all e 13 of us gt into beijing..... i feel so happy =) i tink its gonna b really fun & im really looking 4ward to it..... ok, maybe its a bit early now, but u noe, being happy for gd thgs dun hav to wait.... but i stl wanna say, NZ, WAIT FOR ME!!!! =DDD i'll b sure to go there at least once in my lifetime i hope, wif u-noe-who-u-are LOLs.....</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">baking is really fun!!! =D i wanna force my mama buy an oven for me hahaha (= but anws, she said yes oredi.... i hope she'll keep her promise =P den i can bake all i wan when i hav e free time... (hopefully i'll hav....) den e ppl ard me jiu you kou fu le hahaha =D actually i really lyk doing such stuff v long ago but u noe, my mum juz dun1 buy an oven until now & im so happy abt it...</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#993399;">2mr's tcher day celebrations..... im a little excited abt it cos gt e party n evythg.... & im glad i cud do my part to contribute.... juz wait n see 2mr! =) nt forgeting phyllis's special order LOL...... & i really hope SHE wud smile radiantly 2mr after seeing our present!!! =P maybe i shudnt b tt greedy??? ok, a little smile wud do!! hahaha.... *awaits wif an excited look* but we really put in a lot of effort sia, so muz reward us wif a SMILE ma!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">it feels kinda of lousy nt being able to noe wats e most right thg to do at times.... i muz say im really bad at speaking, & i really tink writing is e way for me..... && i muz really emphasize on tis phrase tt i saw wich i thot was v meaningful : "Don't be sad if u can't reach the sky, because you can at least reach the clouds..." its really a nice & cool phrase.... also, there is really more to life.... let's all be strong! i noe i cant really b in ur shoes, but i hope tt i can at least play a part in encouraging u wif my ways.... i duno if tis is helpful, but i hope u can see tt i tried! if u really nit me, b sure tt i'll juz b by ur side.... tt really hurts me, u noe??</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">closer & closer.... i really hope we'll do a great job! =) pls b doing ur part & dun disappt me k? its reaching & we hav e responsibility, really.... tts y im really squeezing notes into my brain (wich is nt exactly big...) pls, i hope u treat tis seriously & put in ur best effort.... </span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">& here, i wan to wish PEARLY happy birthday again ^^ i gt to go mug for CO now....</span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;">p.s. juz randomly placed an ad for Eggo kitchen.... pls feel free to click on the link & relax ur stressed up minds =)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-7158778192728353743?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-56298101865081793192008-08-21T20:10:00.004+08:002008-08-21T20:57:23.558+08:00<span style="color:#009900;">finally its time to post again.... after all these days of torture n wadeva.... i cant even rest yet i guess.... there's more to cope jus when others r having fun oredi.... but i guess, it will b fine though =) cos tts a special moment to work hard for, nt only for me, but for us.... let's do it tgt CO! =D aft many consecutive days of cca, i guess i hav been more bonded to it than i oredi was n e ppl too.... we muz do well, ppl!! kinda looking 4ward n hope tt evythg will nt b screwed.... *impt thg to note: try to expand memory space!! LOL.</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#009900;">tt day, left me kinda of a weird feeling.... evythg felt lyk it was a scene from drama series.... wif e escalators (1 up 1 down)..... well, i dun really noe if u saw me though.... n for me, its lyk when i reached e bottom of e escalator and looked up den i realised u went up.... it lyk those "cha sheng er guo" thgy tts so..... but i guess it has oredi felt diff from last time.... n its kinda sad, i realised.....</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#009900;">Olympics rocks!! n im so gng to blame my poor results on it..... yea,too much a distraction!!! :( sadly, lack of self-discipline~~ but gratz to s'pore's TT team for doing well!! =) im proud (: i hav oredi watched: TT, badminton, BB, diving, swimming, hockey, running, soccer n a bit of beachball n gymnastics too..... n i feel lyk i hav learnt a lot more abt sports! hohoho. its nt oly abt it being interesting.... THAT is oso quite a motivation for me to watch leh.... haha, i tink u noe wat i min =D</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#009900;">MOre, More & more.... thx ya.... tis is juz so great T.T i duno y, but its juz comes to me..... tts really sad cos i nit to juz b ?.... tinking when i may burst one day if u were nt there..... too bloated le la =( wats a gd way to get out of tis? curently -none- but sumtimes, tt is juz sth u cant forget easily.... stop coming n juz bounce off me, thx so much...</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#009900;">i tink im quite learning to b ok oredi?? evytime abt to succeed den sth will come along.... haix. & mayb i shudnt b too superstitious, but when bad thgs come tgt as a grp, u cant stop urself from tinking tt more bad stuff will follow.... feeling kinda depressed abt e common tests, juz hope my gpa wont b pulled down too badly... sobs.</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#009900;">on a lighter note, YAY, im excited! XP planning sth special for HER *hearts+luvs* i bet she'll lyk it ^^ </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-5629810186508179319?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-38025051090489923182008-08-10T13:04:00.002+08:002008-08-10T13:40:48.971+08:00<span style="color:#333399;">tis yr's national day celebration in RVHS is considered nt bad ba i thot.... but i tink i was really too affected by e videos.... i really felt sad n i kinda realised tt i really luv s'pore alot! =D was quite zi high at sum moments n i really luv singing too =) 4H guys behind were really funny, adding on to e zi high qi fen LOLs... but i felt quite ke xi tt at sum parts cudnt really c e ppl performing on e stg.... hmmm, missed e olympics opening though.... anws, my sis said it wasnt too interesting tooo...</span><br /><span style="color:#333399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#333399;">was really struggling too.... i really felt so eva lost... didnt wat 2 do, wat 2 expect n so on.... cos i really feared.... i shud juz hav been more determined rather than relying on others' to make e decision 4 me? its kinda hard too... e more i understand, e more i feel lost.... wrying how 2 react if tt happens.... i really so scared nw..... dun u tink its scary if tt concerns u? i really dun1 2 do tt.... seriously... it nt fun.... there's no pt tooo.... arhhhh... stop.</span><br /><span style="color:#333399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#333399;">was oso tinking hw dumb i was... hahaha, i actually thot tt was it.... was convincing myself tt i shud accept tt (sadly) but its seriously juz a misunderstanding.... was happy n relieved 2 noe tt e "truth" i believed wasnt really e truth.... but tt fact came rite aft e happiness of tt realisation tt i was kinda stunned n nt really happy? but aft sum thot, nt tt sad le... cos i hav oways sincerely thot tt i wud too b lyk u, even as a girl.... den it hit me tt i shud b happy instead cos im having faith in sum1 who tinks tt way... yet sad at e same time cos tts too far from wat i can b... i really cant make myself to gif up w/o a fight n stop tinking abt u...</span><br /><span style="color:#333399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#333399;">was happy abt my 1st record of being really awake for 24 hrs! (: ok, mayb tts nth.... but nvtheless, i congratulate tt.... hahahaha... ok, im a little crazy.... aft all tt, i realised im nt all alone, feeling tt e 1st trial shud b coming real soon.... but its kinda ke yu bu ke qiu ba... putting myself in ur shoes 4 sumtime, tinking how i wud react 2 tt, i gathered tt most possibly i will more impulsive in my decision....</span><br /><span style="color:#333399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#333399;">angel n mortal game... oh wells, i hope i hav bin a nice angel to u, mortal... haha, hopefully u haven found out its me.... tinking of more unique surprises for u ^^ though i wud say tt e game hav nt bin too successful...</span><br /><span style="color:#333399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#333399;">i really thot tt i shud really appreciate all tt i hav now aft all tis... cos i mite nt b too fortunate compared 2 sum ppl but being avgly fortunate can b oredi a nice thg... i promise 2 do my best 2 b as nice as i can be, nt tinking/asking 4 more or comparing e lvl of fortunateness wif others anymore... impt pt to note: self management!!! asking too much juz make u an unhappy person....</span><br /><span style="color:#333399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#333399;">on e last note, JIAYOU everyone for e common tests tts coming up in a few days' time! do 4H proud man!! =DD</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-3802505109048992318?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-73600827664165642672008-07-30T18:43:00.005+08:002008-07-30T19:12:54.241+08:00<span style="color:#cc66cc;">tt day, was juz planning to leave e cls.... mr tan said to me: "eh Si Lin muz score well for common test leh, dun disappt me..." den he added on: "actually u oredi disappted me quite a lot of times..." my rxn: (nods in silent).... i min wat can i do really? i oso disappted myself a lot of times.... i didnt hav e confidence to say "yes i will"... cos i duno y, physics n me is ba zi bu he de.... 4 so long i hav tried but it juz didnt work... but hopefully tis time, wif a push, i can finally do well in physics! if i fail again, i can oly say " oh wells, i tried!"...<br /><br />i thot i wud b really happy or even touched.... but i didnt feel much of that, oly a little.... if it was in e past, i wud b, i believe.... but now, nt anymore i guess? if nt thgs wudnt hav come 2 such a state in e 1st place, isnt it? cos mainly, i didnt hav my hopes up when i did tt... den it hit me tt from e moment i hav made e decision 2 let it out, i hav oredi chose 2 let go.... i oways thot tt i was thot thru so long 2 make tt decision cos i feared tt wud hurt u.... but it seems to me now tt wat i actually feared was letting go of it.... i didnt 1 myself 2 hav nt much of a feeling abt tt.... i wanted to hold on... but now, im starting 2 c myself let go... perhaps till a pt tt whether or nt tt happens, it doesnt matter anymore....<br /><br />was a really bad exp playing TABOO.... nono, i cant do tis la =(( juz imagine sum1 who is afraid of speaking up in front of ppl trying 2 play TABOO.... tts quite a LOL?? tis was my 1st n hopefully e last time playing tis game.... we juz dun go tgt.... n FYI, i DID NT volunteer 2 go up ok?? if i did, i muz hav bin crazy.... its a hist tcher call me go up de lo.... WADEVA, anw oredi diu lian le oso cant undo..... promise 2 myself: nv play tt again!! T.T<br /><br />its kinda strange when it hav bin so long tt u hav tis feeling n its gone all of a sudden, lyk within days.... i really really dun tink of tt anymore.... no feelings, nth..... juz a stranger... no memories, no hopes up.... sounds kinda sad cos juz lyk tt few sentences of words being sent out, all my emotions n thots were oso sent out n returned 2 u?? mayb she's right, cos when i noticed thgs werent gng 2 b same, i did nt c e need 2 hold on le, nt lyk last time, when i was stl hoping 4 sth....<br /><br />gng hav dinner soon.... YAY, yi xiang dao badminton 2mr, i feel so high!!! =DD lols.... though sadly, i tink my skills (if i hav them in e 1st place) will go sheng xiu aft nt playing 4 so long cos it has oways bin e case... but nvm, juz hav fun n b stressfree!!! =P i really nit tt....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">p.s EL songs really rocks a lot!! (: sry 4 e lagness, but i juz realised...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-7360082766416564267?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-64549773824242905312008-07-24T18:31:00.003+08:002008-07-24T19:03:11.653+08:00<span style="color:#6666cc;">had e strong urge 2 come home 2 blog... perhaps tt feeling was too overwhelming..... did sth "proud" in public again... was too uncontrollable... though there were already N times lyk tt, still wasnt too heck care abt others.... i tried my best 2 act n manage well.... hope it was successful.... tt word was used too many a times tt i cudnt feel anythg from it anymore.... whether or nt it really meant tt, to me, it didnt matter at all... it's juz a word, nth more....<br /><br />starting 2 regret saying tt.... cos i dun 1 2 do it anymore.... juz dun feel lyk it.... most probably was due 2 fear.... fear of losing sth....im nt prepared 2 do it though i hav been tinking lyk abt 3 wks whether 2 do it or nt.... it was juz a moment of impulsiveness 2 say tt out.... can i now fan hui??? i noe it's has bin bothering u these days cos i promised i wud do it.... so it is nt fair 4 me 2 bck out now.... but, i 1 2 chge my mind now... can i take bck my words? but it can't b undone anymore? im juz v afraid if i really do tt, i mite regret even more?<br /><br />juz 1 a bao bao now from sum1.... boo... my sis nt in =( she's lyk e oly 1 i can hug when im low.... i really really nit her alot cos i noe i can rely on her.... hmm, i tink my xin lin is getting more n more cui ruo by e day... i wasnt lyk tt last time, nt such a crybaby n nt so easily down... ( i shall double confirm wif my fren LOL) i hope i can chge tt n return 2 e happy happy me... im suppose 2 b cheerful de leh?<br /><br />but im sumhow afraid, if 1 day, im nt sad anymore, it is most probably cos i dun care anymore.... tis mins tt u r nth 2 me n u dun affect me... at least when im sad, it meant to me, u r v v impt.... cos i dun tink its worth it being sad over sum1 u dun care... if tt day really comes, i'll juz b so cold n icy cos there's no pt anymore...<br /><br />oways tinking of u as my fairy godmother... cos wheneva i 1 2 complain or m v upset, i wish tt u cud turn up in front of me.... cos u care n u can really comfort me well... im oways so entertained tt i 4gt y im depressed.... but haix, u do nt hav such powers tt wheneva i need u, u'll appear... but its ok, cos no matter wat, i noe tt i'll oways hav u =D thx so much 4 wat u hav done, might b nth to u, but mins a great deal 2 me! <33</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-6454977382424290531?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-84501747726374753642008-07-21T19:10:00.003+08:002008-07-21T19:36:32.218+08:00<span style="color:#000000;">2dae's racial harmony day!!! =P ok, was quite looking 4ward to 2dae.... hav bin quite excited abt it, particularly bcos i can get 2 wear e sari =)) lols lols, i juz wan 2 get a taste of it.... but its actually quite difficult 2 walk in it.... u cant walk properly?? i <3 e bangles.... e sound i guess LOL.... yeas... but i wud say i prefer e malay costume more!! ^^ hoho, mayb nxt time ba... i xiang le so jiu le.... from lyk pri 5??? until now haven da cheng... haixhaix.... hmmm, tasted quite sum food wich r nice =DD im most amused by e boys of my cls LOL.... e advertising thg was lyk so funny.... interesting music n evythg lolslols.... conclusion..... Nice exp 2dae!<br /><br />tt day, u told me abt tt... i really didnt noe whether it was 2 make me feel better.... perhaps nt so, perhaps its juz bcos u really felt tt & saw e need 2 tok 2 sum1.... im glad tt u chose me..... it makes me kinda more impt as ur fren.... i really really understand.... considering im lyk e most exped..... sounds gd 2 b e most exped?? mayb nt so in tis case ba! tts when i learn too, tt i hav nt learnt.... cos im juz 2 weak.... i wish i cud handle thgs lyk how u do it?? i gt 2 learn from u..... if nt i guess e 1 tt will suffer e most is myself.... cos im nt helping myself, being so negative...<br /><br />i really cant understand y i cud lyk <3 tt so much, yet, there's tis feeling of hatred 2wards it too.... i dunno if i shud continue sudd, when once i was so sure of my decision.... its feels horrible 2 b juz a puppet.... lyk u r nth but a puppet.... y cant passion b e oly thg tts holding it n me?? i really hate it 4 being so practical n cruel...... i duno how 2 <3 it lyk i once did b4 anymore??? tts y im looking 4ward 2 nxt yr 4 nxt yr n i hope tt tis yr will end quicker?? so tt i noe i can b free n hav e chance 2 start anew?<br /><br />juz invented tis method wich was found 2 b quite useful i guess... tts e oly way... nt here.... cos there, oly u n i noe evythg n there's no restriction... though its quite stupid cos im hav 2 undo wat i hav done..... but e amt of frustration n sadness tt can b fa xie is more than 5 times compared to tis..... but is tis really management??? i dun tink im 2 sure of tt....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-8450174772637475364?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-64161398217371036362008-07-10T17:57:00.003+08:002008-07-10T18:32:59.497+08:00<span style="color:#cc33cc;">hoho... feels sorta weird nt posting 4 quite long.... feels lyk sth is missing... i duno la.. juz sum weird feeling.... but i dun really hav much time... so i'll make tis post short....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">im more n more confused in my own web of feelings now.... wow, nt bad, totally entangled.... yea blabla =X i duno wats exactly gng on in my head now..... i thot its juz v normal, but it dun seem lyk tt to me now.... haix.... e more sad thg is tt im e oly 1 tt can untangle myself now.... i really duno n dun dare 2 tell any cos... its juz too...??? erms, undescrible... ya, tts e rite word 2 use T.T how can i feel so super happy bcos of tt few sentences?? i tink im crazy or wat?? -.-</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">im having my hopes higher on gng bck 2 e past.... yea, i really miss tt feeling... but isit tt simple 2 get it bck?? chances r coming my way, though....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">she's e oly one who noes abt tt cos i can trust her & i noe she understands evythg.... but.... i tink she's nt e one who nits 2 understand.... but i duno how 2 make u understand??? its juz too difficult a task 4 me n all i noe is tt im really tired.....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">ytd's jap recital was really cool!! =D n i felt tt there were sum similarities btw tt n CO.... yea, tts y its more cool hahaha.... i was really interested n e player is so cute... he lyk a ci xiang de grandpa haha... esp. when he smiles.... hehehe.... i hope will get 2 c more of such performances.... sum ppl shud really feel guilty 4 sleeping... i min music is so beautiful *0* how cud u bear 2 do tis??? LOL.... ok, im gng crazy over music... but its true... MUSIC ROCKS ok?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">2dae's interview wif mr wee was a LOL.... ok la, i tink its quite a nice exp.... i didnt tink i did badly 4 e 1st time being an interviewer... its quite fun actually =) i tink i wud lyk 2 try more of tis nxt time hehehe... heng wasnt too panicky cos i tink dun feel v stressed wif mr wee ard, wich is juz great... LOLz.... ok, gtg le... bb...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-6416139821737103636?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-59382921330742968352008-06-28T14:59:00.004+08:002008-06-28T15:41:32.111+08:00<span style="color:#33cc00;">so much stuff 2 say yet nt hav time 2 post... haix... actually wanted 2 tok abt CO camp de lo... LOL, guo le na me jiu le.... 4get it.... juz a brief gan xiang ba.... wasnt too happy abt e mixmix arrangements at 1st..... but in e end gt 2 noe more ppl & realised u juz cant c a person on e surface, cos u will neglect e +ve side of a person.... & sum games were more interesting than last yr's i feel.... so ok la.... & yes, nt to 4get abt mentioning abt guan yue blog!! =D dose interested 2 visit can go & find e link on e links pg!<br /><br />juz 1 fine day, i came upon tis particular pg.... was touched by u actually.... quite a lot too... u didnt seem lyk such a person..... but u are... tts a WOW 2 me, LOL.... juz 1 2 say jiayou jiayou, u hav me supporting u! (although i tink u won't even noe it).... i juz feel tt she is juz so fortunate yet she duno it... if there's really sum1 lyk tt 4 me, i wud b super super touched ba!! or mayb we r juz tt same type of ppl tts y i can feel exactly how u felt & sympathise wif u.....<br /><br />coming 2 e most recent happenings, wud b Li Hui's bdae!! (: heehee, pleasant surprise rite? its feels great 2 hav frenz tt luv u so much hor??? hahaha..... actually i guess we as organizers had as much fun too.... though i tink there shud another such chance den i can change roles? (*hints*) it is my 1st exp of doing such thg & i wud say i totally enjoyed e whole process.... juz to emphasize again, ppl, U ROCK!!! =PP we really had a greta time doin all tis.... if any1 of u interested in more details n pics, u can visit xinyu's, sinyee's, sylvia's or chingxin's blogs.... i bet there wud b lot more... haha ^^ so sad, i dun hav a camera tt day LOL....<br /><br />many sorries 2 many ppl.... evythg was juz so unexpected i guess.... & i noe, u dun deserve 2 get tt..... but im nt tt relaxed & free either..... all tis juz adds up to alot of zui e gan..... its scary too, nt knowing how 2 face all tis....<br /><br />when i came 2 noe abt tis, i didnt feel happy but instead more sad than b4??? wat i hav bin wishing 4 2 come true is finally gng 2 come true..... but y, do i now prefer tt i can juz keep tt v precious memory sumwhere & hope tt im nt 2 b reminded of it??? 2 many, i seem lyk i dun bother, lyk tis to me, does nt matter..... but isnt true, cos u r so impt tt i hav bin trying so hard 2 kip tis memory away (although i hav bin failing all e way T.T) but i.... i really cant face it.... pls dun let me c u again.... cos it werent b e same... yea, im nt showing it, but its nt cos i dun care.... cos i dint dare to.... i dun1 2 let u noe??? actually i dun understand tis type of feeling either..... im so troubled bcos i dun understand my own feelings? i thot tt it was so pure.... but perhaps nt so?? I REALLY DUNO LA..... juz wanna say, dose who appear 2 b concerned mite nt b really concerned, but dose who appear 2 act lyk a stranger mite b dose who really care.....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-5938292133074296835?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-26677537991235566612008-06-16T17:56:00.019+08:002008-11-13T15:16:54.809+08:00Finally gt time 2 tok abt e penang trip…. It was ok oly I guess… cos there were sum disapptments in e arrangement of e activities…. Hmmm, I seriously suspect tt e tour guide is nt v experienced…. We lyk saw her looking at e map 2 c where 2 go lyk tt o.o e 1st day was quite sian actually… e long hrs of bus ride (more than 10 cos there r regular stops here & there) is lyk….. summore im those type of ppl who will yun che de…. But I tink its stl ok, cos I wore e sea band & listened to my junior tok + mp3…. All these help a bit ba….. but I tink e day quite wasted cos we nv really do much lo, reach there den go hotel rest le….. on e bus…..<br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212416612298906626" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 148px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 102px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="119" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SFY5StVr3AI/AAAAAAAAAD0/AighqN_cgcg/s200/PIC_0088.JPG" width="167" border="0" />haha my junior sleeping... i tou tou xi ji ta.... LOL.... yes, im too bored.....<br /><br /><div><div><div>i tink im too noob le ba?? i juz realised tt penang is an island by itself!! so we had to travel on e penang bridge to get to penang....<br /><br /></div><div></div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212423568578757458" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 159px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 102px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="106" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SFY_nngCw1I/AAAAAAAAAD8/Qz53YUHROIg/s200/PIC_0087.JPG" width="166" border="0" />yes, 1 lousy attempt to try to capture e bridge..... yea, if u can see, e railing is actually e railing of e bridge.... hmmm... oh nvms, i duno y it turn out 2 b so dark.....</div><div><br /></div><div>e hotel!! woohoo!! cosy bed =) & looking thru outside e room.... quite strange cos outside e room gt flat grd?</div><div><br /></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212424657011133922" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 145px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 109px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="96" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SFZAm-OizeI/AAAAAAAAAEE/snRGyMpCcgc/s200/PIC_0090.JPG" width="130" border="0" /></div><div></div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212676529527084946" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 150px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 104px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="126" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SFclr4d6V5I/AAAAAAAAAF4/cUsu_P1759Y/s200/PIC_0118.JPG" width="177" border="0" /></div></div><div>den on to e 2nd day.....<br /></div><div>went for a city tour.... saw shops tt made popiah, gold & joss sticks.... e popiah skins were rolled flat using beer bottles LOL.....<br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212428800642293378" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 152px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 105px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="128" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SFZEYKdMnoI/AAAAAAAAAEU/IaIjcIYYyoA/s200/PIC_0092.JPG" width="176" border="0" /></div><div>& e joss sticks business is actually v old & gng 2 b "extinct" cos there r nt many shops left tt make joss sticks to sell.... its quite special.... using sticky brown substance..... </div><div><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212428809220545730" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 154px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 104px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="127" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SFZEYqaaXMI/AAAAAAAAAEc/WI5MDNfciZc/s200/PIC_0095.JPG" width="177" border="0" />e couple tending e shop r v friendly to us!! (: in e end, i bought a packet of joss sticks wif well wishes on them as souvenirs!! heehee, nt 2 deny tt 1 of e reason was cos e tour guide kip saying "support a dying trade!!!" & i was convinced haha.... </div><div><br /></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>here comes e disappting part abt e penang hill..... actually we were suppose to take a train up e hill de but due to e tickets being sold out, we cudnt.... WAT THE..... isnt it supposed to be arranged oredi???? dotz..... & its nt oly me unhappy wors.... quite alot of ppl were.... i tink cos we were all excited abt it ba... den in e end disapptnment.... & we stood b4 e hill w8ing 4 e tickets....</div><div><br /></div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212430815886062914" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 164px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 114px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="130" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SFZGNd0wNUI/AAAAAAAAAEk/jy7WUHrk434/s200/PIC_0098.JPG" width="181" border="0" />den e tour guide bought us sumwhere else cos no train to sit =( but lucky, e nxt place was nice too!! =) we kip walking up steps to reach a final destination, wich is to e top of a hill to see e temple...... while gng up, there r many stalls selling clothes & souvenirs & we cud haggle e price until less than half wors ^^ hehehe....</div><div><br /></div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212430823136838658" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 156px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 110px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="133" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SFZGN41eRAI/AAAAAAAAAEs/B2yi3p9MSaU/s200/PIC_0099.JPG" width="182" border="0" />when we reached here, we were all quite tired.... so many so many steps to climb..... but actually till tis pt its oly 1/4 of e jouney up 2 e top of e hill..... yea, tis pic oly shows e lower part of e temple.... *faints* my junior & her fren did nt 1 to go up anymore cos dey were v interested... so i followed them & we went down e way 2 SHOP!! =D a girl's fave activity LOL..... on e way down, i took tis pic....</div><div><br /></div><p><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212430827279860914" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 158px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 111px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="131" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SFZGOIRPxLI/AAAAAAAAAE0/GVXmQkXBMpk/s200/PIC_0100.JPG" width="175" border="0" />its actually a pic of many turtles..... e whole pond was full of turtles!!! bought loads of souvenirs & stuff.... </p><p>den we went up to another hill (Teluk Bahang) instead.... by a route tt we can either walk up or sit a van up.... i chose to sit e mini van & when i reached e top, saw tis scene...... </p><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212434966088828450" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 167px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 117px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="136" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SFZJ_CiMxiI/AAAAAAAAAE8/3P0bTrJOk58/s200/PIC_0101.JPG" width="186" border="0" />i thot tt it was really nice *o* i believe we were facing e penang hill & there were smoke on e top of e hill..... ok, but we were here cos we r gng 2 visit e tropical fruit farm!! saw many many interesting fruits i hav nv seen b4... & dey even grow grapes.... though e farm owner says tt e grapes will b v sour & nt tasty due 2 e climate & place dey r grow in.... there's 1 tt is bright yellow & hairy (wich i'll try 2 get e pic) & tis one..... </div><div><br /><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212434993400271234" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 155px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 102px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="136" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SFZKAoRwUYI/AAAAAAAAAFM/nb8bYOuGDyI/s200/PIC_0107.JPG" width="187" border="0" /> a red pineapple! but its nt 2 eat de.... its 4 sum other purposes..... & i now know tt eating pineapples (i min e normal ones) can jian fei!! haha =DD sum girls were kidding tt dey will start 2 buy pineapples evyday 2 eat!! we oso gt e chance to hav a fruity feast & a cup of fruit juice (can choose any flavour u 1)<br /><br /><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212434974888281538" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 159px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 109px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="138" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SFZJ_jUJxcI/AAAAAAAAAFE/0N84nXX4MVY/s200/PIC_0114.JPG" width="188" border="0" /></div><div>actually nt all e fruits were v sweet.... but e sweetest 1 was e pineapple!!! its sweet until a bit disgusting? cos u nv taste so much sweetness b4.... e fruit juice i chose mango de.... i thot it werent v nice cos its too thick le.....</div><br /><div>aft tt, visited e cheong fatt tze mansion!!! its really nice & cool =D though dere r many feng shui rules 2 follow & evythg.... china ppl r really v clever..... lots of thgs invented by them but stole away by e west *sighs* bad, bad, bad..... i really lyk e "art pieces" on e walls wich r actually formed by bit & pieces of diff bowls... so cool! =P i wish i cud go there again nxt time..... & i recommend those who go penang to go there!!! but sadly, we r nt allowed 2 take pics of e mansion.... but actually more info & pics can be found on <a href="http://www.cheongfatttzemansion.com/">http://www.cheongfatttzemansion.com/</a>..... pls visit e website if u r really interested! =)</div><div><br />3rd day, preparing 2 go to chung ling high sch 2 jiao liu.... but actually nt much ba? went 2 their sch 2 take a look... its actually quite an old campus i tink...... & there's chim chim chinese words here & there..... yea, cos its a chinese boys sch...... actually we were supposed 2 tok 2 those ppl from e suona section de but sumhow we merged wif sheng ppl.... self intro le... there were 2boys who played solo 4 us..... den we called dizi ppl 2 join us den we 3 instru ppl play a part of e song we r gng 2 perform 4 them... wasnt too gd i guess.... as 4 them, i tink dere were sum ppl there wif really gd skills.... more pro than us ba! :D there were gang ga qi fen cos didnt noe wat 2 say.... we did exchanged prezies too.... & its quite funny... cos we prepared a rather girly prezie.... we didnt noe we were gng 2 a boys sch so e prezie was lyk 2 teddy bear keychains wrapped into a SWEET shape.... LOL, i tink its sorta weird 4 them hahaha..... but deir prezie was quite nice... CHOCOLATES!!! (: </div><div><br /></div><div></div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212665621945948002" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 154px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 105px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="138" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SFcbw-j6l2I/AAAAAAAAAFU/qZAmftWxzEU/s200/PIC_0119.JPG" width="186" border="0" />i felt quite guilty 4 nt gifing them a more boyly prezie.... im sry =( den we went 4 rehearsal at dewan sri pinang.... we played quite badly.... *sighs* aft a few more rehearsals, we were off to chge into our costumes & shoes & we had 2 get 2 e audience seats 2 watch e competition..... quite a no. of grps played really well!! =) well, of cos better than us.... e suona ppl really v pro..... & actually e girls were pro-er than e boys... wich came as a surprise 2 me.... i oways thot boys wud do better than girls 4 suona.... hoho, tts nt true hmmm.... tts y i blief tt as long as we r willing 2 work hard, we can do it!! =P wat a great encouragement from them!! thx!! when all e grps were done.... & yes, it was quite bad =x we gt 2 do better nxt time, esp 4 e concert coming up...... *sighs* tt took omost e whole day, & at nite we went to e nite market there.... didnt buy much thgs cos actually its sumwat lyk s'pore's pasar malam..... juz bought a pair of earring tt i thot was cool yet dangerous (?)... haha, perhaps i wud wear it sum time....<br /><br />4th day... last day.... gng bck to sg again!! ohhh yes, i haven tok abt e entertainer of our trip, mr wong!!! =) heeehee, he really makes our lives interesting esp on e boring bus trips.... cos he v funny, HAHA! when he was playing wif e sheng ppl dai di, he was lyk calling e symbols of e poker cards in his own unique way lyk "mushroom" & "cauliflower"/"broccoli" (u may try 2 guess wich r e 2 symbols he's refering to)... LOL..... den he started 2 become sum reporter... & we had ppl being e mao pai jay chou, wang fei & jolin..... den e most funny part he call jolin as "vegetable one zero" (haha, u cud tink abt y).... i LOLED so much until stomach pain sia.... too bad i recorded e conversations on my hp & cudnt b put on e net.... but i cud let u hear if u 1 2.... hahaha...</div></div><div><br /></div><div>when reached sg, was v happy.... yay, my bed!! was really glad tt my senior's dad sent me 2 yew tee mrt if nt i had to sit e mrt carrying lots of stuff... THX A LOT!!! =D </div><div></div><div></div><div>these were sum contributions 2 my heavy burden..... LOL....<br /></div><div></div><div></div></div><div></div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212675515508242594" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 163px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 116px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="138" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SFckw28-uKI/AAAAAAAAAFw/wxedMhJ8g1Q/s200/PIC_0130.JPG" width="184" border="0" /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212674052826291954" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 162px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 117px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="133" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SFcjbuCbXvI/AAAAAAAAAFg/FXqVKj2g4Qo/s200/PIC_0126.JPG" width="178" border="0" /> <img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212675505787072290" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 164px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 109px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="134" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SFckwSvRbyI/AAAAAAAAAFo/EMOXNd-ri14/s200/PIC_0129.JPG" width="190" border="0" /> </div><div>i tink tis exp is quite an interesting 4 me..... & perhaps i may go bck there again.... ok, gt 2 end it here!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-2667753799123556661?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-57153907021942791932008-06-05T14:56:00.004+08:002008-06-05T15:21:07.467+08:00<span style="color:#000000;">setting off 2mr... hav to reach sch as early as 6am 2mr.... so WOW.... lols..... ok la, nt feeling v excited or anythg leh, wich i tink is quite strange??? dun feel much emotions..... now still haven pack yet & later gt 2 chiong sum hwk & prastice e songs hard..... yes, we r nt there to only play & hav fun.... yes, muz rmb tt we hav 2 do our best cos we rep. RVCO & muz bei pu.... yes, yes yes..... tts y mood of gng gets affected too? & i really 1 thk melissa... she's so SWEET, gif us e cute keychain!! ^^ dun wry, i'll listen 2 wat u say de haha =D<br /><br />juz had a hair cut cos my hair is quite long le & messy.... so my mama say hav 2 cut b4 gng to penang.... partly oso i wanted 2 chge new hairstyle.... tis time e hair cut was ok.... perhaps even better than i expected... cos its my 1st time gng 2 tt place 2 cut.... but i dun really lyk e way e hairdresser says abt thgs... lyk "aiya, student oly ma, hair can tie up can oredi, no nit v style de la.... " yea, bla bla bla~ if lyk tt, y did i bother 2 cut my hair leh? anw, can tie can oredi wat? ok, wadeva~<br /><br />juz gt an mp3 too!! =) yea, supposing v happy thg but den.... yea, thgs happen in e wrong way.... den i realised tt if i "fail to decide well", i'll "decide to fail well"..... yea blabla...... gt lots of probs wif e mp3.... e 1st 1 i gt was spoilt & e person say tt i spoilt it cos i probably overcharged it & everythg.... but did chge 1 4 me..... but e sad part ws tt thg juz werent e same anymore..... haix.... den juz ytd, i thot i spoilt it again but heng, false alarm.... but tio lai le HIS nagging & all those stuff abt how pro HE is.... wadeva k??? its juz luck la.... sianx.... bored *yawns*<br /><br />hav bin slacking 4 so long~~~ lalala~ no motivation leh how??? e oly thg tt i feel satisfied about is reading e chinese storybks wich i feel hav made me learned more.... yes, though e story lines nt v educational? but juz feel enlightened hahaha =D woohoo, i luv reading.... i juz lyk 2 exp how e characters feel.... & im even more motivated now 2 work 2wards my goal of writing a bk.... hehe....<br /><br />okok, really gt 2 go chiong all e thgs i promise 2 finish 2day b4 i go penang... yes.... hav spent all of these few days finding songs 2 download in my mp3.... gtg lo....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-5715390702194279193?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-8583874583248083992008-05-31T14:58:00.002+08:002008-05-31T15:42:06.559+08:00<span style="color:#ff99ff;">its posting time again!!! =D these few days nv post cos was busy making my new skin.... wow, i spent e longest time doing it compared 2 e previous 2 times..... so hectic..... hav decided to get rid of e flying ghost cos sum say its quite irritating.... i cudnt make up my mind 2 choose e pics i really wanted 4 quite a long time cos there is juz too many tt r nice!!.. oh yea, & when i was looking 4 pics, came across tis website: </span><a href="http://www.nataliedee.com/"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">http://www.nataliedee.com/</span></a><span style="color:#ff99ff;"> tt has really cool comics... so cute *o* though sum r quite porn LOLS.... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i hav selected 2 tt i really lyk & placed them on my blog.... click e link 2 c more!! =P hmmm, quite glad tt everythg is decided & i believe i wunt really hav time 2 chge my blogskin 4 a really long period of time (too busy!! =( )</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">oso decided 2 go penang thx 2 esp lihui.... cos she said sumthg tt i totally agree so i really had e urge to go.... & i really hav 2 thk her cos im now quite certain i really wanted 2 go..... & perhaps i mite regret nt gng... cos i duno y but i feel useless in CO & i dun1 2 continue 2 hav e feeling.... i tink gng penang makes me hav a sense of commitment & i feel more motivated 2 attend e pracs too.... so im certain now tt i hav made e right choice! =))</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">though tt, i wud nt say i 1 2 b super commited 2 CO... lyk attending music camp???? oh gosh, wat is tis man??? my hols is so ruin.... thx arh..... music camp = practising songs non-stop 4 2 days.... tis is mad ok?? yes, i luv CO & CO music but nt 2 tis extend ba???? though i understand we really nit time 2 practise 4 e concert tt is coming in less than 3mths time.... haix.... but lyk tt i hav no much time left 4 myself??? yea bla bla bla....</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">& yes, hols shi shao bu liao hwk de!!! arhhh... i nit 2 finish up sum hwk b4 i go penang ba??? cos rite after i come bck den music camp den nt much time left sia?? luckily tis time, there isnt as much hwk.... ohh yes, here's e hwk list....</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">1. Lang Arts compre<br />2. Lang Arts research paper</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">3. Read hong lou meng (gt test when sch reopens)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">4. write zuo wen (bao zhang bao dao)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">5. Read DC circuit notes</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">6. Read Nuclear Physics notes</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">7. Do nuclear physics asg</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">8. Mths june hol. asg</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">9. Mths WS 2G</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">10. Mths remedial WS</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">11. Chem Planning expt WS</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">12. Hist readings on nationalism</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">13. Read e bk "As it was lived" (case studies)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">14. 2 news articles every wk (1 international, 1 local) + short summary</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">15. Edit E.O.M (hand in by 14-7-08)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">16. Continue giving out CID surveys</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">Reminders:</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">1. Study physics (revise all topics)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">2. Study Chem (revise all topics from yr3 to 4)</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">3. CCA selection</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">4. Signing of result slip</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">5. Logging into eportfolio thru IVLE</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">6. Exercise regularly!!</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">haha, juz realised i hav winnie e pooh craze.... heehee, its juz too cute!! =D juz bought a winnie e poh note bk 2 write chem notes ^^ ok la, gtg... byebye!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-858387458324808399?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-3618060477764345422008-05-25T18:32:00.006+08:002008-05-25T19:29:16.330+08:00<span style="color:#3366ff;">hehe, I now hav 2 more sisters!!!! It quite nice hahaha =D 1 of wich is my junior & e other is my sis’s fren…. Hehe, I duno y im so excited…. LOLS, yes, having more sis mins I can spread more love to others!! Lols im nt tt wei da though….. its nice 2 hav more ppl calling u jie i guess.... summore dey so cute hahaha =) i duno y, juz feels great!! =DDD hmmm, m i getting crazy?<br /><br />went to j.e wif my mama on sat.... juz 2 chge e skirt i juz bought lols.... i actually bought e wrong design... i tink i was blurred out tt day.... oso went popular..... den my mama xin xie lai chao & bought sum wang wang ruan tang & tidbits 4 me & my sis.... den there was these 2 little girls who saw e sweets & wanted their mother to buy 4 them.... dey were lyk saying its 3 for $1 oly but their mum insisted nt 2 get them 4 them.... i really felt 4 them when i saw e disappted looks on their faces.... dey so poor thg but yet i cant help them (lyk buying 4 them) cos im too afraid of their mama.... sum parents r juz so strict, i min its juz sweets wat?<br /><br />though hols had come, its nv e time 2 totally relax, i guess..... we still hav 2 kip revising & studying bcos 4 us, its consistent effort & nt lyk 1 shot exams...... mayb we can play~ but nt 4 long..... but i tink its hard 4 me 2 contrl once i start cultivating e habit of playing games again..... but i juz cant relax.... my physics gt 2 improve loads..... in order to get a b3 for overall... i hav to get A1 4 e rest of e 50%...... WOW, is it even possible?<br /><br />i noe i cant gif up but its quite depressing.... e amt of effort tt i put in 4 physics is abt e same as e others or even more, but y dun i c e result of my labour?? i cant help but 1 2 condemn physics 4eva.... & im oredi 80% determined nt 2 take up physics even if i did get A1 4 e rest of e 50%..... its making me suffer lyk crazy cos i hav totally no clue on wat i shud do....<br /><br />but i consistently reminding myself i cant gif up totally on physics cos it will pull down my gpa totally..... yes, so SI LIN, DUN GIVE UP!!! & 2 e rest who hav bin greatly pulled down by physics too, nv nv give up no matter how small e hope is!! we muz do it tgt!!!! =D even if we didnt manage 2 do so, we noe we did our best & so we can b proud nonetheless! =)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-361806047776434542?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-87841055720456213632008-05-22T20:51:00.006+08:002008-05-25T18:29:21.827+08:00<span style="color:#ff9900;">when i was playing tis song.... i felt so sad or rather i duno how 2 describe e feeling lehs.... its lyk past scenes juz kip flashing in my mind..... from when i was stl a sec1 until now.... its kinda weird..... yr after yr, u c them leaving & now its gng 2 b ur turn..... its feels lyk u hav grown up.... aiya, i duno how to describe la... its fei bi mo suo neng xing rong de.... LOLS..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">& i feel so lost..... perhaps its cos i luv u all too much tt im feeling so super depressed over tis.... how can i let u all c it..... there muz b sum1 2 guide & lead e rest.... ur attitudes shud nt b lyk tis but u all juz dun c it & tts y im v worried..... we cant chge ur tinkings even if we put in my best effort, if u all dun wish 2? i juz wish 4 simple thgs from u all lyk nt disappting us wif such irresponsible actions..... u are all tt we hav left & tis cant continue on... </span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">i feel useless cos i juz cant do anythg abt it... i wunder, when will e day tt u all realised tis will come? last time, we did nt really c e need 2 work hard too until dey left.... tts y we felt lost at 1st but we hav gt 2 go on.... we hav learnt & u all nit to too.... sumtimes i juz wish tt i can luv u all less so i wunt b so sad... i can juz heck care cos its none of my business but its nt e case, is it?? </span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">ytd's cross ctry was rather ok.... & we did went 4 cls outing though nt evy1 went.... almost evy1 chged in2 cls tee wich was quite cool =D went 2 kfc 4 lunch & walked ard in e shopping centre.... when i went in 2 tis particular shop, was disappted cos it juz proves 2 me tt 4 all tis while i hav juz bin tinking too much in2 it.... yea wadeva i guess..... went in2 arcade 4 awhile..... drank bubble tea (yes, its green apple green tea again!).... i tink im overly crazy over tis flavour but it was nt as nice as e j.e de.... bcos e pearl wasnt as nice =/</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">tt day, on e way home, saw sum1 tt has e same name as u do..... was greatly reminded of e sadness..... yea, evytime i saw anythg related 2 u, i wud feel so sad..... cos i had lost u as a fren & its nt cos we quarelled but it was due 2 i wud call it environmental factor..... isnt tis even more depressing??? im forced 2 lose u as a gd fren.... i really miss teasing u haha =D its so ke xi tt i cudnt kip up wif u anymore.... our frenship is thus lost & sadly, i duno how 2 get it bck.... cos it mite oly hav bin wishful tinking on my part to maintain it....</span><span style="color:#ff9900;"> i</span><span style="color:#ff9900;"> <span style="color:#ff9900;">really</span> treasure tis true & pure frenship tt we once shared though many may tink its nt possible 2 exist...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-8784105572045621363?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-5569988436666982132008-05-15T17:33:00.005+08:002008-11-13T15:16:54.981+08:00<span style="color:#cc66cc;">hehe, hav 2 bcktrk.....<br /></span><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">on sat, went out wif sinyee, chingxin, xinyu & lihui!! we went 4 breakfast at j.e. mac.... waited 4 sum time 4 e ppl 2 leave, it was juz too crowded.... saw sum1 yea humphs..... aft e breakfast, we went 2 play arcade lols..... we thot 4 quite long, didnt noe where 2 go.... in e end juz went up 2 e arcade hahaha =D </span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"><br /></span><span style="color:#cc66cc;">saw 2 boys "dancing" on a platform (wif those 4 left, right, up, down arrows).... yea, cudnt tink of wat its called rite now.... dey were quite pro.... fast reaction & legs!! we stood there awhile 2 watch them while w8ing 4 chingxin 2 finish her grilled foldover.... aft tt, we started playing e games.... yea, i tried racing cars 4 e 1st time LOLS.... yes, im nt those arcade type of ppl...... my car came in last T.T cos i didnt noe how 2 accelerate LOLS... oly steered e wheel left & right -.- </span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"><br /></span><span style="color:#cc66cc;">den we played basketball too!! =) haha so fun, i totally zi high diao.... although at 1st quite dun dare too play cos its quite high & im too short.... didnt tink tt e ball will get in... but it did!! =D at 1st, i was quite ok in getting it in, but soon i kept missing due 2 i duno y..... its lyk i throw 1 time oredi use so much strength cos of my height....but wadeva, i stl enjoyed playing it!! den we tried those pressing coloured buttons games.... & started 2nd rd of racing car (wich i gt 4th) & basketball (wich i missed so many times).... hands quite tired lols (& they ached 4 e nxt 2 days -.-) chinxin left early to mit her other frens.... & of cos lyk oways, we decided 2 take neoprints:</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"><br /></span><span style="color:#cc66cc;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5200539458720681746" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SCwHFYVyzxI/AAAAAAAAADs/fFpDToX_vtc/s200/lihui.xinyu.sinyee.me.jpg" border="0" /></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">it was quite a disaster i guess.... we chose a machine & found a $1 coin on e floor..... we were tinking if we shud take it or nt.... den xinyu said, later we take den sth bad happ how? but in e end we stl took it LOLS.... den lihui came bck aft chging a $10 note in2 10 $1 coins den we gave e $1 coin to her..... den wat happ aft was kinda strange cos all of a sudden lihui dropped 4 of e coins & we oly managed 2 get bck 2.... e other 2 was stuck sumwhere at e side of e machine.... we went 2 seek help but e person was unable 2 get them bck..... poor lihui lost $1 & e coin we took was gone too..... we were lyk tinking is it a punishment cos we were greedy & wanted 2 kope e coin? LOLS.... perhaps ba....<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">aft we took e shots, we realised tt 1 of e decorating pens of e machine cudnt work, den we went 2 seek help again but e person was unable 2 fix it =( we had 2 chge to another machine D= e 2nd rd of shots wasnt as nice as e 1st cos e time interval btw e shots were quite shot.... & we lost a quite creative shot where evy1 pointed at e same direction.... it was quite cool lo... but haix.... too bad i guess....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">den we continued on to eat ice cream..... i 4gt e name but i tink its sum italian icecream tt is quite high cls de.... 1 icecream 4 $3.20 leh!!! (e store in front of e neoprint shop)...... i ordered tiramisu (copying lihui) & it was nice but i tink too sweet & nth special actually..... aft tt, decided 2 go shopping at imm..... on e way, we all ganged up 2 try 2 make lihui let down her hair.... xinyu successfully took down her rubber band but lihui held on 2 her hair so her hair was nt let down in a way... poor lihui, gt bullied by us! hahaha, we so mean... lihui, i help u say out le!!! (lyk wat u wanted to do) LOLS.....</span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">went to look ard in daiso & found nice beads & alot of other nice stuff... we had e chong dong to start making bracelets cos e beads r too beautiful & we wanted 2 hav sumthg nice 2 do aft exams (wich aft tt, we realised tt we dun really hav much time)... i had 2 go my grandma's hse so i left early..... </span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">yea, i guess tts all 4 e nice exp wif frens hahaha..... lols, writing up 2 tis pt, im stl tinking abt green apple green tea.... its too nice 2 drink le but i cant drink now, so sad =( ok, im random.... gtg... byebye!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-556998843666698213?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-1760979614749558892008-05-11T10:36:00.005+08:002008-11-13T15:16:56.285+08:00<span style="color:#339999;">it's feels great 2 b blogging again!! =D yes, haha im nt deprived of having entertainment anymore bcos EXAMS R OVER! wahahaha.... i totally lyk 2 zi high alot bcos there's e taste of freedom!!! YES WE R FREE!!!! ok, i tink we totally too high den in e end kuang use $$$.... although i dun really hav much 2 spent anws =( but feel a bit xin tong 4 my $ cos im nt those who wud spend $$ so quickly de T.T but nvm, who cares, i happy jiu hao! =) anws, oso once in a while oly....<br /><br />on fri.... after e last paper, we (lihui, sinyee, ching xin n me) after v long, decided to go cineleisure bcos we wanted 2 watch hansel n gretel.... den we spend most of e time there i guess.... when we reached there, we realised dun hav hansel & gretel so went 2 eat... wanted 2 eat koba but it was nt open for lunch yet... waaa so hungry @.@ so we went 2 look ard in e korean shop bside koba.... e stuff in e shop were quite interesting... i wanted 2 get sth but duno wat 2 buy T.T sinyee, lihui and chingxin bought ice cream but i didnt.... wanted 2 make sure i can finish e da can at koba....<br /><br />juz as dey were eating e icecream, koba opened -.- den i tink we really had a da can cos e meal so much thgs (rice, a small plate of meat, a cup of ice lemon tea, a strawberry cheesecake).... waaa, eat until so full..... & yes, while writing up till tis pt, i wanted 2 find a pic of e set i ate on google den i came upon tis website:<br /><br /></span><a href="http://www.hungrygowhere.com/singapore/kobayashi_eastpoint/"><span style="color:#33cc00;">http://www.hungrygowhere.com/singapore/kobayashi_eastpoint/</span></a><span style="color:#339999;"><br /><br />lols, i feel tt e comments were kinda funny... i was LOLing when i read thru them.... but i agree, e food is quite salty n i tink dey arent e real zheng pai de jap/korean food.... but im stl ok wif it though.... at least nt as ji dong as e two ppl who commented.... LOL... after e da can, we went ard cineleisure 2 look at stuff... we went in2 an accessory shop n bought 6 pairs where earring wich were in a set.... so we decided it 2 b our grp earring or wadeva u call tt...<br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5198952829627803506" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 155px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 123px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="166" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SCZkDaX6J3I/AAAAAAAAACc/wxg7tyejysE/s320/PIC_0072.JPG" width="212" border="0" /><br /></span><p><span style="color:#339999;">as shown, each of us gt 1 round shaped n 1 heart shaped earring to be a pair (but dey r e same colour) cos e orginal was 3 pairs of heart shaped 1s & 3 pairs of round shaped 1s with pink, blue, orange... to be kind of fair, we hav 2 split it in tis way!! lols =D i tink its quite cool la~<br /><br /></span></p><span style="color:#339999;">den we went on to take neoprints.... yes, tai high le! but it was fun =D<br /></span><p><span style="color:#339999;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5198955007176222594" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 219px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 112px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="141" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SCZmCKX6J4I/AAAAAAAAACk/zR1YE9_MpY8/s320/chingxin.lihui.sinyee.me.jpg" width="281" border="0" /><br />continued on looking at stuff in e shops.... there was tis shop wif really nice braclets, necklaces & earrings.... & i promised myself i wud get 1 4 my mum! (lols, mayb her nxt yr's bday or mothers' day?) den we oso went mini toons & saw quite a lot of cute stuff... lyk bread shaped & pizza shaped pens & chocolate shaped mirrors & pencil cases.... sinyee bought sum 4 her bro & sis, making me feel tt perhaps i shud buy sth useful 4 my sis as well... n yea, i bought 2 files 4 my sis n myself ( e yellow pooh de is mine & e pink piglet de is my sis's)....<br /></span></p><br /><p><span style="color:#339999;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5198958709438031794" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 143px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 119px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="213" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SCZpZqX6J7I/AAAAAAAAAC8/tHUeNedT19E/s320/PIC_0076.JPG" width="250" border="0" /></span></p><p><span style="color:#339999;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5198958705143064482" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 145px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 115px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="164" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SCZpZaX6J6I/AAAAAAAAAC0/WMuKL2a0U8I/s320/PIC_0060.JPG" width="194" border="0" /></span></p><p><span style="color:#339999;">i tink its bcos we were all too happy cos up till tis pt, we hav brought quite sum stuff.... LOLS tts wat life is 4 - spending $... ok, no la, its nt true... but when u r happier, u wud 1 2 spend more $?</span></p><p><span style="color:#339999;">den after tt, left cineleisure cos lihui & sinyee planned to go sembawang juz 2 watch hansel & gretel cos there is e oly place left tt has tis movie.... me, of cos wanted to join them but i gt a v impt mission 2 accomplish.... LOLS, ok its juz making cookies 4 my mum cos it's her birthday!!! =DD so i went home.... actually in e morning, my sis & i oredi gave our mama a present...</span></p><p><span style="color:#339999;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5198962093872261058" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 163px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 122px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="151" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SCZseqX6J8I/AAAAAAAAADE/tW-_v22tgXY/s320/PIC_0074.JPG" width="238" border="0" /></span></p><p><span style="color:#339999;">guess wat isit??? its a handphone pouch!! =P so cute rite? hahahaha.... ok, im crazy....</span></p><p><span style="color:#339999;">but then, of cos tis is nt enuf.... we've gt 2 do more stuff.... so yea, we planned 'well'.....<br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5198963773204473810" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 147px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 105px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="142" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SCZuAaX6J9I/AAAAAAAAADM/fvvAMIuXl2w/s320/PIC_0065.JPG" width="227" border="0" /></span></p><p><span style="color:#339999;">to make sure tt evythg will work well, we te di draw up tis wunderful plan & tis is our secret manual to making e cookies.... dey r nt juz normal cookies ok?? its v special & unusual de!!! cos we came up wif e idea ourselves...</span></p><p><span style="color:#339999;">& bought e ingredients.....</span></p><p><span style="color:#339999;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5198963781794408418" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 174px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 117px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="228" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SCZuA6X6J-I/AAAAAAAAADU/Lkgc_GVFAQQ/s320/PIC_0061.JPG" width="309" border="0" /></span></p><p><span style="color:#339999;">& of cos equipment..... ok, dey r juz to contain e cookies, but nt to make e cookies hav e nice shapes (lyk wat their original function suppose 2 b) lols, cos we were yes, unable to make them turn out thses shapes, except 4 a few =( but its ok! =)</span></p><p><span style="color:#339999;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5198963786089375730" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 168px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 113px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="223" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SCZuBKX6J_I/AAAAAAAAADc/BTHckv6234o/s320/PIC_0066.JPG" width="302" border="0" /></span></p><p><span style="color:#339999;">THE FINAL PRODUCT!!! yippeee!!!! =D v nice rite???? YES, i totally agree! muahahaha...</span></p><p><span style="color:#339999;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5198963790384343042" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 196px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 154px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="217" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SCZuBaX6KAI/AAAAAAAAADk/DPlVZgmxZ0M/s320/PIC_0067.JPG" width="298" border="0" /></span></p><p><span style="color:#339999;">its a HEART shape if u cud c it..... (might nt b v obvious...) but wadeva, i stl proud of it anw..... even though it mite nt hav turned out as well as i thot....</span></p><p><span style="color:#339999;">yes, see i so happy so zi high -.- i kip telling myself tt i shud juz cherish tis period of time where i can b free & happy... tis is 2 mi bu wat i hav been deprived of 4 e past few wks..... & soon, i wud b down again bcos u noe y.... den pia again... den enjoy again.... den unhappy again.... e "vicious" cycle continues on....although im v happy rite now, but i cant help but tink how long will tis happiness last?? nt 4eva, i guess..... (i dun disagree tt im pessimistic...)</span></p><p><span style="color:#339999;">oh yes, im here wishing all mothers happy mothers' day!! =D</span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-176097961474955889?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-53936795761018937872008-04-27T20:50:00.000+08:002008-04-27T21:12:40.254+08:00<span style="color:#000000;">hmmm, guess i wunt b posting until 2 wks later! MID YRS! =( yea i'll try my best 2 do wat i promised myself 2.... to believe in my 1st ans always n hav more confidence! its so impt, as u can c how much it affects my results when actually i gt it right but cancel it away :(( wadeva, it cant b undone so i juz hav 2 look 4ward n make sure it doesnt happen anymore T.T<br /><br />hohoho! i luving tis more n more by e moment.... i nv knew i cud actually do it huh? cos although i oways quite hav e passion 4 it.... dun really bothered to try cos i dun tink tt i'll make it de la!!! but i did it... YEAYEAYEA!! ohh so zi high... hehe, actually its nt tt difficult la cos im lyk so near.... im sure i will pursue it nxt time... wait 4 me!! =D if there cud b sum1 wif me, tt wud b great-er!! =)<br /><br />hehe, no comments 4 hse miting cos its juz tooo.... i juz cant stand it... yeayea... oways so sian de la... do nth much juz sit there lo... but i tink its quite unfair 2 force ppl who r nt willing 2 do it 2 do it... it shud b volunteery i thot? ok, dun wish 2 comment further @.@ but i really v tong qing them....<br /><br />its quite sad 2 noe tt im nt e 1 tt u tok 2 when u r sad.... i noe i cant force u 2 tell me evythg but i juz wish i cud b there 4 u when u nit e comfort n help... i feel lyk im such a bad fren cos i cant help u..... rmb, i'll oways b there 4 u =D<br /><br />im trying juz nt 2 b so affected.... im juz tinking how long i can continue 2 ctrl myself ! i nit to WAKE UP! yes, wake up n dun tink of thgs tt r nt possible!! pls juz stay away so tt i can do it.... i MUZ make myself do it no matter how hard it is cos i juz cant fall into it!!<br /><br />ok, let's all learn 2 distress in tis jin yao guan tou!!! midyrs~ let's do it tgt!! =D</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-5393679576101893787?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-2217899302751987892008-04-19T10:49:00.000+08:002008-11-13T15:16:56.704+08:00<span style="color:#993399;">went 2 pulau semakau on thurs.... at 1st, didnt noe wat tis island is for n nt v interested but its actually quite a NICEE =) place!! e scenery is nice n e wind too ^^ (although when we went its a bit too sunny) i esp lyk e boat ride hehe.... we went up 2 e deck (thx god cos i tink i will get sea sick at e cabin).... </span><a href="http://www.rsi.com.sg/html/semakau.htm" target="_blank"></a><span style="color:#993399;">its juz too nice at e deck tt it gets a bit crowded lols.... </span><a href="http://www.rsi.com.sg/html/semakau.htm" target="_blank"></a><span style="color:#993399;">n i ate my lolly 4 so so long.... so long nv eat le~~ im quite glad it kinda helped me 4get abt e sickness... we played concentration lots of time hehe.... n i learnt how to play "qing ni gen wo zhe yang zuo".... oh yes, i agree im a slow learner, duno practise how long den learnt it -.- but im a bit sad tt nv c dolphins leh =( but im +ve tt stl will come de la!!!! </span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"></span><br /><span style="color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5190792502454178306" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SAlmR2uK0gI/AAAAAAAAACU/58MLnkSX4oU/s320/untitled.bmp" border="0" /> Aerial view of semakau</span><br /><br /><div><div><span style="color:#993399;">when we reached there, went on a bus ride to tour ard e island.... saw a big patch of lalangs... WOW so nice lo... e guide even say tt there r wedding couples tt come to take their bridal photo.... SO COOL!!! imagine doing tt on a landfill LOLS.... n there's lots of cool thgs to do lyk: star gazing, watching out 4 fireflies at night n even having a cls outing/chalet there..... tt will b 2 thgs off my wishlist wors!!!! i promised myself to go again hahaha....<br /></span></div></div><br /><p><span style="color:#993399;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5190791768014770674" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/SAllnGuK0fI/AAAAAAAAACM/wwN4NW2snfU/s320/600px-Pulau_Semakau%252C_panorama_3%252C_Nov_06.jpg" border="0" /></span></p><span style="color:#993399;">see~ so nice *o* (haha of cos nt i take de)<br /></span><p><span style="color:#993399;">den we took cls foto at a small shelter n played summore concentration lols.... n of cos there is e survey form... many of us commented tt e trip was excellent (wich it totally is) its educational n fun!!!~~~ hohoho, a bit tai high le.... when we went bck, didnt go bck up to e deck cos didnt 1 2 disturb e ppl sleeping.... felt quite sick at 1st cos cudnt go 2 sleep n 4get abt e sickness.... in e end we started playing "jie zi you xi" (or wadeva u call tt) its was quite fun n XINYU IS A QIANG ZHE... her brain can work so fast!!!</span></p><div><span style="color:#993399;">ok, conclusion: SEMAKAU ROCKS!!! =D</span></div><div> <br /></div><div></div><div><span style="color:#993399;"></span></div><div><em><span style="color:#993399;">lies, lies n more lies... they r so unstoppable n i cant do anythg abt them.... i didnt noe y i was angry to e pt of sadness... i was disappted... if ur nt interested, y cum bck?? i tried 4getting abt e past..... u tink we were willing??? but we dun hav a choice, do we?? n u too, ur nt any different...... juz accept wat is there 4 u?? cos we did gave in b4, but u ran away n gave up ur chance.... n now its juz too late to get it bck.....</span></em></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-221789930275198789?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-29413822789681986772008-04-13T12:16:00.000+08:002008-04-13T18:38:31.165+08:00<span style="color:#ff99ff;">hmm... two punishments tis wk (pain sia).... i guess lao tian oso kan bu xia qu le?? LOLS.... im juz too mean n unkind ba.... i dunno if my decision was rite or wrong but i guess i didnt go against wat i believed in.... </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">wrong choices made so many times..... i feel so dumb n stupid =( sian, i shud juz trust my 1st decision always.... yea, lyk a great man once said (hope u rmb who u r) , "believe in ur 1st decision as it is always e 1 tt u really want".... i shud juz cultivate tis habit once again.... </span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">r u touched tt i stl rmb after so long??? LOLS....</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">im so sry 2 evy1 present i guess i really spoiled e whole thg.... it was supposed 2 b happy, its juz e consequence of another wrong choice made by me.. SRY!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i so happy finally gt e chance 2 tok to ms chia.... heeheeheee, i tink i really shudnt tink so much n juz do wadeva i can.... there's really no pt 2 tink so much yet i guess.... n i really nit more confidence.... ok, i'll try! n if i really cant do, at least i noe i tried.... too much worries wunt help anw.... i muz stop myself from playing, mid yr exams coming!!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">sumtimes i wish dreams cud come true juz lyk tt... when u r experiencing it, its so real.... tinking abt u again since e dream.... i will always rmb e place.... its juz too sad to go.... i tink i may juz break down there lyk sum mad person.... but apparently i gt no much chance to go there too... wich is gd i guess, at least i dun hav 2 tink abt e scene tt is really really sad..... ohh now so emo....</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">whereva u r, i 1 2 b juz a turn away~</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">waaa, watch guardian angel until cry.... i thot 1st time watching but actually nt lo.... its juz too touching n sad le la... its so romantic to hav a guardian angel watching over u..... but e v sad part is tt he can oly b ur angel but u cant b 2gt wif him 4eva..... haix.... tis is so saddening...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-2941382278968198677?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-72938098765200145762008-04-05T13:12:00.001+08:002008-11-13T15:16:57.095+08:00<span style="color:#6666cc;">wow.... NAPFA is finally over + physics test + chinese test!!! yeay!!! zhe shi zhi de kai xin de wors.... free of tests until nxt nxt wk... yipeeyaya =) i cant blief i omost failed my sit n reach.... all tis yrs, i nv failed any NAPFA items or omost failed any.... haix, i thot its oways 2.4 tt is haiing me but its actually sit n reach tis time.... not 2 4get to thk loads of ppl.... n e list starts now:<br /><br />THX~<br />Pearly, Candy, Sharman, Phyllis, Rou Si, Kristie<br />for ur encouragement....<br /><br />THX~<br />Xin Yu, Sin Yee (kelly), Sylvia<br />for ur concern....<br /><br />THX~<br />Li Hui<br />for letting me fan u oways on how to do sit n reach (sry!)....<br /><br />THX~<br />Yan Yi<br />for e push tt i really needed.....<br /><br />THX~<br />Melissa<br />for ur mental support....<br /><br />dun tink i missed out any1 hehe =D thx again plus *bow* in e end, i tink i stl gt a bronze cos of my sit n reach -.- but i can try again nxt yr perhaps :) hmm, toking abt e chinese n physics test.... HAIX! e zong he tian kong really v tough leh, dun tink i'll do well =( sobs.... my oly hope gone.... physics was nt exactly easy too.... HAIX again... but tis 1 stl ok cos within my expectation, i juz cant do physics la.... evytime so miserable, even mr tan oso can sense it can.... he ask me y i during physics evytime look so sad i said yea cos i dun really understand ma.... wo bu shi study physics de liao la!!!! :(((<br /><br />but at least now i feel more carefree after taking e tests... its lyk song le yi ku qi.... n e best part is tt dunnit to tink abt test for 1wk!!! hahahaha.... hmmm, chose e trips tt we 1 go on fri.... hohoho, sinyee (kelly) is influencing 2 b enthu abt beijing hehe.... cos of e abundance of e chinese bks over there!!! =P imagine we can come bck wif a lot of nice bks leh..... haha, read dao siao oso nvm!! wahooo!! zi high-ing.... LOLS.... so decided on beijing, shanghai, taiwan n qingdao.... quite looking 4ward to e trips!!<br /><br />my dear junior is so nice =) luv her... haha, actually is i go n fan her in a way but really thx 4 it cos i really lyk it a lot wors!!!! look!:<br /><br /><br /></span><span style="color:#6666cc;"><p><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5185964141925064242" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 178px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 137px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="151" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/R_g-6SFbXjI/AAAAAAAAAB0/-zOIeN0MZpg/s320/PIC_0045.JPG" width="174" border="0" /><br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5185965258616561218" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 174px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 128px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="136" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/R_g_7SFbXkI/AAAAAAAAAB8/J6zP7UhnWxU/s200/PIC_0053.JPG" width="186" border="0" /><br />e black base is shaped lyk a heart!!! its juz too beeautiful heeehee~ thx alot, i will definitely do sumthg for u 2! =D sry my photographic skills nt v gd but if u c it personally, really hen mei de!!!!<br /><br />heehee, i tink we juz nit more entertainment sumtimes..... since our cid proj is abt singlish, xinyu researched n found a website tt has stories based on singlish n hokkien n ya its quite funny...... any1 interested can go take a look, but e hokkien mite b juz too much 4 u n u may nt understand every single part.... Click it:<br /><br /></span></p><span style="color:#6666cc;"><a href="http://pachome2.pacific.net.sg/~xygirl/singlish/index.html">http://pachome2.pacific.net.sg/~xygirl/singlish/index.html</a></span><p><span style="color:#6666cc;">hopes it does entertain u in sum ways!~ =DD LOL, i really xiao dao du zi tong 4 sum part.....</span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-7293809876520014576?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-3705052820234268722008-03-29T12:35:00.000+08:002008-03-29T19:00:48.160+08:00<span style="color:#33cc00;">i juz cant believe how i managed to b so brave... tis is juz so unlyk last time de wo.... mainly, sum1was there 2 encourage me..... hmmm, i guess wat she said was so so right..... i was sort of convinced tt i did e rite thg??? i juz turned into such a MEAN n COLD monster when i m so so determined 2 do it..... hmm, thruout, my tone was totally juz so ICY.... n most imptly to sum1 tts has authority.... i guess tt i treated tis sum1 lyk a fren ba???!! LOLS..... i sort of mastered my fren's art of speaking.... hmmm, it was totally in such a tone tt was pretty unexpectable..... when i sort of gt thru e whole thg, thot bck, den realised WOW.... tis was really wat i had bin so so afraid to do..... but now, i gt e ans tt i wanted.... it was such a clear ans..... at 1st, i was stl tinking it was probably cos i m bias, but no its nt.... indeed there was wat i call corruption....<br /><br />lyk wat she said, i totally agree.... she saw it cuming n told me: y shud we bother abt ppl we do nt care for?? oly those tt u actually care for can hurt u deeply..... but if 2 u, tt person is juz a stranger, y bother abt him/her? esp if tis person juz dun lyk (or hate) u, does it matter? e ans is no cos u noe u stl hav ppl ard tt u treasure tt will b supportive of u..... i guess tis was wat really triggered my action.... i bothered so much abt tt other's thots n actions (last time i was even more afraid n bothered).... evyday i juz spend so much time tinking abt how ppl c tis, c tt, isit really tt impt? juz go ahead as long as u dun hurt e ppl tt u care 4.....<br /><br />NAPFA test... started 2.4 run on fri.... i tink i ran e fastest in my entire sec sch life.... it wasnt v gd, but at least i improved.... duno 2 run again nxt wk.... perhaps if i dun get 2 run in e morning, i will go run 2.4 again, though its impossible 4 me to hit 14mins n below to get an A, but it definitely helps me 2 jian fei! =D thx 2 all tt gratz me for my improvement.... as 4 those others tt were lyk.... , its ok cos lyk i said juz tt, y bother abt strangers? jiayou all for e upcoming NAPFA test! =))<br /><br />seriously, i admit tt i m v biased.... but isit oly my prob? i guess nt, bcos sum1 unexpected totally feel e same... i was quite shocked tt he actually made such a comment? now i duno isit cos im biased tts y my reaction so ji dong? yes? no? i juz cudnt stand it when u cud take out ur own notes den y u dun do so? when evy1 took out theirs n wrote quietly, u were turning ard peeping at others' ans.... cant u kip ur eyes to urself ? summore it was suppose to b sort of a mini test..... i ended up trying hard to cover my script n trying nt 2 b too bothered.... it was juz too quiet n i cudnt make any noise to disturb others.... i hav 2 ren, ren, ren thruout! n tis period is nt gng 2 b short huh?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-370505282023426872?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-46494844644256079512008-03-25T20:57:00.000+08:002008-03-26T20:07:48.699+08:00<span style="color:#ff99ff;">maybe u may tink i juz making a BIG fuss out of it.... but im telling u rite now tt im NOT.... u r nt in my situation den how cud u make such assumptions n accusations..... u cant imagine how its lyk so u hav absolutely no right to say tt im in e wrong..... 2 me, its juz a LAME excuse by u 2 chge sumthg tt u dun lyk ba..... AND im nt letting go till i gt a gd ans.... its juz CORRUPTION! when u r a * but u r surrounded by many other #, wud u feel happy??? furthermore, e rest of e * family is so far away from u.....nt oly tt, e grp of # ard u r totally...... (*no comments*) u feel so lonely being e oly * n u cant even open ur mouth to speak cos there's no other * 2 listen 2 u..... if u hav at least 1 * to tok to, it wud stl b ok.....YOU juz DUN understand n CANT understand....<br /><br />AND frenz r nt lyk tis..... frenz DO NT IGNORE e fact tt u r unhappy..... frenz DO NT make LOUSY n WEAK attempts to call u 2 b happy when dey noe u cant..... frenz DO NT ACT lyk dey care abt u when dey juz don't.... BECOS frenz WUD LISTEN as dey care.... frenz WUD try to provide solutions to HELP even if dey feel tt dey cant do much.... all tt ur doing rite now juz makes me feel tt u r nt my true fren.... to contrast wif e fren who is always by my side..... as least i can feel e care from her n it makes me feel better when i c her making an effort to help.... how abt u? seriously, HOW ABT U?<br /><br />now i truly understand i wanted sum1 so badly juz by my side.... its bcos i really nit sum1 to help me shine lyk a star and assure me tt i hav e ability to.....how i wish tt i cud b lyk a porcupine, with all e SPIKES covering my body..... perhaps tts how u cud really protect urself from harm..... i wud rather u b straight4ward to me..... if i really did sth so seriously wrong n tt u dislyk..... i really duno y n wish 4 ur enlightenment.... at least when i feel really hurt once, i wud nt feel as hurt again.... pls let my heart bleed juz tis once rather than torturing me lyk tis, letting my heart bleed again n again and there's no end to it..... or shud i put it in another way?? why muz u juz make life so difficult 4 me?? i beg u to let me go.... i beg u nt 2 torture e seriously wounded me anymore....<br /><br />i hav always believed tt a person doesnt nit 2 b 2 well dresssed or wear make up or do anythg 2 urself 2 seem more sort of attractive BCOS OF U..... its juz ur natural self tt makes u beautiful...... u make me feel tt plain might nt b nt gd.... i omost wanted u 2 become my "be natural" de dai yan ren...... LOLS... but i guess now i dun believe in it anymore.... i hav chged my mind oredi bcos i noe tis claim of mine has lost..... i duno y, but its juz nt e same anymore....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-4649484464425607951?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-42177051813528568232008-03-23T16:14:00.000+08:002008-11-13T15:16:58.237+08:00<span style="color:#33ccff;">sunday went to watch Chinese Orchestra performance at UCC.... but b4 tt was sort of a suona outing.... hmm, we went to collect our SUONA keychains!!! =) </span><div><br /><div><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span></div><span style="color:#33ccff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5181307392353852882" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 153px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center; alt: " src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/R-eznyFbXdI/AAAAAAAAABI/g7mjd3OOY3M/s320/suona+keychain_front.JPG" width="215" border="0" /><br /><br /></span><div></div><span style="color:#33ccff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5181307972174437874" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 154px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 99px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="108" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/R-e0JiFbXfI/AAAAAAAAABU/r7QE5JzSn8Q/s320/suona+keychain_bck.JPG" width="183" border="0" /> </span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#33ccff;">*1st is front view, 2nd is to show a clearer pic of e liang pian (but dey r both nt clear -.-)<br /><br /></span><div><div><span style="color:#33ccff;">finally yeay =D it is quite nice hehe ^^ i tink nicer than last time mel n i gave veng de cos e liang pian nv sink all at e bottom lyk e beads =( , so it looks nicer =D thx veng for letting us learn e lesson of nt putting beads anymore... LOLS..... den we went to take neoprint..... tis yr lyk kip taking neoprint wor..... but tis is definitely e 1st time more than half of e section is in e picture..... but sadly, oly 6 of us were present (shud b stl gt 2 more) but i tink there wud sure b e chance to come... </span></div><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5181659197420035586" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/R-jzliFbXgI/AAAAAAAAABc/mS8bXyp_zpU/s200/zair%27s+neoprint.jpg" border="0" /><br /></span><div><span style="color:#33ccff;">but keeheng..... aiyo, take neoprint wif us v dui lian meh, y dun1 b in e neoprint =(( u see gao gao trying 2 make an effort rite?? muz learn from him hehe =) we muz try to bond better!!! i insist! n mel n i r determined 2 find another boy nxt yr 4 gao gao cos keeheng go wif other CO frenz!! =(</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#33ccff;">our dinner was at pepperlunch.... </span></div><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5181661250414403106" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/R-j1dCFbXiI/AAAAAAAAABs/-pclvTIJy3w/s320/zair+la.jpg" border="0" /><br /></span><div><span style="color:#33ccff;">hmmm, 1st time eating at tis restaurant.... thgs r nt cheap wor.... e lowest price is lyk $8.50???!!! ok la, 1st time eat so nvm lo n mel recommended it cos it is quite nice.... i ordered salmon pepper rice wich is $9.90..... its quite ok la.... n its special cos u hav gt yi diu butter covered by e rice wich is to spread on e salmon wich is nt totally cooked..... n there's tis really nice sauce.... hmmm, mel's called de gt hao bao dan n dou ya n she sits in front of me make me so JEALOUS... aiyo, but tt meal gt beef wich i dun eat so.... TOO BAD! =( but e oly thg im unhappy abt is tt there is v SWEET corn all over.... i actually dun really dun lyk corn de but i tink mix wif e rice taste v weird? i struggled eating it until abt halfway den i couldnt take it... ended up picking out e rest of e corn.... n sum part of e rice is too salty.... but if given a choice, i will eat tis meal again but i sure will call e person chge e corn to dou ya 4 me!!! ^^ (hopefully can...)</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#33ccff;">den we rushed to UCC, saw sum other CO members n sum supporters of mr wong lols.... lucky we did reach there sort of in time..... hmmm, i juz dun understand y ppl r wearing such weird clothes to a concert???? it juz seemed sort of dai kua zhang lyk u gng to a prom -.- wif make up its even worse T.T but kristie looked v pretty heehee =) waited for fu en to gif him e rose..... hmmm, wait from close to 10pm till 11pm.... lols, after tt den realised it was quite long o?? hehe, when jing qing came out wif fu en, he was so jealous can.... kept saying y his juniors nv w8 4 him.... haha gd 4 him, at least he now noes he has absolutely no mei li ^^</span></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-4217705181352856823?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-19633511804995976352008-03-20T23:04:00.000+08:002008-11-13T15:16:58.340+08:00<span style="color:#6666cc;">hohoho! tis wk has been an interesting n entertaining wk!! (considering oly up till 2day! so gonna b a super LONG post...) hmmm, 1stly, its juz a totally unbelievable thg!!! i saw 2 LESBIANS....... (ok, trying to remain calm).... at 1st, i really really thot it was juz 2 girls behaving lyk super super close..... i min when dey sit, their faces r lyk less than 10cm away... n surprising dey can actually tok in so near dist??? i min when u tok can so near de ma??? at 1st seriously oly tink tt im tinking too much..... but its nt cos wat happens nxt convinced me tt dey r LES -.- one girl nt oly lie on e other girl's shoulder, e girl who let tt girl lie on her shoulder actually turn to KISS e other girl's lian jia n ear???!!! den she kept whispering softly in2 her ears lyk sum guy seducing a girl??? but RMB, dey r both GIRLS.... me n my fren omost chi bu xia fan cos e scene was just too.... ICKY? how i wish i cud take pics or videotape it down, or at least draw it out to gif u all a clearer pic, but my drawing cant make it, so too bad =((<br /></span><div></div><br /><div><span style="color:#6666cc;">2ndly, took result slip on wed.... ohh so happy (lyk real T.T)..... wadeva, juz feel so sian diao when actually 5 of my subjs scores drop n 2 went up n den e comment i got was "her results has shown much IMPROVEMENT".... *men* its called DEPROVEMENT ba, i suppose? ehh.... feeling totally SIANZ... zzz.... started to emo 4 no reason n cried in sch.... wa nt bad, go home le cry another rd n much longer.... i tink i can go b an actress (if im prettier) since i can cry so much n so easily T.T</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6666cc;">3rdly, today! went out to eat wif li hui, xin yu, kelly, ching xin, yan yi, sylvia n jie ren.... but actually i didnt eat cos i scared i cant eat dinner.... so juz sat there to tok tok for e whole time..... den we went to take neoprint... lols, 8 ppl take wor.... so interesting.... </span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span></div><span style="color:#6666cc;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5179853013348212162" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 137px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 105px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="131" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/R-KI3yFbXcI/AAAAAAAAABA/sDku6bRMhfQ/s200/so+many+ppl.jpg" width="171" border="0" /><br /></span><div><span style="color:#6666cc;">yea e pic was crowded.... den took sum time to decorate.... when we were happily cutting the neoprints, suddenly we realised 2 strange guys trying to get our attention.... den 1 of e guys started to say tt he wanted to tok 2 jie ren n muz go outside tok so as to nt let him "lao kui".... den of cos jie ren did nt 1 to tok to them la.... den he called e police while e boys were cursing wadeva under their breaths..... i felt quite shocked by his braveness cos i tink i wud nt b as calm to call e police?? when we told e boys we called e police den dey stl say dey nt scared of police O.o but den dey went out of e neoprint shop n say tt dey will w8 4 jie ren outside.... in e end, dey disappeared.... but we purposely go find them LOLS den dey went to e neoprint shop to hide lo..... aiyo, stl act until so beng n brave actually so COWARD... e police did came n dey bought jie ren away 2 tok to him, when e public saw dey were lyk a bit shocked.... but it looks lyk jie ren is e one in wrong LOLS.... den dey went to sort of "catch" e boys lo n make them apologise.... wats scares me is tt dey r juz sec1s students!!!! aiyoyo =(( wat has e world come to??</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#6666cc;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#6666cc;">but i was tinking lyk y did dey do tis in e 1st place??? lols, i guess lyk sylvia say tt dey r bu shuang tt jie ren is surrounded by seven mei nv (actually hav 2 exclude me)..... haha... tis is so amusing.... anws, jec so many rvians, we can get support easily if dey really wan to fite LOLS.... 1st time encountering tis so was quite tramautised at 1st.... lucky we r in such a big grp.... we were lyk stl joking tt if we hav 2 rite a zuo wen "yi ci you jing wu xian de jing li".... we all wud hav scored v well.... but anws, e whole process was sort of entertaining n FUN?? it juz added colours to my life.... lols, perhaps i hav 2 thk them??</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-1963351180499597635?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-53350901696638629062008-03-16T17:37:00.000+08:002008-11-13T15:16:58.641+08:00<span style="color:#339999;">haix.... saddening~ its e last day of <u>hols</u> (OR NOT).... looking really 4ward to go bck to sch (lyk real -.-) yi xiang dao 2mr gt mths test jiu stressed.... i min i duno wat to study??? e topics oso no nit study de juz nit rmb formula n rules.... life is so STRESSFUL (quotes from phyllis).... eeyer, i muz score well 4 mths but i duno how to leh.... zzzz..... n history, i felt so STRESSEd over e SEQ tt i didnt dare to start on it until today although i researched on it a few days ago.... stl struggling~~ n 2day is "my girl" de last episode!!!! muz watch!!! =D but stl gt history esaay... *sighs*<br /><br /></span><div></div><div><span style="color:#339999;">hehe, if u noticed, i hav added a bouncing image on my blog.... heehee, as quote from my sis "a flying ghost".... WADEVA, i tink its quite nice lor... but if its too iritating 4 readers lyk u, i may consider taking it away.... but muz FDBCK ma!! =) n i chge e frenz links thg tt my sis say its gd cos its more fun!!</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#339999;"></span></div><div><span style="color:#339999;">wahoo! ytd went running again... (1st time on Mon) i tink i did quite ok ba?? its much better compared to wat i normally do anw..... when i went on Mon, i ran e 3rd lane cos gt tis mini soccer match gng on n e spectators r all over 1st n 2nd lane @.@.... so no choice.... time was 17:26.... quite slow..... cos i did walked =x 1st 3 rds was abt 7mins de lo.... den last 3 rds xun diao.... but ytd was 15:13 leh!! (i took e 1st lane) =DDD ok mayb its nt gd to u but it is to me at least.... n i perserved thru SIX rds.... tts a wunderful accomplishment 4 me.... cos i nv did tt b4 T.T yeay!! hope i will do better if e nxt time =)) i was tinking if e lane matters at all.... mayb sum1 cud enlightened me ^^</span></div><br /><span style="color:#339999;">went to my cousins' hse ytd 2 c my grandma.... my cousins gt 2 new pets (hamsters! =^o^=) dey r so small n KAWAII!!! hehe, how i wish dey cud b mine lo...... n my cousin who went to china during tis hols 4 SEVEN days (when we oly gt 9 days hols)ngave me n my sis panda postcards she brought from China..... e pandas look cute too!! =)<br /><br /></span><div></div><div><span style="color:#339999;">here's e cute panda postcard (smaller version):</span></div><br /><div><span style="color:#339999;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5178277248733699970" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/R9zvuNdCX4I/AAAAAAAAAA4/PmcjYvStYfA/s200/panda+postcard.jpg" border="0" /></span></div><br /><p><span style="color:#339999;">haix, bcos i went to my cousins' hse den lost e chance to see ytcc de CO performance n mr wong conduct!!! :((( actually wanted go c n take photo den put here as "feature of e day" LOLS.... but lost e chance.... SAD =(, but im sure there wud b another chance!! heehee, mr wong, be prepared to get shoot by me! hohoho *o*</span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-5335090169663862906?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-4380271211925001092008-03-14T10:13:00.000+08:002008-03-16T18:18:10.626+08:00<span style="color:#9999ff;">yeay!!! xp 2nd blogskin tt i made =)) lols... finally i chge blogskin again lo...... if nt v sian leh, evytime see e same skin.... n i specially put tt song cos juz lyk it so much after watching L..... heeheee, tis may b a sign of MADNESS leh.... oOo wadeva.... nth much to say wor.... so tis post will most probably b e shortest out of all.... life has been BORING even if its during e hols.... juz kip doing hwk den play play while oso nth much de leh =(( i wud prefer to go out wif frenz!!! haix, but dey r all too busy for me i guess...<br /><br />hmmm, tok abt sum topic ba.... if nt tis post is lyk gng 2 be 1 paragraph oly???!!! i really felt quite guilty n i tink tt its really my fault to bring u thru tis.... perhaps without me, u wud nt hav made tis choice..... although u may wan to pursue tis on even if it may b hard, but do u tink its really worth it???? i min its really 4 a long period of time if u really wan to continue on lyk tis, wif sum idiotic ppl..... i juz felt so sad n felt lyk crying wheneva i thot abt tis.... tis is most probably e 1st time i felt so heartbroken 4 sum1.... as sum1 so close to u, i wud really lyk 2 do sth to help, but yet i cant..... i feel so useless n helpless.....<br /><br />i really really dun1 u to suffer e same thg i suffered.... its really a VERY sad =(( thg....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-438027121192500109?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-91543979892262595772008-03-10T19:10:00.000+08:002008-11-13T15:16:58.825+08:00<div align="left"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">woked up at 8am today.... was considered quite early to me.... i tink im juz too excited.... lols =) finally went out with hui en, melissa and veng yi!!! =p wore e really nice blue star earrings tt lihui gt 4 me for valentine's day n actually wanted to wear a nice skirt but e zip was spoiled so cant wear =( aiyo, i v cu lu lo.... tt skirt oly wear b4 twice (if im nt wrong)... so fast spoil le??? when i reached yew tee, chionged for e marina bay train wich is coming in 2mins... while i was chionging in my heels, didnt bother to notice any1... but then, heard a guy call me lols, thot was from 4H de.... in e end,was fu en....sort of unexpected cos he doesnt live at yew tee?! anws, we planned to mit at orchard mrt at 11.15am n watch e movie at 11.55am.... its was sort of too rushed.... so me n mel went ahead to cineleisure 1st den mel told hui en e way thru e phone.... i didnt noe anythg tt mel say cos i simply hav no sense of direction.... but actually wat mel say was v clear 2 hui en n veng yi.... heng ar!!! if nt we cant reach there in time....<br /><br /></span><span style="color:#cc66cc;">mel n i went 1st cos we 1 get e tickets 1st den we realised tt as long as u present a student pass, e ticket is oly $6!!! ^^ so cheap leh *o* so in e end we did nt buy e ticket 1st.... </span><br /></div><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5176100512063446898" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 100px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 130px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="203" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/R9Uz_ddCX3I/AAAAAAAAAAw/XoDauLd343s/s320/L+ticket.jpg" width="175" border="0" /><br /><div align="left"></span><span style="color:#cc66cc;">'L' is really v nice to watch leh.... aside from sum bloody scenes.... but i really cant stand his way of doing thgs.... L look so retarted lols =) he juz uses 2 fingers to take evythg -.- ok wadeva..... n there r sum parts tt r rather sad n oso touching.... its really a great show!! but i tink bcos we watch it a bit late le, so nt much ppl in e cinema... at 1st there were oly lyk 10 of us, den it kips adding to abt 25.... i stl consider tis quite little lor..... but it doesnt matter how ppl watch it!! i juz enjoyed e show xp....</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">den went to take neoprint:</div><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5176086574894571362" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" height="207" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/R9UnUNdCX2I/AAAAAAAAAAo/VFUMJy6x5oo/s200/out+wif+en,+veng,+mel.jpg" width="151" border="0" /><br /></span><span style="color:#cc66cc;"><div align="left">after tt, we went ard to find sakae sushi... at 1st went to heeren cos e sakae website say there hav den in e end we couldnt find it.... walao, felt lyk sueing e website can..... den we continued walking for quite sum time, reached wheelock.... at 1st thot there oso dun hav but heng, its there! oredi dying of hunger can plus all e walk~ we decided to eat buffet lo.... but i was quite sad e mel's plan failed cos sakae is juz too clever.... u cant hav 1 person buffet, e rest dun buffet de.... sobs.... we ate away abt $19 each plus gst 7% n service charge 10% ..... its lyk nt v zhi de cos we oly ate a bit but oredi quite full??!! we actually to hav it as lunch but then it became breakfast cum lunch cum dinner.... its lyk so full can??! oh but i drank a bottle of vitagen as dinner? ok nt really, its juz to quench my thirst.... n i wan to complain abt a waitress lor.... she showed chou lian 4 e whole time n lyk atttitude v bad =((( aiyo, excuse me, is tis how u treat ur customers??? den it was time for us to go, cos veng has piano lessons....</span> </div><div align="left"><br /><span style="color:#cc66cc;">went to jurong east popular awhile den went to e customize thgs shop at je.... wadeva e name is.... i dun rmb -.- i can foresee tt suona keychain is coming real soon!!! =) cos we buying 8 so e tube (wif silver text) plus sum liang pian n a little "family" symbol cost abt $5.30 each.... its within all our budgets... yay!!! hope we get it done soon~~ xp</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-9154397989226259577?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-28906935266987254602008-03-08T15:42:00.000+08:002008-03-19T20:11:25.827+08:00<div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">hehe.... a list of all the things to be done during this March yeay! o.0.....<br /><br />1. Language Arts: essay (6 paragraphs) by Mon, 10/3/08 <br />2. Language Arts: reading file (tt is really thin now T.T)<br />3. CID survey (type n given out)<br />4. CID research (internet n library) n start of forums<br />5. Complete Meet the Parents form on IVLE<br />6. Math: hols asg (27 qns!)<br />7. Physics asg 2 on Magnetism<br />8. Physics 2007 Mid yr papers 1 n 2<br />9. History SBQ (might be graded) n SEQ (draft)<br />10. Singapore and Comparative Studies: 4SBQs! <br />11. Chemistry: The Periodic Table asg <br />12. Physical Education: complete soccer quiz on IVLE <br />13. Higher Chinese: 青年文摘读后感每期两篇（两期）<br />14. Higher Chinese: IVLE 练习 - 单元三：美文鉴赏（荷塘月色；四下，我的空中楼阁；四上）<br />15. 强化班: draft out 大纲 for 作文练习前两道题<br />16. 强化班: take a grp photo! =) </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"><em><strong>hmmmm, the FUN is nt ending yet.....</strong></em><br /></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">17. Study for tests!!! =(<br />- Term 2 wk 1: Math (Circular measure, Angle properties of circles and Modulus function)<br />- Term 2 wk 2: Language Arts essay<br />- Term 2 wk 2: Chemistry (The Periodic Table)<br /><br />18. Run at least twice or thrice in this whole week to keep up wif my jian fei plan!! lols =0<br /></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">Calender of events:-<br /><br />*8th March (Sat) - Ting rong's birthday!! no events~ (time to relax+play+do research for essay)</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">*9th March (Sun)- Mel's birthday!! no events too~ (relax+play+running<maybe>+complete essay) </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">*10th March (Mon)- Gng out with mel,en n veng to watch L n sakae sushi..... yeay!! miss it so much!~ </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">*11th March (Tues)- CO practice from 2.30pm to 6.30pm</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">*12th March (Wed)- <s>Gng out wif fren again (kbox! haha :p)</s> cancelled! =(</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">*13th March (Thurs) - No special events~ <s>running!!!</s> cancelled =(</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">*14th March (Fri)- CO practice from 2.30pm to 6.30pm </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#33ccff;">*15th March (Sat)- No special events~ running!!</span></div><div align="left"><maybe><span style="color:#33ccff;">*16th March (Sun)- No special events~<br /></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">jiu zhe yang, e hols will b gone..... haix.... oh yea u may wunder y i nv include doing hwk in e calender..... its bcos i will try to squeeze in sum time each day to do.... n for e no events days mayb gt changes cos mayb gng out wif 4H girls....<br /><br />oh yea im looking 4ward to such an EXCITING hols.... again, i wan to emphasize tt RVIANs hav No LIFE lyk wat xinyu, lihui n i concluded during cid lessons.... so depressing =((</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-2890693526698725460?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-83750677604091924582008-03-07T22:20:00.000+08:002008-03-14T10:38:30.849+08:00<div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i duno y evytime xin qing bu hao den i lyk to scribble/draw on my foolscap lyk sum zi bi zheng person... what i scribbled today: </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><br /></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i really duno wat to say anymore</span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#ff99ff;">cos i cant do anythg to make my feelings known </span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#ff99ff;">e harder i tried to ctrl myself, e harder it is for me to do so </span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i'm really glad all these is coming to an end</span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#ff99ff;">whereby i can get a "new" life....<br /><br /><br /></span></em></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">ok, promised to blog abt tis.... lols, duno y cid lessons r so entertaining?!!! lihui, xinyu n i juz went crazy during cid lesson....we juz kept laughing for a gd whole 10mins or more... nt bad, beneficial to my jie fei ji hua??? lols...... duo y juz felt lyk laughing n laughing when there's actually nth much to laugh abt??? perhaps we r really deprived of laughter, lyk wat we concluded during cid lesson: "rvians lead sad lives".... but i nt tt depressed now though nv get As but at least gt lots of Bs so stl nt v can.... muz strive to succeed, cant gif up now!! =)<br /><br />veng yi's bithrday ytd! n ss test! wishing her happy birthday again ^^ lols, i was really quite shocked when u said "can hug?".... felt rather sad tt i didnt really hug u cos i was sweating lyk mad n didnt dare to b too close..... ss test was rather ok, at least it wasnt as tough as i expected.... but i reckon tt tt is bcos i hav been tramaed by e hist test tt nth cud already b too shocking any more? T.T but e essay qns really came as a surprise cos its lyk a tinking qns... n e atq part actually dunit....den we were memorising tt part lyk mad.... so wasted, but stl was glad tt we dun hav to atq to conflict... n ss is lyk my oly hope left le.... haix....<br /><br /></span><span style="color:#ff99ff;">i can feel tt im having weaker n weaker ctrl over my tears.... last time i can really ctrl quite well de leh, but now its quite tough to stop them from falling..... i muz master e art of fighting bck my tears in order to show others im nt emo.... but sumtimes dey r juz so insensitive tt dey always tink tt i dun talk/look angry cos i m angry at sum small little thgs wich is usually nt e case..... if u noe me well u shud noe tt i appear emo cos im really hurt n upset nt angry...... dey juz dun understand or rather dun bother to understand.... little thgs dey do really make me realise how small n unimpt i m to them... after being 4 so long as frenz (or mayb its oly tinking on my side), im nt even comparable to sum1 new..... tis is really hurful to noe..... its an awful feeling tt i m trying to get myself to b numb to.... but im really glad tt even if i dun hav them, i stl gt u 3.... u all cant leave me or i will b all alone..... u all r always e ones gifing me support mentally although u may unconcious of it.... im gng on cos i noe i hav u all...</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-8375067760409192458?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-72720412118637734982008-03-02T14:49:00.000+08:002008-03-14T10:36:48.748+08:00<span style="color:#ff9900;"><div align="left">im really wundering when i can let down my hair n play all i wan..... it seem so nt possible until lyk wat mr tan say: end of e yr??? omg, how can i cheng so long???? nt exactly v looking 4ward to march hols.... cos i noe i wunt hav much time to slack too..... haix, hav been planning to go out wif my fren on wkends but after so many wks couldnt find a time slot when im really free to go kbox for 4-5hrs? i miss all tt fun u noe..... i noe i nit to buck up so there isnt any time to song xie xia lai??? 10% of my overall results oredi gone le, if u see my test results....<br /><br />i feel so hopeless n evythg.... i min i did study n i juz couldnt do it??? kiping up wif a gpa of 2.0 oredi seem tough.... my results dropped so much lo n i dun noe y?? its lyk last time i was much closer to gpa 3.0 n i thot i cud finally get nearer to it tis yr..... but in e end i drifted further n further away =(( i really dun noe wat to do rite now??? i cant see how i can do well 4 e rest of e 90% since its oly e 1st term n my results r oredi so bad..... so im getting myself mentally prepared 2 stay bck a yr to study yr4 again or get kicked out of rv..... its nt tt im tinking too much but its gd 2 get myself prepared 4 it in case da ji tai da?? nightmares r nt ending yet..... mths test 2mr, hist essay writing on tues (muz get at least 9/12 to pass my 10% cos i failed sbq...) n ss test on thurs..... tis is MADNESS ok? T.T<br /><br />for e mths test i really juz hope i can pass lo.... at 1st i really understood wats gng on but as we study more n more trigo i really cant take e amt, i dun really understand???? for hist ar, dun really noe wat to write 4 each factor though i gt lots of info???? i juz cant ATQ la..... how to get 9/12???? arhHHHHHhhHHHHh.... ss test ms yang say gng 2 b as difficult as hist..... im nt tinking abt it rite now cos its on thurs..... after mths n hist test den tink....<br /><br />i tink im crazy or sth? i gt lyk sudden likenesss 4 running???? i feel so enthu to run?? -.- lols.... i tink i kept tinking abt my jian fei plan so im quite motivated???? ok, i tink i a gd sign??? had 1st C.O pt session wif juniors.... we were singing while walking rd e field.... lols hope no1 xcept my juniors heard my nt exactly nice singing..... ohya, gave junwen present on his birthday (29th feb) n xinyu too (1st march) ..... happy bdae to both of ya!!! ^^ hahaha, gratz JUN WEN 4 being finally <strong><em>FOUR</em></strong> yrs old..... hahaha =)) ok la, its quite special ma..... ok, gtg le....byebye!</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-7272041211863773498?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-35703038843537833682008-02-25T18:57:00.000+08:002008-11-13T15:16:59.143+08:00<span style="color:#33cc00;">hmmm.... had physics test today.... mr tan say its nt hard..... but to me its quite hard?? its nt tt i cant do e qns, its juz tt im v nt sure if i gt e ans right.... i juz hope tt i will pass e test.... no nit hope for b3 or wadeva higher than tt... actually i nit to score lyk abt 69 marks tis time to get b3 overall cos tt time i gt b4.... i can see tt there is nt much hope.... so forget abt it..... n mths... haix.... i hav gt no comments? i duno wat did i do 2 deserve tis =((( but i bet quite a no. of ppl oso felt e same as me.... gratz to those tt hav done well.... u muz thk tis 2nd chance.... but as u can c, im nt thkful abt it n i rather i dun hav it at all....<br /><br />lols i seriously tink tt girls play soccer v hao xiao.... cos we will all run after e ball n start screaming... lols..... nvm, i actually quite enjoy to play it.... but i prefer to watch it.... see ppl play lyk v fun, but ownself play a bit cannot make it.... fell while playing soccer... lols, actually expected tt cos i omost fell b4 we start e game while practising but lihui sort of caught me so ok didnt fall... but after i fell, while i was getting up, e ball hit my head -.- lols, so dao mei..... den after tt tis girl kicked e ball n it hit my stomach T.T she didnt even say sry la.... its quite painful u noe..... i tink e least tt she shud do is say sry rite? so rude.... ok wadeva....<br /><br />ok chge of topic... e pic below was taken while attending my cousin's wedding dinner last yr.... it came late cos i gt e fotos oly after new yr.....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5170874458568831362" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_hTvjCWFr8pk/R8Ki7HEisYI/AAAAAAAAAAY/yDOe__oe22E/s320/wedding+dinner.jpg" border="0" /><br /></span><p></p><p><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span></p><br /><br /><p><span style="color:#33cc00;"></span></p><p><span style="color:#33cc00;">tis is if im nt wrong, e 2nd time i attended a wedding dinner.... e 1st time was lyk when i was 6 or 7..... so i cant really rmb wat happened..... i lyk attending dinners.... cos of e food? lols e food is really nice..... high cls u noe.... its seldom tt i get chance to eat such food... oly nt oly tt, stl gt free keychain n a bottle of chocolates for evyone.... n i lyk e atmosphere... so nice *o* its supposed to b a happy occasion but e bride actually cried.... i tink she felt quite sad cos she is sort of leaving her parents 2 stay wif her husband... im quite sure evy girl will feel sad de lo.... i min 4 so many yrs, u live wif ur parents n suddenly u r leaving them, its kind of sad....n there's tis sweet little video made 4 e couple.... there's tis part where e video maker put e fotos of e bride n groom when dey r young together.... its so cute!!! =) although im nt directly involved in tis, but i really can feel e "sweetness" of 2 ppl in luv getting married n evythg..... its lyk so xing fu..... lols.... im a bit carried away.... </span></p><p><span style="color:#33cc00;">ok gt to run.... go eat dinner le....</span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-3570303884353783368?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-65134177209916254382008-02-23T16:33:00.001+08:002008-03-14T12:19:18.289+08:00<span style="color:#ffffff;">e</span><span style="color:#666666;"> long awaited blogskin is finally done! lols.... 1st time making my own blogskin so v excited abt it ma =) did it for quite long le cos im noob at html...... but i feel tt i still can improve on it ba!! gif me sum suggestions? :D really happy tt its finally done! i will continue to work on more de ^^<br /><br /></span><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#666666;">perhaps sum thgs r nt meant to said...... </span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#666666;">perhaps i thot knew me well but actually u dun..... </span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#666666;">perhaps i shud nt hav put my hopes so high..... </span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color:#666666;">perhaps i wud rather b alone....</span></em></div><br /><span style="color:#666666;">i duno wats wrong but i feel so sad n down evytime im wif e ppl i thot i wud b happy wif.... i really really cant convince myself to b happy when im actually nt..... i hav pretended 4 so long so long~ although i noe i m juz so insignificant n nt part of wat i thot im part of..... im losing my real self..... i juz cant b myself cos my true self is too horrible? i really dunno..... if im really tt horrible can u at least tell me straight in e face? i wud so much prefer tt u do so.... i dun1 to b treated lyk im part of it on e surface but actually in ur heart im nt regarded as anythg to u.... it feels horrible to noe it..... its lyk u thot u r included but e truth is u r nt n dey juz dun tell u abt it although in their hearts dey noe it.... if u dun tell me how can i chge to become nt so horrible?<br /><br />pls!!! all i wan is u to b truthful to me n dun hide anythg..... i feel more hurt if u dun tell me e truth.... act according to ur heart, dun pretend pls....<br /></span><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#666666;">p.s. really wan to say sry to lihui, xinyu n chingxin.... im sry 4 dampening ur mood! =(</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-6513417720991625438?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-5375952504765727612008-02-20T20:13:00.000+08:002008-03-14T12:18:57.765+08:00<span style="font-family:arial;color:#33cc00;">1 step closer to depression....<br /><br />i duno y i cant ctrl my emotions...... it didnt used to b lyk tis last time, i was really always happy~ but now, its all lost...... im emoing almost evyday..... sianz.... i become lyk a crybaby u noe..... always so weak n wan to cry at every little thg...... i nt lyk tt last time.... isit tt i cried too little lyk time tt now i have to bu hui qu? lols ok, im toking crap..... i tink i juz nit sum1 who can cheer me up n care 4 me..... im always so happy wif tis particular fren but nt e others.... i duno y? i actually feel v sad when im wif them? but when im wif her, we keesiao togther n im always laughing so much lyk a crazy girl.... but i really rather lyk tis u noe..... it so much more "free"n nt stressful ? n i feel rather entertained haha.....<br /><br />i tink its oso bcos of tests n GPA 3.0 making me so depressed..... i min its lyk u do quite a no. of hwk evyday.... n u nit to consistantly study bcos of tests.... n more imptly, each subj must get at least a B3..... its lyk when i screwed up e MATH retest i felt so miserable..... partly bcos i did well in e prev 1 so i feel e pressure..... i feel v yi han if i tis time get lower marks (wich is gng to come true soon)..... but wat can i do? i juz hav to accept e bu xing tt i gt bcos of wat other dishonest ppl did..... i really duno y i cant do tis mth test since i can do e prev 1 =(<br /><br />ok, n e other subjects.... PHYSICS - disappointing results (no B3) but i really tried v hard....... CHINESE - pls help me, if nt i die le..... LANG ARTS - dun tink can make it cos i cant do e application qns la..... CHEM - hmmmm, hopefully nt too disappointing..... HISTORY - nt much bao wo..... SS de test haven come yet..... eh still gt mths n physics test again zzzz.... i really feel v stressed leh.... lyk u cant do any qns wrong, if nt no 3.0......<br />ARGHHHHhhh.... 3.0, 3.0, 3.0, 3.0, 3.0..........(x infinity) ok i siao le....<br /><br />ok, gtg do hist n ss hwk le.... i spent so much time on other stuff tt now no time -.-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-537595250476572761?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-9659817829563367822008-02-14T19:43:00.000+08:002008-03-14T12:18:41.873+08:00<span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff99ff;">happy valentine's day all! ok la, for me, its happy friendship day haha..... went to sch abit earlier than usual cos i wanted to gif mel, veng, en, pam n my dear juniors valentine's day gift....... b4 i went in2 cls saw yanyi..... she was saying tt there's sth cute on my table.... didnt tink too much.... but was quite shocked when i saw it cos i didnt really expected a present lyk tis? i juz burst out laughing, lols..... ok its a frog holding a bag of cookies..... its cute la =) thx my secret valentine 4 such a nice gift!! its really nt often tt i get thgs lyk tis.... so its a nice way to start e day? after tt, i forced lihui pei wo qu find my frenz haha (she's so ke lian)..... went to find mel n en 1st.... den my juniors all nt in cls so sad~ =(( after sch oso didnt find them..... guess i hav to gif during cca 2mr le although i feel it kind of lose e pt le....<br /><br />gave out quite a lot of chocolates n gt bck many too!! =) actually i wasn't exactly lyk elated abt it though.... i min of cos its nice to hav them but i dun really hav e habit of eating chocolates evyday or more than 2 per day? so im wundering when i can actually finish them myself lols...... anws, last yr my sis helped me ate n sum were lyk in my fridge so long bcos she dun really eat a lot of tis thgs too..... so gif me lyk v lang fei?? errr i shall try my best? but i seriously tink will get fatter n fatter la..... no thx~ =p i omost wrote a note for evyone but sum ppl i didnt im so sry cos i hav gt no time although i started wrapping e thgs at 5.30pm? i took all e time to 9pm to do all tis (including eating time) den after tt muz prepare to sleep le..... so im so sry..... didnt min to b bias or anythg =x<br /><br />had hist test today~ eh didnt hav time to complete e 3 qns? im really too slow can? when ms chia said 15mins left, i oly did qns b n halfway thru c..... i gt lyk 15 mins to do part of c n e whole of qns a..... aiyo, aiyo...... i muz really improve on my speed.... actaully didnt really feel tt e test is v hard, but i tink i juz cant work under time n STRESS.... i kept panicking abt e time den i kip losing my train of thots lor..... evyitme i tried to speed up, i will 4get wat i wan to write.... haix...... lols saw mel n yimin today.... they r so funny la..... i laughed 4 e hardest 2day bcos of them.... so entertaining~ =D bcos of hist test, abit depressed... but i really brighten up when i saw them being so gao xiao.... thx so much! ^^<br /><br />thoughts!~<br />1.JUz lyk A dream come true. TT's e feeling i gt... it seem so nt possible to happen in tis way but it juz did :D<br /><br />2.quite disappointed abt tis but i guess it cant b chge n i cant do anythg anw..... juz didnt wan to believe u were tt sort of ppl but u r juz tt.... trying nt to hav any hope abt it anymre cos i juz thot it in too nice a way..... u r juz nt e way i thot n wan u to b.....<br /><br />signing off~<br /><br />p.s there no link btw tt two thots....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-965981782956336782?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-86925236834796236102008-02-09T16:25:00.000+08:002008-03-14T12:18:24.902+08:00<span style="font-family:arial;color:#3366ff;">wahoo! jus finished 2 gong hans..... arhhhh n i left my redox wksheet in sch! lucky i did e qns in pencil oredi..... i so so believe in yuan fen.... i min its lyk if u hav yuan fen wif tis thg, nv matter how far u throw it away, it will still come bck to u...... so i now oredi quite si xin cos e truth has prove tt we hav no yuan fen n i shudnt continue to tink abt it anymore.... i'll try but i really nit time.... ok now shud tok abt cny le ba!!!<br /><br />i can foresee tt i will be gaining wght cos i tink i ate a lot of new yr stuff.... v nice ma.... haix..... ok chu yi..... im lyk wearing a skirt tt is nt v my style but nvm, a change might b gd =) lols.... eh reached my uncle's hse at abt 12plus..... we r lyk e 2nd family who reached although we r nt exactly considered early..... oh well didnt really do much there..... ate buffet food wich is ok la..... i did do sum PROBABILITY PRACTICALs... lols y m i getting so lame?? it was fun cos i really miss it..... so long nv do..... eh actually spent quite so time reading.... wich is kinda weird u noe.... but nvm, i lyk!! lols.... i shook hands wif 3 of my cousins to wish them happy cny.... lols cos my uncle forced them to do so.... there's tis cousin wich i saw oly once a yr.... he was lyk so funny cos when he saw me he said, "do u noe i m ur cousin?" lols i wanted to lol cos a bit tai kua zhang le ba? i sure can regconize him as my cousin la....dinner ate e same buffet food T.T most imptly, gt lots of hongbao, tis yr gt 1 more xtra cos my cousin juz gt married last yr... haha so happy :D<br /><br />chu er.... wore jeans lyk always n a new style de shirt wich is quite special..... there's even a tie but in e end didnt wear e tie cos i nt quite used to it..... so tis shirt was reduced to a v normal shirt..... oks wadeva..... ate lunch at my grandma's hse too.... den spent so much time watching tv programmes n more tv programmes.... n oso continue to read e bk i read ytd..... so didnt really do much..... den more hongbaos!!! HAHAHA!!. sry a bit keesiao le -.- looking to more hongbaos today n 2mr lols..... haha feeling rich again.... but really 1 to save them in my bank..... dunwanna use all up..... aiya, after all e bai nian its hwk time! zzz so sian..... y my ming so ku de? haix..... i juz feel lyk slacking..... nxt nxt wk tests coming up again... i gt to postpone e yue hui wif my dear fren again..... argh, so irritating! =(( evytime i tink of tis, i will rmb how much i miss singing wif my dear fren..... now there isnt actually sum fren who can sing wif me..... tts so so sad! =( nvm, no matter wat, i'll make sure we mit up!! oks la, i gtg liao.... byebye!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-8692523683479623610?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-24600693616047235372008-02-06T23:53:00.001+08:002008-03-14T12:18:02.046+08:00<span style="font-family:arial;color:#993399;">ytd cca ended early at abt 4pm lyk tt..... went to vivo wif mel.... ahhh so happy..... dunno y i always feel tt gng out wif mel so funny de..... i can lyk kip laughing lyk sum mad girl n ppl r lyk staring at me....... i juz went crazy n abnormal (or normal?)???? LOLs.... we went to page one, daiso n mini toons to shop n seesee lo...... den we went to eat at sum gao ji food court?! e food so ex de la, i cant stand it..... i bought almond jelly den its lyk e jelly so little de, cheat my $$ lehs.....<br /><br />we went to toysrus too.... waaa so funny can..... i really cant stand it..... i laugh until i spained my waist?!!! gao xiao can???? ok la, we saw lots of lego, barbie dolls, spongebob soft toy n all those lo..... there is even fake diapers sold for u to replace e old ones tt e doll "used".... whoev4 buy is lyk so rich la??? u buy fake doll diapers (wich is actually juz paper) for ur dolls n summore its nt exactly cheap can? e funniest part is coming... but i cant really put it in words well so it may nt seem funny to u... u gt to see his actions ok? me n mel wanted to zhuan sum keychain den we saw e store personel (who is 20plus yrs old) playing sum kiddy keyboard la.... he looks a bit gay n to add on to his gayness, he is wearing PINK! n he is lyk smiling to himself while playing e keyboard.... oh pls~ i really xiao dao du zi tong n niu dao yao..... i cant help laughing at him for lyk so long~ oh no..... he is lyk sum guy who is "young at heart" n enjoying his music....<br /><br />2dae chu xi le..... e cny concert tis yr is much more interesting n nice..... i really quite enjoyed it n even became more high lols.....my dear juniors really did well! im so proud of them =) jyjy luv u all always..... went out wif lihui n chingxin... we went kfc den there's tis irritating girl kip saying our sch copy their uniform.... diao e skirt is different can? theirs so many folds ours oly one ma.... same colour=copy meh? anws, even if we copy, its e sch's choice oso nt our problem.... she juz kips repeating argh!!! went to buy valentine's day stuff.... i can foresee tt there will b a large hole in my pocket.... im so glad im getting $...... e reunion dinner i had is so nice (steamboat) =D its so nan de lo! trying to kip myself awake... duno y so tired... looking 4ward to wearing all my new stuff 2mr!!<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#993399;">p.s. its really cool to b blogging at 12plus at nite (or morning?) ok im being lame but its my 1st time ma.....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-2460069361604723537?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-56706194848316927262008-02-03T10:58:00.001+08:002008-02-23T12:43:35.880+08:00<span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffcc99;">ytd went bugis shopping wif my mama to buy new yr thgs..... i FINALLY gt two full sets of new clothes for new yr...... yea so happy~ cos i was rather worried i couldnt get any.... n e pair of shoes tt i mentioned e other time, i didnt get it..... ok la, duno y dun feel v sad abt it leh?? nt bad la, we oly spent 2 hrs den i got 2 shirts n 1 skirt liao, so fast~ actually i wanted to get a new bag.... tt bag so nice, e oly sad part abt it is tt it is ORANGE!!! pls la, i really dislike ORANGE!!! so too bad lo =(( anws, upon tinking abt new yr coming i so happy =D lols cos gt 4 days hols!! YES!! =) aiya actually wanted to go out wif my fren de but no choice gt to buy new yr stuff so gt to wait till after cny le lo.....<br /><br />eh our cls cny mv is so funny.... i look so stupid in it.... lols 4get it la cos anw i cant e fact tt i look stupid..... we spend quite sum time on it.... its lyk xi sheng le study mths de shi jian leh!!! in e end i didnt read my mths ex bk den i 4gt how to do sum qns in e test paper.... its lyk all in e ex bk lo!!! bcos no time den i juz did e practice qns n i didnt really read thru e ex bk..... feeling so regretful rite now..... i shud hav chosen to read e bk..... n its lyk tt qns if u part b get wrong, part c n d will wrong too! arhhhhhhhhhhhHHH!!! pls juz let me pass tis time!!! =(<br /><br />sumtimes i juz wish i m more perfect..... mayb nt 100%, but at least close to tt..... nt lyk now when i m so far so far away from it..... perhaps my life cud b better if i m more perfect or when others tink tt i m perfect...... rite now, im juz sumone who is bad, irritating n wadeva negative adjectives there r.... to them, i juz sum1 who is easily angered n sensitive..... i noe i cant chge ur view of me so i wud nt 1 to try to..... i juz wish i wasnt so concerned abt how others tink of me..... being overly concerned abt tis, i feel so unhappy n small.... i shud believe tt wat others tink of me is nt impt bocs e most impt thg is how i c myself.... but i really couldnt rite now..... i really nit to xiu lian duo ji nian to succeed..... i tried to believe tt i was tinking too much last time, but it really isnt e case..... wat is rite in front of me is true n i shud nt continue to deceive myself anymore...... nvm, i hav juz less than a yr to go..... by tt time, i hope tt i will nt b affected by tis anymore.... by then, i will be able to protect myself from getting hurt again....<br /><br />i really nit sumwhere to say all tis if nt i dunno how im gng 2 go on..... gtg le.... signing off....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-5670619484831692726?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-39752838480887246272008-01-30T19:50:00.000+08:002008-03-14T12:17:18.530+08:00<span style="font-family:arial;color:#33ccff;">actually i wanted to blog ytd cos gt more thgs to tok abt but no time ytd so.... i was lyk home at 8pm or later..... zzzz cca day jiu shi zhe yang......i tink im really funny trying to pretend tt i didnt noe ur presence...... i min its lyk so obvious but i juz pratically ignored it..... ok la, oly biao mian de, but nt xin li mian..... so im lyk zi qi qi ren??? errr wadeva la so fan u noe..... im still trying to get over it n i tink i can ba? hopefully juz nit a bit more time =x<br /><br />aiyo, i felt so pissed on sunday lo..... its lyk 8plus at nite so my parents decided tt we shud take a taxi home cos e nxt day gt 2 go sch..... den we went into a taxi wich stinks lyk hell cos gt smoking smell..... at 1st me, my mum n my sis all thot is my father who is e culprit.... in e end its e driver who is e one who smoked in his taxi!!!!! walao, can one meh? he wan to die den die alone la.... y muz hai wo men??? i felt so irritated thruout e whole taxi trip.... i kept complaining n blablabla.... eeyer, i really hate tt smell can? summore we gt aircon de leh, mins e smell will stay there n wunt go away... i tried v hard nt to breath in too much (wich is v stupid, cos it does nt make any difference).... too bad cant complain cos i wasnt observant enuf to note e taxi's driver name n all those stuff to complain him =(<br /><br />i gt a bad feeling for tis yr.... perhaps i believe in those xin zuo n zodiac predicts too much le ba..... they say i wish too high tis yr n i will most probably nt get wat i wan...... but its oredi reflected le la..... cos i seriously tink tt i didnt do too well for physics although i felt tt it wasnt too tough...... e definiton of well is at least a b3 n abv? cos all e A's is e boys take le so nt much hope le ba.... summore i haven hav a complete set of new clothes (wich is oly lyk 2shirts, 1 skirt n 1 pair of jeans) 4 new yr... dun even hav time to buy le cos my mum nt free..... duno how leh =( mayb i too mi xin or wadeva la, but i tink these r bad signs 4 e new yr...<br /><br />i suddenly agree tt "a hungry man is an angry man" zhe ju hua 2day..... im sry 4 being rude to u all cos i really v hungry le la den easily frustrated..... so sry *bows* =( i didnt do it on purpose..... juz too fed up bcos i cant eat at e time i expected n wan to..... OOps, i chao shi le, suppose to oly use until 8pm to blog cos i nit to chiong out my stupid jian bao =(( ok byebye....<br /></span><span style="color:#ccffff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-3975283848088724627?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-48817745424082922592008-01-23T17:52:00.000+08:002008-03-14T12:16:53.793+08:00<span style="color:#cc66cc;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#6600cc;">WARNING: tis post is gonna b v random lols.... cos i will juz suddenly change topic de la.....<br /><br />ahhhhhhHHHH!!! finallly gt time to blog liao.... i hope i will get to blog abt once a wk ba..... ok now tok abt physics test 1st.... i tink its okay ba.... cos i really really expected it to b v v tough but in e end it wasnt as hard lyk last yr's tests..... at least i cud do most of e qns n nv panic so much compared to last time.... at 1st i was rather unhappy tt we hav e test 2dat whereas others can hav it 2mr wich gives them more time to study, but now i m really RELIEVED i took e test oredi... at least i m nt as stressed up as b4 le..... tts a YAY ba!!! =)) i hope my hard wk will pay off lo.... if it doesnt i oso duno wat to say???? sianzzz.... although i quite happy tt e test is over, i still feel sad now cos gt a lot of HWK la.... i wanna rest well after e test de leh.... oso no chance -.-<br /><br />2dae went bck home de shi hou.... gt tis girl ar, duno yr 2 or 3 ba (hopefully nt yr1?), she was lyk so damn excited abt fei lun hai when she saw their photo in e magazine..... i was so leng diao by her.... i min ya la they r v shuai (except u noe who) but no nit so ji dong rite? they r juz guys rite? T.T evytime hear ppl ard me so excited abt them i will feel so pissed -.- wats there to b so exctied abt??? v irritating leh... kip saying "fei lun hai leh!!!" den gif those hua chi look... oh pls~~~ den when her fren say tt they oly shuai but dun sing nice (wich is true) she was ly saying "dun wu ru my ou xiang"... diao, its true wat???!!! den she was proudly saying how she nv do hwk den juz lyk call her fren den her fren will lend e hwk to her..... omg she can b so proud of it????!!! tts y i hope is nt yr1 student if nt lyk v hopeless le ba??? go sch 4 less than a mth oredi dun1 do hwk summore copy n dun feel guilty abt it? waaa, i cant accept it lo....<br /><br />den i was tinking abt u..... i really CANT accept it leh!!!!! pls, pls i really dun believe u wud do tis rite? can u tell me u did nt do it??? omg omg! i was lyk so affected by it.... these few days i put all tis abt u aside bcos i wanted to concentrate on e physics test but i couldnt now..... i couldnt juz 4get abt it n dun care u...... e biggest problem is i dun tink tt person has a reason to lie abt u, so wat she says is most probably true? i tink u didnt tell me oso partly bcos i didnt really ask much abt u? but its oly half a yr.... cud evythg juz chge so quickly within tis period of time? u told me evythg was ok but its nt e case..... i smsed u u didnt reply wich is so nt lyk u.... i called ur hse but ur sibling was hiding sth from me..... i really do care... im sry if i neglected u as a fren.... but i really really nit u to tell me tt u did nt do all tis..... i will continue to "investigate" abt tis de until i noe wat happened.....i really believe u lyk wat u said, u wunt b so stupid to do such thgs....<br /><br />ahhhhhhhHHHH again! i really wish i cud control my dream can.... y do i kip dreaming abt tis? i noe its lyk nt possible de den i stl kip dreaming n think abt it.... so irritating!!! =((( i m convinced tt i m tinking in2 tis too much n tis is nt gng to happen in my entire life!!! bcos i m juz an insignificant being ba..... i really tink too much le juz lyk last time..... tts y i felt so hurt when it isnt true.... aiya but i juz cant do it... i hav been telling myself oredi..... mayb sth hav to happen juz lyk last time for me to feel hurt n realise e truth again.....<br /><br />ok tis post is getting too long le.... byebye!</span> </span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-4881774542408292259?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-31514961670819657472008-01-16T19:48:00.000+08:002008-02-23T12:44:16.044+08:00<span style="font-family:arial;color:#3366ff;">RV is 52 yrs old today!!!! (lol tai enthu le ba?!) anw, ytd gt grd breaking de rehearsal.... haix, nit 2 leave at 12pm den i missed MATH n HISTORY lessons leh.... i really pity myself -.- its lyk miss e 2 v impt lessons la.... ying liao lo T.T ahhhhhhh..... i dun wanna miss lessons again anymore =x<br /><br />today.... e actual grd breaking ceremony.... aiyo, miss lessons again -.- nit to leave at 11pm den missed PHYSICS n MATHS (again!!).... omg la.... i oredi so lan at PHYSICS le stl miss e lesson... sian zzzz =((( ok i shall tok abt e anniversary celebration... i tink wushu n dance ppl did v well.... haha so nice lo dance~~ =D ji xu jyjy!! i m so glad we cud sit at e 1st row in e gallery lo... if nt can oly see heads T.T e food tt e sch gif was lyk.... ok no comments....<br /><br />actuali today had abt 20 mins of physics lesson... WAAAA i get bck my asg see so many CROSSES lo!!! started to get all stressed up n emo -.- juz wanted to cry cos i lyk duno anythg???? den mr tan stl say e asg shud b easy de... oh no die le lo =(( n den nxt wk PHYSICS TEST le!!! i can foresee.....(dun1 to add on le) ok at ard 11pm went 2 canteen eat den went to chge into perform de costume n shoes.... cos i wanted to go home rite after e ceremony so gt to bring bag n all e other stuff den v mah fan but no choice mah.... started to rehearse again lyk ytd.... ok la evythg went fine lo.... lucky CO gt 2 eat in e end.... i thot we r gng to yan zheng zheng c other ppl eat n we nv eat... but anws, didnt eat much cos i was too full =S lols den my meimei came to tok to me when i was eating den unknowingly more ppl realise we r sisters??!!! mr tan was lyk asking me "she's ur sis arh?" i nodded... den he say "look alike leh" LOLS... i oredi xi guan le..... its ok la.... n alot of CO ppl oso noe my meimei... now she become so famous oredi (more famous den me haha! =p)<br /><br />den went to jp after e ceremony to chge bck to uniform..... lols a lot of ppl staring at me n mel lyk we r aliens or wat??!! nvm la i understand... cos we r lyk wearing so chinese n traditional de costume..... ok wadeva.... lols.... after changing feel so free n nt restricted cos e costume is lyk weighing me down.... i duno la... AHHHH i really tink e costume is too big 4 me can... eeyer dun care la anw nt much chance to wear... ok tt's all le.... byebye! ^^</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-3151496167081965747?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-50532091867374242982008-01-14T16:57:00.000+08:002008-03-14T12:16:19.623+08:00<span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">ytd went shopping for new yr clothes n shoes..... err..... went to yishun cos my mama wan go..... in e end there gt nth to buy -.- but last time, wich is lyk 1 yr ago or wat there gt clothes shop de now all dao bi le??!! LOLS..... quite disappointed lo... but yi fang mian i nt v slim so oso difficult to find new clothes -.- but shoes i saw a very nice pair but didnt buy it T.T it has 2 colours, white n pink.... i luv WHITE de!!! =) lolslols.....cos i m nt girly @.@ but actually i hav gt a new wan oredi so i tink buy 2 quite lang fei $$$..... although i really really lyk it a lot.... these 2 pairs of shoes totally different type de so my mama say i cud get it if i want... but i bu hao yi si cos lyk v waste my mama's $ =x.... ok nvm, i still considering whether to buy or nt..... see 1st lor.... n coincidentally the branch tt i go dun hav my size if i wan white (oly pink hav), i had to go other branches if i really wan buy.... isit hinting to me tt i m nt fated to buy it?? lols i tink too much....<br /><br /></span></span><p><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;">today watched e japanese band performance.... its really gd!! ^^ they so pro can..... they can lyk play their instru, den can sing and dance tooo!!! imagine me doing all 3 thgs.... i really cant make it T.T esp lyk they blow their instru halfway den bring it up n down de... WAAAA so LI HAI la... i dun tink i can do it wif my suona LOLS.... its lyk i sit down still play oredi nt nice le, if move ard even worse la.... i will zou yin all e way -.- i tink their performance v entertaining lo!!! =) cos its lyk ppl will totally sian diao if u juz sit there n play lo..... they did nt ma so its gd.... lyk v lively lyk tt n it makes e audience feel more interested watching it (i feel)....</span></p><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color:#cc33cc;">CONTINUED.... when i went home, i thot 2 myself: 2day is a fine day cos i can go home early!!! yeay so happy~ i was tinking on bus 100 tt i wud hav time to blog den my blog wunt die so fast..... den aft tt i was tinking haix, duno wat to blog abt leh, nt much thg gng on den i discovered I DID NT PUT MY HISTORY ESSAY INTO MS CHIA'S PIGEON HOLE!!! (sry i abit ji dong) walao =(( how can i forget la???!!!! i was lyk stl editing after sch n i actually 4got...... waaa forgetful until zhe zhong di bu is lyk only one word to describe, HOPELESS!!! i tink i was too hungry cos recess nv eat tts y short term memory loss v yan zhong =x..... Ms chai say we gt 2 hand it in by 4pm.... i waited at commonwealth there for bus 100 so to get bck to sch... errrr its lyk quite dumb la.... i te di go bck to sch juz to hand in an essay wich is lyk 1 paragraph long??!! but its v impt wat so i guess i dun hav any other choice?? lucky i handed on time..... oh pls can sum1 who is kind bless me nt 2 b so forgetful??? haix.... ok guess tts all le~ byebye!</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">p.s. actually tis post cud hav ended long ago.... as u can see, my forgetfulness caused another paragraph.... </span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-5053209186737424298?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-47545610327481557532008-01-12T13:00:00.000+08:002008-02-23T12:45:06.058+08:00<span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;">waaaa i m oredi feeling tt i hav nt much time to blog le zzzz..... i really can foresee tis blog is gng to die soon..... start to hav quite a lot of hwk le..... den wk 4 gt test liao T.T hao ming ku o =( aiyo, i feel so stressed by cid.... its lyk e grouping is oredi a problem lo..... y cant i juz enjoy sum peace??? i agree tt its quite tough to hav oly 3 ppl in a grp but we dun really hav a choice do we? i min its lyk i believe we 3 ppl can do it de..... i rather tis than to get myself all fed up and wan to slap ppl again..... history shud nt repeat itself, at least i tink so...... i dun1 to face it all over again..... i feel so tired n helpless evytime, having to suffer all tis n no1 can actually help?? i hope i will i will nt b disappointed again n i m baoing a positve attitude rite now =) pls pls let me tis little hope of mine come true..... muz believe 这一秒不失望，下一秒就有希望...<br /><br />er..... i m stunned.... duno wat to say lia0 -.- i juz feel tt u shud nt take thgs 4 granted.... u tink tt u can easily get it without much effort? e ans is NO cos there r still others tt will overtake u sum day..... mayb u dun care but i juz telling u if u really get it, u shud b feeling guilty cos u did nt put much effort but by luck u gt it.... its lyk totally unfair to me cos i m actually at a disadvantage.... oly 1 person can b chosen but e person is nt me cos i agree i m nt gd enuf..... i juz hope u can WAKE UP now, pls dun take thgs for granted.... evyone is trying hard xcept u.....<br />ohhh lols.... i duno y i feel lyk tt...... m i embarrassed of it or wat???? its juz a weird feeling tt i feel wheneva tt happens..... i really feel i m v bad cos it lyk nth is wrong but i juz feel totally uncomfortable and i will be pissed off???!!! i m so mean =x evytime i tink abt wat i did i will lyk totally regret it but i juz so afraid, afraid of ppl's views n comments abt tis..... its actually sth tt is quite normal n ok but i juz dun lyk it???!!! i m such a confusing person -.- i m so sry if i hurt u in any way, but trust me, i dun hate u!!! ^^<br /><br />waaaaaa, i lyk duno wat to say lyk tt lo..... nvm juz kip it short ba!! =) nxt time den post duno is how long after le, i lyk tt drag e posting time bcome nth much to tok liao lols.....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-4754561032748155753?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-47567477636750432412008-01-04T19:50:00.000+08:002008-03-14T12:15:23.991+08:00<span style="color:#993399;">aiya sch reopen liao.... er... nt v looking 4 ward to it @.@ cos i noe i will miss MAPLE n all tt SLACKING!! haix... no choice lo.... ok la, at least e 1st day was quite ok... juz tt i really really v TAO YAN tis uniform can..... slim ppl wear nvm, looks quite e same.... lyk me tis type of fat de ren wear liao look even FATTER!!! now nobody will see tt i oredi lost weight from last yr until now -.- zzz, wat can i do??? oly can b stuck wif tis uni 4 3 yrs lo T.T but i a bit suay la...reach sch quite late so i ended up sitting alone at 1st.... heng ar!~ i so happy gt seating arrangement if nt i hav 2 sit alone 4 e whole yr???!!! will die of boredom de leh @.@ we played sum teambuilding games wich i thot was nt neccessary... i min we nv chge cls wat, bond oredi v gd haha =)) oh ya we learnt tt all for one dance.... eh yr 4s all nt v enthu de... LOLS lyk my cls de gals so sian diao..... sun dance more nice la!!! ^~^ den when me n my meimei go home tt time, so many ppl see us walking 2gather den starting saying "eh, they look lyk sisters" i feel so paiseh, cos lyk a lot of ppl stare at us T.T we look ok alike la, nt v v alike wat??!! i tink tts all 4 1st day ( cos i lag le 2 days den write den cant rmb evythg... LOLS)<br /><br />i tink 2nd day quite bored de nth much to rite cos lessons start le ma n there's nth much 2 tok abt.... so i shall skip to 2day!!<br /><br />2day during p.e. we played soccer LOLS cant imagine gals playing leh so gao xiao.... cos lyk we all run after 1 ball trying to kick it.... but den due to skill nt gd, sumtime wan kick oso miss... lyk me hor, kick le lyk move abt 1 m or lesser oly -.- i tink i will go e beginner grp n i wish i will too... er... i oly lyk to see ppl play soccer but myself go play a bit.... i cant do it T.T den after reccess went for cid.... haix, nit to split into grps de shi hou i felt lost..... but lucky i hav nice frenz =)) after sch, went home wif mel cos we two no cca ma... we went 2 eat n tok tok lo... yeay!! i so happy haha ^^ we go lot one den i fa xian there de food court (duno wat name) oso zhang jia le... aiyo!!! so unhappy =(( evywhere oso zhang jia.... in e end we went 2 long john n i ate skin-on potato chips as usual..... i tink i addicted to it liao lo.... all mel's fault!!!! LOL today sounds lyk a v nice day rite, but its nt lo if u see wat happ after tt T.T<br /><br />i decided to take stairs home as wat i do normally when i quite free n its nt too dark..... btw, my hse at 17th floor..... but ok la, i quite happy climbing cos u noe i nit more exercise if u see my size -.- but when i reach my hse le, i realise i nv bring key -.- den after climb stairs quite tired wanted go home rest now cant le... i went bck to yew tee again to mit my mama to take key from her to get home...... i felt so fed-up la!!! =(( cos 2day no cca den wanted go home play maple... lyk tt waste my time leh T.T finally gt home le den wanted play maple den gt new patch.... tried patching but couldnt work until after quite sum time... aiyo!!! waste more time -.- sian zzzz<br />ok i complain finish liao, now go do homewk haha =))) mth ROCKS!! ^^ btw, hope u enjoy e new song tt i put... i feel its quite romantic lo de lyrics but its v sad =( i TOTALLY fell in luv wif tis song ^^ tis song is by a guy who participate in e s-pop writing song competition de.... if u lyk tis song too, can go vote 4 him!!! haha =)<br /><br />p.s if u notice, my previous post n tis post both lag diao le cos no time to post on e rite day, in e end i post e thg happening on mon on wed n 2day post wed onwards happ de stuff T.T </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-4756747763675043241?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-81983658556679135032008-01-02T17:42:00.000+08:002008-01-12T09:58:15.908+08:00<span style="color:#6633ff;">duno y my hols lyk 2wards e end more interesting than at e beginnning de? monday went out wif RV frenz!!! WE went to bugis cos one of my fren wanted to buy bag.... but we went to eat lunch 1st la.... u noe e bugis food junction food oso v ex lo dunno y -.- we went to e korean stall and e starting price of e food there is $5 leh T.T my fren wanted to eat kimchi noodles n i copy her too lols.... nv eat b4 ma, try try see nice or nt =)) i tink it was quite nice despite e price.... e spice was juz nice for me too!! ^^ yeay, i luv spicy food LOLs......<br /><br />den we went ard e shops to look for nice bags.... we went to a shop i 4gt wat name liao @.@ tink its converse? duno la, go so many (BHG, OG, the wallet shop...) i oso dun rmb le =x short term memory loss -.- OOO at there saw 3 RVIANS!! duno y so qiao leh, oso nt lyk there v nice wat?!! toked awhile (really v awhile) den we went away to other shops to continue bag-hunting..... after tt, we felt thirsty so we went to find sweet talk.... i bought strawberry ice blended, actually i wanted milk tea but tink strawberry + milk mayb a bit guai? at there we saw 2 more RVIANS.... lols bugis really v nice meh? mayb its really a "hip n trendy" place -.- quoted from veng yi.... we saw sum handmade bags after tt.... i tink really v nice lo got those soft toy dog on e bag so cute de ^^ wanted to buy one but for a relatively small bag it cost abt $40 @.@ yao yun la.... after tt we went to cross e road to e other side... WA siao so many ppl can?! although e middle platform of the traffic is a long stretch but it totally filled wif ppl and summore nit to b 2-way de -.- we juz suqeezed the ppl and had to w8 4 a few traffic lights b4 its our trun 2 cross T.T while crossing e road, i saw 1 more RviAn.... lols recap yi xia, we saw a total of 6 rvians at bugis, a "hip n trendy" place (i dun tink so)<br /><br />disappointed by bugis, we decided after a long struggle to go IMM shop shop seesee..... wanted to sit e bus to IMM de cos we oredi walked v long at e bugis there liao... leg so pain -.- but we juz missed e bus nt long ago so had to w8 4 sum time 4 it to come.... in e end we walked... (nvm, i nit more exercise!!) go le imm oso nt many shops tt sell bags.... we went to look at e directory to see if we missed out any shop den we realised OOOO got fila!!! we went to find it den guess what happ? FILA oredi dao bi le -.- den e directory nv update... walao waste my energy u noe... jiao hen suan de leh T.T after tt we wan go home le lo.... my fren so disappointed i oso feel sad 4 her =(( but really no nice bags so cant buy 4 e sake of buying ma... den we went to find e shuttle bus to go bck je cos leg tired, in e end we walked 1 big rd to find it cos we didnt notice e sign T.T waaaa!!! so tired leh.... found e bus stop le, in e end nv take cos nit w8 v long... LOLS we chose to walk bck to je finally... wa so tired but i enjoyed myselves!!! thx 4 coming out =)) i really treasure it haha ^^ ok, gtg le....</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-8198365855667913503?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2190646411739309446.post-86027908553521258142007-12-29T11:19:00.000+08:002008-03-14T12:14:51.192+08:00Welcome note!! LOLS ^~^<span style="color:#ff6600;">Ohh yeas new blog!!! tis is my 2nd blog liao... e 1st one gt deleted by me cos its such a failure.... didnt spend much time posting den soon it became dead liao.... i oso dun bother to revive it -.- LOLS i think e fate of tis blog will most probably b e same as e 1st one T.T later nxt yr too busy den i cant blog -.- den lyk last time 6mths nv blog -.- den i will hav to report tis blog DEAD n delete it zzzzz.... i will try my best to blog wheneva i can ba =x actuali i created a new blog cos i see my sis blog???!!! ya i tink so.... it sounds lyk a lame reason -.-... nvm dun care =X ok enuf of all tis crap!! tok abt other stuff ba!! ^~^<br /><br />OK time to tok abt sum HAPPY stuff!! lols.... yeay! ytd went out wif my fren... i so HAPPYYY! =)) cos we finally can mit up again.... we oredi more than 3yrs frenz leh... i tink tts v nan de lo... we went bishan junction 8.... actuali nt much to shop la but tts nt impt cos i really treasure e time we can spend together again!! juz tok tok oso FUN la.... to dear Li Zhen: hope i didnt upset u or anythg =( cos i tink i tok too much liao -.- sry... 4gif me ba!! sry for being late too...i nt purposely de k? dun hate me T.T i tink mayb sum thgs i say u may dun lyk =((( sry sry~~ actuali we didnt do much... juz go eat lunch den zou zou oly.... we went e food court there errr e food so ex de T.T oso nt v gao ji wat @.@ e plate of rice i bought can b bought at lot1 food court at oly $3.80 den there sell $4.80.... ex by $1 leh!!!! but ok la, it was quite nice so i will nt ji jiao too much =)) but e rice a bit too much liao... i didnt finish it up... so lang fei =(( den wat e hell duno y we so bu xing sit bside a grp of boys who r lyk so VULGAR.... they kip saying e 'f' word u noe.... diao!!! v nice to say meh???!!! summore say so loud f5.... so irritating!!! i noe its a free country but i still cant stand it la =x cannot eat in peace u noe -.- heng!!! they went away b4 i couldnt take it anymore =X wan to bash them up @.@ after lunch, we went to cd shop see cd!!! aiya, i see oso cant buy no $$ lors zzzz..... nvm lo see shuang heeehee.... den i saw a cd is lin xiang ping sing de song -.- wa i so shocked can!!!! she gt sing de meh -.- den we go popular seesee cos my fren wan buy thgs.... she wanted a blue pen refill but it can oly be taken at e counter... so she went n ask e person n e person told her to w8!!! den wat happened??? actuali noone was helping my fren take e refill -.- den we juz stood there for mins staring blankly.... diao!! den after we ask e person again den she call to another lady to take it -.- in e end, dun hav e refill den e person attitude oso v bad -.- wat kind of service is tis zzzzz LOUSY staff member!! After tt, we wanted go take neoprint but there dun hav!!! ( or mayb we cant find it T.T) we go see directory le leh.... dun hav such shop @.@ den in e end we went to woodlands juz to take neo print lo... nvm, its worth it!! =) den we go there de popular again seesee... we go see o lvl de bks... den my fren introduced a physics bk (1001 mcq qns de) she say its quite helpful.... but e price nt v cheap =x hope it can really help pull up my physics grade!!! den i tink i can pass gpa 3.0 easier ba cos physics is always e subj pulling me down... dun understand y leh T.T i thot i understand during lessons leh.. haix... muz buck up for physics.... btw, any1 interested can go get e bk!!! mayb it can help u too!<br /><br />after tt went home le lor... although we didnt do much, but i still v glad we mit up!!! =)) thx Li Zhen.. luv ya!! (XXXOOO) heehee... OOo guess tts all le ba... nxt time blog again ( if i hav e time -.- )!<br />p.s. thx for all those ppl who made e effort to link me =)))</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2190646411739309446-8602790855352125814?l=ordinarymiie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>dreamy.http://www.blogger.com/profile/13201030607424100219noreply@blogger.com0